Heaven bless me

I managed to download both the part of the Dir en grey's official bootlegged DVD. I feel mean but I wouldn't have done this if I could buy it online. Unfortunately, it's only for [a knot] members and they're only limited to two per person. And because I'm not an [a knot] member and I don't have any friends who are, I can't get it. So I had to download this. Even the one for sale on ebay was going at 114 USD.>_> I'd be damned if I had that kinda money.