Saturday, March 18, 2006

Brillianosity happens in my house all the time. Seriously, there's no other house as brilliant as this one. In the midst of my boredomosity, some kind of craposity happened. Somebody is suffering from some failorosity and I got the scolding for it. There's so many ways to kill one's self.

1. Starvation.
2. Poisoning.
3. Stabbing.
4. Hanging.[My all time dream of dying like hide can come true]
5. Standing in the middle of a busy highway with a drunk driver who's asleep coming at you.
6. Electrocution.
7. Jumping off a building.
8. Kill someone and beg for the death sentence.
9. Go sky diving without the parachute.
10. Burn.
11. Kill a cannibal while he is hunting with his tribe of cannibals.
12. Starve a couple of dogs for months, roll around in meat and then present yourself.

Over the past years, everytime I get some screwosity blocking my state of mental calmosity, some new way of suicide comes up. It's really cool. I should do some compiling. Help all those Japanese people who are into group suicides (they only know of monoxide poisoning). I should just kill myself cause obviously nobody really wants me around (ie. "I can lock you up in your room!" <- See what I mean? **** off). It'll save me alot of mental torture too.

People with double faces should just die. Gemini-ism is not welcomed.
Geniosity! Really. Amazing never-heard-off problemosity always happens in my life. I'd like to share. People should know what kinda fucked up shit I go through everyday.
Sometimes(all the time), I wish I wasn't born. It'll make life happier. Nobody would need to get mad at stupidosity. They'll all live happy lives. I'm not needed. Fuck it all.

Has anybody realised that when you're bawling out of frustration, taking ur frustration out on your skin really works. Skin looks good red and raw.
It's psychological but it works for me. I hate bawling! I hate crying! I'll do anything to stop myself from crying.