So, work today was usual. I opened up the shop at 10.
I call Claire at 11 and say...
Lyd: Dude, I didn't open the shop today
Claire: Huh?
Lyd: I overslept
Claire: ... So how now??
Lyd: I don't know...
Claire: ...
Lyd: ... Naaaah! I'm sitting here right now HAHAHA
Claire: I'm going to seriously kill you when I get there.
Lyd: Did you die?
Claire: I had a heart attack.
Anyway, I have a load of videos of us mucking around but like we mentioned in the video, it IS taking two days to upload one. So no videos for today. I'll upload it all when I've got the time.
Also! We have TWO videos dedicated to both Nut and RayRay. :) And when watching these videos, sometimes, you may have to turn bend your head to your left because the camera was held wrongly at some points (Thanks to Claireeey).
Now is the depressing part of the day.
I met Chris, SJ and Nick at Amcorp Mall to say bye to Chris cause she's leaving for Bangi soon.
Anyway, I don't know what's up with conversation topics these days but he keeps popping up in it. So, the jist of it all is SJ basically told me straight to my face that she and Chris never really trusted him. Which kinda made me think 'Well, they don't really know him, do they?'.
And it's like, they were acting all parent-y during that time and telling me what's right and what's wrong. They said 'It's entirely up to me to decide' so I've made my choice and then they tell me it's wrong. Which is kinda like 'what the f' on my part.
And people are always going on and on about how they want to do something different. They want to take risk. They want to have some fun and excitement in their lives. The only difference is, I say it and I mean it which means I do it. And I've done it. Unfortunately, for those who keep saying it, they don't do it and when you do it they tell you you're gonna get raped, kidnapped, murdered or worse sold.
It's not that I really dislike SJ and Chris getting all parent-y but I have parents for that and SJ's only met him like for a very short while and Chris has NEVER met him in her life. They've never seen all the tiny little things he did and they never held out a conversation with him long enough to get to know him.
Okay, so they think he was just playing around because he didn't really know me. If that's the case, what do you think I was doing? I didn't know him very well either. And I just found it fun.
And you know what, I don't regret a thing.
As we were leaving to go home, I was already down in the dumps. Chris mentioned to me, right before she entered her house, that I looked troubled. I think I was troubled. I'm not too sure what I was feeling troubled about. Whether it was because I was kinda annoyed at them for forcing their morals and values on me (unintentionally of course) or because I regretted not calling him back that time. And I'm still confused. Of course, I didn't mention anything to Chris and just shook my head at her and said I'm not troubled but I think it was written all over my face. Like my Japanese sensei always tells me, she can tell how I'm feeling just by the look on my face.
But you know, he is in the past and I don't harp on the past.
I live for the future. Which means I'm looking for my hot French boy now.
Or at least a decent looking, tall guy :)
I've yet to find a Chinese boy that I really like.
