Thursday, July 14, 2005

Pissed

I am so freakin pissed. Remember the stupid stupid Power Point presentation or whatever shit I was complaining about on Monday? Yea. I did. My friend and I was doing it till late at night. So it was a little messy. We went to school the next day to present it and this teacher didn't even bother asking us if we managed to do the stupid presentation shit. If it wasn't because this is group work I wouldn't have even freaking bothered! It's a waste of my time! To make matters worse, I went to school today and she told me it was like slip-shot work (however you spell that I don't care). I don't care if it looked like shit! At least I got the stupid thing done in time! I've never felt so mad in my life! Why couldn't she have used the cult? It seems she has told us that the presentation must be viewer-friendly. Cults is something she probably doesn't know anything about! So I'm giving her brain something new to know and she doesn't want to learn. So what? I'm suppose to talk about the sun and stars and everything happy and stupid? No way. I don't do stuff like that. If she wants stuff like that done she shouldn't have said I was the stupid freaking leader. I have always hated the role of leader of anything! I definitely hated this post among all. I swear I am never ever going to participate in another school oriented activity. Leave it to the suck ups. We've more of that than anything else. They can do all the participating. It'll definitely be a boost to their egos. I hate English class now. I am going to make sure she gets so pissed at me. Just like I am pissed at her. I gave what I could into doing that stupid presentation and she doesn't acknowledge anything. So why should I acknowledge anything she is doing in class? I don't care. She should just stick to teaching the other people in class. She wants something out of my face? She's not going to get any! I'm not going to even bother looking at her or listening to her anymore. I've got much better things to do than pay attention in that stupid class. Now I know why I've never bothered to be an active member in anything be it clubs or societies. This sucks like shit. Even the presentation part was crap. I've never felt so humiliated in my entire life. Especially because english is like the only bloody language I can bloody speak. Even when she wanted to know what was out bloody presentations title, she didn't even bother to ask like nicely or anything. Okay, so you're disappointed that we did some F***ED up presentation but the least you could have done is ask for it abit nicer don't you think? You don't demand for something you want. That is just wrong. Oh yea, I forgot, she is wrong. I'm not pissed at what she said about my presentation. To hell with what she has to say about my presentation. I'm pissed at the attitude she is showing. The last time we forgot to do some stupid newspaper crap last year, she started saying we were all selfish because the entire form had to wait for my bloody class. Guess who finished the damn thing?? My friend and I. The same two people. Why is it always us? Why do we always get into so much of shit? I don't know. If it happens again they can forget about depending on the two of us. I will not do anything about it. I just sit in that class. I don't want to do anything. They can ask the 'girl who tries too hard'. She'll be happy to do anything for you. Especially since you're giving her the stupid chance to use her stupid words that she can hardly pronounce correctly. I've never felt like this in my life. This anger is going to last awhile.