Depression

I seriously don't know what I'm depressed about. I'm pretty sure it's got something to do with exams. Tomorrow is my last official day of SPM. After that will be one paper and that'll be all for the year. I won't be going back to school until May. 5 whole months of sinful holidays. I don't have faith in myself at all. I mean to sit for economics tomorrow. I really think I'll look at the paper and draw up a complete blank. I'm failing and there's nothing I can do about it. Tell me what's worse? I still have about 10 hours to study for it and try to cram in something. Hopefully I'll scrape through. Or I swear I'll meet hide up in the lil' jrock heaven that he calls home now. I hate SPM. If I'm like this now, imagine when I sit for STPM. I think I'll just go absolutely crazy then. Don't want to think about it right now. I need to focus on economics tomorrow and it's seriously driving me up the wall.