This is my 651st post. Oh man~!
Anyway, there's something wrong with my computer. Something very wrong with it. It kinda shuts off by itself.
SJ's brother said it may be hardware problem. Well, he SHOULD be right, he's the one who did IT in college.
I went to KLCC with SJ today. Yeah, KLCC is ALMOST becoming our weekend hangout.
I picked up my SHOXXbis and bought Paradise Kiss 5. Finally, I ended Paradise Kiss. I love the series.
I cried reading the end. I don't cry that bad watching movies (unless it's The Green Mile and I'm high on vodka) and I don't cry that bad reading normal books. But this is comic books and I cry so bad. It's very touching, the ending I mean, cause eventhough George and Yukari didn't get together, they all still managed to achieve their dreams! It's very nice! I may read it five million times now.
Remember what I was doing yesterday? My whole 'Let's count how many magazines I have!' thing, well, I forgot to count my 3 GothicLolita magazines, 1 Kera, 2 Nail magazines, 3 Dir en grey Photobooks and 2 Arena 37c.
Aaaaaaaaah, me and SJ were talking about moving out AGAIN today. We seem to do that alot. I really want to move out. I'm at the point of desperation. But, thinking on it, as I was driving back home, I was looking at the buildings that past (No, I'm not being melodramatic) and everything was so familiar to me. I've been driving past these roads for almost all 18 years of my life. Moving away from something so familiar, I wonder if I can ever do it. I'm serious about moving away but I'm wondering whether I can actually bring myself to move away from all that I know. In a way, I'm somebody who does not like to move on. I don't want people to grow up. I don't want people to change. I don't want THINGS in general to change. I want everything the way it is now and moving away from my family, from my friends, from people that I know, would be sort of like moving on to another chapter in my life and moving away to something new altogether. It would be exciting but I know that I would miss the way things are now.
I know it's way too early for me to be pondering on things like this but I can't help it.
I just know that I want to move away because I'm feeling very 'suffocated' living like this now. I want to be so free, even the birds envy me.
SJ, we need the band to work. Immediately.
