Monday, May 10, 2010

For the first time...

... I have no idea what to do.
No idea how to react.
No idea what to expect.

What is the point of all this? I do not know.
Why are you doing all this? I do not know.
But I know, I'm not the only one who is feeling the way I am.

*sigh*
I honestly give up.

Life is not a Chinese/Korean drama.
This is so unreal.

On the other hand, I'm falling back into my JRock phase again.
Pierrot~ ♥
There are limited vocalist that I seriously adore in JRock. Very few. I always end up loving the bassists.
Pierrot's Kirito is the only reason I started listening to Pierrot to begin with. Neo Grotesque has got to be one of the more orgasmic songs ever.. (In my opinion)
There's something special about his voice.. androgynous, child-like, man-ish but yet when he screams (ie. Neo Grotesque) it is like angels and devils in one giant snowheap.
I don't go around shouting my lust for Kirito (as I do for Toshiya, I'm not a stalker) and I don't even feel attracted to his looks the way I am with.. need I say?.. but whenever he's singing or on stage, I'm in lust. I just love the way he moves.. the way there's always this slight edge in his otherwise, quite boyband-ish voice.
(Oh, and Kohta playing the bass is hot as hell.. Kohta = Kirito's brother. Very adorable. Very awesome)
[Kirito in Nazi costumes is politically incorrect but very sexy]

The other vocalist that I probably have never mentioned is KOZI.
Know him? The bassist from Malice Mizer.
He went solo after... and I love him.
(I love many but my love is only true for Toshiya XD)
Also, Asagi but I get bored quite fast.
And Isshi of Kagrra. Originally, I tried listening because I really really liked Shin (guitarist) as he was small, and looked like the guy with the kanji (my name's kanji) on his head in Naruto. He played the guitar, composed, played the koto etc. and was so talented I could die. But without Isshi, Kagrra will not be Kagrra.

Kamijo, previously of Lareine and now Versailles, on the other hand is a different kind of hot.
Lareine, previously, was a bunch glammed up men with long bright hair and even brighter costumes singing love songs. In fact, for awhile there, Kamijo looked like a stereotypical drag queen.
Then he cut his hair.... :O It was like the reincarnation of... no, there has never been a being so gorgeous.
And sorta, as I kinda noticed, stopped saying his 'Bonjour, honey' which always sent me into giggling fits that can kill.. kill me and others around me.
I also like to believe that he burned that blue hat... but forget that.
He is so gorgeous.
He is something you don't say "I wanna do that" to.
No.. he is so white (hair, skin etc) touching him should be a sin.
And when he sings, it's like he's trying to lead the wise men to baby Jesus (you know, chorus of angels.. bah, learn up on religion, idiots! XD)
In fact, I like thinking of him as a divine being so much that looking at his smutty photoshoot with Sanaka is like witnessing first hand the dirtiest of sins... which of course makes it even hotter (the fact that they're both men helped in making it hotter as well.. what with the tongue and all)

Toshi... is... GOD.
'Nuff said.
[Many people will disagree because I know many people who can't stand Toshi's voice but I've loved it for years and will always love his voice]