I just finished reading volume 9 & 10 of Nana. It's really sad. The whole drama thing. But, yet again, I'm very inspired. I'm inspired by their will to go on fighting to achieve their dream. The fact that they fought to hold their ground from day one and ended up making it despite so many hiccups along the way, inspires me to no end.
I will be strong-willed and fight for a sold out stadium tour!
[Everybody, please support me]
Yes, so, if you had read my post this afternoon, you'd have noticed my depression has finally gotten the better of me. I really need to stop thinking so much about things regarding myself. I throw myself into a depression that beats me. I was really quite depressed to the point that I really didn't know what was going on anymore. Then SJ came online, and I talked to her about it cause I really needed somebody to listen to me (Yes, I do, sometimes, like to share my problems with somebody). And I realised, that we have alot more in common then just interests. I've come to realise that there are just SO few people that I really call a friend. SO few people that really understand me and accept me for who I am. And I can swear that nobody from college or anywhere else are like that.
I'm really glad I found SJ. She told me, that she was feeling that way a few months ago and she didn't talk to me about it cause she didn't want to depress me while I was 'happy' with my new found college friends. SJ! You can talk to me ANYTIME! Don't let anything stop you from depressing me!
Oh well, from now on! I'll work hard at being more like the real me and not the cherpy, happy Vampyy that I like to portray!
It's time to accept the real me inside.
-Just to tell you, Claireeey, apparently, that bloody online quiz result thing, affected me more than you can imagine-
