Friday, September 26, 2008

"When I said we, you know I meant me"

So, Japanese class was just over and I was waiting for my sister to meet me and go for dinner together with her and her classmates.
Came down, she did and we set off to meet with the others.
When we met the others, one of them said,
"Hey, you guys wanna go X-Japan's concert in Bangkok?" (or something similar)
I say,
"What?"
Sister says,
"Really??"
He says,
"Yeah, sometime early January"
I say,
"I NAK PERGI!!!" (Because I was highly emotional, I spoke in Malay)

Right now, I'm checking to see if it's REAL.
Cause, you know how skeptical you can get when a fxcking dream comes true.

Anyway, group project has been shittier than shit.
Firstly, everybody speaks in Mandarin.. which I understand but I tend to tune out after awhile which leads to misunderstandings.
Secondly, I feel that 40 fxcking people in one damn group is too many people. It's like a classroom.

HOLY FXCK IT'S TRUE!!!!!!!
THEY ARE PERFORMING IN BANGKOK ON THE 31ST OF JANUARY 2009
OH MY HOLY LORD!!
*ahem*
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!
*ahem*
OH MY LORD OH MY LORD. I CANNOT BELIEVE THIS.
Oh shit, I forgot to un-capslock my keyboard. But who cares, X Japan is gonna be performing in Bangkok and there's a chance that I can go.

Shit, I feel like any moment now my Mum is gonna smack my bum and say 'Wake up, girl! You're late for school!!' or something.
I want, no NEED, I NEED TO GO.

This is a do or die situation for me.
There might not be another chance.
I have to go.
I have to go.
I have to go.
I don't need to feed myself. I'm saving up to go.
Starting from tomorrow.

I cannot begin to imagine what it'd be like watching them play live.
I really can't.
Pinch me, right now.