Yes, I know I was missing yesterday. I came home so depressed I hit bed immediately and talked on the phone to SJ till late. I'm just not feeling myself lately. I KNOW I'm not myself. It's like I'm losing that really firm grip on my life that I had. And I know that people tell me it's normal to be like that when going through what I am going through but I'm definitely not used to it. I've never done anything just to make somebody feel happy again. And I did something I wasn't very comfortable with just to make somebody happy. Does that sound like me? Usually, I couldn't give two shits if you were upset at me. -.- I'm not myself. I'm not used to feeling like this.. argh! And I've never had a problem with stares but now I do. It's just that, now the stares are different.. I don't know how to tell you but when people look at us, it just feels like they're judging me and it doesn't feel very comfortable.
And yes, Claireeey, SJ, and whoever else who knows and is reading my blog.. I don't give a damn if people find out what I'm going through. I'm so stressed right now, I need to blog about it. I know you guys say I shouldn't care what people think about us but I notice it. I don't care but I notice and to notice that sorta stares is not fun!
I'm glad I've made the decision to NOT keep this a secret from people! :D Somehow, it's less stressful, isn't it?
I don't know. It is for me. Screw what people think, huh? Gain back some control over who I really am! :D :D

I'm currently doing research for my new project. I've chosen clubs as my theme. LOL! Thanks Claireeey! I think my theme would be more on the sexy, drunken side. You get me?
I'm so confused, man. I've got two classes, Design Principles and Interior Architecture in Context 1. Doesn't that sound so confusing to you? But the classes aren't very close together so it's less stress (Thank you Lord).
If we don't have to stay back for studio time, I actually have Wednesday and Thursday afternoons off and the whole of Friday off :D.
I'm glad!
I'm in the same group as Nat for Design Principles but for Interior Architecture in Context 1, I got split! I'm with Ah Tung (James XD), Wan Hui, Wilson and three girls from FCA20.

*sigh* All this ass-ignments...

Today, I went out for lunch with ChrissyBaby and SJ! :D I'm glad I met Chris again! She was poking her nose into my love life XD I miss that woman! Then we went over to her house and 'studied'. I sat around being gloomy and they tried studying. I was reading Microeconomics at one point ._. Anyway, we then went over to Paandi's near Chris' house for a drink and we caught up on HER love life, this time. It's fun being with Chris. She makes me forget all problems. :D It's something like how I feel when I'm with SJ. They both make me feel happy all the time. Anyway, she was VERY interested in OUR love interests. As usual. And we told her everything. EVERYTHING. Which kinda surprised me cause we (SJ and I) usually don't do that. And it felt nice to let everything out without holding back and completely trusting the person won't let anybody know.
Then, I took one hour to get home cause the entire PJ is jammed. We had bak kut teh for dinner :D That was good! Then I followed my sister out to 1Utama and we both agreed that we like The Curve better. Cause at least The Curve had places to go for a nice drink without walking the distance of the Nile River. We eventually came home to drink 100Plus at home XD.
And then he called and made me feel a little better but I was still a little down after talking. Anyway, to people who are interested, we don't talk all that much over the phone. Usually it's 'How was your day?', I tell him my day and then I ask about his, he tells me about his and then we hang up. It's a nice short and sweet conversation. Saves money on phone bills and leaves alot to be said when we meet. XD LOL!
Now that I am freely talking about him, it feels kinda nice :D

Finally, back to school! :D :D :D :D Was so happy! I bet in two weeks time, I'd be groaning for the holidays. Lol!
Lunch break was definitely the most interesting. I tried to avoid them meeting but I didn't know they allowed non-students in. And Nat is totally into it right now lol!
And they also said something that has me freaking curious now.
The orientation itself was PURE CRAP. -.- I totally hate Ms. Horseface now. I thank God she's not my lecturer for the year. I thank God she's not even in freaking interior architecture.

My Japanese exam is tomorrow and am I studying? HELL NO! I'm so freaking dead. Especially for my kanji! Argh! And I have school tomorrow at 9! Aaaaaaaaah! I'm gonna sleep so bad.

Avenged Sevenfold is so awesome! :D Does anybody have any idea where to get their All Excess DVD? I want it SO BAD! My sister even had her friend find it in Singapore and they didn't have it there! T_T (Go to YouTube and search for Avenged Sevenfold Hotel Drunks.. LOL! SynGates drunk is the most awesome thing I've ever seen lol)

I've been told again that I'm crazy. Am I really? Like, honestly? I tried defending myself by saying I'm the most normal person he'll ever meet but he laughed at me ._. Am I really crazy? Maybe I should tone down the madness a little? But SJ told me to take it as a compliment. I guess I'd do that. Lol! I'm not mad. Definitely not mad. I'm freaking normal! Hehehe~

I think my female hamster needs to do 'it'. She keeps rubbing up against the hamster wheel. o_o It's very freaky...
Sis : Oi, Lyd, what the hell is your hamster doing?
Lyd : I don't know... Is she stuck again?! Fat slob.
Sis : No, I don't think she's stuck la.....
Sis and Lyd : *stares*
Sis and Lyd : Oh my God! Is she humping the wheel?!
Lyd : *pokes hamster*.. She's freaking horny!

My brother keeps insisting he's not an emo boy but he is. He has the floppy fringe thing. I'm telling him to go get himself a manbag and he's not listening to me. His only retort to my emo-teasing is the fact that he calls me lychee. -__-"
Seriously, with a family like this, it's not wonder I'm being told I'm crazy.
Just now, we were MSN-ing (hey, he was all the way downstairs, you don't expect me to go all the way down to talk to him do you? LOL)
Lyd : Yo, your lovely sister is back from college :D
Dan : Cut the lovely
Lyd : Go die
Dan : Cut the lovely. Add the lychee :D
Lyd : Dude, can you stop showing the gene like it's an art exhibition?
Dan : Eugene? (his friend)
Lyd : Your doing it again -.-
Dan : LOL!
By the way, the 'gene' is something that I've noticed after 19 years of living with my family. Notice that each one of my family members are lame. From my grandmother to my youngest brother. Everybody, at one point in time, has been really lame. And it comes really naturally! Everytime my Dad tells a lame joke across the dinner table, I'd act all horrified and go 'NO! Keep the gene! I swear, there's this little strand of DNA in us that is labeled 'LAME'!' and he'd give me the glare that says 'I'll grab your rabbit and cook it'. So I usually stop at that time LOL!

And that's enough blogging for the night lol.

Does anybody have any idea how to get me to stop thinking? I keep thinking and thinking and I get so stressed.
I think this has something to do with my dwindling appetite. I haven't eaten anything much these past few days. I woke up today and drank Milo. And that was it for the rest of the day until dinner. I keep thinking and stressing and I don't eat.
Today, I went to The Curve with my sister. And the moment I smelled that smell... I turned around like O_O. I felt so weird. LOL!
And it wouldn't get off my shirt yesterday. Made things so bad. I stripped it off so quickly I amazed myself.
But, it's comforting, you know?

Real post below.

Decided to do this to see what my mind would reply on impulse. I've not thought of these answers.

1) Single, Taken, or Flirty
- Single

2) Are you happy with that?
- I'm not too sure right now.

(Where's #3?)

4) Have you ever had your heart broken?
- No.

5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is ok?
- Definitely not.

(Where's #6?)

7) Have you ever talked about marriage with another person?
- Heck NO!

8) Do you want children?
- Haven't thought about it at all.

9) How Many?
- If I DO decide, I hope it'll be only two.

10.) Would you consider adoption?
- Of course.

11) If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
- A little too late for that.

12) Do you want someone you can't have?
- I think so.

13) Have you fallen in love?
- I'm not sure.

14) Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?
- I guess so.

15) Do you believe that you can change for someone?
- If I love the person hard enough.

16.) Is it a good day?
- Today? Definitely not. Tomorrow? YES! School! :D

17) Have you ever broken a heart before?
- I don't think so.

18) Does your ex still have feelings for you?
- Hell no.

19) Do you still have feelings for them?
- Fxck no!

I spent the whole night being stressed. I've never been so stressed. I'm so stressed that I'm excited to be going back to school on Monday. So fxcking excited. I want to finally be doing something to get my mind off my problem right now.
It must be true. I AM crazy!

School's in two days time! *squeal* I can't wait :D

I had fun today. Seriously, guys! :D

I can't focus right now. Lol! My sister was feeling a little scared in my car just now. Argh~ What's wrong with me? I shouldn't be let loose.

I can't even focus on blogging now.
Gee, this is a first.

My brother is now calling me lychee.
LYCHEE! The fxcking fruit.
He calls me 'Lydia Che', see. He IS lame so he joined the 'Ly' with the 'Che' and added an E.
Stupid.

I needa go rest my brain.

I'm quite hooked to Facebook! Oh no~! The evil Facebook-virus has gotten me bad! But it's so fun. I wanna get a rabbit :D

Okay, guys, my sister is stalking me tomorrow.
Don't worry. Lol~
SJ is emo-ing at me. She says I'm ditching her because she wanted to go out with me tomorrow but asked a little too late. Ar, sorry DARLING! Lol~ You're still #1 to me :D (Just so you know, she's not serious, she's teasing me, the little wolf)

Had Japanese class just now. I'm so dead for my exam on Tuesday. ARGH!
After that, we had a little drink at Silva's behind. And then Neal left and I followed SJ to pick up her cash at Giant near Summit and then I came home.

Now, I'm clearing up my stuff and my nose is dying thanks to the dust. My Dad is getting us new beds because our current ones doesn't give anybody a place to sleep if they decide to drop by one day. My back hurts. Urgh! I should stop complaining.

Yeay! I got new jeans! :D :D!
FINALLY~!
School's starting in 4 days time!! :D

I wanna jump on a ship and sail away into the sunset right now.
I wanna run away!
(...with orange juice. I'm craving for it now)

I'm reading a manga that's high on crack right now. Lol!

1. How old will you be in five years?
~24 very old years.~

2. Who did you spend at least two hours with today?
~My family~

3. How tall are you?
~165 cm? I think~

4. What do you look forward to most in the next six weeks?
~Hm, probably class starting. I'm bored~

5. What's the last movie you watched?
~Harry Potter?~

6. Who was the last person you called?
~My brother~

7. Who was the last person to talk on the phone with you?
~SJ~

8. What was the last text message you received?
~Don't remember~

9. Who was the last person to leave you a voicemail?
~Nobody leaves me voice mail~

10. Do you prefer to call or text?
~Call. I prefer listening to voices~

11. What were you doing at 12am last night?
~Talking to SJ~

12. Are your parents married/divorced/separated?
~Married~

13. When is the last time you saw your mom?
~15 minutes ago~

14. What color is your room?
~White~

15. What time did you wake up today?
~12:13 PM~

16. What are you doing right now?
~This~

17. What is your favorite number?
~1~

18. Where is your favorite place to be?
~My bed~

19. Where is your least favorite place to be?
~An exam hall~

20. Where would you go if you could go anywhere?
~France~

21. Where do you think you'll be in 10 years?
~Probably still here but I hope I'll be in France~

22. Do you love music?
~Hell yeah~

23. What do you fear the most?
~Things without legs, drowning, burning, losing Ivan~

25. Who was the last person to send you a message?
~Nat~

26. How big is your bed?
~Single~

27. Do you sleep with or without clothes on?
~With~

28. What color are your bedsheets?
~Sometimes purple, sometimes yellow~

29. How many pillows do you sleep with?
~2~

30. What was the last thing you eat?
~Rocklea Road!~

31. Are u bored right now?
~Yes, hence why I'm doing this~

32. What do u wish to do?
~Go on stage XD~

33. College or university?
~College. I think~

34. Quiz or midterm?
~Midterm~

35. Starbucks or secret recipe?
~Starbucks~

36. Vietnam or Thailand?
~Thailand~

37. Singing, acting, or dancing?
~Dancing~

38. Listening to any songs now?
~I always do~

My internet's being a bitch at the moment so I'm gonna make this a really quick post!

1. Nat called me at 12 this morning asking me to go meet her and Shari in Asia Cafe.
2. After Nat and Shari left I met another person. Those who know about it, and want to know what happened, message me! Don't worry, guys! I'm playing it safe~ Lol!

I feel that #2 needs a whole paragraph on it's own. Real quick though, cause I do not know when my internet may give up.
I've only told a handful of people I trust. I trust that you guys would not tell anybody else, okay? I would get really pissed if you do. Nat, Shari, Claireeey, RayRay, SJ, Steph.. I trust you guys. And I hope you guys trust me, that I'm not stupid.
Do not write any message/comment/tag on my blog relating to it. Talk to me directly, please.

Went to Klang today~ Was late reaching there, hence why we were late coming home. I was so late I couldn't even make it for Japanese class (Sorry, sensei).
Anyway, Thingy drove us around and let us eat his salad. We first went to his house and I'm so surprised he actually let his turtles run free in the house!
Claireeey : Where's the other one?
Thingy : *Points to the floor behind table* Right here.
Claireeey : OHMYGODTHINGY!
Lyd : *Peeks around* O_O!
Thingy : Whaaaaaaaat?
And he kicks them around. Lol! And he was also teaching us how to check if the turtle is a male or female. Too much info but... so what?
Then he drove us to the port and we went to Crabby Land! He treated us to lunch there (Thank You Thingy!) and we walked around for a bit before we headed back mainland side.
And since I was already gonna be late (Thanks to the STUPID KTM!) he drove us to the beach where we sat enjoying the breeze for awhile.
And then we came home.
We SS-ed a whole lot too LOL!
Coming back was another story... -.-
Let's just say I'm flattered but disturbed.

Claireeey and I on the stupidly small claustrophobia inducing boat.

Me telling my Mum I'd be late.

Claire and I enjoying the beach.

Thingy and I imitating one of his baby pictures.

Very bored.
And hungry.
T_T

Have you ever heard Alizee's Moi.. Lolita?
My memory somehow remembered the tune last night and I downloaded the song. Ah~ First time I heard it was in Nat's grandma's house in 2002.
She was all 'Oh! This song~ Guys, listen to it *puts volume up*, it's nice'

And that reminds me of our days in Form 2 and 3. We used to love performing dances, lol, and we found every opportunity to do so.
It was kinda nice, how we used Nat's grandma's house as our little studio (that little mirror by the wall was very useful) and we bummed around till it was time to go to school, watching MTV, chatting, eating and all that.
I'm quite surprised at how typical we were. At that time, I never thought of us as typical but now that I look back, we were typical. Typical for teens at that age. We watched MTV, loved boys, loved dressing up, loved make up, loved hanging out at malls, hugged each other for everything, squealed at favourite celebrities, hated school, constantly dreaming etc.
In school, I was constantly sleeping, SJ was constantly trying to get me out of trouble, Shari kept trying to get us to study a little more (and for me to stop liking Lance), and Nat was constantly doing maths no matter what subject we were having. We just kept doing stuff that we liked and not bothering. I kinda miss those days. We did so many things..
Buying french fries and Twisties back into class to eat cause our Form 2 math teacher always had her back to the class.
Us rushing our Geography homework cause our Form 3 Geography teacher was also the discipline teacher and always made us wash toilets.
Me walking out of science class everytime in Form 3 because we were supposed to do so if our homework isn't complete.
All four of us trying to hide our P.com nonsense by sticking them under our desks, tearing up unimportant 'seasons', hiding them in between textbooks etc.
SJ and I trying to get out of our Moral class (which was taught by our headmistress). While Nat and Shari always couldn't escape theirs cause their teacher was always on time, unlike ours who was always delayed due to school-y problems.
SJ climbing out the window on the third floor to retrieve books because our Form 3 math teacher threw Shari's science books out as punishment for Shari doing her science homework during math.
SJ and I lying to Nat and Shari so they'd get out of class and we could take a little peek at their 70 Goals in Life that was stuck in their folders only to have them come back and catch us.
Shari, Nat and I thinking up cheers and routines in class to contribute to our teams (while class is going on).
The three of us standing up for SJ whenever people spread rumours about her or ruin her relationships by cornering the girl and questioning her (with a subtle hint of threats).
The three of them hitting me over the head cause I'm being negative/not studying/liking Lance too much/emo-ing.
The three of us constantly bugging Nat to help us get a decent C in math cause we were all failing.
The three of us laughing at Shari's lack of spelling abilities (which I'm sure has improved ;))
The three of us trying to catch up with SJ's string of boyfriends, crushes and celebrity crushes.
Shari and SJ ganging up on me.
SJ and I comforting Shari after Nat ignored her in MidValley.
All four of us trying on all the clothes in MNG, Guess, Miss Selfridge, TopShop bla bla bla~

And when I think about the years that I've known them, it's funny. I met Nat on the day we registered for primary school. Barely 7 years old. I knew Shari when we were 11 but never liked her very much till we met again in Form 2 XD. Met SJ when we were 10 because she randomly chose me to complain about her brothers and we became best friends for 2 days in Standard 6 (12 years old) because we both fought with our best friends. LOL!

Lol~ And that was my memory speaking for today.
Only because there was nothing else to blog about and those two years in secondary school was probably the most fun.
After that, studies caught up, people moved on (we're still friends), and we grew up.
It sucks growing up.
Is there a cure for PeterPan Syndrome?

And Claireeey~ I still don't understand the privacy shit for the blog. What if I don't invite somebody but that somebody has a Blogger account? Will that still enable him/her to read my blog? *is very confused*

One more post and I would have had posted 800 blog posts.

Woke up this morning for church~
The message was about mission work. It was the same as the last time he spoke but I guess it was forgiven because there wasn't anything to update anyway.
I don't understand why they think you have strayed just because you haven't been attending church. It's not like you can't be a Christian without attending church. Some things in life, I just don't understand. (No, nobody asked me whether I've strayed [I was in church see ;)])

For lunch, I followed my parents and grandma to Subang Parade cause my Dad had some stuff to pick up. Had lunch at The Manhattan Fish Market. Food was good but service was bad.. My dad was flipping like a fishy at the waiters but the food sorta calmed him down a little.
We were in Parkson, and we were walking towards the Pierre Cardin area where my Dad was when my grandma very randomly just pointed towards this underwear box (guys knickers) and she was all 'Look at his body~ Not nice.' and I'm just standing there staring after my grandma like (._.) - Did my grandma just comment on a half naked male model posing in really puny man-panties?
I was amused after the shock was gone. Something tells me she thinks it's ugly the way all the flesh was showing. Lol~

Then, SJ came over and we rushed over to Cineleisure trying to catch a show but was late. Argh~ Stupid traffic. We walked around a little, SJ found a skirt-y that she like-y. I found many things that I like-y (as usual).

After that, the family went to Carey Island for dinner. Same place as last time. Aaa~ I'm so freaking full now.
My Dad was being really weird on the way there.. He kept singing this weird song that went 'You don't even know how to say I'm sorry' or some shit like that. And kept adding in his own words and being really really lame in an amusing way. The drive was at least 30 minutes or more and he KEPT singing that SAME line! Except using 'dragonfruit', 'personification' (thanks to my second sister), and many other random items that he sees.
I kept looking backwards towards my Mum's car (we went in two cars, we are a big family) and gave her puppy dog eyes while mouthing out 'SAVE ME!'. She thought I was bored not tortured.

Tomorrow is Claireeey's last day of work!
College is starting in two weeks time, eh?
Everybody's wrapping up work and getting ready for studying?
:)
Sorta can't wait. I keep wondering whether there'll be new people and whether other people from my year will quit.

My Bleach is taking forever to load. And I'm only waiting for it to load because I wanna see Urahara! (That IS his name, right? It's been forever since I read the manga)
Who cares. He's so hot in his odd, peculiar way.

I slept till around 12 something today. And then SJ called to wake me up cause we were going to The Curve. So we went. I bought Arkham Asylum! :D That's the Asylum that the Joker comes from (I'm talking about Batman here, okay). The book is pretty cool. A little confusing but cool all the same. I think Joker is so awesome. His face was so amusing when he said 'Please, Miss! Two-Face just pissed his pants' or something like that. His face totally reminded you of this [8D]. Not kidding lol.
SJ bought three books (I'm totally not joking) and after weeks of dragging me into The Body Shop and shoving the Cassis Rose scented eau de toillete, she FINALLY bought it. And wasted no time scenting up her wrists. I gotta admit, it's a nice smell but I like the blue one that sounds something like ocean. Oceania? Oceanus? I don't know. But it's a nice, fresh, non-overwhelming smelling perfume. I wanna get that!

And then Dad took us all out for dinner at Atria (the closest, most saddest, little mall near my house, but it's quite okay). Then, my brother wanted to look for school shoes and at the same time I got a new bag~ It's all white-like and leathery-like. :D Nice nice nice~

Angus, Thongs and Full-frontal Snogging is being made into a movie! :D

I need jeans. Lol!

I woke up at 2 PM~ I wonder if that's enough sleep for tonight. Argh~! My legs are so amazingly painful.
(Remind me to stock up on coffee for tonight)
Nat actually woke me up at 9:30 AM this morning.
Lyd : *groan*
Nat : Lyd?!?!! Are you awake?! I'm sorry if I woke you! Did you get my message??!! Can you and SJ come over now?! We need people to tie bows!
Lyd : Huh? More bows? *groan* Fine, yeah, okay, I'll call SJ.
Nat : Hehe! Thank you~
-1 minute later while sitting on my toilet (not doing anything just sitting -.-)-
SJ : Aa? *in sleepy voice*
Lyd : *now awake* Are you awake?
SJ : No *still sleepy*
Lyd : Sorry, Nat needs people to tie bows. Can you go now?
SJ : More bows?
Lyd : Yeap. So can you?
SJ : Aa.
Lyd : Okay, see you then,
-After I finished bathing-
Nat : Yo, Lyd, sorry, don't need to come. The people here sent their people to tie the bows already.
Lyd : Ah.
Nat : Sorry, can go back to sleep!
-I called SJ-
Lyd : Don't needa go. They already have people
SJ : Ah, yes, I got the message.
Lyd : Good night then.
SJ : Good for you. I can't sleep. I washed my hair.

I'm lacking sleep.

I'm still tugging my hair in hopes that it'll grow faster.
Stupid slow growing hair.

Yesterday, sometime when SJ and I were bumming around, I muttered 'Aah~ I'd like to have a relationship'.
We were in Kinokuniya in the romance section. So you kinda know how that came about. Anyway, eventhough I was muttering she heard me and was all '*stoops down to where I was sitting, and really close* WHAT DID YOU SAY?!' and I'm all '-.- I'd like to have a relationship'. And she put her hands on my cheeks and was all 'WE'RE FINALLY ON THE SAME WAVELENGTH!!:D'

And I gotta go prepare for guitar class.. and then Japanese class..
And then my entire night. Aah, I'd much rather be out partying at that hour.
I wonder if I can wake up for Crabby Land tomorrow.

I'm so freaking sleepy now.
Remember my whole job thing?
I had to go to KLCC at 8 PM last night. And I only came home at 4:30 AM. Lol~
Then, this morning, we went at 11 AM. And now we're back. We would've done another 8-4 but my mum was a little worried I'd be sleepy. Which I am. I was just a little worried leaving, because the place was obviously SO NOT READY for tomorrow's event.
Tomorrow, we're going to take it all down at 11 PM. Another through the night thing.
Oof~ My arm, legs and back is hurting like it has never hurt before. Pretty intense hurting, if you ask me.

And I'm too tired to continue.
I'm going to sleep now. Urgh~!

D has a new single!! (That I apparently missed)
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaah~!!
Remember how I LOVED Asagi in a kimono!?
His kimono is even better in the Sakura Hanazaki Somenikeri PV!
^_^ ^_^
Go watch the video!
It's so japanese-y~ :D

[Yes, that's all for this post]

I'm feeling very crabby.
I think it's because I only slept at 5:30 AM last night and I got woken up at 8 AM.
I'm lacking sleep and I feel like punching the trees outside my house.

Did you know, there's a JRock band by the name of Ry:dia?!?!
Why didn't they just change the bloody R into an L and make it Ly:dia? XD
I'm still wtf-ing at the name. There's so many JRock bands nowadays, they're running out of names (and originality and creativity). They all seem to be the same. They either look like Gazette clones or they do the whole oshare thing and overload on the pink and the overwhelming cuteness (which sometimes doesn't really work). I'm still into the scene but not into the new bands. I'm sticking to Dir en grey, Gazette, D and all my earlier favourites (half of them already disbanded). Lately, all the new bands I'm getting into seem to come from Europe.

I got lured into Facebook. ._.
My sister is at fault for this. She HAD to tell me we could throw sheep at people over Facebook.
I'm only using Facebook cause I can throw sheep :D
*throws sheep at you*
Did you know that it's also fxcking kinky? You can sell yourself off as a pet!! O_o

As you can tell, I'm not at work today. Apparently, the people setting up the place aren't ready. They haven't done the flooring and moving the tables so we can't go and set up the other stuff. Nat very nicely messaged me at 3:30 AM last night to tell me. What made her think I would be awake is beyond my imagination but I was so, no problem. She'll message us when they're ready for us to go so I've got to be on standby in case that happens. Probably by this evening or tomorrow. Aaaah~ I just want my money.

At around 2 something last night, I was freaking bored lying in the dark so I decided to do some of those exercises that I read over MSN Health (don't ask, I was bored). Supposedly, it'll give you a flatter tummy. You basically put both hands behind your head, then lift both your legs so that your body is bent at a 90 degree angle at your ass. Then you lift your head.
Yeap, so I lifted my legs and then my head (this was my first one) and I was all 'OW OW OW OW OW OW OW!!!!! Who the fxck in their right mind would inflict this form of self torture!?!?!?!' and I think my sister just about died (she wasn't sleeping yet). Anyway, I persevered and did about 3 more before I found my muscles failing. But it's quite good though. You can feel your stomach muscles being put to use.

And I'm going to bring my crabby ass into the bathroom for a much needed shower.
Why's it so fxcking hot?!

"Daikiraina kao jyuku sai"

So fxcking bored. Argh~ I want some excitement.
College is starting in 2 weeks time. About 2 weeks, anyway. It's almost time to go back to assignment cramming! But, I checked my college's website, and we're learning history of architecture in the first semester!! *pumps fist in air* Rennaisance, Gothic and, uh, one more. *pumps both fists in air*. I'm hyped for that! Other than that, our subjects looked like they would have alot of assignments. Was not exciting. T_T Especially our drawing class. I'm quite excited about starting, though *glances sideways at other classmates*. I miss waking up late, rushing through my bath, speeding to college and making it on time to walk behind my lecturer into class. I also miss staying up all night the night before our deadline and then drinking coffee like water after handing it up only to end up sleeping on my folio bag 5 minutes later.
I wonder if there'll be new people in our class. It'll be nice if there're new people to make up for the ones that aren't gonna continue.

Our Crabby Land trip has been postponed! We're not going on Friday anymore~ Nat gave me the wrong date and day. She said the job was on the 13th (which is a Monday) and then she said it was on Tuesday! So we're only going to Crabby Land on Saturday. Hopefully. Claireeey, update me okay~ Feel free to call me while I'm holed up in the KL Convention Centre.

I want to go to Disneyland. In Florida.
The original.
(Though, I should consider myself lucky that I've already visited Disneyland, Tokyo, eh? And nearly got myself lost at that)

"Have you been a Dad today?"

Apparently, my personal message is baffling quite a few. If you're not on my MSN list, the message reads 'If you have it you want to share it, if you share it you haven't got it'.
People have been trying to guess what it is since I put it up. So far, about four has given up and they know the answer. The others are still refusing to give up. Just give up! I wanna tell you~

The opening theme for xxxHolic is nice. Very weird beat and tune.

My throat doesn't feel so painful today *Thank you God*
But the medicine for my cold is making me so sleepy and groggy I feel like a total drug junkie.

And I'm hungry. I'm still craving for dim sum, prawns and crabs.
If we go to Crabby Land, are we REALLY going to have SEAFOOD for LUNCH?!
Cause I usually only eat seafood for dinner.

My fever is now like a raging sandstorm in a desert. Sandstorm because it's clouding up my brain and desert because my temperature can probably match that of the Sahara.
I'm trying to calm it down by thinking of a nice beach holiday. Aaaaah~ Not that I'm a beach-type person but the Sahara in my head could probably use a little bit of calm mental images.

Rye-chan~ Go watch MirrorMask. I think you'd like it!
Nee On! Watch it too! If you liked Mononoke's different style, you'd probably enjoy watching the different-ness of MirrorMask too.

And I've left this window open for too long. It's been at that two paragraphs for the entire afternoon. I'm leaving to eat. Japanese food :D Which means, SUSHI!
*makes a mental reminder to set aside stomach medicine in case I eat too much*

I finally bought my MirrorMask today! I don't have to wait donkey years for it to download anymore!^_^
I'm very happily watching it right now, though, I've only watched till the giants orbiting part. I love that scene so bad.
Went out with SJ to The Curve today. Was late, we only reached there at around 3. Nothing much to see and do.

Then I came home to my Dad wanting to go out to Bak Kut Teh. :D
I kept complaining to SJ about how my lunch lacked meat and I just had to flag her down before she left and tell her that I'm going to eat MEAT!

I'm also sick. Just came back from the doctor's and I've got my ever occuring flu.
*groan*

I'm so in love with the imagination of MirrorMask's creators. It's so, imaginative and surreal.. :D I love the mood and atmosphere of the show. Man, I can write 5 million pages about the atmosphere and mood. Lol.

The result of learning too many languages...

... 'You know, it's abunai desu to stand in the lorong like this'-SJ
That's 3 languages. I'm surprised I don't find any chinese words in that.

Sensei : Fast food yori mo...............?
Nee On : Osoi tabemono hou ga ii desu.
Urm, you won't get it. Nevermind. I'm just putting it here to remember XD
SJ is trying to get us to speak Japanese. Unfortunately, we still can't pluck words out fast enough.

I may be going to watch Rush Hour 3 tomorrow~ :D

I feel like making prawn fritters now. I wonder if my Mum has prawns~
Hungry hungry hungry!
I feel like I'm coming down with a flu. I've woken up three days in a row with my throat hurting.
And I just came back from eating prawn fritters! *yum yum*
Although, it IS a little weird to be cooking prawns at 10:40 PM at night.. and my grandma WAS a little surprised to find me salvaging the fridge for prawns but it was goooood~ Even my brother came up to steal eat some.. LOL~
And now I'm being reminded of my high cholesterol problem.. NnM! Don't remind me! Don't remember my problems! >_<

We were supposed to go to Crab Island today! T_T
Had to be postponed to next Friday.
Ting Fung~! ^_^ I'll take up your offer on spending me a meal :D
And you know what, Claireeey~ If we HAD gone today RayRay wouldn't have made it. Did I tell you? He's all 'Ah, I have a party to attend la, you all have fun la'. He has found love, he doesn't need us.. T_T He has forgotten all the times I've spent listening to him rant about being single and lonely! Partying and all... without me too!

Why were the roads so jammed today at 2 PM?
Why don't people work?!
Took me so freaking long to get to where I was going.

I have gone back to watching You're Under Arrest. You know that anime?
Lol~ I am so obviously bored.
College is starting soon!! *cheers* But I'm quite weary of going back. I'm just thinking about all the classes, all the assignments... Maa~ I do miss attending class though. I miss the lunches. Lol!

I finally took a good look at my I.C picture yesterday and I really do miss my long hair! LOL! Why'd I bother cutting it short again? It all started with that Bou cut...grrr~
I'm considering extensions. (I'm also joking, in case you didn't notice)

And I'm gonna go off and watch my anime in peace.

Wheeee~ Got my first paycheque today :D
There's something different in holding your FIRST cheque. Unfortunately, I didn't keep it for very long... banked it in almost immediately. Maybe my Mum was afraid I'd spend it all at one go (she knows me well).
Haven't been to college in so long. Nothing has changed. LOL! That office lady is still as slow as slow can ever be ^_~

SJ just messaged me reminding me that Avenged Sevenfold is playing tomorrow.
And that Singapore is just four hours away from us.
I'm feeling emo-y right now. We could have been there! :(
I would have had another dream come true! Meet SynGates!
Now that I think about it.. I've had so many dreams come true~ From meeting my celebrity crush at 15 (though he was a little bit of a snob.. *sheesh*), doing things that I want, studying art and stuff like that. I'm beginning to feel a little better about not meeting SynGates. XD But I still wanna see him perform!

Aaaaaaaah~ Nat-o has another job for me :D
This time it's setting up work! At KL Convention Centre.. I wanna do it! Have to go talkie talkie to my daddy first-y!

I watched Bronze last night. That's got to be the MOST dramatic yaoi anime I've watched to date (We'll leave Ai no Kusabi out of this). Not the first time, but I always end up crying like crazy! And it's not just at the ending that I cry, it's the entire show! Rye-chan~ Go watch TT
And then I watched this anime called Mononoke. Not Princess Mononoke but just Mononoke. It's awesome. I love it. The art style is not something very normal and it's not pretty but it's pretty..uh, bright. Very nice. It's like a moving art book. I'm so not kidding. And the stories are horror. Folk tales of demons and stuff. Very nice! Supposedly this is the sequel to the anime called Ayakashi or something like that.
Something tells me Nee On would like this anime. He likes anything weird and unusual.

Hungry Ghost Festival is coming soon~ Don is telling me about his Genting ghostly experiences. Or rather, his friends' experiences. Lol. How come I never get stuff like that in Genting or Camerons?

ANYBODY WANT A JOB?! Nat said there's 20 places for setter-upper people! I'm supposed to help her find anybody. 9teeners! Anybody want to earn extra cash?
And my Dad has agreed to me doing that job! Supposedly, it's good that I get my ass up and do some work.
I don't agree.. lol.. but I'm just thinking of money. :D

Ah! Bless the Child is so awesome.

This is a little late..so...

1. I was so screwed for kanji test today. XD Sensei let me copy off the paper~ :D
2. My brother handed me the King of Fighters CD yesterday and I've been playing obsessively since then. I've re-conquered my Vanessa-using prowess~ Still working on Iori and Kyo. And Whip. I use to whip people's asses using Whip but I can't do the same now. Lol!
3. I'm very bored hence the above entry.
4. Going off~ :D

I'm watching a very odd JDrama now.
It's freaking odd.
Ever heard of Gal Circle? It's about the gyarusa (a short form of gal circle) in Shibuya. You know, those that go around performing para-paras.
It's freaking odd. I don't know what to make of it.
._.
Except that MisaMisa from DeathNote plays Saki.
And the Head Teacher from Gokusen is in it :D
Go find it, it's about this cowboy who lands in Shibuya 109. And just... I dunno, from what I've seen, causes havoc ._.
T_T Even the ending is weird! Oh man~

I'm very very bored.
I keep watching all the JDramas on CrunchyRoll. I've had enough of crying!
And all the anime too~ Was watching this one called Zombie-Loan.. And they only had 5 episodes up but oh, gosh! It's so full of hot guys :D Shito, Chika, Shiba... All hot! (And their names all rhyme :D)
When will episode 6 be up? ^_^
RYE-CHAN! My anime loving buddy! Have you seen this one?

I wanna go jeans shopping! Like I've told Michelle countless times, we can never own enough denim.
And at this moment, I don't have a single pair of wearable jeans. Or rather, jeans that actually fit. Everything seems so loose.
I need jeans! I haven't even picked up my pay from college! :O I clean forgot! *panics*
I wonder if they still have my cheque... *ponders*

I need to get a new hamster bottle for my hamster. His is leaking. I woke up to find him shivering and wet.. and I couldn't even hold him to keep him warm. And then I discovered his bedding wet. *sigh*

Now I feel like watching Ayashi no Ceres. Just for old times sake. I haven't watched it in a long time~
SJ~ So are we going out on the eve?

And now, I'm watching King of Fighters. HAHAHA! I don't get the story line and their muscles are beyond believable. And Iori's hair is ridiculous. Even Elvis was better. But the fighting scenes are good.. lack of storyline aside.
I think I'll go and watch my King of Fighters now. Lol! This blogger window has been open since forever.

My arm hurts, I'm burning up thanks to our sun, and my head hurts... Can things get any worse?

... Yes, it can.
I'm also insanely bored.

Avenged Sevenfold's All Excess DVD has been released!! I was watching the date... What made me forget?! It's been out for practically half a month already!
Anyway, downloading it will take forever. It's 4GB. O_O How am I gonna burn it when I'm done? I will have to figure something out. Grrr~

Went to Ipoh over the weekend. It was my grandma's birthday. Nothing much has changed on the Ipoh side. Same old, same old. Thankfully.
I also brought along one of my magazines. And the one I happened to have brought along was the i-D magazine with the male model on the cover. This male model looks very pretty~ My grandma was a little ._. when she found out it was a guy. And then she went on about how girls dress like guys and guys dress like girls and you can't tell the difference anymore!
Lol!
She's very intune with the times, huh?

I'm currently burning all my NANA episodes unto CDs. I just realised they were taking up 3.35GB of my D drive!

And I've just received a message that is making me ponder..
How do you care when technically, the person is sort of the source of the problem but won't accept that excuse?
But, I'll try my best. If ever there's an occasion.

I still haven't watched the second half of Perfume. I'm kinda weary to see how they caught him in the end and I really don't want him to die. He's really innocent! His life just hasn't played out the way you would have liked it to be, honestly! (I'm talking to the government people in the show. That doesn't make sense lol)

[May change my blog URL. If I can't privatise it, I'll change it. Will figure something out. 3 years of having my thoughts and rants public is kinda enough. Would like to make it semi-private and non-user/family friendly (language wise).]

I'm suffering such a pounding headache now it's got to be the worst on the planet by far.
I actually woke up early today to do some baking (that golden butter cake I've been attempting to get started at for a week) but suffered a very much, unexpected as it was a rude, awakening. I couldn't lift my head enough to get out of bed. I couldn't sleep very well after that either cause the pain was excruciating. And I'm not even exaggerating! I only got out at about 1:30 PM and it was okay at first, till I took a bath. I'm not sure what it was about the warm water but it became worse. Watching TV wasn't any better either. And now, I'm not going to any class tonight due to the pain still pounding my brain into mush.
Wanna know how bad it is? I can't even listen to any of my songs except the classicals and instrumentals! And I'm not talking about instrumentals by metal bands. Usually, on days where I have my normal headache, Dir en grey's Clever Sleazoid is perfectly fine! (You have to listen to Clever Sleazoid to understand why I used this song). Now, I'm listening to piano music... violins... flutes. Not that I hate it, there's a reason why they're in my folders and that's because I love instrumentals.
I had to eat at least three different types of medicine till it subsided a little and it's still hurting like mad now. And now, because I have nothing else to talk about...

1.What do you think of the most when you are alone?
~Random things, animal rights, human rights, life and death, designs, career, music, my band, my hamsters, friends, clothes, SHOES.. everything that are important to me~

2. When it is a rainy night, what do you do most of the time?
~Curl up with a book, sometimes. Other times, sleep~

3. When was the last time you were out?
~Yesterday!~

4. What do you do when you see a full moon?
~Gaze at it's beauty~

5. Would you rather swim in the lake or dive in the ocean?
~Swim in a lake~

6. What would be the best partner of a good cup of coffee?
~Food wise, something sweet. Company wise, friends~

7.If you will to tell yourself something, what would it be?
~Shikkarishinasai!~ (am not too sure how to put this in English but most of you will get it)

8. If certain things in your life will fall apart, what will you do?
~Try to hold my head up and get through it the best I can~

9. Favourite month/s?
~January, February, October, December. That's New Year's, Chinese New Year, my birthday, Christmas and New Year's Eve!~

10. When your friends forget you, what will you do?
~Find new ones?~

11. Do you talk to yourself?
~Oh yes. I do that whenever I talk to inanimate things. Which is everyday~

12. Is there anything that you are craving for right now?
~A magical pill to rid me off this aching head~

13. i or
~Hm?~

14.Ever cried for something stupid?
~Hasn't everybody? Mine would be my toy glow worm my Dad took from me in exchange for a toy clown when I was young which he hid and didn't throw till I was older.~

15. Do you like anime?
~With hot men? Yes.~

16. How about Japanese music?
~I practically live on that half the time~

17. Do you have a bf?
~Nope! In no hurry. Enjoy playing around~

19. First thing you do after watching a movie?
~Find the toilet~

20. Do you wash the dishes in your house?
~Yeap~

21. Can you last two days without a bath?
~O_O One day, yes, two days is too much~

22. Most common words in your house.
~Hey~

23. The last lie you told your parents?
~Erm... I forgot. It's been a while~

25. Still go to the mall with your parents?
~OF COURSE! They're 'the' source~

26. Are you brand conscious?
~Not really but I love brands. Whatever is nice and fits well can do~

27. Ever fell in-love?
~Everybody has, haven't they?~

28. What time is it?
~6:20 PM~

29. Where are you?
~At home~

30. Is it in you to kill someone?
~I truly believe, if pushed to the edge, I would~

31. Daydream a lot?
~Yes. One of my main past times~

32. Happy with your life?
~Somewhat. Improvements can be made but I'm happy~

"Why do I feel like I'm hot?"

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I didn't sleep last night again. This is becoming too much. My nocturnal lifetsyle must now cease to exist! I HAVE to sleep at the God given time. Urgh~ Anyway, I watched half of Perfume: The Story of A Murderer last night. Rye-chan~ I think I know where Kaori Yuki got the idea for her Parfum Extrait~The guy in this show, Jean-Baptiste was born with a keen sense of smell. And he started searching to create the best scent of perfume in the world and discovered that the best scent was that of a beautiful young lady. And so he murders girls :D
Watch it, girl. You'd love it too. It's set in the 18th century.
The movie, so far, has hardly any dialogue. Which is really cool cause I always believe actions speak louder than words. Lol! Never believe words but always believe actions. Anyway, he just goes about murdering and he's so obsessed and so blinded by his obsession to find that scent that he doesn't seem to realise that he's killed all these women. The women to him are just like the roses he boils for the extract.
It's hardly gory, no gore at all. The only gore at the beginning was when he was born and when he was sniffing the worm infested rat.
After that, it's women nudity all the way. It's like..half porn or something without sex. XD

Went grocery shopping with my Mum today. I've noticed that my Mum is exactly the same as me when it comes to SHOES!
She, too, can't walk past a shoe shop without popping in to take a look. And always end up finding something nice. I got my shoe loving genes from her!

Sunway Lagoon plans.. cancelled. T_T. Claireeey~ You've got good timing, man!

I wanna own a unicorn. Were can I buy one?

And as you have noticed, I still can't figure out the private-isation part of Blogger. Claireeey~ Explain to me again.. Lol.

By the way, I've heard some Mystic Forest songs... and it's not as nice. Only one song has managed to attract my attention.

I logged on.. knowing very well what I wanted to crap about today... but the moment the dashboard showed up.. I forgot.
-_____-"
So, I'll do something that I've not done for about half a year~

1. I've got Japanese class in two hours and I've still not done my kanji shit.
2. Maksim is awesome.
3. I wonder if, through evolution, elephants would one day be half the size they are and blue.

Happy 'August the 1st' Eve~