Saturday, June 02, 2007

I am jobless... And I haven't even turned 19!
Raaaaaaaar~!
I can't help but feel a little bitter about this whole incident. I'm trying very hard to see a good side to this but try as I might, I don't see a single good thing!
Maybe I'm just naturally negative but I'm really feeling VERY bitter.
I'm feeling a little mad/angry and frustrated.
THANK GOD they managed to find a replacement for me.
I think they aren't too happy about this whole thing but there's nothing I can do about it since I'm living in his house and since I'm his DAUGHTER... I MUST listen to HIS ORDERS.
*very bitter*
I find this situation very
  • Pointless
  • Blown out of proportion
  • Exaggerated
  • Frustrating
  • Loony (in a bad way)
  • Immature

Now I am going to BUM AROUND for the next 3 months. Remind next time to FORGET ABOUT EARNING MY OWN MONEY.
I wonder how it'll be like when my sister goes out to really work. Will he want to complain to every single company that turns her down?
If he does, maybe I'll stick around a little more just for amusement.

And I got caught in the rain while trying to get from my car into the house. Now I'm feeling a little chilly, headache-y, and feverish.
This week has been HORRIBLE.

Tomorrow, I'm gonna go watch Shrek 3 with SJ.
I don't care, I'm going out. I'm sick of being at home. The more I'm at home, the more I'm expected to be a housewife. Go die.

Claireeey downloaded the soundtrack to Finding Neverland for me. Well at least a few. But it's got the song I LOVE!
I love the song titled 'Where's Mr. Barrie?'. Especially the LAST 30 seconds. The best part of the whole song. It's so very magical~ Aaaah, puts me in a good mood.

Last night, I was reading ghost stories online. About old abandoned castles, ghost ships, and manors/houses... etc.
The one I liked best was the story about the ship called Ourang Medan. Captained by some Dutch guy (I think), they got lost at sea and never returned according to schedule. After some months, the ship was found adrift somewhere near Indonesia and when they checked the ship everyone of the Indonesian crew and captain included were dead with their eyes wide open and their mouths gaping at the sun.
So spooky yet I'm so curious about what really happened!

I'm dying to move out.
Urgh.