I'm feeling super moody today.

First of all, my sister switched on the fan and switched off the air conditioner at 7:30 AM. Not that I have anything against the fan but the fan is situated right above my head and when it's switched on in the morning right after the air conditioning has been switched off, it kinda blows all existing cold air into my general direction and it made my nose a little block. Not to mention jolted me awake from my sleep due to shock [My fan makes this loud, shrill PEEET! noise when switched on. Go figure]
And then, I woke up feeling really bad. I had a tummy ache and a headache. I couldn't get out of bed till awhile later.
And then, as I was washing my face, I discovered a deep gash in my thumb. Why it's there, beats me. Hurts like a bitch and maybe a little more. It's very hard to do things with four fingers and a left hand when you're right handed. The moment I grab anything with my injured thumb I'm sent howling like a werewolf seeing a full moon.
And then I leave for lecture and there's this STUPID ASSHOLE BLOCKING HALF THE FXCKING UNIVERSE WITH HIS STUPID LAME TURTLE WITH A SPRAINED ANKLE DRIVING. Thank God I made it to class in time.
And then I wanted to go home but they were having group discussion so I had to stay behind a lil while more. I felt a lil guilty cause I already passed the message through a groupmate that I was gonna miss tutorial. Oh well, nothing I can do, can I? It's good that we've got the whole thing planned out (I'm referring to my group project). I'll say sorry to Claireeey, RayRay and Alex for being moody right now. Sorry~ *repeats in a few other languages*.
And then I came home to sleep. And I woke up with the hungry-est stomach known to mankind. I ate all the food I laid eyes on and then realised I overate. Go figure, again.
And now, I'm just feeling very down and out of it. My Mum is trying to get to the bottom of my moodiness.

Mum: Are you having your period?
Lyd: No~
Mum: So, what happened to that German boy?
Lyd: I don't know...
Mum: Gone home?
Lyd: I guess so~
Mum: So then, why are you so moody?
Lyd: Beats me...
Mum: Go listen to Toshiya~ That would make you happy, no?
Lyd: They don't exactly play and sing about happy things.. if anything it'll make me feel worse.
Mum: Go pop in a DVD or something. Transformers? Get your mind of whatever it is that's bothering you.
Lyd: I guess so......
Mum: Your mind musn't be idle.
Lyd: It's not idle.. I think.

Do you think my mind is not functioning the proper way a mind should?
And why she thinks I'm still emo over the 'German boy' is beyond my understanding. Even RayRay!
RayRay: Are you okay?
Lyd: Uh, no, I'm feeling sick..
RayRay: No, not that~ -.- Are you okay as in OKAY?
Lyd: I'm not understanding?
RayRay: *mouths out name*
Lyd: OH! Sheesh. I was over it after two days Ray.
RayRay: Good. *starts singing Britney song*

Aaaaaaaa~! Guess what song just came on??
Okay, none of you would be able to guess this one so forget it.
Panic*CH~ I used to love them so bad until the Three T's (Tara, Tsubasa and Takumi) left. This song is the remixed version of 829 Service. 829 is the number form of their name which in Japanese is pronounced as Panikku. Pa- 8. Ni- 2. Ku- 9. Yeah. Whatever. It's so happy and joyful XD.
I was into this band because they had two sides. One is Panic Channel and the other is Panic*CH. Panic Channel's all VK and Panic*CH is all oshare-ish. I found them so interesting.
I haven't heard this song in SO LONG!
Now I wanna listen to Love Letter~ XD

Like I've been telling SJ lately, the VK scene now is soo.. uninteresting. I mean, there are just SO FEW good bands coming out. And I mean SO FREAKING FEW in the littlest sense. They all either look like Gazette clones or D clones and they all sound the same. The good Oshare bands ended with Ayabie and Ancafe for me. And I don't like Oshare bands all that much. And all the bands that I like are either disbanded or on hiatus or they're so OVER the VK thing.
On a much happier note, Luna Sea is performing end of this year. Yay! Some 10th anniversary thing. But whatever. SUGIZO! J! :D :D Too bad it's in Japan (Budokan, I think?) and I'm in Malaysia. Sucks.
And now Plastic Tree's Tremolo came on! Whoa, my player is taking a trip down memory lane, I think. I've not heard these songs in so long!
While we're on the topic of VK.. I still remember what happened in school when I brought my magazine with Nightmare on the cover for SJ to have a look-see at her darling Sakito.
Classmate: Eh, what's that?
Lyd: Magazine.
Classmate: Band ah? WHOA! GIRL GUITARIST! Cool!
Lyd: Uh................ *points at Sakito* That's a guy.
Classmate: No la, I meant this one..*points at Ruka*
Lyd: That's the drummer. And he's a guy.
Classmate: ._. Oh.
I don't blame her. Loads of people make mistakes. I was watching Dir en grey one fine afternoon in '04 and my brother comes up behind me 'WHOA! Awesome~ Chick band! Quite hot, huh?' and I'm like '-.- They're all men'. Now he takes extra precaution and says 'Cool band instead'.

And I suddenly remembered SJ and my vandalism escapades in the library~ XD. When we spend a whole day in a place, don't expect us to be normal. If they (Chris is included here) weren't making me daydream about Toshiya, me and an empty room, we were running around and being loons.
SJ had this science revision book in front of her (taken from the shelves in the library) and we found this drawing of a supposed muscle man. And we were writing all over it 'Wimpy', 'Small biceps', 'Small *censored'-(This one being mine), and all that bullshit. And then we started writing our names on the books and we were writing 'Rocks your socks' under it. XD And then we went about trying to draw socks rocking (it actually looked like the socks were vibrating but we didn't care).
Hey, we ended up passing SPM just fine anyway. So it's all good.
When we went back to see if the books were still there... it was. We split our sides laughing for about 15 minutes.

I was a very normal child.