Monday, June 19, 2006

I will not think about it.
I will not think about it.
I will not think about it.
I will not think about it.
I will not think about it.
I will not think about it.
I will not think about it.
I will not think about it.
I will not think about it.
I will not think about it.
I will not think about it.
I will not think about it.
I will not think about it.

I'm trying not to be like one of those 'emos' but if this keeps up I'm going to just fucking kill my fucking self. Wipe my fucking existance off this fucking world! It's so damn frustrating! If you don't understand what the fuck I'm trying to say then please don't talk to me. I don't want to talk to you if you're trying to tell me what I SAID. Damnit, I SAID IT! I should know what the fuck I said. First I wake up feeling like the worst fucker on earth and then you had to happen to my day and make it worse! I'm trying to look happy here damnit! Stop stomping on my fucking parade! Leave me alone to weep with my sad self! Leave me alone cause you're helping me lose myself! Leave me alone to reconsider the purpose of my life! DAMNIT! JUST LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!