Monday, June 11, 2007

Obsession, creativity (I think not), and vanity.

I just finished watching the 'teaser clip' for Yoshiki's band SKIN. The one where they introduced Miyavi as the fourth member and they played a small snipet of a song...
And all I can say is...
OH MY GOD'S PANTS~!!!! (Yes, SJ, I felt this was the funniest way to express my feelings)
It was SOOOOOOOO fxcking awesome. Seriously. I said from the beginning that Yoshiki, Gackt, Sugizo and MYV would make an awesome band.. but that song..! I think it just proved me MORE than right. (Er, righter?)
It's damn fxcking good! I can't wait, I can't wait, I can't wait.
The sucky part is they are having a performance in L.A and I am all the way across the oceanS in Malaysia.
Sucky sucky sucky.
Sometimes I feel like writing this HUGE A0 sized letter to them saying 'Ahoy there! Malaysia DOES exist, you know! With FANS!'
-_________________________-"
It sucks.
I LOVE SUGIZO!! :D:D

Anyway, nothing much today except that instead of gastric pains, I'm now having period pains. Seriously, can they STOP attacking me already! ('They' refers to pains)
I really do wanna walk straight for a change. I've been doing a Quasimodo for two days already and I really do feel like quitting.

And now, on to the vain-er side of me...
I need to start exercising. The fats are accumulating... rapidly.
Sit-ups... That's what I needa do. Although, everytime I say 'sit-ups' I get reminded of my cheerleading warm ups... *shivers*... My muscles! (or lack of)
I do miss my cheerleading days.. Back when I was actually not lacking exercise and was quite fit. LOL.
Anyway, that aside... I still want my dark purple eyeshadow. And mascara. Mine's all dried up LOL.
And I'm trying to find the nicest shade of RED lipstick. Anybody know any good brands?
Have I mentioned I found blue, yellow, orange, purple, green and BLACK lipstick?
In case nobody knows, Shu Uemura has the BEST lip colours. HAHAHAHAHAH (If I can afford it :D). I love their colours.. especially the eyeshadows.
I really wanted the black lipstick but I have yet to find out how much it is. It's really nice, though. Don't worry, no matter how much I LOVE LOVE LOVE Toshiya, I'd NEVER wear blue lipstick like he did.
And I just realised that nobody's seen me in my dark purple lipstick! :D It's my favourite of the lot. THANKS NAT! That little darling gave it to me.
Apparently she bought some Christian Dior stuff and it came along with it and she would NEVER wear such a dark colour so she thought I'd like it. XD
I've worn it, but with a lighter pink on top.. So it sorta came out like a really dark blood red instead. Good effect but a little wasted.

I was so bored last night.. I went on YouTube and watched fashion shows. XD
I was actually looking for the show which had the japanese influences.. I think it was Chanel.
Anyway, didn't find it but watched a whole lotta other stuff. I LOVE Chanel fashion shows. All white and wonderful clothes *.* I can only DREAM of being within 5 feet of those dresses. Especially love the haute couture shows and not really digging the ready to wear shows.
Then along the way I found this show for a clothing line called Coffin Clothes.
Was really awesome! I love the line so bad now. So Sexy with a capital S. The models were HOT. Although, I found it funky that the skirts never stayed on them long enough to reach the end of the runway XD They'd walk halfway and then rip off the skirts. Lol. I kept lol-ing.
But it was good. The coffin cases were really nice.. I wanna own one now! I wonder if they do internet orders.. XD I'm kidding!

I'm gonna start on my holiday art-sy fart-sy project tomorrow.
I'm still wondering whether I should do it on paper or canvas.
I'd really like t do canvas but I'm actually gonna trace on the picture first so I'm wondering whether it'd be possible to trace unto canvas.
First one I'm gonna be doing is.. I don't know :D
I'm gonna be using pictures of the post-war hollywood stars. So far, the only people I know I want to do is Marilyn Monroe and Audrey Hepburn. Who the other two are, I'm not too sure but they're so pretty :D
And I'm COPYING a style *urgh*. Yes. Because, firstly, there's a chance that my mum MAY want to hang it up on our walls, so I've gotta do something that's pleasing to the eye.
Secondly, I was told to do something pleasant because if I was to go according to my feelings, it'd come out all black and dark.
Thank you very much Mum. Hehehe~
And trust me, the initial idea for my art was NOT very pleasant.
Idea #1 : A stairway leading to no where among fog and fire.
Idea #2 : A scene from my dream (Remember the cannibal market, SJ?)
Idea #3 : Harlequins. Lots and lots of harlequins. So many that they look like just ONE person.
Idea #4 : A series of four works. With traditional demons. Please don't ask.
Yeap, before I could mention these four ideas to my mum, she was telling me about me being dark and moody... So I scratched it and decided to NOT paint ME but paint somebody else.
You get what I mean? No? Forget it.
-.-
The first one was quite new for me.
It really just came into my head just like that.
I hope it's not showing me what I'm really like. Cause that will kinda suck. Then I'll be walking up and up and up and not knowing where I'm gonna end up. And I'll be just walking upwards to avoid all the problems downstairs.
If you don't understand the significance of the stuff.. nevermind. LOL.

I need a new haircut.
If you're wondering, the clip below is the 'teaser clip' of SKIN. I think the real song starts after they announce MYV's name. Rye-chan! I'm posting this for you! You can see MYV's EYE! HAHAHA~ Thought you'd be interested anyway. Since you love MYVers so much.