Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Yesterday, it crashed upon me that this break right now, is the last EVER break/holiday I'll ever have in my life that will last this long. This time, next year, I'll probably be job hunting.
It feels like it's been such a short time since I started college and now, I'm going through my last holiday.
We're all aging.. everybody's growing old.
(Except Ivan)
I wonder if there'll come a day when I can no longer hear Ivan reply.
Strangely, I feel lonely whenever I think about that.

If you're questioning why I sound a little bit emo right now...
The painters are in.
The place apparently, needed a new coat of red. (You know what I'm talking about)
And by coincidence, I am sick again.
It's been six months, six times the painters came in and six times I wake up with the painters and a sore throat.
I decided to see a professional about this, the doctor.
He said that it is possible that my resistance (antibodies/immunity system, or lack of) is weaker whenever the painters come. I was about to tell him that I honestly believe that I have no antibodies or immunity system that can be weak because I do think there is none in me.
But I didn't because I know that is not possible.
So, I am on medication again (hooray) and my cramps are beyond my descriptive capability.

I cheered myself up by finding a very interesting website.
If you are like me and you enjoy things that come with a very interesting name and scent, you'll find this site interesting.
Black Phoenix Alchemy Lab
Our products are not for animal consumption (that includes humans) and are
not for internal use. Please use common sense when using our perfume oils.

I'm very tempted to buy the entire Ars Moriendi lot.
The names will tell you why: Dance of Death, Danse Macabre, Darkness, Deep in Earth, Embalming Fluid, Epitaph, Eternal, The Ghost, Haunted, House of Night, Jazz Funeral, Les Fleurs du Mal, Midnight, Nocturne, The Phantom Wooer, The Reaper and The Flowers, Sheol, Thanatopsis, Twilight (Yes, Nut, Twilight), Wings of Azrael (Rye-chan, your dolfie's name), Zombi.
Wings of Azreal : Azrael is the Angel of Death, marked as the last being to die in the Apocalypse. Though a harbinger of doom, his duties are an act of mercy: he curtails human life before world-weariness and despair destroys our spirits. Warm myrrh swirled with a bittersweet blend of violet, Lily of the Valley, juniper, cypress and cajeput.
Myrrh.. promising.
The other one I want is Two, Five and Seven from their Mad Tea Party lot.
A huge bouquet of squished rose petals: Bulgarian rose, Somalian rose, Turkish rose, Damascus rose, red and white rose, tea rose, wine rose, shrub roses, rose, rose, rose……and just an itty bitty bit of green grass.
Why? It's all roses! And I love the smell of roses... Although, the 'itty bitty bit of green grass' piqued my interest a little bit more than it should have.
I wonder if anybody will lend me their credit card so I can buy a bunch of scented oils online.
If I ever get my hands on a credit card, it'll be worn out within a day.