I woke up this morning and out of habit, wanted to walk out the door to say good morning to Nozomi who used to take up residence by the door.
Greeted by an empty space.
It's beginning to feel lonely around here.
I will stop crying now.. perhaps.

Someone on my MSN list is listening to The Black Mages :O
Another Final Fantasy fan?

Had to make another trip out to Low Yat today because Dad's modem isn't working.
They fixed it, we came home, same problem.
I called the guy, he wasn't much help.
Dad and I gave up. We're exchanging it.
I went online to find out how to fix it... there wasn't much.
Someone pointed out his/her problem and the answers were "Aztech? *sigh* Nothing to say about that" and "I suggest buying another modem?"
Right.
The problem is, they don't have the modem that my Dad wanted (which is mine) so he bought that and the only other alternative is Linksys. Are there any problems with that brand too?
I've had it to my eyeballs with modems.
I really prefer software to hardware T_T

So a little while ago, while experimenting with Corel Sketch Pad, I sketched a girl free-falling (with mouse).
Yesterday, I was beautifying the lines with my tablet.
My brother comes up (to use my internet... refer to internet problems above) and says "Are you using it?", sits down and watches.
Then because I flipped the page orientation to make it easier, he said she doesn't look like she's falling.
The two of us stared at it for a little while and I realised it looks like she's fighting.
So I pretty much changed quite a few things to make her look like she has just got sent flying by some kick and is still ready for some combat.
Ha ha ha.. it might change soon again.
I really do feel like that artist who kept painting his canvases even after it is hung for exhibition.
I will never finish a piece. I never feel satisfied.

My Dad keeps saying he'll take me to pick out another bunny but I kinda feel guilty.
I want a bunny.. but the bunny I want is Nozomi.
To Rye-chan, who messaged me over MSN and I wasn't at my computer - "Yes, I'm fine but still sad..."... thanks to everybody in my tagbox:)