"I think I’ve said this before, but when I visit his grave site I always bring alcohol with me. I’ve even brought a bottle of Donperi there before, but except for hide’s glass I always end up drinking the whole lot…and end up getting myself really drunk…Luckily, I wasn’t caught by any other mourners going to their grave sites…I guess if they did they would have thought I’m really weird…This time I’m thinking of taking some red wine… Yeh, I wanna speak to him again.. but if I take red wine I better only go with half a bottle, cos seeing a drunk Rock musician at a grave site would be really strange I guess. Maybe I should take some Oolong tea and make it healthy instead. Mmm, but then I guess it would be too depressing and maybe I’d never end up leaving."

I found this somewhere...I can't remember. It's translations for one of Yoshiki's message on his Japanese Mobile FanClub I think. I don't know. I'm sorry for the colour. I made a mistake and I'm too lazy to change it. Anyway, I think that part of the message is really sad and it kinda made me depressed.