Live a life of sex, drugs and rock (and not roll XD).
Cut the sex out though.
I don't know why but I just feel like completely going wild and doing something so wrong that I'll offend half the world. Don't you get those urges sometimes? Well, I do. For one, I hate the fact that people think that we all live to please them ONLY and they feel free to comment on everything they think is wrong about you. Well, grow up assholes!
(No, nobody offended me XD Just felt like being emo)
But of course, if I were to be like Sid Vicious, my life will end at 21 and it'll end with a nice finale of murder, trials and suicides (dripping with drugs). Everytime I see or read things about Sid Vicious and his girlfriend, it makes me kinda depressed and sad. They really loved each other (I think) and I just don't know who's side of the story to believe. Well, I won't choose cause they're both dead already as it is and we'll just let them rest in peace.
One day, when I move out and live on my own and have complete freedom, I won't be the same anymore. I do not like the me now. (I've never liked me). I find myself my worst enemy. As awful as it is, it's the truth. And no, this isn't one of those I'm-insulting-myself-just-to-get-you-to-praise-me schemes. I do not like praises. Note that I can't reply when you praise me I just nod my head and say thank you and people always think I'm being snobby.
Well, it's not like I have ALL the time in this damn world to be snobby at you. AGAIN, it's a matter of people thinking the world revolves around them. Why would I be snobby? What do I gain from it? What's the point?
Is it me or am I being exceptionally emo today?
I think it's Yoshiki's music. He always manages to bring up such feelings in me with his orchestra music. Especially Red Christmas and Ima o Dakishimete. It's such beautiful music. (Don't ask how beautiful music can make me sarcastic and pissy). It just makes me think about life and how I'm living it and when I think about my life, I don't see anything good in it and that's what makes me feel pissy.
Erm, is Marilyn Manson MARRIED?
Don't ask where I heard this but it's shocking. HIM? Married? Okay, I'm not stereotyping here, alright. It's just weird XD.
If he is, I'd love to check his wedding out~ Imagine how it'll be!
