Just got back from Claireeey's.. (Yes, I know it's a bit fast to start blogging already but I live near her and my computer's always on and I've had something on my mind for the entire day that I need to let out)
First of all, HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLAIREEEY!
Tajyoubi omedetou!
Selamat Hari Jadi!
*However you say Happy Birthday in Tamil*
Hope you like my present ^_~

Now on to the thing that has been bugging me (besides my flu)...
I've had the song Mou Todokanai Kamoshirenai Hito E stuck in my head for a few days now and the one part that I must always sing aloud (with emotion) is the last line where he says "Ore o korose" (Kill me) and today, the question popped up.. "Is that a way to measure love?"
I'm not too knowledgeble in this love business because I think it's too much of a fuss but we've heard of people killing themselves over the one they love and really that's kinda the meaning behind that line. The lines following up is pretty much saying that he doesn't wanna let go and if it all breaks apart, kill him (literal translation)... *I love Koji*...
Would you feel as if your loved one really loves you if he demands you kill him if anything comes in the way of the relationship? This meaning that you both still love each other but for some reason can't be together...
Me, being someone with no romantic bone in my body, would just slap the person and send him to therapy... then elope.
But would you feel touched?
(I felt touched when Koji said it to Izumi. Hahahahahahahaha.. but I doubt I'd feel the same if a guy says it to me)

Now that that's done.. I wanna watch Bruno!!

I heard there's a sequel to Clamp's xxxHOLIC??
:O :D :O :D
When?

The other thing that has been pissing me off...
All these crapasses that are 'mourning and grieving the loss of the King of Pop'.
Prior to his death, they were the ones cracking jokes and making up stories at his expense. Laughing at him, his looks, his life and whatever he chooses to do and now they're all 'shocked at the loss'.
I don't care jokes because I know it's in good humour sometimes, but I've heard some of these stories and it's not nice and it's not funny and if that's how you felt about him before, why change NOW? Just because he has died you appreciate all that he has done? Shove a cork in it!
And why are all his albums flying off the shelves NOW?
Just because he died?
Why do people only realise and appreciate when there is no longer the physical person to appreciate?
Eff, now I'm emo.

After cutting Claireeey's jelly cake, I sat in the living room and realised that 8TV was showing the Dangerous Tour in Bucharest so I sat and tuned in and the dams nearly burst.
The dams were left burst the entire day yesterday so I felt I had to keep it in.
I managed quite well. I teared up at one point but I hope nobody saw.. :S
I'm not so much sad that he has died, I mean, everybody has to die at one point. I'm just sad that he never really had a peaceful life. Always being bogged down by the negativity.. never having the freedom to do whatever he pleased. They called him 'wacko' before.. what are they going to say now that he has passed? 'Artistic'?

Marilyn Manson's version of Personal Jesus is SO alike Depeche Mode's version.
Maybe a little heavier.
It's still nice :)

Ironic, my playlist just started playing Cry. One of my more favourite Michael Jackson songs.
There's so many favourites, you can't name them all off the bat.