Yesterday was Malaysia's 50th Independence Day. As a Malaysian (on holiday), I went out to celebrate and watched fireworks! Actually, I wasn't really planning to go out but my brother came home from school and said..
Dan : Lychee, are you going to The Curve tonight?
Lyd : What for?
Dan : Countdown to Merdeka.
Lyd : It'll be damn freaking jammed, man. Why?
Dan : If you're going can you send me there?
Lyd : Ah, okay.
-I call SJ-
Lyd : Dude, do you wanna go watch fireworks at The Curve tonight?
SJ : What time?
Lyd : We go around four to beat the jam?
SJ : Ah, okay.
So we went. Lol. It WAS VERY jammed. -.-
SJ and I watched Ratatouille to pass time. The mousies are so cute!! :D I love the show so bad. I bought a new skirt and SJ bought a new top. And then we met up with Neal and his friend and we went to eat at Kim Gary's. After that, we walked towards the fountain in front of Cineleisure and we reached in time to watch the fireworks. It was SO beautiful! Besides the fact that my neck hurt like a bitch looking up.. it was pretty. I love the fireworks. The only thing is people were playing with these things that are like foam cans and they were spraying it into the air and it was getting into our eyes.
During the fireworks, I felt this urge to message him in a language he didn't understand XD So I messaged him 'Selamat Hari Merdeka! Are you watching the fireworks :D?'. After everything was over, he called me and I swear, I couldn't hear a thing he was saying! I knew he was at KLCC but I thought I heard him say that people were jumping off KLCC. -.- Which I didn't get at all. I still don't get it. I was screaming 'HUH?!' into the phone and I think I pissed him off a little LOL!
Then I packed up my brother and we tried exiting. Note that I said 'tried'. We were stuck at that same spot in Cineleisure's carpark for 40 minutes. Finally, we were so tired of waiting, we parked the car again and went back into Cineleisure. We HAD to go somewhere with a signal to call our parents. SJ's parents were a little pissy.
I finally got home around 2:30 AM. I was really tired and my feet hurt like crazy! Remind me NOT to wear my heels tomorrow XD
Today, I woke up at around 1 PM and messaged SJ. Then we left for KLCC. And I forgot about my feet hurting and I wore my heels again -.- It's a very bad habit. I wore my new skirt (which is so short.. I swear) and she also wore a skirt and her wedges! We were so cautious of escalators we took the elevators XD. I swear if I stand on the escalator and you stand below it, you can see my knickers. That's how short my skirt is. XD But I like it alot :D
SJ got her Fool's Mate with Yoshiki on it. Oh gosh! I swear Yoshiki is the hottest person above 40 years old. No man can grow to 40 and look as hot as Yoshiki. Too bad they didn't have Sugizo. :(
I'm feeling tired. I want to sleep *yawn*.
I was talking to SJ about my problem just now. She said that she notices I have changed a little because I seem to have this inner-gloom in me lately. I asked her what I should do and she said that I should just make up my mind about him.
Haaa~ I'm trying to make up my mind but it's not easy. I want to know if I'm doing the right thing. She said that I would never know if I'm doing the right thing unless I try it out. If it turns out to be the wrong thing than it's just a lesson learned. Aaaaah! What should I do? Why is it that I only think of all this shit when I'm not with him -.-
Well, I enjoy talking to him, I enjoy going out with him, he makes me laugh, he is insane, hugging him is nice...and I won't say the other thing I like about him.
I've noticed his bad sides too which is quite alot but one thing that I need to mention is he thinks I'm crazy.
I know I like him... I'm just not sure if what he tells me is what he feels. He always says he likes me and that he hopes I like him...but
ARGH! Now I'm bringing my stressing to my blog?!
I'll go gloom somewhere else. Maybe my room, under my blanket T_T
I still need to do my mind-mapping and my research T_T!
I'm so freaking stressed!
I'm not used to feeling like this.
SJ!!! T_T I'm so freaking stressed! I love you!
