Sunday, April 19, 2009

A little emo post because I'm rushing work..

... and my emo is not the "I can't believe I have so much work to do"-emo but more on history and our country.
I'm writing a paper on Pudu Prison's demolishment and I was reading on what the Japanese did to us, Malaysians as well as the Singaporeans (because Japanese POWs were incarcerated in Pudu). First of all, I have said this since I was old enough to understand the impact of the Japanese Occupation and I have no problems saying it again.. as much as Japan is my dream country to go to for design, I do not believe I will ever love the people as much as some of this people who dream of becoming Japanese. I may love Toshiya but I do not wish of becoming Japanese.
The things that they did to us are too horrible to read and it makes me sick to the stomach.
I may be drowning too much in the past, I know.
I'm being bitter (due to stress, I suppose)
I've always believed this and I will now say it, I believe ALL Japanese are sadists.
From their Kamikaze to their Harakiri/Seppuku, they seem to just love death and dying.
Oh well, it's their call.
But they had no right coming in here and killing innocent people all for their own selfish desires.
(Kinda like what all these other countries are doing now... don't get me started..)


Killing little children and making people grieve.
I don't want to continue talking.
I'm running out of time.

(To buddies reading this, read the whole post in my usual emo manner... not in my serious "I'm going to F you up" manner)

(If you have no idea what my emo manner is, just imagine me pounding on the table, speaking really quickly and sharply.. in an amusing way)

(Nothing amusing about this topic though... nothing amusing at all :S)

[Jogoya on Wednesday.. :D]