Wanna know something funny?
Even if you don't want to I'm gonna say it.
I don't know how to private-ise my blog!
Can I 'LOL' right now?
Claireeeeeeeeey! Help me~
So for now, it's still public. Which would be obvious if you are reading this.
Have I mentioned about the band Mystic Forest?
It doesn't matter if I haven't cause I haven't heard any of their stuff.
So I mentioned the band over dinner to my second sister and how I couldn't find any of their songs not even a sample. And my Dad was all 'What's the name of the band? I'll find it for you over LimeWire!'. I told him it would be quite hard cause it's not like they're famous or anything but he had so much faith in his LimeWire I thought I'd let him help me find it. So he searched it up and there were a few results... Which I doubt has anything to do with ANY form of metal (It's a metal band). I asked him what the genre was and he was so confused I gave up. LOL. We'll see what happens.
I was only interested in them cause I heard they were influenced by classical music like Chopin. Chopin is always great (And I think it's pronounced as 'sho-pan' and not 'cho-pin'). I love music from the romantic period. Is Chopin from that period? I know he's definitely NOT baroque or modern.
If my Dad does manage to find Mystic Forest songs on LimeWire.. I may have a little bit more faith in that programme. Maybe they just don't have much JRock songs. XD
My Dad has been struck by the 'downloading disease'. He's at it everyday.
I wanted to ask him to download Jesus on Extacy for me but he might flip like three flipping fishies at the mention of Jesus and ecstacy in the same sentence so I refrained. I'll get my second sister to do that part of the downloading for me.
But~ If Mystic Forest turns out to be some black metal band... I'm dead. XD My Dad would wanna ransack my music folder which won't be pretty.
Aaah~ Nightwish's Moondance is such a cool song. VERY celtic dance like. When I heard it for the first time, I remembered that show I watched when I was young about elves and leprechauns. Don't remember the name anymore but I LOVED that show. Same way I loved the cartoon called 'Zorro'. I still consider Zorro my childhood hero. XD The way he was the tall-dark-handsome sort and he whooped ass. :D And it was even more love when they chose Antonio Banderas to play Zorro! Wait, it WAS Antonio Banderas, right? XD Whatever, his accent is hot.
Last night was 'Attack of the vicious mosquitoes'. I sprayed the area I was in and in 5 minutes, I was collecting close to 15 mosquito carcasses. :S Not pretty.
And I couldn't sleep till 7 AM this morning. -.- I should start exercising in the middle of the night if I can't sleep. I watched Batman Begins XD~ I love Gotham City. The structures, buildings.. everything. The monorail :D It has three layers~ I wish the city was real~ I'd so live there.
And the sequel is coming out next year! YEAY!! And it has Joker! :D :D I was so disappointed because Joker didn't appear in Batman Begins. He's my favourite villain~ So amusing despite being so ugly. And Harley Quinn! Would she appear in the sequel?
Anyway, enough of that, I finally went to sleep at 7 and woke up at 2. ._.
Oops.
I wanted to bake that cake today..but it's already 5 PM. I clean forgot about it. ARGH! Tomorrow, tomorrow. I'll make it tomorrow.
Happy 2 days to August!
I love people with so much imagination... XD (I'm still thinking of Batman)
George Clooney was Batman :D :D :D
[EDIT: Did you know that small amounts of cyanide can be found in apple seeds and almonds?]
Monday, July 30, 2007
Aaaaah! I laid awake most of last night with my thoughts. And among those thoughts were 'I should start trying to become a vegetarian', 'Where do animal souls go after death?', 'How DO mermaids give birth?', 'I want to own a panda' ... And all that bullshit. Lol. I should probably try to restrain my brain a little.
Anyway, when I finally when to sleep I had a nightmare. If you didn't know, I tend to wake up at normal dreams and sleep through nightmares. So, I slept through this one as usual. No, there were no limb mutilation or cannibals this time around.
I dreamt I was running away through some dark portal like place with a unidentified person (UP). UP and I were running from a couple of growling people.. I don't know why I know they are people, I just know. So we run and run and run only to run into a golden lion. Don't ask why it's golden but it was really glittery. So the lion pounces UP and I just run off since I don't know the person. Anyway, next thing I know I'm being caught by 'growling people' and I'm dragged into this neat catacomb. And they throw me into one of those holes in the catacomb walls where they keep the dead bodies. They throw me in there and lock it. Usually, catacombs don't have grills to keep the bodies in but I guess since I'm still alive they've gotta do something to keep me in. And right at that moment my Mum walked in to wake me up. If she wants to know why I so quickly woke up, it's because I was already jolting awake from the dream. I'm freakishly claustrophobic and being locked in a place for dead bodies is NOT my idea of nice dream.
Never knew what happened to UP though. Probably ended up in the lion's golden stomach.
I always want to know WHY I dream up such odd bullcrap.
And they always seem so realistic. The ONLY unrealistic nightmare I had was when I dreamed my hands being chopped off.
The scary part was when I woke up and felt a tingling sensation at the 'chopped' area.
After 'waking-up-after-nightmare' moments, snuggling your face into Ivan is the most comfortable thing ever.
Situation here is getting better.
Silent treatment no more. Disappointment still there. Though his ears still perk up when we accidentally mention the sensitive words.
How long will this last?
I kinda thank God I never gave in to temptation even though I've given in to curiosity.
Rye-chan~ Next time you see me online 'Away' or not, please chuck the SKIN file into our sharing folder? :D
Cause it'll still send. I think. Lol. Please and thank you! Sugizo! And no he's not a fxcking old man!
Was disturbed after last night's midnight curiosity, so I watched a coupla Deathstars live shows and came across this one where Whiplasher kissed Cat again.
Can they stop kissing? Not that I hate it but... it's just weird. I even feel the same way when I see Jrockers kiss.
Not good.
Lol! But if it rocks their boat.. okay.
SJ~ Holy *swears incoherently*. I'm so agreeing on you with watching that new Ryuhei Matsuda show. I read the summary and review just now and I love it!
And I gotta admit, Ryuhei looks better there than in NANA.
Anyway, let's go watch. When when? You decide!
Today is 'Feeling Down' day. Even my Dad is feeling down.
I'm feeling down. VERY down.
I'm feeling anger, frustration and irritation all at a time.
At what? No, not what.. it's at who. The 'who' has been annoying my mind for about a week now.
Claireeey! Are we still going to Sunway Lagoon??
Oh, and also, just thought I'd tell all of you who are viewing my blog without commenting (which means I don't know of your existance online even though I know you in real life), I'm gonna make my blog private. Which means only the people I invite would be able to view my blog.
It's something I've been thinking of a long time and I'm going to do it soon. When, I don't know but soon. If you aren't invited I may have forgotten you or I just don't want you to view it. If you think you've been forgotten, message me or something.
Anyway, when I finally when to sleep I had a nightmare. If you didn't know, I tend to wake up at normal dreams and sleep through nightmares. So, I slept through this one as usual. No, there were no limb mutilation or cannibals this time around.
I dreamt I was running away through some dark portal like place with a unidentified person (UP). UP and I were running from a couple of growling people.. I don't know why I know they are people, I just know. So we run and run and run only to run into a golden lion. Don't ask why it's golden but it was really glittery. So the lion pounces UP and I just run off since I don't know the person. Anyway, next thing I know I'm being caught by 'growling people' and I'm dragged into this neat catacomb. And they throw me into one of those holes in the catacomb walls where they keep the dead bodies. They throw me in there and lock it. Usually, catacombs don't have grills to keep the bodies in but I guess since I'm still alive they've gotta do something to keep me in. And right at that moment my Mum walked in to wake me up. If she wants to know why I so quickly woke up, it's because I was already jolting awake from the dream. I'm freakishly claustrophobic and being locked in a place for dead bodies is NOT my idea of nice dream.
Never knew what happened to UP though. Probably ended up in the lion's golden stomach.
I always want to know WHY I dream up such odd bullcrap.
And they always seem so realistic. The ONLY unrealistic nightmare I had was when I dreamed my hands being chopped off.
The scary part was when I woke up and felt a tingling sensation at the 'chopped' area.
After 'waking-up-after-nightmare' moments, snuggling your face into Ivan is the most comfortable thing ever.
Situation here is getting better.
Silent treatment no more. Disappointment still there. Though his ears still perk up when we accidentally mention the sensitive words.
How long will this last?
I kinda thank God I never gave in to temptation even though I've given in to curiosity.
Rye-chan~ Next time you see me online 'Away' or not, please chuck the SKIN file into our sharing folder? :D
Cause it'll still send. I think. Lol. Please and thank you! Sugizo! And no he's not a fxcking old man!
Was disturbed after last night's midnight curiosity, so I watched a coupla Deathstars live shows and came across this one where Whiplasher kissed Cat again.
Can they stop kissing? Not that I hate it but... it's just weird. I even feel the same way when I see Jrockers kiss.
Not good.
Lol! But if it rocks their boat.. okay.
SJ~ Holy *swears incoherently*. I'm so agreeing on you with watching that new Ryuhei Matsuda show. I read the summary and review just now and I love it!
And I gotta admit, Ryuhei looks better there than in NANA.
Anyway, let's go watch. When when? You decide!
Today is 'Feeling Down' day. Even my Dad is feeling down.
I'm feeling down. VERY down.
I'm feeling anger, frustration and irritation all at a time.
At what? No, not what.. it's at who. The 'who' has been annoying my mind for about a week now.
Claireeey! Are we still going to Sunway Lagoon??
Oh, and also, just thought I'd tell all of you who are viewing my blog without commenting (which means I don't know of your existance online even though I know you in real life), I'm gonna make my blog private. Which means only the people I invite would be able to view my blog.
It's something I've been thinking of a long time and I'm going to do it soon. When, I don't know but soon. If you aren't invited I may have forgotten you or I just don't want you to view it. If you think you've been forgotten, message me or something.
Sunday, July 29, 2007
I'm feeling really..depressed now.
I'm not too sure why but it happened while I was watching this documentary shit on Norwegian Black Metal.
If you guys didn't know..Norway is where the whole black metal scene really made it big and some say it originated from there. I dunno. Anyway, they are interviewing Gaahl from Gorgoroth and there's something about the vibes that Gaahl sends out when talking about Christianity that is eerie. I mean, being a Christian, let's just say I'm not agreeing about his ideas.
You know, my Mum always disapproves of the music I listen to because of it's occasional negative messages and she always says that the more I listen to it, the more it's idealogy would affect me. This video right here, they keep talking about the black metal band's idealogy and there's something very intriguing about it. No, I'm not renouncing my faith but it's just, the more you listen to them, the more curious you get and the more curious I get, the more I want to learn about it. And I know, that if I learn more about it, I get influenced/affected by it.
I'm sorta feeling like.. I dunno, how do you put it?
I've always been interested in why people turn to the devil instead of God. Maybe they don't like the restrictions religion put on them.. I dunno.
But the more I watch this, the more I think about it, the more down I'm feeling. Like, all the 'happies' get sucked away.
Especially when they were talking about Gaahl being charged for torture-like-violence. Supposedly, he tortured this guy for hours and collected his blood in a cup and threatened the guy to drink it.
When I heard that I think the blood from my face just flowed away. I don't know but I'm just wondering why somebody can actually be capable of things like that and not feel anything. And due to my over-active imagination and brain I put myself in the victims shoes and it DID NOT feel good.
Eventhough they were so sick and obviously had too much time on their hands, I can't help but feel interested in their lifestyles.
Am I turning sick?
And he said that the only God anybody should listen to is the God within yourself.
You know, it's people like him that is capable of bringing people over to the dark side. Cause he says it all without blinking an eye or without flinching or stammering. It just flows out so smoothly and convincingly.
And I'm going to assure the potential Christians that are reading this again that yes, I'm going to church tomorrow. I'm not turning into a satanist.
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaah!
Honestly, I'm not going to be able to sleep tonight thinking about this.
I'm not too sure why but it happened while I was watching this documentary shit on Norwegian Black Metal.
If you guys didn't know..Norway is where the whole black metal scene really made it big and some say it originated from there. I dunno. Anyway, they are interviewing Gaahl from Gorgoroth and there's something about the vibes that Gaahl sends out when talking about Christianity that is eerie. I mean, being a Christian, let's just say I'm not agreeing about his ideas.
You know, my Mum always disapproves of the music I listen to because of it's occasional negative messages and she always says that the more I listen to it, the more it's idealogy would affect me. This video right here, they keep talking about the black metal band's idealogy and there's something very intriguing about it. No, I'm not renouncing my faith but it's just, the more you listen to them, the more curious you get and the more curious I get, the more I want to learn about it. And I know, that if I learn more about it, I get influenced/affected by it.
I'm sorta feeling like.. I dunno, how do you put it?
I've always been interested in why people turn to the devil instead of God. Maybe they don't like the restrictions religion put on them.. I dunno.
But the more I watch this, the more I think about it, the more down I'm feeling. Like, all the 'happies' get sucked away.
Especially when they were talking about Gaahl being charged for torture-like-violence. Supposedly, he tortured this guy for hours and collected his blood in a cup and threatened the guy to drink it.
When I heard that I think the blood from my face just flowed away. I don't know but I'm just wondering why somebody can actually be capable of things like that and not feel anything. And due to my over-active imagination and brain I put myself in the victims shoes and it DID NOT feel good.
Eventhough they were so sick and obviously had too much time on their hands, I can't help but feel interested in their lifestyles.
Am I turning sick?
And he said that the only God anybody should listen to is the God within yourself.
You know, it's people like him that is capable of bringing people over to the dark side. Cause he says it all without blinking an eye or without flinching or stammering. It just flows out so smoothly and convincingly.
And I'm going to assure the potential Christians that are reading this again that yes, I'm going to church tomorrow. I'm not turning into a satanist.
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaah!
Honestly, I'm not going to be able to sleep tonight thinking about this.
I'm so freaking sleepy. And it's only 10:30 PM now. That's a good sign :D
I went out today~! ^_^
We, SJ, second sister and I, went to Times Square at around 2 something.
I drove there ^_~ And we didn't get lost at all :D *very proud XD* We made it there and back without any problem. SJ wanted to show me the Johnny Rotten T-shirt but they didn't have it :(. Anyway, she finally bought her final two volumes of Angel Sanctuary.
Then we went to Sungei Wang for 'lunch' at 4 PM. And walked around.
And then we came home. Lol.
We have very boring outings.
Yay! Phantasmagoria's Vain DVD is almost finished! :D
We found NANA 2 in Sungei Wang just now. Wanted so badly to get it but then I got reminded of the fact that Aoi Miyazaki is no longer Hachi and lost interest a little. I wanna watch it but the new Hachi is just so... NOT Hachi at all. She's too skinny. And SJ found at least 3 million and one DVDs that she wants.
I'm very bored. Very very bored. ARGH!
I'm still on the search for new bands. Lol. There's no new nice bands in JRock... for me. Everybody is starting to sound the same. The VK scene seems to be... -.- right now. I mean, I still like some of them but they're all no longer deemed VK anymore.
Aaaah, moving on to Europe now.... (hehe)
Rye-chan! Nightwish's Bless the Child is awesome on a different degree man. Have you heard it? I love it. And their Phantom of the Opera cover is also really nice. Lol.
I went out today~! ^_^
We, SJ, second sister and I, went to Times Square at around 2 something.
I drove there ^_~ And we didn't get lost at all :D *very proud XD* We made it there and back without any problem. SJ wanted to show me the Johnny Rotten T-shirt but they didn't have it :(. Anyway, she finally bought her final two volumes of Angel Sanctuary.
Then we went to Sungei Wang for 'lunch' at 4 PM. And walked around.
And then we came home. Lol.
We have very boring outings.
Yay! Phantasmagoria's Vain DVD is almost finished! :D
We found NANA 2 in Sungei Wang just now. Wanted so badly to get it but then I got reminded of the fact that Aoi Miyazaki is no longer Hachi and lost interest a little. I wanna watch it but the new Hachi is just so... NOT Hachi at all. She's too skinny. And SJ found at least 3 million and one DVDs that she wants.
I'm very bored. Very very bored. ARGH!
I'm still on the search for new bands. Lol. There's no new nice bands in JRock... for me. Everybody is starting to sound the same. The VK scene seems to be... -.- right now. I mean, I still like some of them but they're all no longer deemed VK anymore.
Aaaah, moving on to Europe now.... (hehe)
Rye-chan! Nightwish's Bless the Child is awesome on a different degree man. Have you heard it? I love it. And their Phantom of the Opera cover is also really nice. Lol.
Saturday, July 28, 2007
Today's a Friday. Normally, on this day, I'd be either dreading or rejoicing the weekend. Dreading because I may have a project to rush. Rejoicing cause I finally can sleep. But today, I feel like it's just another ordinary day. I wanna go back to school yet, I don't want to. Can one get any more confused than I am? I don't want to go back to receive never ending projects but I want to go back cause I miss my class and the noise. I wish I never got to know the joy of a crowd. Lol.
*sigh* And here I am, living everyday like a washed down robot, not knowing what to do.
-____________________________-"
I just found my student card. Lol. How come nobody told me I looked like an orange?
SJ just finished telling me the ending of Harry Potter. -.- So now I know who died and how. I only let her tell me cause it was disturbing her and filling her thoughts. Now I know what to expect. Lol. Can I say something here?
SNAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAPE!!!!!!
T____________________________T
I need a new marker. A sharper marker. Stupid marker makes my handwriting so big. Argh!
Some fool put Dream Theater under the artists for Return to Innocence. -.- Does it look like they were involved?? It was only Enigma and Enya! Lol. And I was wondering why I had the song.. My sister must have downloaded it for me cause she thought Dream Theater really did sing it. Lol. It is a nice song though.
I'm so freaking lazy to move to classes later. But I don't wanna stay home anymore.
Argh!
*sigh* And here I am, living everyday like a washed down robot, not knowing what to do.
-____________________________-"
I just found my student card. Lol. How come nobody told me I looked like an orange?
SJ just finished telling me the ending of Harry Potter. -.- So now I know who died and how. I only let her tell me cause it was disturbing her and filling her thoughts. Now I know what to expect. Lol. Can I say something here?
SNAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAPE!!!!!!
T____________________________T
I need a new marker. A sharper marker. Stupid marker makes my handwriting so big. Argh!
Some fool put Dream Theater under the artists for Return to Innocence. -.- Does it look like they were involved?? It was only Enigma and Enya! Lol. And I was wondering why I had the song.. My sister must have downloaded it for me cause she thought Dream Theater really did sing it. Lol. It is a nice song though.
I'm so freaking lazy to move to classes later. But I don't wanna stay home anymore.
Argh!
Thursday, July 26, 2007
I've fixed at least 15 different cuts of the same picture today.
[I'm talking about jigsaw puzzles]
Am I bored.. or am I bored?
Situation today : tense but not THAT tense. For me at least.
My Dad offered to buy me a new phone. I guess I shouldn't have complained about the sadness of my current one. I think he thinks I wanted a new one. I said no, of course. Mine still functions. I don't need any new one. Though, the thought would be nice. But there's no one that I really like. The nice ones aren't flips. I like flips.
Haaaa~
I'm listening to Balloons now. ^_^
Er, the song sung by Dong Bang Shin Ki. Everytime this song comes on my face becomes ^_^.
The song is SO CUTE! The cute-ness is enough to fuel two rockets into the next galaxy.
I found a strange cut on my middle finger. Hurts like a bitch when I bathe... *urgh*
I'm gonna attempt at baking a cake tomorrow. O_o
Only because my Mum was hinting around that she wants cake.
-___-"
I have to wake up earlier then. DX
I just realised that I don't have that Cinderella Fantasy song from Lareine. Is it even called that? I only know it cause of the little CD that came along with my January issue of Cure. And it sounded good.. and I don't have it! I thought I had it! :O Hmm, I'm downloading a thing called Winter Romantic through torrents. I hope the song is in that. Is it even an album?? *is hopeful*
Chris called me just now :D It's been a while since I talked to her. She said she wants to do a degree in history! :D :D *yeay* I told her 'Can you imagine what Ms. Yap would say when she finds out that I wanna do my masters in art history and you want to do a degree in history?!'. Considering we were one of the few who skipped her class/never listened to her/ignored her..etc. Anyway, as I always say, history taught in school is boring / monotonous/ sleep inducing history in general is NOT.
FCA9teeners! When are you all signing up for degree? I don't know!! T_T I don't even know where's my offer letter! *I'm a sad being*
I'm spreading the love for Cat around. :D SJ thinks he looks like Sid Vicious. Dude, wait till you check out his lips. So NOT Sid Vicious.
Just sent two pictures to Rye-chan. And she sent me Nightwish's Nemo. Dude, it sounds damn good. I'm in love.
Oh SJ, we've gotta start another band conversation. Get things cleared up. You get me, right? About the thing I told you about the other day.
Aaaaah, the song sounds good. Thank you Rye-chan!
Another new band to love. So, during the holidays I've fallen in love with a couple of new bands.. Deathstars.. recently, Jesus on Extacy and now, apparently, Nightwish. Not to mention the re-discovery of Megadeth and Dream Theater. SJ likes Forsaken by Dream Theater :D I'll send you Vacant! My other favourite song.
And I'm still trying to find new bands. Any good industrial metal bands to introduce to me?
[I'm talking about jigsaw puzzles]
Am I bored.. or am I bored?
Situation today : tense but not THAT tense. For me at least.
My Dad offered to buy me a new phone. I guess I shouldn't have complained about the sadness of my current one. I think he thinks I wanted a new one. I said no, of course. Mine still functions. I don't need any new one. Though, the thought would be nice. But there's no one that I really like. The nice ones aren't flips. I like flips.
Haaaa~
I'm listening to Balloons now. ^_^
Er, the song sung by Dong Bang Shin Ki. Everytime this song comes on my face becomes ^_^.
The song is SO CUTE! The cute-ness is enough to fuel two rockets into the next galaxy.
I found a strange cut on my middle finger. Hurts like a bitch when I bathe... *urgh*
I'm gonna attempt at baking a cake tomorrow. O_o
Only because my Mum was hinting around that she wants cake.
-___-"
I have to wake up earlier then. DX
I just realised that I don't have that Cinderella Fantasy song from Lareine. Is it even called that? I only know it cause of the little CD that came along with my January issue of Cure. And it sounded good.. and I don't have it! I thought I had it! :O Hmm, I'm downloading a thing called Winter Romantic through torrents. I hope the song is in that. Is it even an album?? *is hopeful*
Chris called me just now :D It's been a while since I talked to her. She said she wants to do a degree in history! :D :D *yeay* I told her 'Can you imagine what Ms. Yap would say when she finds out that I wanna do my masters in art history and you want to do a degree in history?!'. Considering we were one of the few who skipped her class/never listened to her/ignored her..etc. Anyway, as I always say, history taught in school is boring / monotonous/ sleep inducing history in general is NOT.
FCA9teeners! When are you all signing up for degree? I don't know!! T_T I don't even know where's my offer letter! *I'm a sad being*
I'm spreading the love for Cat around. :D SJ thinks he looks like Sid Vicious. Dude, wait till you check out his lips. So NOT Sid Vicious.
Just sent two pictures to Rye-chan. And she sent me Nightwish's Nemo. Dude, it sounds damn good. I'm in love.
Oh SJ, we've gotta start another band conversation. Get things cleared up. You get me, right? About the thing I told you about the other day.
Aaaaah, the song sounds good. Thank you Rye-chan!
Another new band to love. So, during the holidays I've fallen in love with a couple of new bands.. Deathstars.. recently, Jesus on Extacy and now, apparently, Nightwish. Not to mention the re-discovery of Megadeth and Dream Theater. SJ likes Forsaken by Dream Theater :D I'll send you Vacant! My other favourite song.
And I'm still trying to find new bands. Any good industrial metal bands to introduce to me?
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
When it rains it pours.
When a ticking bomb explodes...MAN, does it explode.
Very bored today.
Woke up and went for Japanese class XD
After that, had apple juice in Asia Cafe *yum*.
How long am I gonna last like this?
(Till September)
*Argh*
Found a band called Jesus on Extacy yesterday. I love their song Assassinate Me.
Awesome shit. They have a female guitarist and keyboardist. The keyboardist is pretty! And I love her hair~ Aaaaah! When will my stupid hair grow long?
Accidently bumped into their video while watching Deathstars live.
XD I'm suddenly reminded of, I think it's Cyanide live. Somewhere in the beginning when Whiplasher was lurking behind Cat and suddenly Cat bends backwards and they do this tongue/kiss thing. Which totally killed me XD. I laughed so loud my family thought I FINALLY went mad.
I think it was their performance for the Gothika Festival. But, man, they sound damn good live. And Whiplasher's voice when he speaks on stage is so freaking sexy. I think it makes everybody in the audience wanna have a massive orgy or something ._.
At least, me. LOL!!
Hahahahahahaha~!
Talking about Jesus on Extacy, I told my brother about them while out in SS2 with my mum just now and my brother was all 'Don't tell Ahma about them. She'll scold you like mad'. And he sounded damn bitter about it! XD She only scolded him cause he was talking about that Green Day album 'Jesus of Suburbia' and she was going on about how it is a sin to misuse the Lord's name.
Don't worry, boy. Never planned to tell her about them. I don't even tell her about my skull belts and skirts. I'm smarter than that XD.
#1 : Yeah, she said she's wondering whether or not to cut her hair cause apparently that Hero guy likes girls with long hair -___-"
#2 : Is that even an excuse?! LOL!
#1 : Eh, is that why you're growing ur hair? Cause you know, he likes chicks with long hair and you like him....
#2 : -___________________-" I would have if I knew but I just found out.
I think the next movie I want to download is Casablanca. But my Dad said it sucks. :( But it has my favourite song~ Though a different version but the same lyrics!
I'll think about it. I need to burn Breakfast at Tiffany's out for my Mum before I download anything else.
When a ticking bomb explodes...MAN, does it explode.
Very bored today.
Woke up and went for Japanese class XD
After that, had apple juice in Asia Cafe *yum*.
How long am I gonna last like this?
(Till September)
*Argh*
Found a band called Jesus on Extacy yesterday. I love their song Assassinate Me.
Awesome shit. They have a female guitarist and keyboardist. The keyboardist is pretty! And I love her hair~ Aaaaah! When will my stupid hair grow long?
Accidently bumped into their video while watching Deathstars live.
XD I'm suddenly reminded of, I think it's Cyanide live. Somewhere in the beginning when Whiplasher was lurking behind Cat and suddenly Cat bends backwards and they do this tongue/kiss thing. Which totally killed me XD. I laughed so loud my family thought I FINALLY went mad.
I think it was their performance for the Gothika Festival. But, man, they sound damn good live. And Whiplasher's voice when he speaks on stage is so freaking sexy. I think it makes everybody in the audience wanna have a massive orgy or something ._.
At least, me. LOL!!
Hahahahahahaha~!
Talking about Jesus on Extacy, I told my brother about them while out in SS2 with my mum just now and my brother was all 'Don't tell Ahma about them. She'll scold you like mad'. And he sounded damn bitter about it! XD She only scolded him cause he was talking about that Green Day album 'Jesus of Suburbia' and she was going on about how it is a sin to misuse the Lord's name.
Don't worry, boy. Never planned to tell her about them. I don't even tell her about my skull belts and skirts. I'm smarter than that XD.
#1 : Yeah, she said she's wondering whether or not to cut her hair cause apparently that Hero guy likes girls with long hair -___-"
#2 : Is that even an excuse?! LOL!
#1 : Eh, is that why you're growing ur hair? Cause you know, he likes chicks with long hair and you like him....
#2 : -___________________-" I would have if I knew but I just found out.
I think the next movie I want to download is Casablanca. But my Dad said it sucks. :( But it has my favourite song~ Though a different version but the same lyrics!
I'll think about it. I need to burn Breakfast at Tiffany's out for my Mum before I download anything else.
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
I'm so fxcking bored!
Oh my God! Boredom should be illegal! Why did God create boredom?
I woke up at 3 PM... -___-"
To a cold lunch.
And I've been bumming ever since.
I'm gonna go watch Harry Potter with SJ and her brother later. I wonder who else would be coming.. but I think it's better to not find out.
Apparently, Shari is the only one who thought it was a good show. Everybody else told me it sucked balls. [I should start getting less vulgar mates]
-______-" I'm serious.
Anyway, it's time for dinner now.
Will go.
Oh my God! Boredom should be illegal! Why did God create boredom?
I woke up at 3 PM... -___-"
To a cold lunch.
And I've been bumming ever since.
I'm gonna go watch Harry Potter with SJ and her brother later. I wonder who else would be coming.. but I think it's better to not find out.
Apparently, Shari is the only one who thought it was a good show. Everybody else told me it sucked balls. [I should start getting less vulgar mates]
-______-" I'm serious.
Anyway, it's time for dinner now.
Will go.
Monday, July 23, 2007
My sister finally sent me that song~
I'm singing and dancing along like crazy now.
Talking about singing and dancing, I was watching DJ Ozma's... er... what do you call that 'bounce with me' song?
Anyway, he's so funny!!! -____-"
After watching the Video Music Awards Japan '07 I thought I'd go find out more about him because what can go wrong with a guy who takes off his pants when he wins an award?!
And the song is hilarious! I kept trying to dance his stupid dance and my sister was trying VERY HARD to focus on JUST watching her Naruto. I think I made quite an interesting spectacle of myself and no, I did not take off my pants at the end.
If you guys wanna see, just search for DJ Ozma on YouTube. Sometimes, the video is titled 'Bounce With Me' and other times it's just titled with japanese.
Believe it or not, Claireeey told me that there's a possibility that we will have a 6 month holiday next year.
6 FXCKING MONTHS?!?!?! They've got to be fxcking kidding me!!!
What the heck am I gonna do for 6 months?! Besides finding a job that is.
Aaaaaaaaargh! Nat! Try to get your aunty to have all her events during that 6 months. I'm a good setter-up-er. Lol!
Had cottage pie for dinner just now. *yum*
Real good stuff.
And I'm swooning over SynGates' guitar solo in Clairvoyant Disease! *_* I'm so in love!
I calculated just now over dinner. I've been in love with Toshiya for 4 years.
4 freaking years! Toshiya totally beat Lance. I was into Lance for 3 years.
I hope my love for Toshiya lasts :D He's so freaking hot! *dies at thought*
My mum said 'Yeah, four years of unrequitted love'. Which broke my heart. She doesn't have to keep reminding me that Toshiya doesn't know me! Lemme dream! LOL
Watched the F1 race after dinner.
Aaaaah~ I don't watch it very often but today's race was awesome. Alot of drama and action :D
I liked the way Alonso totally pawned Massa's ass towards the end to get first place. Not a fan of both of them but that's mad skill, man! Was disappointed that Hamilton had so much of problem though. And Winkelhock being in first place after the rain was quite unexpected. Since I've never heard of Winkelhock. My Dad said he is his distant cousin (Winkelhock not my Dad, my Dad can't be distant cousins with himself) because my Dad also has a 'Hock' in his name.
Yeaaaaaaaaah~ I tried to look like I was impressed. One can only try so hard.
Oh my God! HOTARUBI!!!
I swear, everytime I listen to this song I imagine a lake, at night, with fireflies over it. And it'll be so awesome if there's a woman dressed in a kimono just standing there under the moon.
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!! I totally love this song. They should have totally made a PV for this song. I wanna know what they'll come up with.
[And no, I don't love this song only because Toshiya's bass stands out like crazy].
The violin is pretty kick ass along with the bass.
I wanna learn the violin :D
Was raining the whole day. Enjoyed the breeze like hell.
And my bigger baby hamster is no longer a baldie! :D He grew fur on his head. SO CUTE!
The smaller one is not even a baldie. He's just plain bald. Everywhere. But so adorable anyway! :D
Claireeey? Are we still going to Sunway Lagoon?
I'm singing and dancing along like crazy now.
Talking about singing and dancing, I was watching DJ Ozma's... er... what do you call that 'bounce with me' song?
Anyway, he's so funny!!! -____-"
After watching the Video Music Awards Japan '07 I thought I'd go find out more about him because what can go wrong with a guy who takes off his pants when he wins an award?!
And the song is hilarious! I kept trying to dance his stupid dance and my sister was trying VERY HARD to focus on JUST watching her Naruto. I think I made quite an interesting spectacle of myself and no, I did not take off my pants at the end.
If you guys wanna see, just search for DJ Ozma on YouTube. Sometimes, the video is titled 'Bounce With Me' and other times it's just titled with japanese.
Believe it or not, Claireeey told me that there's a possibility that we will have a 6 month holiday next year.
6 FXCKING MONTHS?!?!?! They've got to be fxcking kidding me!!!
What the heck am I gonna do for 6 months?! Besides finding a job that is.
Aaaaaaaaargh! Nat! Try to get your aunty to have all her events during that 6 months. I'm a good setter-up-er. Lol!
Had cottage pie for dinner just now. *yum*
Real good stuff.
And I'm swooning over SynGates' guitar solo in Clairvoyant Disease! *_* I'm so in love!
I calculated just now over dinner. I've been in love with Toshiya for 4 years.
4 freaking years! Toshiya totally beat Lance. I was into Lance for 3 years.
I hope my love for Toshiya lasts :D He's so freaking hot! *dies at thought*
My mum said 'Yeah, four years of unrequitted love'. Which broke my heart. She doesn't have to keep reminding me that Toshiya doesn't know me! Lemme dream! LOL
Watched the F1 race after dinner.
Aaaaah~ I don't watch it very often but today's race was awesome. Alot of drama and action :D
I liked the way Alonso totally pawned Massa's ass towards the end to get first place. Not a fan of both of them but that's mad skill, man! Was disappointed that Hamilton had so much of problem though. And Winkelhock being in first place after the rain was quite unexpected. Since I've never heard of Winkelhock. My Dad said he is his distant cousin (Winkelhock not my Dad, my Dad can't be distant cousins with himself) because my Dad also has a 'Hock' in his name.
Yeaaaaaaaaah~ I tried to look like I was impressed. One can only try so hard.
Oh my God! HOTARUBI!!!
I swear, everytime I listen to this song I imagine a lake, at night, with fireflies over it. And it'll be so awesome if there's a woman dressed in a kimono just standing there under the moon.
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!! I totally love this song. They should have totally made a PV for this song. I wanna know what they'll come up with.
[And no, I don't love this song only because Toshiya's bass stands out like crazy].
The violin is pretty kick ass along with the bass.
I wanna learn the violin :D
Was raining the whole day. Enjoyed the breeze like hell.
And my bigger baby hamster is no longer a baldie! :D He grew fur on his head. SO CUTE!
The smaller one is not even a baldie. He's just plain bald. Everywhere. But so adorable anyway! :D
Claireeey? Are we still going to Sunway Lagoon?
Sunday, July 22, 2007
Just a random questionnaire I stole(d) from Claireeey's blog. [The (d) is on purpose lol, I know my grammar]
1. Have you ever seen your best friend cry?
I do believe so.
2. Have you ever cried in an airport?
No.
3. Last person to make you laugh?
My mum.
4. What was funny?
Something she said.
5. Favorite John Mayer song?
I don't like John Mayer.
6. Scariest movie?
Ju-On
7. Last thing to bother you?
DJ Ozma taking off his pants at the VIdeo Music Awards Japan 07.
Wasn't a bother. Was disturbing.
8. Last person to text you?
SJ.
9. Last time you went looking for new clothes?
I always look for clothes. Probably a few days ago.
10. Whats going on last March?
Deadlines. Projects. Assignments.
11. Last person to tell you they miss you?
Am I ever missed? Don't know. Probably that message that says 'Yeah, I miss SJ and a girl named LYDIA'.
Was it you, Chris?
12. What bothers your mom the most?
My messy-ness and lack of smily-ness.
13. Who will be your next kiss?
Toshiya or SynGates or Cat Casino!!!
[I wish]
But somebody is in mind.. Lol.
14. Where do you see yourself in 8 years?
I hope I'll be rocking. Lol!!
Probably working my ass off in some company.
15. Your first thought in the morning?
Some random thought. Some VERY random thought.
16. last dream you had?
Me standing in a field of flowers.
Then they all die and I wake up.
Oh well, it can't all be roses.
17. Ever cried yourself to sleep?
Yeaaaaaaap. Who hasn't?
I'd hang anybody who hasn't.
18. Ever been in love?
Aaaaah~!
It was so many years ago and I was very young. Lol!
19. Last time you had a 4 hour talk with someone?
O_o? Can people talk so much?
I guess so.
20. Do you have a Friendster?
Who doesn't, eh?
21. Do you believe in stupid questions?
I also believe in stupid answers.
22. Where are you now?
Outside my house.
Oh my God! Did I just type that? I totally didn't mean it!
I meant in front of my computer!!! -_______-"
23. Last time you danced?
While I was driving just now.
You can't resist a little boogie every now and then.
But that was really just shoulder dancing. Full on dancing was a coupla nights ago. Lol!
24. The person that taught you how to swim?
Some guy in trunks.
Can't remember.
25. Whats your ring tone?
Luna Sea - Gravity! :D
26. Do you own an iPod?
Nope.
27. Speak any other languages?
Japanese~ :D
28. Whats your middle name?
Uh... The middle of my name would be a space.
29. How many schools have you been too?
4~
30. Who from your top friends have you known the longest?
Christina!
31. lalala?
Yes.
Okay.
32. Do you like the "Brianstorm" song?
Eh?
33. Where were you the first time you heard the song "Asereje"?
Asereje?!
Let's start with 'Have you heard of the song "Asereje"?' before we get to where I heard it.
Wait.. are you referring to The Ketchup Song?
34. Hardest class?
Drawing!!
All those technical shit! Can't do it.
35. How old were you when you went on your first date?
HA HA HA HA!
*himitsu da ne ^_~*
36. Who's your celebrity crush?
TOSHIYA!!!!!!!!! SynGates~!!! Cat Casino!
37. Last thing you bought?
My butterfly ring!
I do believe so.
2. Have you ever cried in an airport?
No.
3. Last person to make you laugh?
My mum.
4. What was funny?
Something she said.
5. Favorite John Mayer song?
I don't like John Mayer.
6. Scariest movie?
Ju-On
7. Last thing to bother you?
DJ Ozma taking off his pants at the VIdeo Music Awards Japan 07.
Wasn't a bother. Was disturbing.
8. Last person to text you?
SJ.
9. Last time you went looking for new clothes?
I always look for clothes. Probably a few days ago.
10. Whats going on last March?
Deadlines. Projects. Assignments.
11. Last person to tell you they miss you?
Am I ever missed? Don't know. Probably that message that says 'Yeah, I miss SJ and a girl named LYDIA'.
Was it you, Chris?
12. What bothers your mom the most?
My messy-ness and lack of smily-ness.
13. Who will be your next kiss?
Toshiya or SynGates or Cat Casino!!!
[I wish]
But somebody is in mind.. Lol.
14. Where do you see yourself in 8 years?
I hope I'll be rocking. Lol!!
Probably working my ass off in some company.
15. Your first thought in the morning?
Some random thought. Some VERY random thought.
16. last dream you had?
Me standing in a field of flowers.
Then they all die and I wake up.
Oh well, it can't all be roses.
17. Ever cried yourself to sleep?
Yeaaaaaaap. Who hasn't?
I'd hang anybody who hasn't.
18. Ever been in love?
Aaaaah~!
It was so many years ago and I was very young. Lol!
19. Last time you had a 4 hour talk with someone?
O_o? Can people talk so much?
I guess so.
20. Do you have a Friendster?
Who doesn't, eh?
21. Do you believe in stupid questions?
I also believe in stupid answers.
22. Where are you now?
Outside my house.
Oh my God! Did I just type that? I totally didn't mean it!
I meant in front of my computer!!! -_______-"
23. Last time you danced?
While I was driving just now.
You can't resist a little boogie every now and then.
But that was really just shoulder dancing. Full on dancing was a coupla nights ago. Lol!
24. The person that taught you how to swim?
Some guy in trunks.
Can't remember.
25. Whats your ring tone?
Luna Sea - Gravity! :D
26. Do you own an iPod?
Nope.
27. Speak any other languages?
Japanese~ :D
28. Whats your middle name?
Uh... The middle of my name would be a space.
29. How many schools have you been too?
4~
30. Who from your top friends have you known the longest?
Christina!
31. lalala?
Yes.
Okay.
32. Do you like the "Brianstorm" song?
Eh?
33. Where were you the first time you heard the song "Asereje"?
Asereje?!
Let's start with 'Have you heard of the song "Asereje"?' before we get to where I heard it.
Wait.. are you referring to The Ketchup Song?
34. Hardest class?
Drawing!!
All those technical shit! Can't do it.
35. How old were you when you went on your first date?
HA HA HA HA!
*himitsu da ne ^_~*
36. Who's your celebrity crush?
TOSHIYA!!!!!!!!! SynGates~!!! Cat Casino!
37. Last thing you bought?
My butterfly ring!
Aaaaaaaaaaah~ I'm so freaking sleepy now :D
I think the 'venti' mocha frappe yesterday was a bad idea. I stayed up the whole night and SJ tossed and turned till 3 AM.
*yawnyawn*
I was watching The Little Mermaid at around 6 AM and by some random string of thought...
'How do mermaids give birth?'
And so I messaged SJ that question which confused her the moment she woke up.
Then I met her at 10 or so and had breakfast at Amcorp after which, we proceeded to the hair salon to have SJ's hair cut.
It's now... short. Not THAT short, but nicely short :D
I think the lady did a nice job.
I also bought this nice ring at the Amcorp flea market. Urgh! I can't resist when I'm at the flea market.
So freaking bored-y bored bored. Argh.
Last night, had another night hanging out at Starbucks. (Why Starbucks? Because we love MOCHA! :D Even without the frappe, but that's just me, maybe)
I want a kitty! Kitty kitty kitty *meaaaaaaaaow* :D
Wanna sleep too!
I think the 'venti' mocha frappe yesterday was a bad idea. I stayed up the whole night and SJ tossed and turned till 3 AM.
*yawnyawn*
I was watching The Little Mermaid at around 6 AM and by some random string of thought...
'How do mermaids give birth?'
And so I messaged SJ that question which confused her the moment she woke up.
Then I met her at 10 or so and had breakfast at Amcorp after which, we proceeded to the hair salon to have SJ's hair cut.
It's now... short. Not THAT short, but nicely short :D
I think the lady did a nice job.
I also bought this nice ring at the Amcorp flea market. Urgh! I can't resist when I'm at the flea market.
So freaking bored-y bored bored. Argh.
Last night, had another night hanging out at Starbucks. (Why Starbucks? Because we love MOCHA! :D Even without the frappe, but that's just me, maybe)
I want a kitty! Kitty kitty kitty *meaaaaaaaaow* :D
Wanna sleep too!
Friday, July 20, 2007
I found this interesting thing on Friendster's bulletins again. It's something about your birth months and your personality. Lol. I love this kinda shit~ It's so utterly UNtrue it's amazing. But some are quite true. Let me bold the ones I've been told is true :D
OCTOBER=HOTTIE
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind.
And I decided to post SJ's one too. And bold the ones I think is true about her lol.
MAY=LOVER
Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Doeswork well with others. Very confident. Sensitive. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and travelling. Systematic. Hot but has brains.
Odd way to start my day. Lol.
#1 : You're feeding them NOW?!
#2 : I overslept by accident~!
#1 : *sigh* Surrogate mothers.
#2 : -.- Don't generalise me.
I read this interview with Marilyn Manson about his new album. And supposedly the song Mutilation is the Most Sincere Form of Flattery is an 'attack' at My Chemical Romance. Lol. I'm not gonna comment on that. I just found it funny that he'll find this need to attack them.
And his girlfriend... man, have you seen her? She's quite hot. He gets the girls! Lol. No, I'm not jealous. HAHAHA.
I'm very very bored right now :(
I ALMOST couldn't sleep at all last night. Just as I was giving up on sleeping, Ivan fell into a really comfortable position near my neck and it made me feel warm and snuggly so I snuggled down further into my blanket and before I knew it, I overslept. Lol. Yeay! I slept the night~
I'm still thinking about the tattoo thing. Remember? The one with Michelle and SJ. Everybody (except Claireeey) who has heard about me wanting a tattoo has reacted with predictable reactions 'Oh my God! NOOOOOOO~ Why do you want to get a tattoo?? You'll spoil your skin and when you grow old... blablablayadayadayadaIdon'tcare'. I think I've emo-ed about this before, sometime last year. As I said last year, this tattoo-getting decision is seriously up to me and SJ. If we 'mark' our skin, so what? It's OUR decision. Don't see why everybody else BUT us are getting worked up over it. And they say it'll be with us forever. No, it won't. When we die, we don't bring our bodies with us. We leave it behind to rot and decompose (if you're murdered brutally and left to die in the woods), if it's not cremated. Everybody's going on about how we're 'trying to follow the trend of getting a tattoo'. Since when was it a trend? We don't recall.
Anyway, if I'm to get a tattoo end of this year, I'll have to hide it from my parents till I think the waters are safe and the coast is clear to come out and say 'Look! TATTOO!! Ha-ha-ha! And all this while you didn't know LOL'.
I envy Rye-chan. Which daughter's father would bring you for your first tattoo. (I'm referring to Asian parents in general.. Now I'm generalising hehe).
I spent the WHOLE night, last night, watching Gackt on YouTube. All his Utaban, Hey!Hey!Hey!, Domoto Kyoudai interviews. He's so freaking gorgeous!! Honestly, if we're gonna be talking gorgeous (I'm leaving Toshiya out here), I'll have to say Kamijo and Gackt. WHO THE HECK CAN LOOK SO FXCKING GORGEOUS?!
Gackt is gorgeous. Very very gorgey. Eventhough, I stopped listening to his works after that love song (I think it goes by the name December something something. The one with the Chinese version), I still think he's gorgeous. My favourites will always be Mizerable and Vanilla.
I watched this clip of his Diabolos show, where he got this girl on to stage and EVERYBODY from his (quite very gorgeous too) band gave her stuff. ._. JEALOUS~ Lol. Ju Ken gave her a shirt, the drummer gave her his drumsticks and his glove, You (Not pronounced as 'u' but as yo-u) gave her his belt and sunglasses and Chacha gave her an autographed parka and take this... HIS GUITAR! His freaking guitar!! *cries about this for the next few centuries* And he even slipped in a pick lol.
*cries more*
I wanna meet Gackt.
And his 'date' with that Morning Musume girl, Ai Kago, cracked me silly. She's all 'I'm 13 years old' and he went 'Ah~ You're 13 and I'm 461 years old... It appears we have an age gap'
:D
He's got a whacked sense of humour. But I love it when he smiles and laughs. So gorgey.
Why can't Toshiya do stuff like this T_T?
This is old news but Rye-chan and I have FINALLY found Ludwig Kakumei chapter 4! She gave me this site to ogle awesome scans of Ludwig and just as I found the link to download chapter 4, she was going on and on about how she 'can't find any scanlation group who has scanlated chapter 4'. And when I told her about it and we found out the link worked, we both freaked like crazy.
I've waited 2 whole freaking years for this. And the wait didn't disappoint. I LOVE the 4th chapter. Never expected her to make Bluebeard a wimpy person. Lol.
And I'm gonna go watch more Ga-Ku-To on YouTube cause I'm a bored invidual.
OCTOBER=HOTTIE
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind.
And I decided to post SJ's one too. And bold the ones I think is true about her lol.
MAY=LOVER
Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Doeswork well with others. Very confident. Sensitive. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and travelling. Systematic. Hot but has brains.
Odd way to start my day. Lol.
#1 : You're feeding them NOW?!
#2 : I overslept by accident~!
#1 : *sigh* Surrogate mothers.
#2 : -.- Don't generalise me.
I read this interview with Marilyn Manson about his new album. And supposedly the song Mutilation is the Most Sincere Form of Flattery is an 'attack' at My Chemical Romance. Lol. I'm not gonna comment on that. I just found it funny that he'll find this need to attack them.
And his girlfriend... man, have you seen her? She's quite hot. He gets the girls! Lol. No, I'm not jealous. HAHAHA.
I'm very very bored right now :(
I ALMOST couldn't sleep at all last night. Just as I was giving up on sleeping, Ivan fell into a really comfortable position near my neck and it made me feel warm and snuggly so I snuggled down further into my blanket and before I knew it, I overslept. Lol. Yeay! I slept the night~
I'm still thinking about the tattoo thing. Remember? The one with Michelle and SJ. Everybody (except Claireeey) who has heard about me wanting a tattoo has reacted with predictable reactions 'Oh my God! NOOOOOOO~ Why do you want to get a tattoo?? You'll spoil your skin and when you grow old... blablablayadayadayadaIdon'tcare'. I think I've emo-ed about this before, sometime last year. As I said last year, this tattoo-getting decision is seriously up to me and SJ. If we 'mark' our skin, so what? It's OUR decision. Don't see why everybody else BUT us are getting worked up over it. And they say it'll be with us forever. No, it won't. When we die, we don't bring our bodies with us. We leave it behind to rot and decompose (if you're murdered brutally and left to die in the woods), if it's not cremated. Everybody's going on about how we're 'trying to follow the trend of getting a tattoo'. Since when was it a trend? We don't recall.
Anyway, if I'm to get a tattoo end of this year, I'll have to hide it from my parents till I think the waters are safe and the coast is clear to come out and say 'Look! TATTOO!! Ha-ha-ha! And all this while you didn't know LOL'.
I envy Rye-chan. Which daughter's father would bring you for your first tattoo. (I'm referring to Asian parents in general.. Now I'm generalising hehe).
I spent the WHOLE night, last night, watching Gackt on YouTube. All his Utaban, Hey!Hey!Hey!, Domoto Kyoudai interviews. He's so freaking gorgeous!! Honestly, if we're gonna be talking gorgeous (I'm leaving Toshiya out here), I'll have to say Kamijo and Gackt. WHO THE HECK CAN LOOK SO FXCKING GORGEOUS?!
Gackt is gorgeous. Very very gorgey. Eventhough, I stopped listening to his works after that love song (I think it goes by the name December something something. The one with the Chinese version), I still think he's gorgeous. My favourites will always be Mizerable and Vanilla.
I watched this clip of his Diabolos show, where he got this girl on to stage and EVERYBODY from his (quite very gorgeous too) band gave her stuff. ._. JEALOUS~ Lol. Ju Ken gave her a shirt, the drummer gave her his drumsticks and his glove, You (Not pronounced as 'u' but as yo-u) gave her his belt and sunglasses and Chacha gave her an autographed parka and take this... HIS GUITAR! His freaking guitar!! *cries about this for the next few centuries* And he even slipped in a pick lol.
*cries more*
I wanna meet Gackt.
And his 'date' with that Morning Musume girl, Ai Kago, cracked me silly. She's all 'I'm 13 years old' and he went 'Ah~ You're 13 and I'm 461 years old... It appears we have an age gap'
:D
He's got a whacked sense of humour. But I love it when he smiles and laughs. So gorgey.
Why can't Toshiya do stuff like this T_T?
This is old news but Rye-chan and I have FINALLY found Ludwig Kakumei chapter 4! She gave me this site to ogle awesome scans of Ludwig and just as I found the link to download chapter 4, she was going on and on about how she 'can't find any scanlation group who has scanlated chapter 4'. And when I told her about it and we found out the link worked, we both freaked like crazy.
I've waited 2 whole freaking years for this. And the wait didn't disappoint. I LOVE the 4th chapter. Never expected her to make Bluebeard a wimpy person. Lol.
And I'm gonna go watch more Ga-Ku-To on YouTube cause I'm a bored invidual.
Thursday, July 19, 2007
Guess who's awake at 9:50 AM in the bloody morning?
Couldn't sleep at all last night so I came downstairs at 3 AM and read a book till 5 AM. Then, I watched TV till 6 AM. And then I continued reading till 7/8 and then I cooked up a breakfast for my mum and I.
And I don't feel sleepy at all! How annoying can life be?
Yesterday, I suddenly felt this urge to rid my life off everybody. Not new~
[Save for a couple of people]
I don't know why but I still feel like doing it cause it's not like there's any point in knowing them.
Like, if you wanna know which friendships I consider the best among all it'll have to be Nat, SJ, Shari and Chris. Though I hardly talk to Shari but we've had our times, yeah? Lol. And those can never be forgotten.
It took me a whole year to trust them [Chris a little longer cause we were young] and we've come a long way. And I think that in a way, I've compared all my other friendships with theirs. They pass comments about stuff but it's things that will help you and they really do want to help you. Alot of others that I've known, well, let's just say they just talk too much. For instance, I absolutely HATE people commenting on how I like to dress/look. Greeting me with 'What's up with the shirt?' is an absolute no no for me and I tend to get annoyed at people like that. And they (the four of them) don't do stuff like that. They just accept me for who I am and who I want to be. Though, Shari has commented but I forgive her cause she's loveable, in a way. Lol. And a lot of people I know try to understand why I'm not like normal girls and they spend so much time understanding that they tend to ask too many questions and pass too many comments that just make me wanna get rid of them.
And I have been known to stop talking to people overnight.
Like in Form 1, I went to sleep one night really annoyed at somebody and the next day in school I just decided to ignore her and I've been ignoring her ever since. It's been 7 whole years. And I've done it on so many occasions I just can't count anymore.
But I've stopped, you know~ I try to be nice now a days. I try to accomodate what you 'want me to be'.
And now, I've had enough.
I am honestly saying right now, I do not care anymore.
I do not care what people want me to be like.
I do not care what me parents want me to be like.
I do not care what I try to be like.
Urgh~ Let's not get to the parents side of the story.
I'm quite annoyed at one of them. Okay, so my curfew is at 12 AM [it's not a written rule but an understood one]. So, here I am, coming home at 11:30 / 11:45 PM and they're all 'Oh! So you're very brave now, huh? Galavanting in the middle of the night~ Coming home so late..' bla bla bla. And I'm all '*checks watch* But it's eleven thirty' and they're like 'It's still late, okay? Ten is already late enough'.
One and a half hours later, my other sister waltzes into the house, bouncing around saying 'HELLO!!' like it's 2 PM in the afternoon and everybody's just all 'Oh hello!' and that's it.
-___________-"
And doing stuff like that makes me wanna stay out later. But the inner daughter in me makes me go home before 12, anyway.
ARGH! I sound like a fxcking emo kid!
Lol. But this is my blog and I'll write what I wanna write. To hell with you if you wanna comment.
Cause the me right at this moment couldn't be bothered.
I wish us human beings didn't need to have friends.
I wish we were still primates so we don't speak and think so much.
I wish we didn't need relationships and friendships and shit like that. :(
And another thing depressing me at the moment is, I want my fxcking paycheck now!!
I wanna be paid for my tiring posing! T_T But thank God I wasn't such a fast mouth like Jason and suggested The Thinker's pose. o.o I could have broken my back.
I tried playing Blitzkrieg on my bass. And I played it to the music and it just didn't sound right. So I was confused and all for a good 30 minutes before I realised that I had to drop C.
-___________-"
I gave up after that. Tuning and re-tuning my bass is very very tiring. Lol. I want like 6 basses. 3 four strings and 3 five strings. So each one can be of a different tuning. And I don't need to slave away tuning them. I HATE tuning. As much as SJ does.
I wanna play Trinity Fields too but I reckon that it's harder than Blitzkrieg. The synth sounds very nice in the song though.
SJ told me to suggest easy/nice songs and I'm not too sure why I thought of Dream Theater's Forsaken. I LOVE that song. Unfortunately, after listening to it very closely, the bass has intimidated me. Maybe we'll wait. Lol.
What happened to Cassis? Lol
Read the news just now. I'm quite sad to hear the people in that chopper crash didn't survive. I felt really bad for the family. Cause just yesterday, the family of the lady was saying that they're praying that she'll return safe and the very next day they get bad news. I can't begin to imagine how torn they must feel. I can't imagine ever losing a daughter to death. Can't.
On a more humorous side is the Porsche stealing. So dumb! It was reported yesterday that this guy just walked into the showroom wearing a nice looking suit and holding a cheque book. The moment they revved up the car for him he tore away and broke through the show room glass. That's not the drama though, he stopped like 2 KM down the road because there was no gas and he scampered away. So the police seized the car.
And today, we read that the car is gone again. And it's most likely the same guy as yesterday cause he has the keys.
Dude~ What happened to security?!
A RM900,000++ PORSCHE gone just like that!
I wonder what the thief is thinking. Whether he was forced to do this due to lack of money or he's just doing it for fun.
Whatever it is, it should be quite interesting.
And I'm talking too much for 10:27 AM.
I'm gonna go fix my jigsaw puzzles. Lol.
Yes I'm still playing my jigsaws. :D
Okay, and because everybody's been asking about my personal message. Here you go. The bloody song lyrics.
Death In Vogue (Deathstars : Termination Bliss 2006)
The masquerade is a show for the starcrownds [This word is wrong, I think lol]
It's death in vogue in saturnalian nights
The heart we share is a virus in our chests
A black piece filled with darkness and dead meat
Now our hearts beat on
The black is back in the deep
I see a million of nations
In blank and hot leather...
This black syndicate is a burning ballroom
Dirt, drinks and pills and Gucci drenched in blood
The flag we raise is held for the dead dolls
So now we'll watch all angels parade in black uniforms
Now our hearts beat on
The black is back in the deep
I see a million of nations
In blank and hot leather
Puppets without strings
Now join the show
Demons without wings
We are death in vogue
Ten tons of lungs roar into the black vault
It's disease, glam and champagne filled with nails
The syndrome is sucked into white bloodcells
And we march as vamps and wolves on red human oil
The faceless ones...
The leather swept ones that bring hate in tons
The faceless ones...
The subversion of lays through the rule of guns
Here they come as the models and machines
And see the dolls twist inside of thees dreams
I see the puppets whisper with maniac tongues
Feel it, scream it out from the top of your lungs!
Couldn't sleep at all last night so I came downstairs at 3 AM and read a book till 5 AM. Then, I watched TV till 6 AM. And then I continued reading till 7/8 and then I cooked up a breakfast for my mum and I.
And I don't feel sleepy at all! How annoying can life be?
Yesterday, I suddenly felt this urge to rid my life off everybody. Not new~
[Save for a couple of people]
I don't know why but I still feel like doing it cause it's not like there's any point in knowing them.
Like, if you wanna know which friendships I consider the best among all it'll have to be Nat, SJ, Shari and Chris. Though I hardly talk to Shari but we've had our times, yeah? Lol. And those can never be forgotten.
It took me a whole year to trust them [Chris a little longer cause we were young] and we've come a long way. And I think that in a way, I've compared all my other friendships with theirs. They pass comments about stuff but it's things that will help you and they really do want to help you. Alot of others that I've known, well, let's just say they just talk too much. For instance, I absolutely HATE people commenting on how I like to dress/look. Greeting me with 'What's up with the shirt?' is an absolute no no for me and I tend to get annoyed at people like that. And they (the four of them) don't do stuff like that. They just accept me for who I am and who I want to be. Though, Shari has commented but I forgive her cause she's loveable, in a way. Lol. And a lot of people I know try to understand why I'm not like normal girls and they spend so much time understanding that they tend to ask too many questions and pass too many comments that just make me wanna get rid of them.
And I have been known to stop talking to people overnight.
Like in Form 1, I went to sleep one night really annoyed at somebody and the next day in school I just decided to ignore her and I've been ignoring her ever since. It's been 7 whole years. And I've done it on so many occasions I just can't count anymore.
But I've stopped, you know~ I try to be nice now a days. I try to accomodate what you 'want me to be'.
And now, I've had enough.
I am honestly saying right now, I do not care anymore.
I do not care what people want me to be like.
I do not care what me parents want me to be like.
I do not care what I try to be like.
Urgh~ Let's not get to the parents side of the story.
I'm quite annoyed at one of them. Okay, so my curfew is at 12 AM [it's not a written rule but an understood one]. So, here I am, coming home at 11:30 / 11:45 PM and they're all 'Oh! So you're very brave now, huh? Galavanting in the middle of the night~ Coming home so late..' bla bla bla. And I'm all '*checks watch* But it's eleven thirty' and they're like 'It's still late, okay? Ten is already late enough'.
One and a half hours later, my other sister waltzes into the house, bouncing around saying 'HELLO!!' like it's 2 PM in the afternoon and everybody's just all 'Oh hello!' and that's it.
-___________-"
And doing stuff like that makes me wanna stay out later. But the inner daughter in me makes me go home before 12, anyway.
ARGH! I sound like a fxcking emo kid!
Lol. But this is my blog and I'll write what I wanna write. To hell with you if you wanna comment.
Cause the me right at this moment couldn't be bothered.
I wish us human beings didn't need to have friends.
I wish we were still primates so we don't speak and think so much.
I wish we didn't need relationships and friendships and shit like that. :(
And another thing depressing me at the moment is, I want my fxcking paycheck now!!
I wanna be paid for my tiring posing! T_T But thank God I wasn't such a fast mouth like Jason and suggested The Thinker's pose. o.o I could have broken my back.
I tried playing Blitzkrieg on my bass. And I played it to the music and it just didn't sound right. So I was confused and all for a good 30 minutes before I realised that I had to drop C.
-___________-"
I gave up after that. Tuning and re-tuning my bass is very very tiring. Lol. I want like 6 basses. 3 four strings and 3 five strings. So each one can be of a different tuning. And I don't need to slave away tuning them. I HATE tuning. As much as SJ does.
I wanna play Trinity Fields too but I reckon that it's harder than Blitzkrieg. The synth sounds very nice in the song though.
SJ told me to suggest easy/nice songs and I'm not too sure why I thought of Dream Theater's Forsaken. I LOVE that song. Unfortunately, after listening to it very closely, the bass has intimidated me. Maybe we'll wait. Lol.
What happened to Cassis? Lol
Read the news just now. I'm quite sad to hear the people in that chopper crash didn't survive. I felt really bad for the family. Cause just yesterday, the family of the lady was saying that they're praying that she'll return safe and the very next day they get bad news. I can't begin to imagine how torn they must feel. I can't imagine ever losing a daughter to death. Can't.
On a more humorous side is the Porsche stealing. So dumb! It was reported yesterday that this guy just walked into the showroom wearing a nice looking suit and holding a cheque book. The moment they revved up the car for him he tore away and broke through the show room glass. That's not the drama though, he stopped like 2 KM down the road because there was no gas and he scampered away. So the police seized the car.
And today, we read that the car is gone again. And it's most likely the same guy as yesterday cause he has the keys.
Dude~ What happened to security?!
A RM900,000++ PORSCHE gone just like that!
I wonder what the thief is thinking. Whether he was forced to do this due to lack of money or he's just doing it for fun.
Whatever it is, it should be quite interesting.
And I'm talking too much for 10:27 AM.
I'm gonna go fix my jigsaw puzzles. Lol.
Yes I'm still playing my jigsaws. :D
Okay, and because everybody's been asking about my personal message. Here you go. The bloody song lyrics.
Death In Vogue (Deathstars : Termination Bliss 2006)
The masquerade is a show for the starcrownds [This word is wrong, I think lol]
It's death in vogue in saturnalian nights
The heart we share is a virus in our chests
A black piece filled with darkness and dead meat
Now our hearts beat on
The black is back in the deep
I see a million of nations
In blank and hot leather...
This black syndicate is a burning ballroom
Dirt, drinks and pills and Gucci drenched in blood
The flag we raise is held for the dead dolls
So now we'll watch all angels parade in black uniforms
Now our hearts beat on
The black is back in the deep
I see a million of nations
In blank and hot leather
Puppets without strings
Now join the show
Demons without wings
We are death in vogue
Ten tons of lungs roar into the black vault
It's disease, glam and champagne filled with nails
The syndrome is sucked into white bloodcells
And we march as vamps and wolves on red human oil
The faceless ones...
The leather swept ones that bring hate in tons
The faceless ones...
The subversion of lays through the rule of guns
Here they come as the models and machines
And see the dolls twist inside of thees dreams
I see the puppets whisper with maniac tongues
Feel it, scream it out from the top of your lungs!
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
I'm so freaking bored.
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!
*screams more*
*and a little bit more*
We should so totally play Blitzkrieg by Deathstars.
I'm referring to SJ and Masayo. I'm not sure about SJ but I think Masayo would agree. Since she listed this song as one of her two songs she can listen to anytime.
It's pretty simple to play :D
(There's only two bass lines. You mess it around a little but it's pretty simple)
(And the guitar lines are pretty much what the bass lines are lol)
We should totally play this.
The problem would be the synth sounds behind and the drums though. The drums is definitely harder than anything else. Lol.
I made my sister download this song called The Great Commandment by this band/person called Camouflage.
It was probably made in the late 80's or early 90's. Whatever it is, it's a pretty cool song.
Saw it on the 'One Hit Wonder' show on Channel [V] and fell in love with it.
It's very Depeche Mode like. I think.
Lol.
On the other hand, I love JT~ XD
Makes me wanna dance so bad.
His album now is so much better than his first.
[Which I own. And it's the original album lol]
Michelle is coming down end of the year for two months or so.
She wants to get a tattoo done. SJ, her and me. Cause we talked about it last year.
The thing is when I ran the idea past my Dad the last time, he went ballistic and was all 'GIRLS DON'T HAVE TATTOOS!!'
I was about to tell him about the time and age we live in but I refrained.
SJ says her Dad would flip too but she's going to do it anyway.
The thing is would I want MY Dad to flip?
I think when he flips he flips beyond a flipping fish. And more than a flipping banana too.
But I'm so fxcking into getting a tattoo!
But doing it behind my parents' back would be almost close to lying to them and I don't do well with such guilt. Though, I'd be very happy about it (The tattoo, not the guilt)
Urgh!
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!
*screams more*
*and a little bit more*
We should so totally play Blitzkrieg by Deathstars.
I'm referring to SJ and Masayo. I'm not sure about SJ but I think Masayo would agree. Since she listed this song as one of her two songs she can listen to anytime.
It's pretty simple to play :D
(There's only two bass lines. You mess it around a little but it's pretty simple)
(And the guitar lines are pretty much what the bass lines are lol)
We should totally play this.
The problem would be the synth sounds behind and the drums though. The drums is definitely harder than anything else. Lol.
I made my sister download this song called The Great Commandment by this band/person called Camouflage.
It was probably made in the late 80's or early 90's. Whatever it is, it's a pretty cool song.
Saw it on the 'One Hit Wonder' show on Channel [V] and fell in love with it.
It's very Depeche Mode like. I think.
Lol.
On the other hand, I love JT~ XD
Makes me wanna dance so bad.
His album now is so much better than his first.
[Which I own. And it's the original album lol]
Michelle is coming down end of the year for two months or so.
She wants to get a tattoo done. SJ, her and me. Cause we talked about it last year.
The thing is when I ran the idea past my Dad the last time, he went ballistic and was all 'GIRLS DON'T HAVE TATTOOS!!'
I was about to tell him about the time and age we live in but I refrained.
SJ says her Dad would flip too but she's going to do it anyway.
The thing is would I want MY Dad to flip?
I think when he flips he flips beyond a flipping fish. And more than a flipping banana too.
But I'm so fxcking into getting a tattoo!
But doing it behind my parents' back would be almost close to lying to them and I don't do well with such guilt. Though, I'd be very happy about it (The tattoo, not the guilt)
Urgh!
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
I'm tired.
Waking up at 7:30 AM every morning (or at least around 7:30 AM) is not an easy task, man.
I keep trying to go back to sleep but it's not the same.
And my mum keeps snorting at me everytime I say good night once I'm done feeding the babies.
Spent the whole day watching TV/playing the piano/online doing absolutely nothing.
Then, Vince messaged me asking whether I wanted to have a drink at 6 so I said okay. Anything to get me out of the house. Nick was there too. SJ was supposed to come along but her Dad took her car and got stuck in a jam and when he came home he leaped like a leaping banana at the idea of her going out at night.
So it was just us three. Which was traumatising.
They laughed when I said I can be gentle. WHICH IS TRUE~!
(Must have been because 5 minutes before that I kicked Vince in the shins) I'm sorry for bruising your shins, Vince. You were insulting me like mad. Lol.
I'm so dead for class tomorrow. I haven't even practiced my kanji/furigana shit!
Waking up at 7:30 AM every morning (or at least around 7:30 AM) is not an easy task, man.
I keep trying to go back to sleep but it's not the same.
And my mum keeps snorting at me everytime I say good night once I'm done feeding the babies.
Spent the whole day watching TV/playing the piano/online doing absolutely nothing.
Then, Vince messaged me asking whether I wanted to have a drink at 6 so I said okay. Anything to get me out of the house. Nick was there too. SJ was supposed to come along but her Dad took her car and got stuck in a jam and when he came home he leaped like a leaping banana at the idea of her going out at night.
So it was just us three. Which was traumatising.
They laughed when I said I can be gentle. WHICH IS TRUE~!
(Must have been because 5 minutes before that I kicked Vince in the shins) I'm sorry for bruising your shins, Vince. You were insulting me like mad. Lol.
I'm so dead for class tomorrow. I haven't even practiced my kanji/furigana shit!
Monday, July 16, 2007
I LOVE CASABLANCA! (the song not the place)
I'm SO getting married to this song (if I ever get married)
I went to church today half asleep. VERY asleep more like. And the speaker is Mr. Dancing Toes. That's what I call him. You don't want to know my OTHER nickname for him. He tends to dance on his toes as he speaks, hence the name. The sermon itself was okay, the cold and lack of sleep was not.
On the other hand, I found this really awesome word in the bible while reading scripture.
Golgotha.
It means 'The place of skulls'.
Now you know why I'm very taken by it :D
Would make a good band name XD
Then, came home and at around 3 something, I went to sleep. Was too tired.
Then woke up to find out we were going to King Crab (the restaurant somewhere near the LDP near my house) for, what more, CRABS! :D :D
Was good.
My brother was surprised at Deathstars.
The part before the chorus in Semi-Automatic where it says 'All the mother fuckers say'.
He was all 'O_O.. Did he just say mother fucker?'
AS IF he doesn't listen to songs with profanity in it. Sheesh. Lol
Speaking of music, the other day, my dad was talking to me about his love for JT's music.
ESPECIALLY Sexy Back. He was all 'I love his songs. It's so refreshing and so unlike other ordinary music and the beat is very nice'. He sounded like a total music review. LOL.
And then, just now he passed me the CD. For some reason I'm not too sure of but I think he wants me to listen to the entire album.
Talking with Claireeey now. She's got me thinking of my future again. I'm not too sure how we got to that but she's got my memories wheeling in motion again.
Like how in the past, I would never have thought 'What would happen if I...?'. I used to just do it because I want to. (Hence, my repo in school). I always just told myself that 'I don't want to die not knowing what it's like to do it'. Now, ever since I left secondary school, I always wonder 'What would happen?' and I hesitate more than usual. It's pissing me off but somehow I think it's a sign of growing up?
It's pissing me off cause I have what they call the 'PeterPan Syndrome'. I DON'T WANNA GROW UP! T_T Or rather that's what the online quizzes tell me ._. LOL.
But I really don't wanna grow up. I wanna stay this age forever.
And I've never thought of my future. I never thought exactly what I wanted to do that will bring me the best. I just always wanted to do what I wanted to. I knew I wanted to do art so I'm doing art. I knew that I wanted to work with rooms so I'm doing interior design. And, honestly, that's where my thoughts just stopped. Now, I'm worrying about job opportunities and all that crap.
Urgh.
My bigger hamster baby's one eye has opened!
\o/!
We can scratch all the ideas for names!
[Believe it or not, we called him One-Eyed-Jack or Popeye for weeks]
He's miraculously big now. Though, everybody's complaining about his fur condition and I have to keep telling them 'I'm really not a hamster'.
Unfortunately, my smaller hamster is still small and hardly eating.
I don't wanna lose him!
They've taken a liking to carrots, thankfully. So they're eating something else :D
I haven't been downloading Nana. I'm wondering if I should. I may as well just buy the DVD right?
Anyway, it's getting so freaking emo now I'm quite weary LOL. Though, Nobu is so hot.
I read Parfum Extrait last night (I slept so freaking late just to finish the book).
I love it so bad. I love the story with the cyanide poison in it. [By the way, Cyanide is this awesome song by Deathstars. That's not the reason why I like the story though]
I love Kaori Yuki. Honestly, her stories are so original. (Think Boys Next Door)
She's so freaking twisted that makes me love her so bad.
SJ is gonna cut her hair SHORT! :D
Short enough to spike. She isn't getting any support from her family so I'm following her to the stylist to do it :D
I may trim my hair while I'm at it (or straighten).
But my hair is not the point here, it's SJ's. She's gonna cut her hair short enough to spike it.
She's been asking for opinions ever since she saw it in one of my magazines.
That's one heck of a change but I'm totally supporting her. If it's done properly, it will turn out looking quite nice :D
Me on the other hand, is waiting for my hair to grow long again. This time, I want to keep it at mid-back length. No cutting. Remind me NOT to get experimental. And NOT to cut short layers.
I'm SO getting married to this song (if I ever get married)
I went to church today half asleep. VERY asleep more like. And the speaker is Mr. Dancing Toes. That's what I call him. You don't want to know my OTHER nickname for him. He tends to dance on his toes as he speaks, hence the name. The sermon itself was okay, the cold and lack of sleep was not.
On the other hand, I found this really awesome word in the bible while reading scripture.
Golgotha.
It means 'The place of skulls'.
Now you know why I'm very taken by it :D
Would make a good band name XD
Then, came home and at around 3 something, I went to sleep. Was too tired.
Then woke up to find out we were going to King Crab (the restaurant somewhere near the LDP near my house) for, what more, CRABS! :D :D
Was good.
My brother was surprised at Deathstars.
The part before the chorus in Semi-Automatic where it says 'All the mother fuckers say'.
He was all 'O_O.. Did he just say mother fucker?'
AS IF he doesn't listen to songs with profanity in it. Sheesh. Lol
Speaking of music, the other day, my dad was talking to me about his love for JT's music.
ESPECIALLY Sexy Back. He was all 'I love his songs. It's so refreshing and so unlike other ordinary music and the beat is very nice'. He sounded like a total music review. LOL.
And then, just now he passed me the CD. For some reason I'm not too sure of but I think he wants me to listen to the entire album.
Talking with Claireeey now. She's got me thinking of my future again. I'm not too sure how we got to that but she's got my memories wheeling in motion again.
Like how in the past, I would never have thought 'What would happen if I...?'. I used to just do it because I want to. (Hence, my repo in school). I always just told myself that 'I don't want to die not knowing what it's like to do it'. Now, ever since I left secondary school, I always wonder 'What would happen?' and I hesitate more than usual. It's pissing me off but somehow I think it's a sign of growing up?
It's pissing me off cause I have what they call the 'PeterPan Syndrome'. I DON'T WANNA GROW UP! T_T Or rather that's what the online quizzes tell me ._. LOL.
But I really don't wanna grow up. I wanna stay this age forever.
And I've never thought of my future. I never thought exactly what I wanted to do that will bring me the best. I just always wanted to do what I wanted to. I knew I wanted to do art so I'm doing art. I knew that I wanted to work with rooms so I'm doing interior design. And, honestly, that's where my thoughts just stopped. Now, I'm worrying about job opportunities and all that crap.
Urgh.
My bigger hamster baby's one eye has opened!
\o/!
We can scratch all the ideas for names!
[Believe it or not, we called him One-Eyed-Jack or Popeye for weeks]
He's miraculously big now. Though, everybody's complaining about his fur condition and I have to keep telling them 'I'm really not a hamster'.
Unfortunately, my smaller hamster is still small and hardly eating.
I don't wanna lose him!
They've taken a liking to carrots, thankfully. So they're eating something else :D
I haven't been downloading Nana. I'm wondering if I should. I may as well just buy the DVD right?
Anyway, it's getting so freaking emo now I'm quite weary LOL. Though, Nobu is so hot.
I read Parfum Extrait last night (I slept so freaking late just to finish the book).
I love it so bad. I love the story with the cyanide poison in it. [By the way, Cyanide is this awesome song by Deathstars. That's not the reason why I like the story though]
I love Kaori Yuki. Honestly, her stories are so original. (Think Boys Next Door)
She's so freaking twisted that makes me love her so bad.
SJ is gonna cut her hair SHORT! :D
Short enough to spike. She isn't getting any support from her family so I'm following her to the stylist to do it :D
I may trim my hair while I'm at it (or straighten).
But my hair is not the point here, it's SJ's. She's gonna cut her hair short enough to spike it.
She's been asking for opinions ever since she saw it in one of my magazines.
That's one heck of a change but I'm totally supporting her. If it's done properly, it will turn out looking quite nice :D
Me on the other hand, is waiting for my hair to grow long again. This time, I want to keep it at mid-back length. No cutting. Remind me NOT to get experimental. And NOT to cut short layers.
I'm back from Bon Odori.
Enjoyed myself quite a bit. This time, we didn't do no sweaty dancing in circles, we just sat and ate and laughed a whole lot.
Rye-chan was with us this time (along with our Parfum Extrait, I'm not forgiving you idiots about your little 'joke' lol). My sis, Nee On and Brian (one of their friends) came along too.
You know, one thing I do not like about Bon Odori is the fact that the people don't seem to understand 'DON'T COSPLAY!'. Seriously, everybody takes this cultural festival for some Harajuku occasion. They keep trying to come in all these 'punk lolita' outfits (which by the way is damn lala/tacky). I mean, on forums and stuff they've already been told that 'Don't cosplay, either wear a yukata or wear something decent' and nobody seems to understand. Then, as we were walking, we saw this girl with a yukata half OFF her shoulders. It's not that I found it revolting (unlike this girl I saw), I just thought it looked wrong. VERY wrong in a festival like that.
The one thing I like about Bon Odori is Asahi. I should have worn my shirt with the Asahi logo on it. Lol. That'll give them something to look at.
And Nee On and Brian were taking pictures like there were no tomorrow. I swear, they kept snapping and they kept snapping US in bad moments! There was one where I looked like I was dancing with the bloody fan. -.-
I kept bugging Brian to delete the pictures and I told him I'd forever be in debt to him and..
"Do you have a microphone?"
And I'm all 'O_O Why would I need one?'
"To record that"
-_________-"
I take it he won't delete them.
I'll be so humiliated.
Then there was this picture of all three of us (Rye, SJ and I) standing there doing this totally WRONG Pantene advertisement or something.
-_________-"
I'll try to NOT look out for the pictures.
I'm gonna be very embarassed. LOL.
Lining up for food was ridiculous! There were so much more people this year than last year. Rye-chan wanted takoyaki so we waited in line with her.. 10 minutes later, we told her we'd wait behind cause the line wasn't moving at all.. 5 minutes later and she joined us asking whether she could give up on takoyaki.
We ate some fishball thing, california roll, green tea ice cream coated in chocolate (this was the ultimate yum), Pocari Sweat (Which is really good) and ASAHI! :D
And SJ made this joke as we were buying our beers.. cause the people selling them started to chant/sing 'Asahi' and she was all 'I bet Lyd would be damn freaking happy if they were saying Asagi instead'.
I think those people were drunk on the product they were selling.
And when you put Rye-chan, SJ and I together, we're BOUND to talk about yaoi manga. LOL. Forgive us for reading them but it's entertaining and very very FICTION!
After that, we went to Asia Cafe (not sure why). SJ originally wanted to have a mocha frappe in Starbucks but it didn't happen. SJ~ We'll have our mocha frappe when we watch Harry Potter, okay?
And then now I'm home :D
RayRay couldn't come again this year because this time his friends ditched him.
I told you, you should have come with us.
No Asahi for you this year!
And we've said it again this year and please try to remind us that..
'Next year, we're going in kimonos'
Just in case we forget. Like we did this year. Lol.
At least I didn't TRY to be all 'gothic lolita'. Urgh!
Enjoyed myself quite a bit. This time, we didn't do no sweaty dancing in circles, we just sat and ate and laughed a whole lot.
Rye-chan was with us this time (along with our Parfum Extrait, I'm not forgiving you idiots about your little 'joke' lol). My sis, Nee On and Brian (one of their friends) came along too.
You know, one thing I do not like about Bon Odori is the fact that the people don't seem to understand 'DON'T COSPLAY!'. Seriously, everybody takes this cultural festival for some Harajuku occasion. They keep trying to come in all these 'punk lolita' outfits (which by the way is damn lala/tacky). I mean, on forums and stuff they've already been told that 'Don't cosplay, either wear a yukata or wear something decent' and nobody seems to understand. Then, as we were walking, we saw this girl with a yukata half OFF her shoulders. It's not that I found it revolting (unlike this girl I saw), I just thought it looked wrong. VERY wrong in a festival like that.
The one thing I like about Bon Odori is Asahi. I should have worn my shirt with the Asahi logo on it. Lol. That'll give them something to look at.
And Nee On and Brian were taking pictures like there were no tomorrow. I swear, they kept snapping and they kept snapping US in bad moments! There was one where I looked like I was dancing with the bloody fan. -.-
I kept bugging Brian to delete the pictures and I told him I'd forever be in debt to him and..
"Do you have a microphone?"
And I'm all 'O_O Why would I need one?'
"To record that"
-_________-"
I take it he won't delete them.
I'll be so humiliated.
Then there was this picture of all three of us (Rye, SJ and I) standing there doing this totally WRONG Pantene advertisement or something.
-_________-"
I'll try to NOT look out for the pictures.
I'm gonna be very embarassed. LOL.
Lining up for food was ridiculous! There were so much more people this year than last year. Rye-chan wanted takoyaki so we waited in line with her.. 10 minutes later, we told her we'd wait behind cause the line wasn't moving at all.. 5 minutes later and she joined us asking whether she could give up on takoyaki.
We ate some fishball thing, california roll, green tea ice cream coated in chocolate (this was the ultimate yum), Pocari Sweat (Which is really good) and ASAHI! :D
And SJ made this joke as we were buying our beers.. cause the people selling them started to chant/sing 'Asahi' and she was all 'I bet Lyd would be damn freaking happy if they were saying Asagi instead'.
I think those people were drunk on the product they were selling.
And when you put Rye-chan, SJ and I together, we're BOUND to talk about yaoi manga. LOL. Forgive us for reading them but it's entertaining and very very FICTION!
After that, we went to Asia Cafe (not sure why). SJ originally wanted to have a mocha frappe in Starbucks but it didn't happen. SJ~ We'll have our mocha frappe when we watch Harry Potter, okay?
And then now I'm home :D
RayRay couldn't come again this year because this time his friends ditched him.
I told you, you should have come with us.
No Asahi for you this year!
And we've said it again this year and please try to remind us that..
'Next year, we're going in kimonos'
Just in case we forget. Like we did this year. Lol.
At least I didn't TRY to be all 'gothic lolita'. Urgh!
Friday, July 13, 2007
And now for the real post~
I'm very bored. So freaking bored.
Was supposed to clean up my room today but... I forgot.
And I'm still very very bored.
I re-discovered my gameboys :D So I've been playing the whole afternoon.
I've been trying to beat the same guy in Mortal Kombat for the whole day and I'm really very near giving up. That guy keeps kicking my ass :(
I also found out Cat is my age! :D
24th May 1988! :D
Urgh. So bored. Think I'll go hole up in my room and do something.
Was supposed to clean up my room today but... I forgot.
And I'm still very very bored.
I re-discovered my gameboys :D So I've been playing the whole afternoon.
I've been trying to beat the same guy in Mortal Kombat for the whole day and I'm really very near giving up. That guy keeps kicking my ass :(
I also found out Cat is my age! :D
24th May 1988! :D
Urgh. So bored. Think I'll go hole up in my room and do something.
Something I stole from Claireeey's blog XD Because I'm so BORED!
1. When you're home alone, do you still close the door when you go to the bathroom?
-Sometimes-
2. If you have to go grocery shopping, would you rather go alone or with someone?
-Go alone-
3. It's your best friends birthday, do you buy them a gift even if they didn't get you one?
-Depends on my financial situation-
4. You win the lottery. Lump sum or small payments over a period of time?
-Small payments cause then I won't go shopping and spend it all in one day-
5. Do you like your music loud or at a reasonable level?
-Very loud-
6. Are you a beach person or a snowy mountain person?
-Snowy Mountain-
7. When do you brush your teeth?
-When I wake up, when I go to sleep and whenever I want to-
8. Can you watch scary movies alone?
-Yeah. Except when the ghost is popping out Ju-On style-
9. Soft bed or firm?:
-Firm-
10. Would you rather stay home all day, or be out and about with some friends?
-Out and about with some friends-
12. Do you like to keep the peace or be confrontational?
-Confrontational tends to solve things better-
13. Are you more likely to be with a large group of people or a few close friends?
-A few close friends. I'm not a crowd lover-
14. What are your plans for October?
-Plan my birthday!-
15. If money were not a problem, where would you like to live?
-Somewhere in Europe. Paris, Italy or Spain. Or recently, Sweden :D-
16. What is your ideal profession?
-Designing the interiors of clubs, lounges or pubs-
17. Are you close to your Mom and Dad?:
-Yes-
18. What is one fear that you can't seem to overcome?
-Fear of death-
20. Do you kiss on a first date?
-A peck is okay but not full-frontal snogging-
21. Is there anyone that you regret ever meeting?
-Alot-
22. Rate your life on a scale from 1 to 10?
-5-
24. Do you like any of your friends a little more than just a friend?
-Nope-
25. Do you like to drive?
-Surprisingly, yes-
27. If you found out that you were going to be a parent, what would you do?
-At this age, I'd elope and then freak. At any other age, I'd just freak-
29. A weekend in Las Vegas or Miami?
-Las Vegas-
30. When you go to the store, do you have a list or just buy random things?
-A list-
33. You're having a bad day, what's one thing that can make your day better?
-Listening to some loud music, eating cold sweet things, drinking bubble tea, snuggling Ivan and talking/chatting. All at the same time-
34. Tanning bed?
-I like being fair not dark. I'm not gonna be some ganguro junkie-
35. Is there anything you would change about your body if you could?
-Oh heck, where do I start? First, my nose. Then, my cheeks. Then, my hair. Then, my fingers, voice, legs, ass, ears...etc.-
36. You wake up in an unfamiliar place, what is your first reaction?
-"HOLY CRAB CAKES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"-
37. Is there anything that you should be doing right now?
-Well, I should be cleaning up the rest of my room-
39. What is your favorite breakfast food?
-Sausages, bacon, eggs, toast, cereal, noodles, porridge. All at a go :D-
40. Your phone rings at 4 am, who do you expect it to be?
-Somebody who got the wrong number. As I know, all my friends are pigs when it comes to sleeping. Nobody's gonna stay up long enough to call me at 4-
Thursday, July 12, 2007
I am jobless at the age of 19!
Well, not like it was a permanent job but it was still a job!
Nat just IM-ed me to say that the client cancelled the Penang job.
I'm depressed as depressed can be. RM250!
But I've still got a RM125 paycheck waiting, whenever it's done.
And SJ just messaged me this morning saying that there's a job handing out flyers next week. RM80 for two hours. I suppose I'll consider it.
I'm just so freaking bored!
I cleaned out half my boxes today.
After one whole freaking bloody year of living in this house, I'm finally clearing out my junk. I threw out half the junk and kept another half.
It's looking relatively clearer now.
I found so many funny things of my past :D SJ, Nat, and Shari! I still can't find out P.com book!!! OH MY GOD! What if somebody found it XD. They'll be so freaked at us they'll refuse to say they know us.
I'm so depressed about the lack of RM250 now.
Rye-chan. SJ. RayRay (if you're going). Can we party this Saturday?
Party hard. The beer there is good.
That reminds me. RayRay, if you read this... MESSAGE ME ABOUT THIS SATURDAY AS SOON AS POSSIBLE!
That's all.
Seriously though, confirm fast okay?
Well, not like it was a permanent job but it was still a job!
Nat just IM-ed me to say that the client cancelled the Penang job.
I'm depressed as depressed can be. RM250!
But I've still got a RM125 paycheck waiting, whenever it's done.
And SJ just messaged me this morning saying that there's a job handing out flyers next week. RM80 for two hours. I suppose I'll consider it.
I'm just so freaking bored!
I cleaned out half my boxes today.
After one whole freaking bloody year of living in this house, I'm finally clearing out my junk. I threw out half the junk and kept another half.
It's looking relatively clearer now.
I found so many funny things of my past :D SJ, Nat, and Shari! I still can't find out P.com book!!! OH MY GOD! What if somebody found it XD. They'll be so freaked at us they'll refuse to say they know us.
I'm so depressed about the lack of RM250 now.
Rye-chan. SJ. RayRay (if you're going). Can we party this Saturday?
Party hard. The beer there is good.
That reminds me. RayRay, if you read this... MESSAGE ME ABOUT THIS SATURDAY AS SOON AS POSSIBLE!
That's all.
Seriously though, confirm fast okay?
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
Is it possible to be in love with a robot? :D
I've never liked Optimus Prime more than I do now. They did such a great job with the movie I'm damn fxcking in love with it now!! And the Pontiac :D:D:D:D And the Camaro. Oh gosh! The cars were so awesome! But the best was Optimus Prime. I was so afraid that he was going to die at the end of the show, you know, his whole 'I'll sacrifice myself for you' nonsense. And I nearly screamed with joy when Megatron died instead! YES! :D :D And I was so happy when they all stayed behind on Earth :D
And SJ is so sick of me right now I think she's ready to slap me. I keep telling her that Optimus is hotter than her commander guy. XD If Optimus was a human being, he'd be so fxcking hot. I swear. LOL All that noble-ness, honest-ness, hot-ness and humane-ness just equals hot guy.
You know what I don't like the most? People who pretend to be somebody on Friendster or Myspace or any other shit like that. I mean, their profile IS who they are but their pictures are somebody elses! It's really annoying~ This guy added me on MySpace and to my horror his pictures had this really caucasian looking guy (like, seriously, blonde, green eyed and all) and his message to me was SO WRONG. His profile said he was from 'England' (Yeah, bull crap). If he's from England, I wonder where his English came from. It was so un-understandable! I didn't get what he was trying to say. Talk about lack of vocabulary and grammar knowledge.
-________-"
But Optimus is cool so I'm forgiving people today.
Someone said I have weird fetishes. Don't worry, I'm not trying to fxck a robot.
#1 : How often do you write your kanji?
#2 : Uh, I don't write my kanji. I DRAW my kanji *sheepish*
#1 : ._.
Two baby hamsters died last night. I cried like two crying loons. I was so sad.
My mum said 'It's okay~ At least you tried keeping them alive' but it's not that. I'm just sad when things like this happen. I've been feeding them, playing with them, talking to them, kissing them and just trying everything I can and they still die.
I'm not a hamster and I DO know that but I still feel like my lack of capabilities made them die.
I've got two left.
I'm trying all I can to keep them alive now.
Never eat fish 'n' chips in Waffle World. The batter tastes funny and the fish is so curled it's hard to cut.
I wanna bring my mum to Pyramid to shop cause I saw some nice stuff there going for quite cheap. But, I think I won't and I'll probably just try to save up for that shirt that I love. Besides, parking in Pyramid is as bitchy as MidValley now.
I've never liked Optimus Prime more than I do now. They did such a great job with the movie I'm damn fxcking in love with it now!! And the Pontiac :D:D:D:D And the Camaro. Oh gosh! The cars were so awesome! But the best was Optimus Prime. I was so afraid that he was going to die at the end of the show, you know, his whole 'I'll sacrifice myself for you' nonsense. And I nearly screamed with joy when Megatron died instead! YES! :D :D And I was so happy when they all stayed behind on Earth :D
And SJ is so sick of me right now I think she's ready to slap me. I keep telling her that Optimus is hotter than her commander guy. XD If Optimus was a human being, he'd be so fxcking hot. I swear. LOL All that noble-ness, honest-ness, hot-ness and humane-ness just equals hot guy.
You know what I don't like the most? People who pretend to be somebody on Friendster or Myspace or any other shit like that. I mean, their profile IS who they are but their pictures are somebody elses! It's really annoying~ This guy added me on MySpace and to my horror his pictures had this really caucasian looking guy (like, seriously, blonde, green eyed and all) and his message to me was SO WRONG. His profile said he was from 'England' (Yeah, bull crap). If he's from England, I wonder where his English came from. It was so un-understandable! I didn't get what he was trying to say. Talk about lack of vocabulary and grammar knowledge.
-________-"
But Optimus is cool so I'm forgiving people today.
Someone said I have weird fetishes. Don't worry, I'm not trying to fxck a robot.
#1 : How often do you write your kanji?
#2 : Uh, I don't write my kanji. I DRAW my kanji *sheepish*
#1 : ._.
Two baby hamsters died last night. I cried like two crying loons. I was so sad.
My mum said 'It's okay~ At least you tried keeping them alive' but it's not that. I'm just sad when things like this happen. I've been feeding them, playing with them, talking to them, kissing them and just trying everything I can and they still die.
I'm not a hamster and I DO know that but I still feel like my lack of capabilities made them die.
I've got two left.
I'm trying all I can to keep them alive now.
Never eat fish 'n' chips in Waffle World. The batter tastes funny and the fish is so curled it's hard to cut.
I wanna bring my mum to Pyramid to shop cause I saw some nice stuff there going for quite cheap. But, I think I won't and I'll probably just try to save up for that shirt that I love. Besides, parking in Pyramid is as bitchy as MidValley now.
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
Ah, so bored-y bored!
I did absolutely nothing today. Urgh urgh urgh urgh!
I'm so bloody bored I'm becoming moody.
My mum made me de-worm my tummy just now cause my grandmother was wondering why I haven't been eating lately. My mum was all 'I think she's dieting' and I heard her from the toilet so I was all 'No.. I'm not dieting -.-' and then my mum was all 'You should de-worm yourself' and she threw these yucky tasting crap tablets at me (okay, so maybe they aren't crap but they sure tasted like it). I think I pissed her off with all my questions (mainly about the worms) but I finally took it and now I'm afraid to go to the poo parlour :D.
And you didn't need to know that. Lol.
I think it's been about five days since my female hamster died. I've been trying very hard to wake up early in the morning to feed the babies and I'm really happy that they're still alive :D I just hope they'd grow more.
I'm gonna watch Transformers with SJ tomorrow.
Yeeeeeeeees! FINALLY~ I've been waiting to watch that show ever since I saw the trailer while taking my break during work! (And both Khair and I expected it to be sorta cheesy but I guess it's not cause the more I saw the trailer the more hooked I got unto it)
We're going to Pyramid before our Japanese class.
Yeay! Just remind me NOT to spend anymore money.
Aaaaah~ 30th July come quickly! Rm125!
I really want the 305 Lace Up boots from Double Decker now. I just remembered it cause I'm talking to Rye-chan.
Aaaaaaaaaah~ Awesome boots! 3 inch platforms and all XD
I'm feeling really loony right now.
I was singing along to Casablanca (which by the way, is my favourite-st song ever) and just as I was about to sing along to the line 'I love you more and more each day as time goes by' I changed window and just stopped to stare at Toshiya and at the same time my mouth just moved by itself to sing that line!!!!
I stopped at the first 'more' and immediately covered his face (or rather, my monitor screen) and stared at my sister like O_O.
She laughed at me.
Then I decided 'Fine, I'll sing to him' so just as I was about to (the chorus was playing), just as I was staring at him again, just as I was about to sing, the same bloody line came on!
Urgh! It's not that I don't wanna sing to his picture (which is damn wrong) but I don't wanna sing that line! XD
And I'm gonna go play my bloody jigsaw puzzles again.
I'm so freaking bored I've fixed 'The Creation of Adam' in 10 different cuts so far.
Oh, lol. <-[Sarcasm] But I love that artpiece. And I just realised that for my profile on Friendster, under 'People I wanna Meet', I put Van Gogh. Why do I want to meet Van Gogh again? I swear, I didn't mean to put that.
I did absolutely nothing today. Urgh urgh urgh urgh!
I'm so bloody bored I'm becoming moody.
My mum made me de-worm my tummy just now cause my grandmother was wondering why I haven't been eating lately. My mum was all 'I think she's dieting' and I heard her from the toilet so I was all 'No.. I'm not dieting -.-' and then my mum was all 'You should de-worm yourself' and she threw these yucky tasting crap tablets at me (okay, so maybe they aren't crap but they sure tasted like it). I think I pissed her off with all my questions (mainly about the worms) but I finally took it and now I'm afraid to go to the poo parlour :D.
And you didn't need to know that. Lol.
I think it's been about five days since my female hamster died. I've been trying very hard to wake up early in the morning to feed the babies and I'm really happy that they're still alive :D I just hope they'd grow more.
I'm gonna watch Transformers with SJ tomorrow.
Yeeeeeeeees! FINALLY~ I've been waiting to watch that show ever since I saw the trailer while taking my break during work! (And both Khair and I expected it to be sorta cheesy but I guess it's not cause the more I saw the trailer the more hooked I got unto it)
We're going to Pyramid before our Japanese class.
Yeay! Just remind me NOT to spend anymore money.
Aaaaah~ 30th July come quickly! Rm125!
I really want the 305 Lace Up boots from Double Decker now. I just remembered it cause I'm talking to Rye-chan.
Aaaaaaaaaah~ Awesome boots! 3 inch platforms and all XD
I'm feeling really loony right now.
I was singing along to Casablanca (which by the way, is my favourite-st song ever) and just as I was about to sing along to the line 'I love you more and more each day as time goes by' I changed window and just stopped to stare at Toshiya and at the same time my mouth just moved by itself to sing that line!!!!
I stopped at the first 'more' and immediately covered his face (or rather, my monitor screen) and stared at my sister like O_O.
She laughed at me.
Then I decided 'Fine, I'll sing to him' so just as I was about to (the chorus was playing), just as I was staring at him again, just as I was about to sing, the same bloody line came on!
Urgh! It's not that I don't wanna sing to his picture (which is damn wrong) but I don't wanna sing that line! XD
And I'm gonna go play my bloody jigsaw puzzles again.
I'm so freaking bored I've fixed 'The Creation of Adam' in 10 different cuts so far.
Oh, lol. <-[Sarcasm] But I love that artpiece. And I just realised that for my profile on Friendster, under 'People I wanna Meet', I put Van Gogh. Why do I want to meet Van Gogh again? I swear, I didn't mean to put that.
I love the line in white.
Monday, July 09, 2007
So freaking bored! I want to go to Penang soon!! :(
This morning, woke up early to feed the hamsters only to find that one more has his eyes half opened :D :D
Oh my God! I never thought they'd open their eyes. I told my grandmother 'I'm a succesful mother!' and she nearly split her pants laughing. LOL. And then proceeded to tell me I'm not a hamster and will never be no matter how hard I wish for it. -.- L-o-l f.u.n.n.y~ :D
And then went to church. Freaking cold again, no difference.
After that, Dad wanted to eat dim sum in 1Utama so we went there and ate like there was no tomorrow.
Freaking full.
Then my Dad wanted to find shirts so we followed him and I got a shirt too :D There were no nice jeans,
unfortunately.
Came home and just bummed the day away.
I'm into another band thanks to Masayo. She made me listen to Deathstars just because she loves his voice and now I love their music.
And after loving all that, I love Cat Casino. Their guitarist.
I realised he was quite cute. Lol.
I love Vice to Virtue, Synthetic Generation, Syndrome and Play God. So far. I haven't heard any other yet. But it's sounding very good. They sound good :D
I even managed to get Nee On into them! *yay* Finally! Someone with similar musical interests.
This morning, woke up early to feed the hamsters only to find that one more has his eyes half opened :D :D
Oh my God! I never thought they'd open their eyes. I told my grandmother 'I'm a succesful mother!' and she nearly split her pants laughing. LOL. And then proceeded to tell me I'm not a hamster and will never be no matter how hard I wish for it. -.- L-o-l f.u.n.n.y~ :D
And then went to church. Freaking cold again, no difference.
After that, Dad wanted to eat dim sum in 1Utama so we went there and ate like there was no tomorrow.
Freaking full.
Then my Dad wanted to find shirts so we followed him and I got a shirt too :D There were no nice jeans,
unfortunately.Came home and just bummed the day away.
I'm into another band thanks to Masayo. She made me listen to Deathstars just because she loves his voice and now I love their music.
And after loving all that, I love Cat Casino. Their guitarist.
I realised he was quite cute. Lol.
I love Vice to Virtue, Synthetic Generation, Syndrome and Play God. So far. I haven't heard any other yet. But it's sounding very good. They sound good :D
I even managed to get Nee On into them! *yay* Finally! Someone with similar musical interests.
Sunday, July 08, 2007
MY HAMSTER'S EYES OPENED!!!!!!!
Only one of them but it's still progress!
I'm damn freaking happy now! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D
We were halfway feeding them (my mum and I) when suddenly I noticed this shiny thing around the hamster's eyes and I closed in to take a better look and I noticed that it was this small slit of eye and I was all :D!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I hope I'll see MORE eyes tomorrow :D
My dad also insulted my creepers.
Sheesh!
But I'm so happy I couldn't be bothered :D
Afterall, I'm wearing it not him. Hehehe~
And he's the only one who doesn't like it. My mum tried wearing it.. too bad she can't fit it.
\o\ \o/ /o/ <-Like I've said before, this is a crowd of people cheering.
Only one of them but it's still progress!
I'm damn freaking happy now! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D
We were halfway feeding them (my mum and I) when suddenly I noticed this shiny thing around the hamster's eyes and I closed in to take a better look and I noticed that it was this small slit of eye and I was all :D!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I hope I'll see MORE eyes tomorrow :D
My dad also insulted my creepers.
Sheesh!
But I'm so happy I couldn't be bothered :D
Afterall, I'm wearing it not him. Hehehe~
And he's the only one who doesn't like it. My mum tried wearing it.. too bad she can't fit it.
\o\ \o/ /o/ <-Like I've said before, this is a crowd of people cheering.
I'm so fxcking tired now.
Don't mind my swearing but I'm not in a really good mood.
I went out to KLCC with SJ just now and finally cleared out the little shelf in Kinokuniya. And SJ finally bought her Angel Sanctuary (she nearly bought Yellow instead as hot men come first but she did tell me to make sure she walks out with Angel Sanctuary). And then we watched this aerobics performance in The Body Shop's exhibition in the center circle and our legs got tired just watching them. We walked into Tower Records but we're trying not to spend anymore so we walked out and went back home. While waiting for her brother to come pick her, we lurked in my car while we checked out what has been in store on those shelves.
Alot, apparently.. lol.. Asagi.. Jui.. Alot.
I wore out my Playboy shirt today and my creepers! I like the creepers :D And SJ wore her Emily the Strange top and her skull skirt and when we went to meet with Nick he said we looked 'funky'. LOL. I hope you mean that in a good way..*wags finger*
You know which top I really wanted last year? There was this top which had a Playboy model on the front and the back had the Playboy sign and it was really nice cause of the total retro feel of the model. But when I went back to get it, it was not there anymore D:
And now we'll talk about yesterday.
After Japanese class, I hopped into SJ's car to pick Vincent up cause we were going over to SJ's house for her house warming party. We were told to go straight by Mr.What's-so-hard-about-going-straight, but there was another T-junction before the T-junction he mentioned so we were confused. Dude, we were confused not lost.-.-. Then SJ sent me back to my car and I tagged behind them till we reached SJ's house.
I wouldn't have gone to the party if Vince wasn't coming. Because firstly, I don't want to mix with whoever else was going to come and secondly because it's not like I expect SJ to talk to me only the whole night so if it was just me and SJ it would have gotten a little boring after awhile.
So Vince came, thankfully, so I had company and we could catch up after so long of not talking. And his gay men experiences have increased. Lol.
So yeah, while SJ was talking to Hamster inside the house (she told him to come over, it seems, and she said it would have been mean if she didn't bother talking to him.. lol true true) Vince and I were just catching up outside cause the house was getting a little crowded and I was a little lazy to walk back inside after going outside for a smoke. Or rather, after he went outside for a smoke, not me, I'm not allowed to try.
And we talked and talked and talked and apparently, we gave of couple-y vibes. I wanted to let everybody know they were a year and a half too late to say we were together but I didn't see this need to explain myself to them so I just left it.
I've learnt to not care about what people think. If you care, it will only lead to problems, sarcasm and unwanted comments so may as well not bother at all.
Then my mum called and we totally didn't realise it was already 12:20 AM. But I was so lazy to go home so I just stuck around for a little while more (and experienced major poser-ism) before I went home. I sent Vince home and he showed me the card that he made for his anniversary.. LOL. It was corny-ly okay I guess. But don't worry Vince, corny is good sometimes :D
Rye-chan~ I've got videos of SKIN if you're interested. MYV is looking good in a mid-riff top~
And Sugizo is just plain hot :D I keep watching the photoshoot one cause Sugizo is just so awesome and I've missed hearing news of him.. and now that he's in SKIN ^^ I'll be expecting more! :D :D Although, the one video of the show they did in LA is very blur and the sound sucks so you can't really hear what they've been up to but I've asked a couple of people online (those who went for the show) and they claim the band really rocked and every song was really good so I suppose we can expect good shit? :D
And I still owe you RM25, yeah? Lol.
Oh, bloody ass-y hair! Can't you just bloody hell grow already?
Masayo has dragged me into one of her many music escapades. This time, we're supposed to be creating a sad song. With somebody she introduced to me.
And I'm to do a guitar solo. Not play it but compose it. I've got an idea but I need the mood. There's a reason why SJ is on the guitar and I'm on bass. If she said compose a bass solo, I'd be hyped up more. But it's a guitar solo. That's SJ's thing not mine.
Oh well, since I've got nothing better to do anyway.
And guess what? :D She just told me to do a bass solo instead cause apparently she forgot I'm the bassist. Lol. Okay! I'm hyped now.
And now she wants to try singing like how Marilyn Monroe sang 'Happy birthday' to the president. LOL.
She's funky.
But interesting, I suppose. :D
Ah, which reminds me, I need to download Breakfast at Tiffany's for my Mum. Believe it or not, she's never watched the show. And even I have watched it a few times.
Don't mind my swearing but I'm not in a really good mood.
I went out to KLCC with SJ just now and finally cleared out the little shelf in Kinokuniya. And SJ finally bought her Angel Sanctuary (she nearly bought Yellow instead as hot men come first but she did tell me to make sure she walks out with Angel Sanctuary). And then we watched this aerobics performance in The Body Shop's exhibition in the center circle and our legs got tired just watching them. We walked into Tower Records but we're trying not to spend anymore so we walked out and went back home. While waiting for her brother to come pick her, we lurked in my car while we checked out what has been in store on those shelves.
Alot, apparently.. lol.. Asagi.. Jui.. Alot.
I wore out my Playboy shirt today and my creepers! I like the creepers :D And SJ wore her Emily the Strange top and her skull skirt and when we went to meet with Nick he said we looked 'funky'. LOL. I hope you mean that in a good way..*wags finger*
You know which top I really wanted last year? There was this top which had a Playboy model on the front and the back had the Playboy sign and it was really nice cause of the total retro feel of the model. But when I went back to get it, it was not there anymore D:
And now we'll talk about yesterday.
After Japanese class, I hopped into SJ's car to pick Vincent up cause we were going over to SJ's house for her house warming party. We were told to go straight by Mr.What's-so-hard-about-going-straight, but there was another T-junction before the T-junction he mentioned so we were confused. Dude, we were confused not lost.-.-. Then SJ sent me back to my car and I tagged behind them till we reached SJ's house.
I wouldn't have gone to the party if Vince wasn't coming. Because firstly, I don't want to mix with whoever else was going to come and secondly because it's not like I expect SJ to talk to me only the whole night so if it was just me and SJ it would have gotten a little boring after awhile.
So Vince came, thankfully, so I had company and we could catch up after so long of not talking. And his gay men experiences have increased. Lol.
So yeah, while SJ was talking to Hamster inside the house (she told him to come over, it seems, and she said it would have been mean if she didn't bother talking to him.. lol true true) Vince and I were just catching up outside cause the house was getting a little crowded and I was a little lazy to walk back inside after going outside for a smoke. Or rather, after he went outside for a smoke, not me, I'm not allowed to try.
And we talked and talked and talked and apparently, we gave of couple-y vibes. I wanted to let everybody know they were a year and a half too late to say we were together but I didn't see this need to explain myself to them so I just left it.
I've learnt to not care about what people think. If you care, it will only lead to problems, sarcasm and unwanted comments so may as well not bother at all.
Then my mum called and we totally didn't realise it was already 12:20 AM. But I was so lazy to go home so I just stuck around for a little while more (and experienced major poser-ism) before I went home. I sent Vince home and he showed me the card that he made for his anniversary.. LOL. It was corny-ly okay I guess. But don't worry Vince, corny is good sometimes :D
Rye-chan~ I've got videos of SKIN if you're interested. MYV is looking good in a mid-riff top~
And Sugizo is just plain hot :D I keep watching the photoshoot one cause Sugizo is just so awesome and I've missed hearing news of him.. and now that he's in SKIN ^^ I'll be expecting more! :D :D Although, the one video of the show they did in LA is very blur and the sound sucks so you can't really hear what they've been up to but I've asked a couple of people online (those who went for the show) and they claim the band really rocked and every song was really good so I suppose we can expect good shit? :D
And I still owe you RM25, yeah? Lol.
Oh, bloody ass-y hair! Can't you just bloody hell grow already?
Masayo has dragged me into one of her many music escapades. This time, we're supposed to be creating a sad song. With somebody she introduced to me.
And I'm to do a guitar solo. Not play it but compose it. I've got an idea but I need the mood. There's a reason why SJ is on the guitar and I'm on bass. If she said compose a bass solo, I'd be hyped up more. But it's a guitar solo. That's SJ's thing not mine.
Oh well, since I've got nothing better to do anyway.
And guess what? :D She just told me to do a bass solo instead cause apparently she forgot I'm the bassist. Lol. Okay! I'm hyped now.
And now she wants to try singing like how Marilyn Monroe sang 'Happy birthday' to the president. LOL.
She's funky.
But interesting, I suppose. :D
Ah, which reminds me, I need to download Breakfast at Tiffany's for my Mum. Believe it or not, she's never watched the show. And even I have watched it a few times.
Friday, July 06, 2007
Baby hamsters are doing fine. In fact, my second sister claims they've grown a little.
I'm quite happy, though I'm still quite stressed.
They do smell of milk and bread though.. Which is bad.
I dug Claireeey out of her hole in the shop and we had hot dogs for lunch! :D It's been awhile since I've chewed a hot dog.
Then, after sending her back to her shop I tried to go to the Clinique counter in UParkson and nobody was there. -__-" So I had to walk all the way back to the old wing's Jusco because I can't be waiting for the lady, I had to go home to feed the four babies. Urgh, 1Utama is so bloody big.
Then, I came home and fed them (while they bit me) and now I'm just lazing around.
Went to Zara and they don't have my jacket anymore T_T.
Right now, getting a little mad. Lol.
Loons, all of them. Loons in the worst degree. A gaggle of loons and they are led around with a weed leash.
I think I'm gonna start on my canvas painting soon. Like, after this, I think, or after dinner.
Aaaaaah~ Ivan's so snuggly! ^_^ Try hugging ALL three Ivans at a go and you feel so happy you could fall asleep during war! :D
I haven't been watching Neverwhere.
I stopped at episode 3 and I haven't continued. Aaaah~ I have to burn it soon. It's taking up lots of space.
Urgh.. And MirrorMask is nowhere near done.
And my The Nightmare Before Christmas movie is at 24% only. T_T
And my Meine Liebe.. I'm beginning to wonder if I should just buy the bloody DVD.
Hmmmmmmmm *snuggles Ivan*...
^_____________^
SJ~ Are we still going to KLCC this Saturday?
I'll wear the creepers! :D
I'm quite happy, though I'm still quite stressed.
They do smell of milk and bread though.. Which is bad.
I dug Claireeey out of her hole in the shop and we had hot dogs for lunch! :D It's been awhile since I've chewed a hot dog.
Then, after sending her back to her shop I tried to go to the Clinique counter in UParkson and nobody was there. -__-" So I had to walk all the way back to the old wing's Jusco because I can't be waiting for the lady, I had to go home to feed the four babies. Urgh, 1Utama is so bloody big.
Then, I came home and fed them (while they bit me) and now I'm just lazing around.
Went to Zara and they don't have my jacket anymore T_T.
Right now, getting a little mad. Lol.
Loons, all of them. Loons in the worst degree. A gaggle of loons and they are led around with a weed leash.
I think I'm gonna start on my canvas painting soon. Like, after this, I think, or after dinner.
Aaaaaah~ Ivan's so snuggly! ^_^ Try hugging ALL three Ivans at a go and you feel so happy you could fall asleep during war! :D
I haven't been watching Neverwhere.
I stopped at episode 3 and I haven't continued. Aaaah~ I have to burn it soon. It's taking up lots of space.
Urgh.. And MirrorMask is nowhere near done.
And my The Nightmare Before Christmas movie is at 24% only. T_T
And my Meine Liebe.. I'm beginning to wonder if I should just buy the bloody DVD.
Hmmmmmmmm *snuggles Ivan*...
^_____________^
SJ~ Are we still going to KLCC this Saturday?
I'll wear the creepers! :D
Thursday, July 05, 2007
Audrey Hepburn's so pretty!
Currently, I'm laughing my ass off at Breakfast at Tiffany's. I'm very very amused. It's a good show, seriously, all the humour. And I love the script. Very original.
Oh, that and I love the clothes they wear. :D
Lol I'm really having alot of fun watching this movie.
And the kitty-kat is so big and fat! So adorable.
I can watch this show over and over and over again!
I've got 4 baby hamsters left. One died while I was feeding it yesterday. I'm feeding them bread with milk now cause if they can bite me, they can bite bread.
But I've got to feed them very often. I feed them at 7:30 AM, 1 PM, 5:30 PM, 9 something PM, and 1 AM before I sleep. It's tiring but I'm trying to keep them alive.
Although, I really do doubt they'd survive but I guess better have tried than not have tried at all, eh?
I'm not so depressed anymore cause I don't have to see any hamster suffer. I hope my babies are not suffering.
I know it's very stupid but I'm still thinking of that white jacket in Zara.
It's so nice! (The design not the material).
Urgh! So depressing that they couldn't have chosen a nicer material for it.
Lol.
I wanna go for lunch with somebody! So bored.
I think I'll call SJ. Either her or Claireeey.
SJ! Do you remember the 'date' you promised me?! We're supposed to watch Transformers!
And in return I'll watch your 200 Pounds Beauty!
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah! I love Dream Theater. :D :D The bassist... ^^!
I'm still traumatised after my modelling job yesterday.
I keep moving my legs. I've never had my legs cramped so bad before.
Now, I'm just waiting for my pay :D
And my LAN results are out! O_o I'm very afraid. Claireeey passed! *throws a party* Who else from FCA19 passed?!
I gotta go get it~
Was supposed to go get it just now but I got hooked to Breakfast at Tiffany's and before I knew it it was 5 PM. A bit late, ain't it?
I'll go tomorrow. I'll see if Nat wants to come along.
Ah, I'm still quite in love with SJ's new room. I see so many design possibilities! One can go crazy in that room! :D
And I'm also in love with her HUGE Sid Vicious poster. I knew she said it was huge but I never realised it'd be THAT huge!
It covers an entire wall of her room O_o
Talking to Michelle now. She said she's coming back to Malaysia for two months during her three month break :D
And just a little quiz thing again :D I'm not too sure what they wanted me to do.
Oh, that and I love the clothes they wear. :D
Lol I'm really having alot of fun watching this movie.
And the kitty-kat is so big and fat! So adorable.
I can watch this show over and over and over again!
I've got 4 baby hamsters left. One died while I was feeding it yesterday. I'm feeding them bread with milk now cause if they can bite me, they can bite bread.
But I've got to feed them very often. I feed them at 7:30 AM, 1 PM, 5:30 PM, 9 something PM, and 1 AM before I sleep. It's tiring but I'm trying to keep them alive.
Although, I really do doubt they'd survive but I guess better have tried than not have tried at all, eh?
I'm not so depressed anymore cause I don't have to see any hamster suffer. I hope my babies are not suffering.
I know it's very stupid but I'm still thinking of that white jacket in Zara.
It's so nice! (The design not the material).
Urgh! So depressing that they couldn't have chosen a nicer material for it.
Lol.
I wanna go for lunch with somebody! So bored.
I think I'll call SJ. Either her or Claireeey.
SJ! Do you remember the 'date' you promised me?! We're supposed to watch Transformers!
And in return I'll watch your 200 Pounds Beauty!
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah! I love Dream Theater. :D :D The bassist... ^^!
I'm still traumatised after my modelling job yesterday.
I keep moving my legs. I've never had my legs cramped so bad before.
Now, I'm just waiting for my pay :D
And my LAN results are out! O_o I'm very afraid. Claireeey passed! *throws a party* Who else from FCA19 passed?!
I gotta go get it~
Was supposed to go get it just now but I got hooked to Breakfast at Tiffany's and before I knew it it was 5 PM. A bit late, ain't it?
I'll go tomorrow. I'll see if Nat wants to come along.
Ah, I'm still quite in love with SJ's new room. I see so many design possibilities! One can go crazy in that room! :D
And I'm also in love with her HUGE Sid Vicious poster. I knew she said it was huge but I never realised it'd be THAT huge!
It covers an entire wall of her room O_o
Talking to Michelle now. She said she's coming back to Malaysia for two months during her three month break :D
And just a little quiz thing again :D I'm not too sure what they wanted me to do.
1. Music, movie or books?
~Music~
2. Smoking, alcohol, or sex?
~Alcohol~
3. Dogs or cats
~Dogs~
4. Pink or blue?
~Blue~
5. Chess or drama?
~Drama~
6. Rent dvd or go to a movie theater?
~Go to a movie theater~
7. Typical or unusual?
~Unusual~
8. Computer or cellphone?
~Computer~
9. Soap or shampoo?
~Shampoo~
10. Hot coffee or cold drinks?
~Cold Drinks~
11. Party, drinking, sleep-overs, movie
marathon?
~Drinking~
12. Family or friends?
~Family~
13. Cry or fight?
~Fight~
YOU ARE:
14. Homebuddie or out-going?
~Homebuddie~
15. Long hair or short hair?
~Long Hair~
16. Happy go lucky or careful planner?
~Happy go lucky~
17. Risky dangerous or play safe?
~Risky dangerous~
18. Quiet or loud?
~Loud~
19. Spiritual or i do what is right?
~Spiritual~
20. Follows parents or follows personal
instinct?
~Personal instinct~
21. Leader or follower?
~Leader~
22. Lover or a fighter?
~Fighter~
23. Faithful or to see is to believe?
~Faithful~
24. Common or extraordinary?
~Extraordinary~
25. Popular, kick as*, geek, weird,
brainy, sporty?
~Weird~
26. More of action or words?
~Action~
27. Says "i luv u" always or seldom?
~Seldom~
30. Simple/complicated?
~Complicated~
31. Wise/witty?
~Witty~
32. Rich or simple living?
~Simple Living
33. Church or garden wedding
~Church wedding~
34. Human being or alien?
~Alien~
Wednesday, July 04, 2007
Ever felt like you're ready to commit mass murder? And then laugh at the aftermath?
I feel exactly that way now.
Urgh~
Seriously, I've just about had enough of such fxcked up shit and I can't stand it.
I could never stand it... And I still can't now. In fact, it's even worse now.
I hate all of them.
It feels like I've got no better people to talk to.
This morning, I did the modelling thing for the Diploma in Interactive Design course. It was so fxcking tiring! Seriously, no wonder they pay you RM25 an hour. I had to hold a pose for an hour and a half and my legs were seriously cramming. Thank God I could move once in awhile or I would lose all sort of blood in my left thigh.
So, today, I earned RM125.
Was awkward when the teacher told the class to focus on the waist, breast and chest.
Especially the BREAST part. And this guy was totally using his pencil to measure my boobs. With this 'smile' on his face.
Freaky.
I feel exactly that way now.
Urgh~
Seriously, I've just about had enough of such fxcked up shit and I can't stand it.
I could never stand it... And I still can't now. In fact, it's even worse now.
I hate all of them.
It feels like I've got no better people to talk to.
This morning, I did the modelling thing for the Diploma in Interactive Design course. It was so fxcking tiring! Seriously, no wonder they pay you RM25 an hour. I had to hold a pose for an hour and a half and my legs were seriously cramming. Thank God I could move once in awhile or I would lose all sort of blood in my left thigh.
So, today, I earned RM125.
Was awkward when the teacher told the class to focus on the waist, breast and chest.
Especially the BREAST part. And this guy was totally using his pencil to measure my boobs. With this 'smile' on his face.
Freaky.
Tuesday, July 03, 2007
My Cho-Rong died on Saturday.
A month after Chika died.
This morning, one of the six babies died.
And now, the mother, Aiko, is looking really sick. She can barely move and she won't eat at all.
I'm really depressed and sad now.
I know they're just hamsters but I do care for them.
I'm so sad I can't help but just cry. I do feel so helpless.
My mum thinks she's old.. but.. it's still sad. If she dies, I wonder if her babies would survive. As it is, I don't think they're eating as she's not eating anything and she provides their food.
Ha-Neul is looking fit as hell, though. She's biting my fingers everytime I try to feed her. Thank God for that.
Just now, while I was trying to feed Aiko, I found this mosquito right on her eye and she didn't even move. And it's scary cause she'll usually try to maim the mosquito to half it's size.
Anyway, on to a more lighter note, I'm doing the modelling for Ms. Theresa's figure drawing class tomorrow. Nat was supposed to do it but she can't cause she's got some meeting tomorrow or something so she asked me to replace her. RM25 an hour for 5 hours. It's kinda cool, I guess.
And I'm very bored now.
Bored and depressed. Can't be good.
A month after Chika died.
This morning, one of the six babies died.
And now, the mother, Aiko, is looking really sick. She can barely move and she won't eat at all.
I'm really depressed and sad now.
I know they're just hamsters but I do care for them.
I'm so sad I can't help but just cry. I do feel so helpless.
My mum thinks she's old.. but.. it's still sad. If she dies, I wonder if her babies would survive. As it is, I don't think they're eating as she's not eating anything and she provides their food.
Ha-Neul is looking fit as hell, though. She's biting my fingers everytime I try to feed her. Thank God for that.
Just now, while I was trying to feed Aiko, I found this mosquito right on her eye and she didn't even move. And it's scary cause she'll usually try to maim the mosquito to half it's size.
Anyway, on to a more lighter note, I'm doing the modelling for Ms. Theresa's figure drawing class tomorrow. Nat was supposed to do it but she can't cause she's got some meeting tomorrow or something so she asked me to replace her. RM25 an hour for 5 hours. It's kinda cool, I guess.
And I'm very bored now.
Bored and depressed. Can't be good.
A little something I found amongst the bulletins in my Friendster. Interesting. If all these suits you.. You know what to do ;)
Use x to mark your answers
You can choose more than 1
TRAITS OF YOUR IDEAL GUY/GIRL
1. My guy/girl's hair style should be
[x]long
[ ]curly
[x]clean cut
[x] short
2.The color of his/her hair should be
[x]black
[x]brown
[ ]pink
[ ]red
[ ]multi-colored
[ ]other colors
3.He/she is a/an
[x]performer
[ ]gamer
[ ]leader
[x]athlete
[x]musician
[x]honor student
[ ]prince/princess
[x]businessman/businesswoman
4. he/she should be
[x]tall
[x]6 footer
[ ]small
[ ]5"6 and below in height
[ ]girl to a guy: taller than is
sufficient
[ ]guy: at least shorter than me
5. He/she should be
[x]romantic
[x]bad boy/girl
[x]simple
[ ]nerd
[x]shy
[x]smart
6. His/her skin should be
[ ]dark as an african
[ ]BRIGHT
[x]tanned
[x]fair
[ ]pale
7. He/she is good in
[x]sports
[x]math
[ ]science
[x]art
[x]music
[x]cooking
[x]fortune telling
[x]surprises
8. My ideal guy/girl 's eyes should be
[ ]big as an owl
[x]mesmerizing
[ ]almond eyes
9. The color of his/her eyes should be
[x]blue (or)
[ ]green (or)
[x]brown
[ ]red
[ ]pink
[ ]gray
[x]black
11. Our age gap should be
[ ] just a few months
[ ] 1 or 2 years
[ ] 2-5 years
[ ] more than five years
[x] anything as long as its below 15
years
12. Our date should be in
[x] a restaurant
[ ] park
[x] cinema
[x] paris
[x] sea shore
[x] a gig
Monday, July 02, 2007
I'm back from Ipoh.
The wedding was okay. Quite normal, I suppose.
Lots of singing, lots of 'yam seng-ing', and chatting.
And I found out my brother is a professional camwhore. Even more professional than me. He takes pictures dead center.. while being IN the picture too.
Check it out..
My fringe really pisses me off. You wouldn't believe the amount of holding down I had to do to make it stay and it still looks like a piece of dead chicken.
Oh, by the way, if you're wondering why we look so stupid.. it's because we were trying very hard not to laugh. And we were only laughing because my brother is a hidden talent in the art of camwhoring.
Oh, blasted hair! Can't you freaking grow already?
I just realised that I didn't blog about Friday..
On Friday, I went out with my mum in the day to buy clothes cause she wanted to. So she told me to bring her into the shops that I always go to... which is TopShop, Zara, Miss Selfridge, Padini and all that yada yada.
Apparently there was nothing that suited her. But she did get a top from Zara.
I found this really awesome and lovely white jacket in Zara for RM159. My mum said I could try it on but when I went up to it, the material was quite NOT worth the money so I didn't bother. But the stitching and design was soo neat and awesome. It was really a nice jacket. The other nice jacket that had really nice material was close to RM400.. urgh. I swear, when I'm rich...
Anyway, I got this white top. Not too sure where it was from but it's a white, three quarter sleeved, and very normal, shirt with silver butterflies on it. Was very nice.. Couldn't resist.
The wedding was okay. Quite normal, I suppose.
Lots of singing, lots of 'yam seng-ing', and chatting.
And I found out my brother is a professional camwhore. Even more professional than me. He takes pictures dead center.. while being IN the picture too.
Check it out..
My fringe really pisses me off. You wouldn't believe the amount of holding down I had to do to make it stay and it still looks like a piece of dead chicken.Oh, by the way, if you're wondering why we look so stupid.. it's because we were trying very hard not to laugh. And we were only laughing because my brother is a hidden talent in the art of camwhoring.
I'm reading reports on SKIN's concert in LA.
So freaking jealous. I wanna go too!
Supposedly, halfway through the concert, Yoshiki and Gackt played piano while Sugizo played his violin and MYV had a shamisen.
ARGH! Do you think we'd be able to get all this on video? Like maybe a DVD or something.
Yoshiki on piano AND Sugizo with a violin is practically love materialised!
So freaking jealous. I wanna go too!
Supposedly, halfway through the concert, Yoshiki and Gackt played piano while Sugizo played his violin and MYV had a shamisen.
ARGH! Do you think we'd be able to get all this on video? Like maybe a DVD or something.
Yoshiki on piano AND Sugizo with a violin is practically love materialised!
Oh, blasted hair! Can't you freaking grow already?
I just realised that I didn't blog about Friday..
On Friday, I went out with my mum in the day to buy clothes cause she wanted to. So she told me to bring her into the shops that I always go to... which is TopShop, Zara, Miss Selfridge, Padini and all that yada yada.
Apparently there was nothing that suited her. But she did get a top from Zara.
I found this really awesome and lovely white jacket in Zara for RM159. My mum said I could try it on but when I went up to it, the material was quite NOT worth the money so I didn't bother. But the stitching and design was soo neat and awesome. It was really a nice jacket. The other nice jacket that had really nice material was close to RM400.. urgh. I swear, when I'm rich...
Anyway, I got this white top. Not too sure where it was from but it's a white, three quarter sleeved, and very normal, shirt with silver butterflies on it. Was very nice.. Couldn't resist.
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