... I don't want to post another emo post.. even though, I am feeling down.
Oh Lord! I'm so... you know what, forget about it.
I have written and rewritten this post about a zillion times.
I keep erasing what I wrote because some things, perhaps, I should keep to myself.
Although, it KILLS but I'll keep it to myself and continue on being the 'happy' me.
That kills me too.
I will keep drawing.
Continue drowning myself in my dreams and fantasies.
I've lived 21 years that way, I think I can go on.
And you know what, I don't think I want to do anything for my 21st birthday.
