Monday, July 30, 2007

Aaaaah! I laid awake most of last night with my thoughts. And among those thoughts were 'I should start trying to become a vegetarian', 'Where do animal souls go after death?', 'How DO mermaids give birth?', 'I want to own a panda' ... And all that bullshit. Lol. I should probably try to restrain my brain a little.

Anyway, when I finally when to sleep I had a nightmare. If you didn't know, I tend to wake up at normal dreams and sleep through nightmares. So, I slept through this one as usual. No, there were no limb mutilation or cannibals this time around.
I dreamt I was running away through some dark portal like place with a unidentified person (UP). UP and I were running from a couple of growling people.. I don't know why I know they are people, I just know. So we run and run and run only to run into a golden lion. Don't ask why it's golden but it was really glittery. So the lion pounces UP and I just run off since I don't know the person. Anyway, next thing I know I'm being caught by 'growling people' and I'm dragged into this neat catacomb. And they throw me into one of those holes in the catacomb walls where they keep the dead bodies. They throw me in there and lock it. Usually, catacombs don't have grills to keep the bodies in but I guess since I'm still alive they've gotta do something to keep me in. And right at that moment my Mum walked in to wake me up. If she wants to know why I so quickly woke up, it's because I was already jolting awake from the dream. I'm freakishly claustrophobic and being locked in a place for dead bodies is NOT my idea of nice dream.
Never knew what happened to UP though. Probably ended up in the lion's golden stomach.

I always want to know WHY I dream up such odd bullcrap.
And they always seem so realistic. The ONLY unrealistic nightmare I had was when I dreamed my hands being chopped off.
The scary part was when I woke up and felt a tingling sensation at the 'chopped' area.
After 'waking-up-after-nightmare' moments, snuggling your face into Ivan is the most comfortable thing ever.

Situation here is getting better.
Silent treatment no more. Disappointment still there. Though his ears still perk up when we accidentally mention the sensitive words.
How long will this last?
I kinda thank God I never gave in to temptation even though I've given in to curiosity.

Rye-chan~ Next time you see me online 'Away' or not, please chuck the SKIN file into our sharing folder? :D
Cause it'll still send. I think. Lol. Please and thank you! Sugizo! And no he's not a fxcking old man!

Was disturbed after last night's midnight curiosity, so I watched a coupla Deathstars live shows and came across this one where Whiplasher kissed Cat again.
Can they stop kissing? Not that I hate it but... it's just weird. I even feel the same way when I see Jrockers kiss.
Not good.
Lol! But if it rocks their boat.. okay.

SJ~ Holy *swears incoherently*. I'm so agreeing on you with watching that new Ryuhei Matsuda show. I read the summary and review just now and I love it!
And I gotta admit, Ryuhei looks better there than in NANA.
Anyway, let's go watch. When when? You decide!

Today is 'Feeling Down' day. Even my Dad is feeling down.
I'm feeling down. VERY down.
I'm feeling anger, frustration and irritation all at a time.
At what? No, not what.. it's at who. The 'who' has been annoying my mind for about a week now.

Claireeey! Are we still going to Sunway Lagoon??
Oh, and also, just thought I'd tell all of you who are viewing my blog without commenting (which means I don't know of your existance online even though I know you in real life), I'm gonna make my blog private. Which means only the people I invite would be able to view my blog.
It's something I've been thinking of a long time and I'm going to do it soon. When, I don't know but soon. If you aren't invited I may have forgotten you or I just don't want you to view it. If you think you've been forgotten, message me or something.