I just realised something very scary...
I'm reverting back to my old sef!
I'm re-becoming an introvert!
Oh maan.
But, there's some comfort in this.. :) Though, I never liked being an introvert (not one bit) but I've always been one and will apparently, continue being one. It's just something I do SO well!
Why do I say I'm an introvert again?
Lately, all I do is sit in front of my computer and play computer games, blog and NOT chat.
I watch movies on my computer and I don't talk to anybody except when it comes to meal times or the occasional TV times.
I'm not watching TV as much as I'd like to because I can't seem to conjure up the mood to watch TV.
All I do is sit here, rant about my inability to beat a game, talk to Ivan, download movies and music while occasionally picking up my DS to play. Can you imagine what would become of me if I do buy a PSP for myself? How much damage will that do to my social life??
I'll say it this once and I'll say it again... I'm quite a geek if you really get to know me :) As if I don't already look like one (not that I mind that much) but I really am one.
I make more blunders a day than one does in an entire lifetime and I fear for my children if I ever have any. Now, all I need to do to make myself more hidden away from life is to shift my bass and amps out of my room and plug them up near my computer. That way, I don't have to move away from my chair. Hmm, that's quite a good idea, eh?

Schools starting next Monday. I'm not looking forward to it. There's gonna be so much more people joining my class and I'm not looking forward to seeing so many unknown faces. As everybody knows, I don't work well with meeting new people. Half the time I stop smiling and look at them (it may not look it but I'm actually analyzing them) in this odd manner and then we'll have the whole 'Lydia's so bitchy' fiasco again. Happens all the time and I pray like hell that I'll be able to avoid it.

So, it's pretty much confirmed. My Dad will be going to Cambodia to work.
My Dad is not good at working away from our family, just so you know. Although, he says he'll come back every two weeks, I'm telling you, he won't last very long that way.
BUT, this also means that I've got a chance of going to Cambodia :D!
Angkor Wat! If I do get to see Angkor Wat, that'll be one dream down, 99 more to go!

Oh, school. I do not wanna go back!
The stress, the rush, the sleepless nights, the infuriating tutorials, the rejection of concepts, the inability to speak proper English (by our educators), the packed carpark, the early mornings, the Saturday group meetings, the rapid lost of cheek weight, the endless model board scraps collecting in my house, UHU glue fingers, pimples and more sudden unconsciousness at night.
Not something to look forward to.