Saturday, February 18, 2006

*sigh* Here we go...AGAIN~

Today, I went to KBU and The One Academy with SJ. Since we were both thinking of doing Interior, we thought we'd go together. Not being lezzie or anything ok. Hehe. Anyway, this is what we thought. Fees wise, The One is better, BUT, you don't get a degree. You have to go overseas for it and going overseas rips pockets. KBU on the other hand, is quite expensive you can say, but you can get a degree here in Malaysia and the certificate that you get doesn't say anything about KBU, it has some UK college's name on it. So it looks better~ Hehe. Anyway, we're still deciding. If it's possible we want to go to the same college. Lim Kok Wing is out of the question for us. I don't really like that place. I don't know why.

Came home and Sj was messing around with YouTube watching her UVERworld videos and Jay Chou while surfing other college's sites. -______-"

*sigh* I really don't know what to do man. I mean, I know I want to be an Interior Designer but it's like...while some people are trying to be supportive..they just aren't supportive at all. Do you get what I mean? It's something like 'Yeah, I know what you want to do and I want you to do what you want to do but I want you to know what you're getting into. Don't make any mistakes. You will regret it. Don't waste your time doing something you don't like and then stop halfway through.' Do you see the flow of the sentences?? It goes from 'I fully support your decision' to 'You're making a mistake'. I mean, come on! I know what I'm getting myself into. This is my future I'm talking about. I seriously know what I want to do and it's Interior Design! Damn~ Sometimes I wonder why we have to make decisions like this. It's really tough, especially when some people aren't helping at all. Also when they tell you not 'What you should do..' but 'What you WANT to do..'. HELLO? Somebody else is telling me what I WANT to do. Hitler's days are way gone past! *sigh*

I'm currently calming myself down with some nice peaceful music. Hmm~ Bronze's Overture is so cool. Okay, so it's not exactly peaceful but more on the depressing-boohoo-I-don't-get-no-love side. It's peaceful to me~ I love these sort of moody, sad, depressing songs[Bronze]. Either that or the angry-let's-trash-this kind[Dir en grey]. Hehe~ Happy and perky are always welcomed. As long as they have a good bassist.

I finally got the third day of the Blitz 5 Days. Hehe~ This is taking forever!!
MegaUpload sucks~! Piracy rocks~! ^_~

I'm so dying to get out of here. I want to move out of this country as soon as possible. I'm dying here. I don't think I wanna go to those countries like US, UK or Australia. I like Asia just fine. I wanna stay in Asia but I don't really know where. I think I'll stick to studying for the time being. Hahaha~