"GIRL! SLASH! MALAYSIA! AUDITION TO OPEN! FREE?"
I say - "What?"
She repeats - "We need a bassist for the audition to open for Slash at his concert. Can?"
And you know what?
Can't.
I almost jumped straight into it without thinking .. which I would've done a few years ago.
I asked - "When?"
She says - "In three days"
- Too last minute.. because~
- I haven't really touched my bass in a long time
I was sulking and my Mum was yelling out the door "IT JUST ISN'T MEANT TO BE!"
I shall now go sulk somewhere else.
You know, if it was in a few more days, I might have.. you know, because it will give me more time to pick up my bass and analyse just how crap I now am and fix it but if it's in three days, which means practicing and all will have to take place in these three days then I shouldn't go into it and drag everybody down.
It's just depressing to know that back when I was actively doing the band thing, there was no such opportunity but now that I have sworn off it.. there is.
Maybe it's as my Mum yelled.
I'll go sulk now.
While hugging Gorgeous.
*sigh*
