I am freaking hungry! I am craving so bad for nuggets and fries in CURRY!!
Shut up. I'm PMS-ing and when I PMS, I crave funny food.
But it's good, ne~~
Anyway, just now, I made some chocolate mousse thing.
It wasn't a pleasant experience and I'm not talking about the process of making it.
The whole situation (excluding the mousse) annoyed me.
And my Dad told me that he'll sell the cookies I make.
So for the whole four fxcking months.. I'll make cookies and he'll sell.
HA HA HA.
Watch me agree.
*sarcastic*.
I seriously don't get him.
I don't see why he wants me to sit at home, bum around and fxcking bake when I could be out there EARNING my OWN pocket money.
I'm gonna go talk some sense into him. I really want a part-time job. I'm the only fxcking person who has NO job experience to talk off and I'm not proud of it.
It's annoying.
He told me that if I wanted to work, I should work in an advertising company or don't bother.
I'm like WHAT THE FXCK!? Since when was I doing advertising? It would've made more sense if he told me to work in an interior design firm, wouldn't it? NOooooooo, work in an advertising company. I wonder if he was talking to the wrong daughter. Cause it seemed like it to me.
Claireeey said she wants to work in the craft store in 1Utama. I WANNA WORK THERE TOO!!! Surrounded by stuff that I love~~ I wanna I wanna. CLAIREEEY~ We go interview together, okay?? CAN??
Had a LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG talk to SJ about her future.
About what she wanted to do.
SJ, at the end of the day, no matter what you choose, I'd support you all the way!
We also talked about our priorities.. What's more important to her.
SJ... Band or moving overseas = moving overseas.
Me... Band or moving overseas = band.
Then she got all lezzie on me saying that she can't imagine being so far away from me if, when the time comes, I really choose to stay back for the band and she moves away. Yes, I love you too SJ.
Like I said, when shit happens...
There's always 3G.
Yeah, then I told her that, honestly, if there was a college here in Malaysia that actually had a course in history (besides Universiti Malaya), I would've taken it up. But, from what I could tell, hardly any college had it. And I'm actually planning, in the future, to take my masters in art history. There's a college in Singapore that has it! And one in Thailand (according to Mr. Kelvin, I think). I'm really interested in history. It's not merely a hobby... I love history! Although, I flunked it in secondary school. But that's only because the history we learned was more religion than anything. I couldn't understand it. I'm sorry m(_ _)m.
But yeah, ask me to sit in an old building and inspect every corner, I would.
Ask me to sit through a 5 hour documentary about the pyramids of Giza, I would.
Ask me to go penniless to Europe and sketch chapels, I would.
Ask me to ditch my husband for temples in Korea, China and Japan, I would.
I would ditch EVERYTHING! But yeah, there you go.
Alot of people don't understand why I was so interested in Art history. It isn't only art, I'm just fascinated with anything old. As for art, I was fascinated with the symbolism or insinuations behind each art.
I love old people (except when they try to moral-ise me).. cause they have experienced things that I would NEVER experience in my life. Do you get me? It's just the fact that I would never get to go through it, or see it, or hear it, or witness it, that has me so into it. It's something so far away in the past that interests me so bad.
My biggest dream since a kid? To study the pyramids and their connections to the stars.
I've been interested in it eversince I MADE my mum buy me that book about the pyramids. It's this thick documentary-like book about the Giza pyramids. My mum told me I wouldn't be able to finish it, but I did. I finished it in 2 days. It's fxcking interesting.
The carvings and how the tip of the biggest pyramid connects straight towards the centre star of the three stars of Orion's belt.
It's the mystery behind everything that is really cool. You guys should check it out. I still have that book and I flip through it sometimes... and it's still so cool~
But yeah, even SJ loves history in that way (I think). And we just talked about it.
I also said that if, at the end of the day, the band really isn't going anywhere, I'd go to China and find a job.
I'd love to go to China. (Partly cause I love chinese history)... And because I wanna go back to where I came from. I might sound cheesy, but there's something special about doing that. (Not to mention I love chinese shopping :D). [And China is closer to Japan. Close to Japan = closer to Toshiya]
Lol. But first, there's language barrier... I needa learn mandarin.
But, I do kinda agree with SJ, when she said that being here in Malaysia, she doubts the band would get anywhere.
I'm still going to try. I'd rather die having failed but tried than die not trying at all.
