Another love survey. Hehehe

1. Can ex-lovers be friends??
Depends on how they broke up. If you broke up on good terms, forget it. If it was bad, then it's okay. :) (There isn't any mistake in this sentence)

2 . Do you think its ok to date someone if you are committed already??
The key question is: Is this 'someone' hot?

3 . What do u think is the biggest cause of break up
The people.

4 . Are you in love with someone at the moment?
Hell yeah.

5 . Are you missing someone at the moment?
I suppose :)

6. Would you die for the one you love?
Excuse me, men die for me. Not vice-versa.

7 . Do you think love hurts?
Whoa, you like it THAT way, huh?

8. What's the best thing about love?
I'd like to write sex just for the joke value but I don't think I will.
Best thing about love? I don't know. The feeling of being in love?
*cringes at the cheesiness*

9 . Whats the worst thing about being in love?
*regains composure*
The worst thing is the feeling of being in love. :D

10. Will you wait for someone you love?
When there are others out there?
No. The 'love' shouldn't have left in the first place. Now it's time to have fun!

11. What song best describes your life at this moment?
Nine Inch Nails - Over
I'm fading. Seriously.

13. Have you talked to the person you love on the phone?
. . . What kinda question is this?!

14. Is love always on your side or the opposite way?
Opposite way.

15. Do you have a gay/lesbian/bisexual friend?
HA HA HA HA.
I have ALL THREE!

16. Are you sick of love?
At the moment yes. I'm sick of other people being in love and I'm just sick of love.
Until a hot guy walks past, that is. :)

17. Are you sick of questions on love?
Depends really.

18. What are you going to do tomorrow?
What does this have to do with love?

19. What do u want so bad right now?
My sugar baby honey bunny! (No shit, right?)

20. Do you think money is everything?
Of course. I need something to feed me!

21. What song are you listening right now?
Ozzy Osbourne - I don't wanna stop.
[All my life I've been over the top, I don't know what I'm doing all I know is I don't wanna stop]
Add this to the song question up there.

22. Do you believe in forever?
No. We'll all die anyway. And when we die, I may go to hell and my 'loved one' may go to heaven. No such thing as forever.

23. What's the last words you want to say to your bf/gf/special someone??
I want to say to my boyfriend, 'You're hot. Let's get it on, damnit!'

Crazy Conversations

Aaaaah!
Someone pull me away from MySpace immediately!!
As usual, I logged on to check any updates about the bands that I like... and I saw this SUPER hot looking guy. To top that all off, he's in a band and he plays guitar and he's about my age!
As much as the saying 'looks isn't all that' is true, you have to admit, when you know nothing about the guy, looks is ALL that's going to attract you anyway (that and he has a fancy guitar).
So.... I added him ._.
I was about to send a message saying 'Hope you don't mind me adding you but damnit you're hot'. But as mentioned before, I'm very sane, full of maturosity and bursting with pridenosity so I refrained from making a virtual fool out of myself.

Anyway, I did manage to do what I originally set out to do. And one guy just released an album. It's fxcking awesome. Seriously. Some of these MySpace artists are SO overlooked. People should move on from the already succesful ones and pay more attention to these people. They're practically bursting with talent and you're still obsessed with Panic! At the Disco?! They've made it already! Old news! HAHAHAHAHA!
Don't mind me.
I'm high on too much bitter chocolate :)

Quote of the day:

.shakira. says:
lydia i intend to marry this boy, so dont screw with me

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!
I told her to wear a shirt that says 'I love my two boyfriends' to her boyfriend's house and parade in front of his parents. I also said that she'd never know their reactions if she doesn't try.
I should stop being crazy. I'm almost as crazy as SHE is.

[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
i think i have angered God in some way
†£¥ÐĪǺ ΤӘЅћЇ¥Λ† Finally eating. Not at comp. says:
and y?
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
lol
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
because
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
u dont see hot dudes liking me
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
really weird weirdo ppl
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
not weirdo-cool like us
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
its damn sad
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
I'M SORRY GOD!
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
T_T
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
haha
†£¥ÐĪǺ ΤӘЅћЇ¥Λ† Finally eating. Not at comp. says:
we're weirdo-cool, huh?
†£¥ÐĪǺ ΤӘЅћЇ¥Λ† Finally eating. Not at comp. says:
HAHAHA
†£¥ÐĪǺ ΤӘЅћЇ¥Λ† Finally eating. Not at comp. says:
u shud start going vegetarian for real
†£¥ÐĪǺ ΤӘЅћЇ¥Λ† Finally eating. Not at comp. says:
buddha is mad
†£¥ÐĪǺ ΤӘЅћЇ¥Λ† Finally eating. Not at comp. says:
and he's punishing u

[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
yeah
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
i know
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
hahaha
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
must be la
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
im sorry buddha
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
from now on
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
no more meat
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
except chicken and fish
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
HAHAHAHAHAH
†£¥ÐĪǺ ΤӘЅћЇ¥Λ† Finally eating. Not at comp. says:
-.-
†£¥ÐĪǺ ΤӘЅћЇ¥Λ† Finally eating. Not at comp. says:
not much of a point huh?
†£¥ÐĪǺ ΤӘЅћЇ¥Λ† Finally eating. Not at comp. says:
anyway
†£¥ÐĪǺ ΤӘЅћЇ¥Λ† Finally eating. Not at comp. says:
i gtg now
†£¥ÐĪǺ ΤӘЅћЇ¥Λ† Finally eating. Not at comp. says:
keep apologising to buddha

SJ and Shari being crazy.

[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
maybe i shud make it clear to *****
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
i dont date younger men
.shakira. says:
yes u should
.shakira. says:
haha
.shakira. says:
"i may look young, but i appreciate maturity"
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
try that in simpler english
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
hahaha
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
u shud see them talk
.shakira. says:
hmm,i might be young, but i like old old man loh

I'm bored.
I haven't done my model for tomorrow.
I'm so freaking lazy to start now!

I nearly had a mild heart attack just now.
For real.
SJ, Shari... I nearly blew our cover.
*bows down*

I've got Japanese class later.
I want to sleep T_T

The class had a site visit to Badan Warisan this morning.
I still prefer our Pavilion site visit X(
Was so freaking boring and at the end of the visit, they gave us some crap to eat that made me lose my appetite.
I'm not happy with people who can't get their food right.

I'm really tired. I hope I can sleep before Japanese class.
Ah, heck, I'll go give sleeping a try now :)
Night night :)

I haven't blogged in days!!
No mood.

Anyway, a short update.

Was at The Curve yesterday with Michelle and Nat.
Sanctuary sucks major ass. I hated the place. It's so LAME! Nobody was dancing. The party was dead. The DJ should be dead! The songs were bad.
And there was NO HOT GUYS AT ALL. I'm beginning to think there is no hope for Malaysia.
Now, we plan to go out next Saturday to Lecka Lecka in Bukit Bintang :)
According to Michelle, when she was there, the place was flooded with hot white guys.
Okay! :D
Then we hit Starbucks and just sat there chatting.
And she got paranoid when her boyfriend didn't pick up her call.
She began to think he was cheating on her.
And he wasn't. He was sleeping. Well, it WAS 3 freaking AM back in Australia when she called him.

Also yesterday, we went to Pavilion for our site visit. Oh lord! I love my class now XD
We had to study the structures :D :D
Nad and I studied the structures of shoes and clothes.
WHILE, we studied the building of course.

Listen to David Bowie (feat. Nine Inch Nails) - I'm afraid of Americans.
Very 'lol'.
I like it.
(David Bowie has gorgey hair, by the way)

I'm very busy and in a hurry right now so...

..this is gonna be a short one.

• There's this NTU lecture crap thing tomorrow. Don't think I'll go. Last year, it was a 45 minute advertisement. Not up for it so early in the morning.
• I have a model to make. Which requires materials that I don't have. More crap.
• Went to Bangsar with Nat just now for lunch. Still no hot guys *sigh* but nice stuff :)
• Japanese class is killing the brain cells required for living.
• Michelle wants to have dinner tomorrow. Where should we go..?
• Kagrra, rocks.

And I'm gonna go do my models now.

Nee On: I have this thing for analysing people. You know, like I classify them.
Me: Me. Me. Classify me.
Nee On: I can't. Cause you're still young. You aren't moulded into shape yet.... o_o
Lyd: ._. What shape?
Nee On: O_O Noo. I didn't mean... Oh dear.
Me: Which part are you analysing?!

Cheers.

Stupid people go away!
Stupid people go away!
Stupid people go away!
ARGH!!!
Seriously, stupid people go away!

It's like my new chant. I'm trying to do the whole Law of Attraction thing.
I don't know if it applies for this :S

Lately, I've been getting a little more active on MySpace. So many bands have added me but I never listen to their stuff. So, I decided to listen and comment if I like it and surprisingly! there's so many bands that I like now :)
There's one band called Lemon Drop Kick, Japanese people in the U.S. They added me ages ago and I finally listened. They're quite good. Female vocalist and all :) Very adorable comment they gave me after I commented.

[start message to SJ]
Masayo got a new boyfriend!! SJ SJ!! She has recovered from her grief!!
...
Her new boyfriend looks like Marilyn Manson ._.
I'm slightly startled.
He's the one she's been flirting with online for AGES from the U.S.
[end message to SJ]

By the way, people, a little English lesson here. If you're gonna say the word 'gonna', DO NOT, I repeat, DO NOT add the word 'to' behind it. See, 'gonna' means something like 'going to' so, if you add a 'to' behind 'gonna', you're basically saying 'going to to'. Which doesn't make sense.
Same theory goes for 'wanna' and 'needa'. Please learn, yo~

I cut my hair!! :)
It's at least three inches shorter than my previous length.
I look like me in 2003! (but more gorgeous, of course XD)
Anyway, it's an awesome cut and I'm rocking it!

Marilyn Manson and Twiggy Ramirez are reuniting for the 2008 tour!!
:D!
Mr. Manson says "The world could suffer much more if we were together again, and we really wanted to bring back the suffering".
Oh YEAAAAAAAH! Bring back that f*cking suffering! (and Twiggy at the same time)
I'm very happy now *wheee*!
I feel like calling SJ and yelling about it, but she doesn't like Marilyn Manson! Crap.

Hehehehehe!

I can't help but be happy!
Seriously! It's been years since they've played a show together!!

*continues the festivities*

Okay, seriously.
I'm freaking bored right now.
I need to have some entertainment in my life!!
*urgh*

Oo-er! Ginger Fish is joining the tour too :D :D :D
I wish the WHOLE freaking band would just get the f*ck back together and get Manson out of his solo-ness.
But it's okay. Cause Twiggy is in the bandwagon now :D
And Ginger Fish too :)

And to end the post.. I'll leave you with this quote from Marilyn Manson!
(Have I mentioned I LOVE whatever comes out of his mouth? Pure geniosity!)

Manson told the Glasgow Sunday Mail: "If a kid wants to be violent all they need to do is join the army. I just want people to feel emotion — good or bad."

Shopping extravaganza!

LOOK!! I picked up my pair of shoes!!
You know, the ones I desperately reserved yesterday? LOL! I find them really adorable. Seriously. :D
Despite that it looks like in the picture, the heel is about 4-5 inches high.

Met up with the 'super fool' today. (Eh, she calls me bitch, okay? Not funny lol)
Brought her to 1Utama for lunch with Nat. She wanted A&W, so Nat and I, being good people, went for that even though we just had it two days ago.
Then we started our shopping whackiness. I went over to pick up my shoes and in the process Nat got a pair too -.-. Not the same one~ She bought a gold-ish shorter heel.
Then, we went everywhere else! Michelle obviously bought a top from The Pink Pussycat. They gave this HIDEOUS cardboard bag thing that looks like that packaging you get from the McDonald's apple pie and it was coloured in this hideous green and pink. She took out the top and allowed me to rip it. Thank you!
While in the Padini Concept Store, Michelle reserved a pair of heels that were really pretty.
Nat found a nice goldish blackish top in The Pink Pussycat (I'm very upset at her..lol!) that she wants to go back and get. She also wants to go back and get the pair of heels that she tried on.
We go crazy in malls.
After that, Michelle and I went over to Subang to meet SJ for dinner. I got a top there for RM25 :) We went to the Mamak nearby for dinner.
Then SJ had to go to class so Michelle and I drove over to Sunway Pyramid where Michelle bought ANOTHER pair of shoes and ANOTHER Pink Pussycat top. After that, we drove to the mamak in SS2 (No, not Murni's. That place is so packed.)

There's something very embarassing about guys that we have in this country.
Seriously, no offence to the guys that are reading this (that aren't like this) but a couple of bad apples have spoilt YOUR lot.
While in Asia Cafe, just now, this random guy came up to Michelle and was all..
Guy: Uh, are you from Taylor's College?
Mich: No.
Guy: Oh, where do you study then, ar?
Mich: Not here.
Guy: Oooh, uh, can I have your number ar? Erm, uh, my friend wants it not.....
Mich: NO.
Guy: Oh, okay.
Then! When we were both walking back from the Mamak in SS2 and this random 'lala beng' in his stupid 'lala'-ish (fake skirtings and all) Myvi drove up and was all...(in cantonese)
Stupid Lala Beng (SLB): Bye bye, leng lui! Where are you going?
-we just walk on-
SLB: *drives really close to us*
-I push Mich in front of me cause there's no more space for us to walk side by side-
SLB: Aiyah, don't be scared la, I won't rob you la.
-I glare at him real bad-
SLB: Okay la, bye bye leng lui! *drives his ugly arse off*
Then we got into my car and Michelle was all 'Did you see his face?' and I was like 'No..didn't really want to. Him speaking to us from his car in cantonese was enough to tell me he was lala'. Then she said 'He was so ugly! I didn't wanna look again!'
LOL.
She said the same thing about the guy from Asia Cafe - 'My god! He was so ugly I couldn't look at him long enough to answer!'.
Claire and SJ agrees with me that these guys are so freaking desperate.

Anyway, we have another date set.
Nat, SJ, hustle your arses up. We going out!
Oh, Nat, call Shari along too. If you're coming. You better.

I really need to go back to that SS2 shop to get that turquoise top!!
AND!!!! OH GOSH! Let me tell you the most amazing thing!!! I was walking in 1Utama just now for lunch and Nat and I walked past Vincci.
Nat: *nudge* 50%...
Lyd: *pushes Nat in*
And I found the purple heels that I couldn't get the last time! FOR A FREAKING 50% OFF!!
Nat: Lyd! RESERVE IT!!! ._.
She made it sound like it was a life or death situation. Anyway I did! :)
I'm gonna go back tomorrow and pick it up :)

We're finished with our Design Communication's project.
I'm sick of it. And I'm falling sick.
Oh GOSH, Claireeey! The FA today was SOO annoying. I swear I wanted to chop IT'S head off!!
(I hope you know who I'm talking about, um, it's freeloader~)

I keep thinking of that turquoise top! Seriously. I can't stop *drool*
Let me explain it! It's this strapless corset-ish top with black lace rumpled over a satin-ish turquoise fabric :)
I do not know what's my obsession with black lace over colours like purple and tuquoise (the shoes are purple-ish black-ish lace too) but I'm loving it!
Speaking of that, Shari gave me a website the other day and they were selling this black bikini for RM22. A BIKINI FOR RM22!! I wanna get it but I'm not sure whether their method of payment can be trusted. I'll let Shari get it and I'll see how it goes. :)

Speaking of buying stuff... My SHOXX magazine should be here.
Which means I currently have two in Kinokuniya! *argh*

American Idol has started :) With loads of horrible auditions.
BUT! Entertaining and fun anyway. I think they should have a whole other side-show of American Idol for these 'horrible auditions'. They're entertaining in their own way!

Last night, I was so awake and couldn't sleep so I cut up my magazines! I hung the three Vivienne Westwood advertisements on my cupboard door. I also hung up this AMAZING picture of a building that I hope will inspire me in years to come. :)
And this advertisement from a brand that started with 'Rock and.....'. I loved the jeans, top, bag AND the model... hahahahahaha! I wanted to hang up this picture of Lily Cole cause she's so cute but I was tired.
(Also considered hanging up the advertisement of the men in underwear... exercising ^_~! I think it was D&G.. or Gucci... Not sure. I think D&G)

My babies say hello!
Even though they are piled up, they say HELLO!
Aaaaaah~ So cute X)
(One looks at my picture and one wonders how I sleep, eh? Very comfortably, I say :D)

I'm so freaking tired now.
Was at school the whole day doing my Design Communications group project. Tension was rising in the 3D Workshop.
Nat and I had to push our plans for the 'meeting' to 6 something because we weren't gonna leave.

Anyway, we finally met up. But Shari was going out with her Dodo -.- So it wasn't the four of us.
SHARI! We couldn't think of a name!!! But we thought of joke names :) Come online and we'll tell you all about it.
SJ was being an idiot. She kept coming up with these strange names. I swear. I wrote them all down. And while she was doing that, Nat was talking about her toes...-.- (And I was talking about knees)
It's like SJ told me, we all have a talent... I think our talent is being random, strange, whacky, weird, too loud and not focused! LOL! (That's what I gathered from tonight)
It's a good thing.
But SJ, I did get what you meant :)

Sooo~ It's not moving! We couldn't think of a name!
And Nat was yelling at me to come online..and she's not even on now.
Wow.
Sheesh.

I am so tired.
I am SO tired, I make the dead look alive.
*urgh*
And I still have to wake up at 9 AM tomorrow.
I'm feeling tired just thinking about it.

I have this strange urge to watch Gravitation.
Ryuichi :D

I finally remembered to download Ludwig Kakumei.
Rye-chan~ How long ago did you remind me?
LOL!

I didn't sleep well for both Sunday night and Monday night. I'm so sleepy now. Gosh!
Slept from 5 something till dinner time and I'm still tired. Doesn't that suck?

And I'm so tired my brain is empty...
All I can say is...
MEETING TOMORROW! :D
SJ, hustle up!
(Oh, I saw Mousey and Mr. I Am SO Jap on Friday night... I tried to duck out of sight and it worked!)

Discussions!!
Talk talk talk!
But I still think we need to talk face to face.
Nat's getting excited.
Shari's telling Nat to calm down.
I'm getting confused.
SJ's not even on!
Meeting, people!
P.com has finally graduated from their embarassing, yet funny, past!
We're grown girls now, yo!

My day started at 9 today when by chance, I found myself on the way to college on a Saturday!
Yes, I realised it was a Saturday but I had to go for my group project. I came back home about 1 something cause I had to bring SJ to Win's Art for awhile. And then I rushed over to The House 2 to continue the project. (The House 2 is the FCA20's house). And then at 5, I headed over back to college for the Interior Architecture and Design Alumni Gathering Night. Or something like that. I was doing registration. :S

The paragraph is short but I had a VERY long day. I'm dead tired. Which might give some idea as to why I'm confused during the conversation now.
My mind ain't working the way I'd like it too. And I haven't even done my essay outline yet :S
SHIT! I'm in total shit right now.
*sigh*
I have to build a little mini model of a lifeguard shelter and I have to do my essay outline and I have the presentation board to do.
OH LORDY LORD!
I'm actually half dead right now. I wanna go to sleep :S

I'm very excited and pumped up now but I can't let you guys know what it is. :D
Aren't you curious?!

AAAAAAAAAAH!
I can't wait! I can't wait!

I have to go to school at 9AM tomorrow. If that's NOT crazy, I don't know what is anymore.
Then, I have to come home at around lunch time, to help SJ with buying her stuff and then I need to go back to school as soon as I can to continue helping with my model and then it's the IAD Alumni night thing that I am the 'receptionist' for, as Raymond so nicely put it. I'm just doing registration. No receptionist crap.
AND I'M STILL NOT ZEN.
*emos greatly*

If you ever have alot of extra money and an overly undersized dog. Please visit Juicy Couture for the very latest in pink doggy wear. I hate pink but...it's cute. Seriously.

This is Nat and I. Sharing an umbrella in front of Pavilion. The umbrella is everywhere else but above our heads.
That is funny.
I also look like an little elephant in the picture. THE SIZE OF MY ARSE IS UNBELIEVABLE.

*whoo*

But those flip-flops that I'm wearing... is good. Seriously. It's so non-slip, it makes the blue non-slip mats on your car's dashboard roll away in shame.
Even on that wet pavement, I could have danced the cha cha for all the world to see and I still wouldn't have fallen on my oversized behind.
Amazing rubber (no pun intended)

The discussion continues. Oh, when it stops nobody knows!!
*wheeee!*

I have NOT figured out the 6 and 50 thing.
:S

Found a Juicy charm bracelet that I like for sale. It's still USD106. ARGH! How much is that converted?!

The picture was taken while I was trying on a beanie in Forever 21 yesterday. Shari and her bright ideas. Doesn't she know that I look like a mangosteen in beanies?
And this one had stuff coming down the sides that cover your ears too. It's actually a nice beanie (ignore Shari's begger comment and you'll be fine).
Still waiting for the rest of the pictures, Nat...


This is the charm bracelet! It's so pretty. I like the dog on skis. (and the candycane and snowflake... and are they skis?!). The snowflake is made outta Swarovski crystal! So pretty :)
It's the holiday edition.

By the way, what do you guys make of #46 from The Book of Law?

#46 - Nothing is a secret key of this law. 61 the Jews call it, I call it eight, eighty, four hundred and eighteen.

I think it may gimme a hand in solving my little mystery that's stated above but I can't make any sense of it.
I may needa go read the whole thing again. :) Hadit's chapter may help. I think.

I just noted how weird this blog post is. First, I was going on about some demonic thing and then I moved on to FASHION?!
I need some medicine. My brain is moving too fast for me. I'm practically worn out trying to catch up.
I should start on my essay outline to calm me down.
It may sound really wild and whacky and even crazy (wow, like nothing ever sounds crazy when I'm involved) but I actually really like my writing class :D I hear a few groans and moans... Okay, I'll stop now.
I just needa close the notebook that I'm using for my 'mystery solving'. I keep re-reading the stuff I have in it.

Pavilion and a newly found interest

I finally went to Pavilion today!! :D
SO NICE!! I went into Juicy Couture and nearly died! Saw this awesome white short jacket for RM1770~ That's crazy! It's more than the average dude's salary! But if I ever have the money, I'll buy the charm bracelet. It's so nice! SO NICE! (Just a few hundred T_T)
Met up with Nat, Shari and Bavani.
The Forever 21 there is way better than the one in 1Utama. For once, I didn't feel like it was an overload of BAD clothes. At least it looked like there were sections in the Pavilion one.
Then we tried to cross over to Starhill (for Louis Vuitton) and it was raining. We only had two umbrellas between the four of us so it was Nat and I under one and Shari and Bavani under the other. We were waiting at the lane where the cars were waiting and this bus zoomed by and we were running away with our umbrellas going all 'AAAAAH!!!' like goons. The two guys in the Myvi next to us had a good time laughing.
So cold! I was wet and in a skirt and I was standing in Starhill. SO COLD. I was freezing my gorgeous behind off!
And we were snapping pictures at every corner we found [LOL] with Shari acting as the 'art director'. She kept trying to get me to do these whore-ish pictures and I was in a freaking skirt!!! NO WAY. I think there was a picture were it looked like I was humping a mirror XD

Nee On's blaming me for the possibility of him becoming an occult member. *sheesh*
LOL!
All because I got him into Aleister Crowley.
But he's a genius with the internet. (Nee On, not Mr. Crowley)
He found The Book of Law by Mr. Crowley.
And I'm very intrigued with #24 and #25.

24. I am Nuit, and my word is six and fifty.
25. Divide, add, multiply and understand.

I'll ask Nat tomorrow. She's the math wiz.
I'm trying to do every single math equation I know at the moment. I don't know why I'm so taken with it.
I like the ending. The last number.

75. The ending of the words is the Word Abrahadabra.

Abrahadabra, huh? Sounds very much like the 'abracadabra' we always say in everyday life. Makes you wonder.
Apparently, Aleister Crowley wrote all these down between noon and 1 PM with Aiwazz (a messenger for Horus) standing at a corner of the room narrating whatever is written in the book.
I'm very intrigued right now.

Maybe I shouldn't get too into it. You might never know. I'll ponder over this with Nee On next time I meet him. Two heads are better than one and everybody knows he has a better head than me.
Pondering with him is like two and a half heads. He alone is one and a half.
(The half containing alot of rubbish philosophies, sometimes, but interesting, nevertheless)

What's interesting is the title.. WHICH ONE'S THE TITLE?! LOL

The Book of Law

Liber AL vel Legis

sub figura CCXX

as delivered by XCIII = 418 to DCLXVI

Seriously.

(an edit) [Real post below this one] By the way...

... Toshiya in this picture makes me think things of unpure nature.
*nose bleeds*
(He's on the left... being hot) like me

Had Design Principles today :S Another project! It sounds simple (build a lifeguard shed) but we have to do the whole structure crap!! As in, we have to build our model complete with the joints and how it'll stand and what will hold it up and all that! :S
I'm very worried.

SJ STARTED UNI AND DIDN'T TELL ME!!!
I'm so offended and mad now >(
And here I was thinking that she'll tell me the moment she signs up! But noooo~ she tells somebody else! And I only find out when I call her!
(But I'm happy for you :D)

I'm FINALLY going to Pavilion tomorrow :D
Lyd: *flips through Pavilion shopping guide from Nat's bag*... Juicy Couture? THE Juicy Couture?!
Nat: :D YEAH YEAH! They have, like, two floors!
Lyd: How come NOBODY tells me there's Juicy Couture in Pavilion?!
Nat: Wanna go?! :D
Lyd: Yeah!! :D
So, we're going. Shari and SJ was invited but SJ can't go cause she's got class (that she 'forgot' to tell me about).

Nat is tanned like a roast chicken XD!
I actually didn't notice it at first, and I was looking at her wondering why she was exaggerating before.. and then we walked into the sun and I was like 'WHOA! o_o'.
And she has a Bebe makeup bag thing..! Was very nice.. but VERY gold. And then there was that Victoria's Secret make up set pink something. I swear, one aunt goes to America and it looks like Nat got the whole country. LOL! But I liked the Victoria's Secret one :D Sexy colours~

I had to haul my poor sleepy arse all the way to KLCC at 9 in the freaking morning to measure a taxi stand!!
Stupid assignment.
We were standing at the side of the road just measuring, snapping pictures and sketching and these random people walking by were staring at us wondering why we found the taxi stand so fascinating that we were measuring it too.
They were also staring at the taxi stand trying to find what's so fascinating. LOL! And Nat had to stand on the divider between 8 lanes of traffic (both sides) to sketch. It was so weird~
And the toughest part was the molecule structure on the roof.. we went up to Petrosains to ask whether we could have the exact measurements or if they would allow it, the draught of the stand. The PR lady that talked to us came off quite snotty to me. Seriously. But she said she'll ask around and meanwhile we have to give a letter that states we're from wherever we claim we're from. (In our case, KBU)

[Ooooooh! I forgot to mention! Yesterday, while crossing the road at Petaling Street.. I saw this really hot dude walking by. I was so tempted to jump over all the cars and go 'Gimme your number!!!!' but I'm a sane woman full of maturosity so I didn't do it.]

On the way back from KLCC, I was in BB cause I wanted to stop by somewhere but it was so jammed I decided not to. While stuck in the jam, I caught sight of Pavilion. :D I wanted to off my engine and jump right out into Pavilion. It's so tempting!!
But like I said above, I'm a sane woman. I don't do stuff like that. I only think it.

I HAVE to remember to bring Ray's and Claireeey's Christmas present tomorrow. :D
Claireeey gave me mine today. SO PRETTY! THANK YOU CLAIREEEY!
It's this necklace with stars, PINK lightning bolts (It's okay.. I still like it), and a guitar! A 4 STRING guitar to be exact.. which makes it a bass! LOL! Yeay! Even Ivan likes it, Claireeey.

I'm currently zen-ing myself with Kitaro. Ohm~~~~~
Get rid of bad 'chi'!

I'm so sleepy X(

My Dad wanted to show me the way to KLCC so he decided that I'll drive and he'll just direct me. At the same time~ he also wanted to take the family out to Petaling Street for dinner. So I had to drive the Pajero X_x
I think my Dad was very stressed up about me driving his car... which would explain why he was yelling at everybody on the road. XD He DID mention that his kids are very good drivers. :D

I'm currently watching an animated cartoon that was targetted at kids. In this show, a figure with a mask as a head appears to three kids and says he's an angel named Satan.
He then performs miracles and he creates a little village out of clay. The people in the village argues and this is what he says...
'I find you humans quite interesting... even though you are a worthless, greedy lot.. how annoying that sound is (the arguing). Fools. What fascinations there are on this planet. Strange mortals with curious... *rambles on*'
He then proceeds to kill them.
And he says 'I can do no wrong for I do not know what it is'. And the kid goes 'You murdered them!' to which he replies... 'Nevermind them. People are of no value. We can make more sometime.. if we need them'
Which is something that I've talked about to Nee On before.. What IS 'wrong'? (I won't go into detail..too much discussion)
Anyway, it's an awesome little clip that was supposedly banned from airing.
It's actually a claymation based on the unfinished work of Mark Twain called 'The Mysterious Stranger'.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UX3V4yla7gc
Check it out :) Makes you think.
(By the way, for the hardcore Christians with biased opinions who are reading this, please do yourself the favour and NOT watch it because you would label it demonic)
Although I enjoyed it, I don't think it should have been targetted at kids. They wouldn't have gotten it.
'Life itself is only a vision, a dream, nothing exists except an empty space and you. And you are but a thought'

I bought a top. Nice black and gold! :D And I'm in a super conceited, bimbotic mood at the moment

1. What's worse? Liars or cheaters?
If I ever come across anyone like they, they won't live long enough to earn the title. So I wouldn't know :)

2. Is it easier to forgive or forget?
Forgive, definitely, but forgetting is harder and the plans for attack stays on your mind.

3. Can men and women be "Just Friends"?
. . . Can Mars and Venus be in the same solar system?

5 . All expenses paid vacation to___?
FRANCE!! All the couture, the escargots that I cringe at, the hot men.. :D

6. What was your last meal?
Bak Kut Teh. *slurp*

7. Would you rather have 1 great friend or 5 pals??
I am usually the one great friend but since you asked.. 1 great friend.

8. If someone called you a bitch would you be offended?
Nah. I take it as jealousy for my fabulosity. :)

9. Are you okay with your boyfriend/girlfriend being friends with an ex?
Yeah. Of course. Why not? My boyfriend wouldn't be able to peel his eyes off me long enough to notice he is still friends with his ex anyway.

10. Would you live with someone without marrying them?
Yeap! If it helps reduce the rent.. why not?! Besides, if my roommate is a girl... I'm not a lesbo.

11. Favorite sport?
Moving my thumb on the remote control to switch channels. And the constant finger exercise I get from typing.

12. Do you like diet soda?
No. It tastes so half-assed. And I don't need to cut on my sugar intake. I don't need to lose any weight. I'm already gorgeous as I am. Don't need no help.

13. Do you squeeze toothpaste from the bottom or the middle?
Bottom.

14. How do you feel about tanning booths?
I'm afraid of getting dark.
Being fair, to me, is beauty.
I'm fair, by the way.
Just to let you know.

15. Friends with benefits?
Come again? Uh, I don't think so. What can I benefit from my friends? They benefit from me *tsk*

16. Do you believe in angels?
Yes! My angel is in Japan right now... or US? I don't know! But he's like an angel!

17. Would you rather take pictures or be in pictures?
Be in pictures. XD And take pictures. I go both ways ^_~

18. Hot Carl or Blumpkin?
W. T. F. ?. I don't know what they are but they sound... wrong. What's a blump

19. Ever kissed a random person and then walked away?
I don't come cheap. Sheesh. It's at least a million bucks just to LOOK at me.

20 . Who did you hang out with last?
SJ and Hamster.

22 . If you could play any sport professionally what would it be?
Tennis. Looking at Anna Kournikova.. you can use tennis as a stepping stone to be on TV and modelling and just about everything else. I like :D
Seriously, though, I like tennis.

23. Are you a jealous person?
I haven't really been in a situation to be jealous but I constantly plot murders for every girl who goes near my angel :)

24. Would you ever have plastic surgery?
Excuse me? Are you trying to imply I'm not already hot? Cause I am. Don't be jealous, darling.

25 . Who has the sexiest accent?
Me. Of course. (And Finnish people :D)

26. Favorite song?
Helium Vola - Selig
Deine Lakaien - Mindmachine

27. Where is your phone?
In my bag, in my room, being as fabulous as me *HO HO HO*

Seriously. I'm mad tonight. *woohoo*

I'm so freaking bored. Seriously, can life get anymore boring? I don't suppose so.
I just sat through a 2 hour documentary about New York in '77. :) It was nice. I quite enjoyed it. Basically, it's about the development of punk and hip hop music and how it influenced the current pop culture. Got a nice view of the Sex Pistols :D! Johnny Rotten! And they were moving. It wasn't a still :)

Oh, I have been meaning to promote this song here (for free, they really should pay me).
Deine Lakaien - Mindmachine. Awesome dark wave, er, whatever you call it song.
Very hypnotising yet very dancy at the same time. It's not trance. That I can tell you for sure.

I was depressed last night. Not depressed in my usual I-wanna-kill-myself-and-the-world way.
I was staring at a picture of Toshiya (what's new, seriously?) and suddenly I thought to myself 'What if I never get to sleep with him?' and I just totally freaked out. Seriously, it's not a serious problem but it really kept me freaked out. I was REALLY freaked out. For real.
SJ: Oh yeah, what it is you wanted to tell me last night?
Lyd: Nothing very serious. Okay, here it is, don't die, okay? What if I never get to sleep with Toshiya?
SJ: :S Well, I know what you mean but do you think we may change out minds about this in 2-3 years time? Seriously? I've been thinking also.
Lyd: I don't know about that but right now he turns me on.
SJ: -.- Thanks.
But I'M SERIOUS!! T_T
She just told me it's safe to say she's completely speechless

I'm being freaked out over a totally different thing now. Seriously.
These men.... are so dense.
(Not directed towards the guys who are reading this..towards ONLY ONE guy who's not reading this. I pray)
They think all girls wanna make themselves up to please them.
*sheesh*
I'll only do that for TOSHIYA, bummer~!

It's already 5 days into the new year and I'm still writing 2007 for everything. *sigh*
I'm getting old.

Seriously, my baby is so fine!
<-
I DO have a boyfriend, okay?
And his name is TOSHIYA, bitches!
(If you're wondering as to why I'm so hardcore announcing it... Message me. I'll fill you in XD)

But he is hot.
*sigh*

I suddenly remembered Michelle's line about men.
Michelle: Asian men are, well, small. And Japanese men are the worst! (size-wise)
Well, I wouldn't know about Toshiya. I have YET to see it :) HAHAHAHAHAHA!
I'm perving. On to the real post.

Michelle: SO! What's good to buy in Malaysia right now? What's hot in Malaysia?
SJ & Lyd: Me?
Michelle: -____-"

Michelle: *****, have you gotten laid yet?
*****: No suitable men. I may have to knock one down and drag him to bed.
Lyd: XD

She's probing into my over and done relationship. -_-"

I'm boredy boredy boredy bored :S
I'll be going out for A&W's waffles with SJ later. :)
Well, at least, something to look forward to. LOL!

Time for pictures from my New Year's Eve day :)

Christina was trying to 'mother' us.
In MNG's changing room.
We look like kinky executive lesbos.
That's what I think.

I look flabby when I try to pout.
We were shocked at our accidental colour coordination too.
Also, coincidentally the yellow ones were from Hermine House, wore shorts and flats.
The black ones were from Assunta House, wore long pants and wore heels

Our feet were killing us.
I was begging.
Apryl was licking.

@ Laundry. Before we went crazy.
Yeap. We're crazy now.
We were dancing. I don't know why she was grabbing me.
Maybe this was when I nearly fell?
Towards the end of the night.

:)

Thanks Ai Leen for pictures :D

I'm making my dream come true..right now.

I love this little invention called 'Photoshop', see.
It allows me to look as though I've taken a picture with Toshiya :)
But, because I am not pro at this programme... I have to do something to cover up the 'photoshopped' areas of our body XD
So I took my favourite filter... and filtered 'OUR' picture!! :)

Life is good :)

Since I did a 'Goodbye 2007' survey. I shall do a 'Hello 2008' survey now :)

1. What date is it today?
2nd January 2008

2. What is your new year's resolution?
To get an A in Design Principles.
To finally get a good hair cut.
To keep my hair un-dyed for three months.
To find some love, baby!

3. How was your new years party? How did u spend it? And where?
The party was fun in some areas, boring in others, and freaky in other places. Spent it dancing and partying at Laundry.

4. Who was the one person you wished you could have spent ur countdown with?
Surprisingly, I have a name in mind and it isn't Toshiya.
I AM over it but there was this feeling that I wish he was there with me.

5. Who was the last person you hugged before the night was over?
SJ? Or someone else. I forgot.

6. What was the best thing that happened to you in 2oo7?
The best thing that happened was also the worst thing that happened :)

7. What was the worst thing that happened in 2oo7?
The best thing :D

8. How did u spend your New Years morning?
Rolling off my bed in pain.

9. How do u think 2oo8 will be?
I hope it'll be nothing short of great and fulfilling.

10. Will you miss anything in 2oo7?
I'll miss him cause I'm leaving him behind :)

HAPPY NEW YEAR, BUFFOONS!

My day started at 10 AM yesterday. Mad? I know.
Anyway, waited around for SJ to pick me up.. she came around 11:15 AM or so and then we headed over to The Curve. Met up with Ai Leen and Chris at Paddington's Pancake whatever-you-call-it and then we watched Alvin and the Chipmunks. (So cute! OhmyGod Theodore!!)
After that we met up with Sara and Apryl and we were in MNG trying on every single outfit they have there. I tried on this pair of yellow shorts and Apryl tried taking a picture of me from the bottom up. LOL!! The changing room was too small so her ass was out of the curtain. Anyway, the picture would most likely qualify for porno... if I wasn't wearing shorts. I swear. And my legs are horrible. We were also snapping pictures in mirrors like... nobody's business.
Then we ate dinner in The Manhattan Fish Market. Made fools out of ourselves. Then we left for Laundry. Who's idea was Laundry, anyway?
Met a couple of Apryl's friends who were ahead of the line so Apryl asked if we could join their table.
And we joined their table... *rest of the night shall remain under a censor*
Wei Huei joined us halfway through with her friends.
And then the FIREWORKS CAME ON! \o/
Was so nice! And pretty (and somebody was being all emo next to me *tsktsk*)
My feet were very tired at the end of the night... thanks to all that walking/dancing/hopping.
Dancing with Wei Huei's friend.. uh... Nick? Was quite fun XD He had some moves, man. And to top it all, the music became fun after the countdown so we could really go crazy and just jump and groove.

Life is so great when one's single ^_~

It took us like almost 2 and a half hours just to get out of that place. We had to repark and walk out cause it was seriously a waste of time trying to wait. We ended up home at about 3 AM.
My feet were so tired, honestly.

Woke up today at 3 PM :S
With period cramps. Of all the days to get my period.. it HAD to be New Year's Day. *sheesh*
I've been hobbling around grabbing my stomach like it's going to fall off.

Once again,
HAPPY NEW YEAR!