*sigh* I was doing nothing just now but listening to music and suddenly I started thinking about death. I mean, I haven't thought about it for almost a year now and suddenly I just started thinking about it. Like, why do people die? What happens?...and stuff like that. I mean, it may seem really silly but it seriously freaks me out. It dawned on me that last year passed by too fast. Way too fast. Time is moving so quickly. If this keeps up I'd be dying before I know it and this thought really freaks me out. Seriously, although I'm afraid of myself dying, I'm actually more afraid of people I love dying. It's really scary when you think about it and I swear I nearly cried thinking about it. I don't know why. Then I went online and started telling Sj about it and she also told me she thinks this way too. Isn't it scary? I mean, I've excepted the fact that everybody has to die but don't you think it's sad? It kinda makes you think. Well, too much thinking for me obviously does me no good. Haha.
Now Sj and I are talking about moving overseas. She can't see herself staying here for the rest of her life and is planning on moving overseas. Hell, I'd be happy to go anywhere. I really want to go stay overseas. I seriously want to find a job overseas and stuff and stay there and be happy. Sj asked her parents about it and her parents actually said yes to her moving overseas and NO to her staying alone so she said that if I come along it'd definitely be a yes. The thing is, I really wanna go. I seriously don' t mind! Hopefully, I would be able to~
