Sunday, February 04, 2007

Random emotions and a very weird something

[EDIT : Well, I re-read my post and it really was too long for anything. XD. So I deleted it. If you wanna know what I talked about. Ask me online. I'd be GLAD to REPEAT EVERYTHING for you.]

And now, enough of that shit. I'm just dying to move out now. I wanna graduate and move out!
I was walking in IKEA the other day and
SJ!! They've got nice stuff in the kitchen department! We SO go shopping in IKEA when we move out! As for couches and stuff, we should stick with our second hand furniture idea. I like that more. Better if they came from the sixties or fifties... right? But, where do you think will have second hand furniture from that era? We're not living in NANA land where they have Sabrina's you know... T_T.
OH! Also, SJ, I may have a chance of getting a donation for my bass funds. I told my Dad about my decision to NOT get an ESP after all and just go for some cheap brand (I think he totally supported my idea) and he actually offered to get it for me! BUT! I'm gonna be a good daughter and NOT make my Dad buy it for me. I'll try not to get any money out of my Dad and save up for it all on my own. My grandmother seems VERY into giving me 500 bucks for it but I'm very into NOT taking it. I feel bad, won't you? Anyway, the bass saving will have to start after Chinese New Year. I bought Paradise Kiss 4 yesterday and I'm very broke now. T_T Save me!

I keep having weird band dreams lately. Hear me out, I had another one last night. I dreamed that we were BACKSTAGE this time. The bad part was, it was just me there. The other four members of the band were TOTALLY unknown to me. And the me in the dream actually knew that the situation was very wrong. The thing is, the other members were very nice and they talked to me like we were really close friends. And the me in the dream also talked to them like we were very close and everybody was holding custom made guitars and basses and shit like that (the bass being mine, I dreamed my bass design came true!). Anyway, came the time where I had to do my face up, I walked to the mirror and I swear, I looked at least 10 years older. I looked OLD! (well, not so old, just around 28).
I don't wanna take it as an omen. I don't wanna think that when I'm 28. I'd be in a band WITHOUT SJ!
And I was the only girl in the band. Everybody else were guys! (I'm going to ignore the fact that they all dressed like Johnny Rotten)
That was very WRONG. Anyway, SJ, we need to talk about the band soon.