Operation Fall Out Of Love : Start NOW!

I'm very proud to say that starting from today, Vampyy is attempting at getting rid of silly emotions that has plagued her since two days ago.

I'm gonna be following very, very strict rules in an attempt at getting Mr. College-Tall-Guy-Who-Still-Looks-So-Damn-Irresistable outta my head! I need to do it for my sanity.

1. Keep staring at Toshiya : This has proved to be, by far, the best way to forget Mr. College-Tall-Guy-Who-Still-Looks-So-Damn-Irresistable. At least I know I'm not drooling over Mr. College-Tall-Guy-Who-Still-Looks-So-Damn-Irresistable.
2. Keep an eye out for OTHER tall cute guys in the world : This hasn't been very succesful. There's no tall guys out there.
3. Keep myself busy with my pimply self : This is NOT GOOD! It only makes me more depressed. But I'm proud to say, it's gone down! No more red spots!
4. Keep listening to metal music about murder and revenge : Hey! I've got to do SOMETHING I like. At least they don't get all romantic. Shit~ Lareine just came on... -.-
5. I wonder if Mr. College-Tall-Guy-Who-Still-Looks-So-Damn-Irresistable is a musician...
6. And that wasn't what I'm supposed to do! I got sidetracked at the thought of Mr. College-Tall-Guy-Who-Still-Looks-So-Damn-Irresistable with a guitar! ... Oh, what a nice thought~

I swear, I'm sick in the head. Somebody, get me a doctor! Or a shrink.

Just the other day (about two days ago) I found this guy on MySpace. If it wasn't for his brilliantly bright blonde hair (The three B's). I wouldn't have noticed him. Anyway, I checked out his MySpace and he's into the VisualKei style~ HE HAS VIVIENNE WESTWOOD! I was so freaking awed as two awed people. I couldn't help myself, I HAD to message him. XD I doubt he'll reply really. I think I sounded more interested in making friends with his accesories than him. ^_^"
But, he DID look like a VK band boy.
Is he a guy in the first place? -.- I think he is. [was too busy checking out his SexPot and Vivienne Westwood]

I'm feeling so lazy! I don't want to do anything! But, I think I need to print the pictures for my project at least, by tonight. I've collected so many things. I'm very inspired for my CF look now. SJ! I've decided against my flap flap coat. Now, you've gotta help me decide all over again!

But, seriously, from what I've researched about, the punk style wasn't ALL in the clothes (though, it does contribute quite a big part). Mostly it comes from the attitude. The couldn't-care-less attitude. Especially at what people think or say about them. And they just went about attempting to destroy the morals of society. And, pretty much all of them, were bastards.

I find that cool. Am I the only one?