I have rediscovered X Japan's NHK Hall concert.. the one in 1991 with the orchestra.. back before Heath (the one I perv about) replaced Taiji and when they were still called X.
I haven't watched it in 4 years.
The moment the lady started playing the Rose of Pain intro.. I cried.
Then the piercing sound of the guitar cut through and the tears still continued.
It wasn't as bad as when I cried watching Bronze, Zetsuai or Ai no Kusabi... etc. but it was a cry nontheless.
I got this really crumply feeling inside.
Like your heart is a piece of paper and someone is crunching it up really hard that it makes you your eyes cross like "X("<- this?
I reacted the same way when Crucify My Love came on in one of the concert CDs.
It's honestly just X Japan.. Dir en grey just makes me get up on my chair and scream like a loon on drugs.
Kagrra makes me swoon and Pierrot makes me perv. That's all.
Why does X Japan make me cry?
Cause one of 'em is no longer around.
That one statement, if said physically and not virtually would ignite a whole slew of emotional whines and cries but as this is a virtual statement, the emotion is all on this side of the computer and not on your side.
Thank your lucky stars.
I remember when Mike said "hide" and I went ":(".. Claire said "Don't say that!"
It wasn't in a "Don't make Lyd cry" way but more of a "She's going to go ON AND ON AGAIN" way.
People love me. They do. . . . . Right.
I'll go cure myself by watching BRONZE.
Because crying to that is better than crying to X JAPAN.
But yeah... X!!!!!!!!!!!!! *does the hand thing*