Ever woke up deep in thought?
That's what I've been doing for the past few weeks.
I wake up deep in thought because I've been dreaming of the past and I'm wondering why.
*cue emo music*
But seriously. I am.
I've been dreaming up my past experiences, past meetings and past acquaintances.
The good, the bad and the better off forgotten.
I have dreamed of Loaf and I discussing Sailormoon in Standard 2.
I dreamed of Nut and I in Standard5 talking while waiting for the stairs' shutter to open.
I dreamed of the time I sat on the same chair as SJ in Standard 4 copying notes from the blackboard.
I dreamed of Michelle crying in Standard 3 because of something Intan said.
I dreamed of Ain, Atikah, Aisyah, Rachel, Nut and I in Standard 1.. all sitting around the same tables.
I even dreamed of people that I no longer can remember.... when awake.
I dreamed of my kindergarten friends... that girl I coloured with for the competition. The girl with the thick headbands. The girl with the straight long hair. The girl who said she wanted to become a mother. The boy who never buttoned up his shirt. The boy who kept crying.
WHY?
My dreams have always been weird but they've never been REAL.
Now I'm dreaming of things that has happened in the past and I do not know why.
I have not been thinking about it lately.
I have not been second guessing my life decisions.
I have not been missing friends or anything.
I want to know why because I could really use a good night's sleep.
