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I feel like a very stupid Dir en grey fan now.
Their single is only coming out on the 15th. *sheesh*
I'm feeling very depressed now. I have no idea why.
(I'm suspecting the Akuro no Oka and Silver Ash that I have on repeat)
I don't know why but this time round, I'm not on the suicidal side of depression. I'm just depressed. My stomach is feeling funny (you know how you get that when you're feeling sad?). I'm beginning to miss SJ. I've not seen her in ages. I NEED TO SEE HER!
I miss having her around me everyday.
I miss having to be able to turn around and just talk to her in class.
I miss having to copy her homework everyday cause I'm never bothered to complete mine.
I miss cutting class with her and then getting into trouble for it.
I miss eating her Twisties behind our maths teacher's back.
I miss her complaning my desk is way too messy and that I need to clean it up.
I miss injuring her on a daily basis.
I miss her complaning about people in general to me everyday.
I miss trying to sleep in class without her waking me up.
I miss us arguing on who is the hotter hunk in a magazine.
I miss her coming round to my house and just laze around.
I miss us talking about our hopes and dreams for the future.
I miss talking about moving out together and staying together.
I miss talks of our band.
I miss our talks on our current obsessions.
I miss getting into what she's into and she getting into what I'm into.
I miss fighting the prefects and teachers (sometimes) with her.
I miss us trying to outdo each other in insulting each other.
I miss her random outburts of weirdness.
I miss us pretending to be lezzie just to piss Nat and Shari off everyday.
I miss going out to MidValley almost every other weekend with her.
I miss her insulting me when I go on about how I hate my looks.
I miss her telling me Toshiya is a chick and that I need to start liking guys.
I miss when she had a blog (*hint* restart it SJ).
I miss her always complaining about having no transport to where ever we were meeting.
I miss her constant obsessions for buying good reads.
I miss trying to get her to camwhore with me.
I miss trying to get her to go purikura-ing with me.
I miss sitting in Waffle World talking about our band and writing band problems on napkins.
I miss her big-headed tendencies.
I miss bugging her for the latest releases in the Jrock world that I don't have.
I don't know why I started thinking about it. I haven't seen her in close to a month now. That's a record considering we bug each other to go out after just one week. Sometimes, I wonder if we'll be as close as we are now if I stayed in Form Six. I wonder if we'll still be talking to each other like this. *sigh*.
I'm somebody who considers close friends as a very important thing (normal friends is a different story altogether). And with SJ, man, she's more than just a close friends. No, I don't mean lezzie.
I really miss being around SJ.
