Wanna know what I hate the most in this world?
People who decide what my feelings are based on my fucking facial expression.

Just because I don't see the point in smiling like a fucking idiot all the time, does not mean that I'm angry.
Just because I walk off forgetting what you asked me to do, does not mean I'm not fucking bothered about what you said.
Just because I don't jump with joy at your fucking good fortune, does not mean I'm fucking jealous.
Just because I smile at your lame acts, does not mean I'm fucking amused.
Just because I accept what you say about things I do, does not mean I'm not fucking pissed at you.
Just because I don't tell you to fuck your own ass, does not mean I'm not annoyed at you.

Seriously, please follow the damn old saying, don't judge a fucking book by it's cover.

I really don't see the point in talking to anybody right at this moment. I think I'm much better off alone. Everytime I talk to anybody (except SJ and a coupla friends) I get so fucking annoyed. So annoyed that I keep vowing to myself never to talk to anybody cause I've come to realise that they're all just a waste of my fucking time.

I'm really quite sick of life. It's at times like this where I really don't mind dying. It'll save me a whole lot of annoyance. And I don't think people would mind very much if I go too, since they think I'm always mad at them. Fuck it all! Seriously, I don't see the point in living anymore. If it's just for all this bullshit and fucked up nonsense, then I may as well just meet God for my judgement as soon as possible.

NOW, I'm mad at everyone. I'm mad at everyone who breathes in this world right now. I'm mad at everybody who's laughing. I'm mad at everyone who's talking. I'm mad at everyone who's walking right now.
I'm mad at EVERYBODY!

It's time to be by myself and just now talk to any fucking person for the next few hours.
I've had it beyond my head with all your bullshit.