Wednesday, October 31, 2007
I had to introduce my room to my teacher in the form of an essay. My favourite line (yes, I'm praising myself) from my 'essay' is 'Heya no mannaka ni hako ga takusan arimasu. Doushite hako ga aru o wakarimasen. Moshi, ane no mono desu' (In the middle of my room there's alot of boxes. I don't know why the boxes are there. They're probably my sister's stuff) And the grammar is probably wrong. And then I was reading it out to my sister(second) in English and..
Sis: Eh! It's all YOUR stuff!
Lyd: No! Not the ones in the middle *gives you're-totally-lying looks'
Sis: It is!
Lyd: No!
Sis: Yes!
Lyd: Okay, maybe SOME!
Yes. So I lied. But I had to make myself look good XD
My face is so bumpy lately it's like the grand canyon. No kidding. I haven't been sleeping well and regularly and it has taken it's toll on my face. I accidently burst a pimple just now and it was bleeding like I was donating blood. And then, of course, it also hurt like I WAS donating blood with a 5cm diameter syringe.
I brought the completed scholarship form to school today and realised I forgot to bring a copy of my results. Is that shit or is that shit?
I have to go back tomorrow JUST to pass it to the lady.
This is shit.
But I have to go out to buy materials anyway, so I'll just drive a little bit more.
Masayo is coming somewhere in November. She asked if we should try jamming.. the answer is 'duh' but SJ has STPM so it's just the two of us.
I'm not sure if I'll be drowned in ass-ignments at that time but I hope I won't be.
I'm listening to Dir en grey now. Haven't heard their music for quite awhile (besides Dozing Green and Hydra -666- which rock by the way). I like listening to Dir en grey in the middle of the night. Especially songs like Dead Tree and Kodou. It's haunting yet quite hard. Suitable for night time listening and essay writing. :D
And I still haven't listened to that Motley Crue CD my Dad bought for me.
Just had a talk with SJ.
I won't say what we talked about but.. I guess she's right. I always tell her not to plan things so fast and always be optimistic and stuff like that and I guess I should act what I say.
The thing is... it's so much easier said than done.
I know that I shouldn't expect the best and I shouldn't expect the worst and that I shouldn't 'plan' how things are gonna turn out cause I'll never be too sure.
So I'll be chilling here and wait for whatever that comes my way.
"We're not falling in love, we're just falling apart!"
I actually really like The Medic Droid (this random band I came across on MySpace ages ago when that song was still up for download)
That's my favourite line from the whole song besides the "Kick off your stilletoes and fuck me in the backseat".
Yes. The song rocks. The other line is "You know I love being with you and seeing you cry". I don't know why but these three lines really appeal to me :D
My brother just likes the 'fuck me' part. Typical.
HAPPY HALLOWEEN
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALEX!
It IS your birthday right?
Monday, October 29, 2007
And it's officially not my birthday anymore :(
At first, we went to The Curve and they didn't have the gold coloured pair, they only had bronze :S Then they said they'll check which other store has gold and they'll help us reserve a pair and *yay* 1Utama had it so we went over to 1Utama and I now officially have a birthday present I can wear! I'm so wearing it to lecture tomorrow.
Foot fetish? Lol~
My day today was pretty normal. Went to church. Came home and went to Old Klang Road for some really good pork noodles thing with my parents and second sister.
And then I went out with SJ for awhile. I came back to fried noodles for dinner *yum*. And then we cut a cake! Nobody knew what cake it was we were eating...
Mum: Well, we have cake for you.
Lyd: You bought me cake?! :D
Mum : Yes. Weren't you expecting one?
Lyd: No, not really. What cake is it?
Mum: Do I really have to tell you?
Lyd: Why? Are you trying to keep it a secret and surprise me?! o_O
Mum: Well.... no..... I just forgot what cake it was.
And then she and my second sister had a little argument over whether it was cappucino or mocha.
Whatever it was.. it was good.
I wanna thank Christina, SJ, Nee On, Claireeey, Alex, Mum, Dad, Daniel, Ame jie, Leonard, Steph jie, Natasha, Donovan, Nick, Thingy, Yi Jiun, Anne, Marsha and Guat Eu for wishing me today :D
Though I hardly talk to some of you, it's nice that you guys remembered cause I wasn't expecting it :)
Sunday, October 28, 2007
This post is dedicated to CHRISTINA ANN SEBASTIAN and HEW SHIAO JEENG.
[ShiaoJeeng and Christina rocks]
EDIT: And the latest update from Chris says that I have to add Nat and Claireeey in too or they'll feel sad. But seriously, she just said their names when she mentioned it.
Went to The Curve for my pre-birthday celebration dinner. They came to pick me up around 7 PM. Then they asked me what I wanted to eat and we didn't come to a decision.
Then we went to the Flea Market first cause SJ wanted to get a pair of sunglasses so we did.
And then 'suddenly' Chris decided that we're gonna go to The Manhattan Fish Market for dinner. And 'suddenly' that's what SJ wanted too. So I said okay and we went there.
[ShiaoJeeng and Christina rocks]
EDIT: Natasha and Claireeey rocks.
'Suddenly' Christina decided she needed to go to the toilet and left SJ and I.
When entering I thought I caught a glimpse of Nat but I was thinking to myself 'What the heck would she be doing here'.
Then SJ said 'Oh no, we have friends here' to the waiter.
And I'm 'What friends? Isn't it just us?'
And she said 'Wait la'
And then we approached a table with two girls trying REALLY HARD to cover their faces with the menu.
And when the menus were finally dropped.. there was Natasha and Claireeey!!
I was quite pleasantly surprised. Really, I was. :D
And then we ordered our food while I was wondering why Christina was taking so long in the freaking bathroom while SJ crapped up a story of how maybe she couldn't find her way there.
And then Christina returned while holding a bag which contained 'nothing'.
[ShiaoJeeng and Christina rocks]
EDIT: Natasha and Claireeey rocks.
After eating, Christina turned to me and said 'You need to go the toilet now, Lyd'.
And I'm just like 'I do?'
And she said 'Yes'
And I was 'No, I don't want to.'
And Nat said 'Oh, I need to go the toilet'
Chris: Follow her.
SJ: Yeah, follow her. Don't make her say she's afraid.
So I gave in and left with Nat, but while walking out I saw what bag it was and I KNEW IT! So I told Chris 'I SAW THAT!' and walked off.
Anyway, then we came back and they burst out in song! O_O I was so embarassed!! I walked right out.
Chris had to come out and drag me back but I was really so embarassed.
So I got dragged back in and they started singing again ._.
Well, I suppose I was touched.
And supposedly the table behind us also sang along (but they called me Lily instead... wtf?!).
So, after cutting one little jelly cake I decided that maybe we should give the table behind us one cause they sang too. And I did. But I forgot to ask for the guy's name for SJ.
[ShiaoJeeng and Christina rocks]
EDIT: Natasha and Claireeey rocks.
Then the guys from behind left and I got wished by four random people who I believe wasn't from this country. But, it doesn't matter, thank you random people!
And we walked towards The Curve cause they all needed to go home. And we were supposed to camwhore. When we reached, Christina started talking to me about some shirt and moved on to other shit. It was a while before I realised SJ, Claire and Nat went missing.
Lyd: Eh, where are they?
Chris: Don't care la. LISTEN TO ME!
Lyd: Oh. Okay.
So I did. After awhile, Chris got a call asking where we were so we waited for them to come meet us. And then they did. With a PRESENT!! ^_^ And it was SHOES!!!!! ^_^ They bought me a pair of shoes from Vincci. And it's REALLY NICE~ I love it to bits!!! It's high and it's shiny! I love you people! THANKS NAT~!! THANKS SJ~!! THANKS CHRIS~!!
Then we camwhored like little shits and everybody went home.
Got into SJ's car with Chris and we camwhored somemore. The amount of pictures we got is amazing by normal standards.
I'll wait patiently for SJ to send them to me.
[ShiaoJeeng and Christina rocks]
EDIT: Natasha and Claireeey rocks.
So, all in all, even if it was a VERY short night and NOBODY partied with me till dawn I still had fun!
Even though your surprises weren't really very succesful but I still appreciate every single thing you guys put into it! :D
And guys, I'm glad you didn't get that Toshiya figurine done. It's bloody expensive and I would have killed you people. I think you guys would kill yourselves too.
The shoes ain't second best man. It's very cool~ :D If you can't get me the REAL Toshiya, no point getting the figurine. Can't do nuts with a figurine now, can I? XD Kidding~
I'm happy :D And I love you people to bits!!
[ShiaoJeeng and Christina rocks]
EDIT: Natasha and Claireeey rocks.
So a BIG THANK YOU to CHRISTINA, SHIAO JEENG, CLAIRE and NATASHA for being with me tonight! ^_^!
[ShiaoJeeng and Christina rocks]
EDIT: Natasha and Claireeey rocks.
Chris and SJ are coming over at 6:30 PM later to go out for dinner.
My pre-birthday celebration dinner? :D
Which reminds me I need to burn KOF and Sid's PV for SJ... Let me go find everything I need.
I think I just heard a chicken o_O?
Dir en grey's Code of Vulgarism is so awesome! When Marmalade Chainsaw came on I was like 8D! And Kaoru looks really HOT in this live. He looks like a very matured, dignified, Japanese businessman in his suit and all. Shit~ Kaoru IS hot.
Actually, I think every member of Dir en grey has their hot moments... It's just that Toshiya is hot all the time.
During the encore, when Die and Toshiya were playing facing each other and Die was all smiley at Toshiya.. that was so nice. Cause I hardly see Die smile like that on stage. Hell, I never even see Toshiya smile like that off stage, let alone ON.
And then Kaoru ruffled Kyo's hair... we hardly see that anymore too.
I miss old Dir en grey but if they're happy being moody on stage the way they seem to be now.. Okay~
And SJ has just managed to get the image of Toshiya doing me on a Harley in my head.
Thanks girl. Sweet dreams! XD
I realised that I call her alot of names and she just calls me ass (they say we like it rough XD).
Names like 'bummer', 'ass', 'shit head', 'sicko'... just to name a few.
I don't abuse my friends :S But I love SJ~! And HEY! Your stupid Friendster display says that I'm the lezzie buddy! NO, you ass!! YOU are the lezzie buddy! I was the pervy buddy remember?!?!
And we were talking about Kaoru looking like the kind of businessman every secretary would sleep with...
†£¥ÐĪǺ ΤӘЅћЇ¥Λ† [I'm not an artist I'm a fucking work of art] says:
kaoru has the hot japanese businessman look
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
YEAHHH
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
the kinda boss secretaries wants to sleep with
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
^_^
†£¥ÐĪǺ ΤӘЅћЇ¥Λ† [I'm not an artist I'm a fucking work of art] says:
yeah
†£¥ÐĪǺ ΤӘЅћЇ¥Λ† [I'm not an artist I'm a fucking work of art] says:
totally
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
i would definitely be his secretary
†£¥ÐĪǺ ΤӘЅћЇ¥Λ† [I'm not an artist I'm a fucking work of art] says:
his SEXYtary u mean
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
hahahaha
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
if u say it
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
it sounds like
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
sexsecretlytary
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
HAHAHAHAHAHA
†£¥ÐĪǺ ΤӘЅћЇ¥Λ† [I'm not an artist I'm a fucking work of art] says:
WTF?!?!?!
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
damn wrong
†£¥ÐĪǺ ΤӘЅћЇ¥Λ† [I'm not an artist I'm a fucking work of art] says:
-________________"
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
it doeS !!
†£¥ÐĪǺ ΤӘЅћЇ¥Λ† [I'm not an artist I'm a fucking work of art] says:
OKAY OKAY
IT DOES
MY GOD
†£¥ÐĪǺ ΤӘЅћЇ¥Λ† [I'm not an artist I'm a fucking work of art] says:
ur sick
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
O_O
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
well excuse me
†£¥ÐĪǺ ΤӘЅћЇ¥Λ† [I'm not an artist I'm a fucking work of art] says:
me and toshiya would fuck openly
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
sheesh
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
u definitely beat me in the sick award
What?? I was just stating the truth.
Saturday, October 27, 2007
And I don't wanna sleep now or I might not be able to sleep tonight again. I may take a little nap before class later or I'll just really fall dead.
Not to mention that my face is becoming worse thanks to lack of sleep.
Ooh, downloaded Dir en grey's new single a few days ago. Nice~ I like this one WAY better than Agitated Screams of Maggots and whatever came before that. Definitely sounds nicer and WAY less screaming.
Not that screaming is bad, you know.. Just gets a little old after awhile.
And my hair is NOT cooperating with me. Stupid crap.
I hate my hair being so half assed. It's half wavy half straight. Why can't it just make up it's mind already? And now it just won't stay down. -.-
I am almost done with the draft of my essay.
I've just got two more topics and the conclusion to do.
:S Wish me luck.
I need it done today so I can start on my models tomorrow.
I want to sleep now :S But I can't cause I have to send my grandma out later..
-.- I hate this!
SJ~ Yes yes, I'll return Sandman to you tonight.. LOL! I just keep forgetting to bring it.
Final Fantasy is at 52.7% :D :D
Dozing Green PV?!
Bye people. I'm going to go fine out what it looks like.
Good God! I'm out of it! How come I never knew??
[EDIT: And it's fxcking awesome. Another worm-y video. Kyo has found a new way to scream. :D I'm a happy child!]
Thursday, October 25, 2007
I'm sick of being bat-like. Why can't I sleep at night?!
As SJ, lately, has been saying 'Oh my Holy Ducks!'.
The line 'Babble, babble, bitch, bitch, rebel, rebel, party, party' from Marilyn Manson's 'This is the New Shit' has been playing in my head for awhile.
:S
I like the song and stuff but I hate having stuff stuck in my head.
His songs are really nice. :D Watch the video for Tainted Love. He gets all pimped up XD Pimped up Goth style.. Really funny but it looks like he's mocking the hip hop cliches more than anything.
But my Dad's downstairs and if he hears anymore 'motherfuckers' or 'bitch'... I'm afraid he'll come up and slice my ass so I've changed my music to classicals XD
And Leo-chan sent me a nice song the other day by Alana Grace called 'Black Roses Red'. Apparently, as I've accidently found out yesterday, it's from the show 'Sisterhood of the Travelling Pants' (or something like that). That show was.... odd. It's about four girls and a pair of jeans. Trust me, I watched it a while ago on Astro.
Well, the song is nice :D
I was researching for my IAC crap yesterday and apparently, there's a new Istana Negara being built for RM400 million. :S
What's wrong with the current Istana??
RM400 million can buy the country lots of things. (Blast another person into space -.- which I hope they don't end up doing AGAIN)
I think, through researching about the new Istana Negara and the Istana Melawati, I think I've got quite a case going on for my essay. I pretty much know what to talk about.
Hopefully, I can get it ready for next week Monday when I show it to him.
He'll probably talk to me like I'm really stupid again but I'll ignore him. I'm used to it.
If I had a choice, I would have used what my Mum calls my 'sharp tongue' and cut him off during last tutorial but I was showing respect. *sigh*
So far, I've done my introduction for my essay but I'm not too sure how I'll weave in the history of Malaysia's monarchy... and then I'm not sure how I'll move on to the topic of it's (the building and the monarchy) relevance in today's society and then we still have my opinion and the public's opinion on the monarchy's relevance.
My Final Fantasy 7 FINALLY reached 50% :D I'm one happy child.
SJ still has my Dir en grey UVBeat book!! What the heck is she doing with it?!?!
That's the only book I really stare at cause my Dragonfly photobook is practically in pieces thanks to really bad binding (I did a better job on my Semester 1 project) and The Japanese Fxxker Family photobook is so huge and thick it's very hard to hold up and stare. -.-
SJ.. Return it!
Right now, I'm trying to strengthen my fingers. Urgh, stupid short shits can't be arsed to strengthen up. I have to do all the work -.- (Yes, I'm talking to my fingers)
Regret (played by Gackt during Malice Mizer days) is very nice.
I'm afraid my essay would turn up sarcastic :S
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
I think the guard at the door to my neighbourhood is so sick of opening to door for me.
But it's his job so...
Period cramps are getting to me.
So painful.
I wish I'm a man... sometimes. Except that men can't wear nice pointy heels... but then again, they can too.
I wish I'm a man.
If I was a man, I'd be gay. That's what I think.
Gays have more fun than normal straight men.
I think...
~~~
GW: What shocks you?
RAMIREZ: I can't define the word "shocking."
MANSON: I get shocked by people smoking cigarettes sometimes. I get shocked when I go to a mall, just by the way people dress these days. I get shocked by watching talk shows. People's mentalities are so far below what I would consider standard. SAT results should be directly linked to a death sentence. Those who don't reach a certain score would be executed.
GW: Keep talking like that and they'll put you up for president.
MANSON: I also feel that there should be some sort of "ugly" law for buying musical instruments. If you don't look good, you shouldn't be allowed to buy a guitar. Unless you're completely ugly, like us. That brings us to a whole different level.
RAMIREZ: You gotta be really ugly.
MANSON: Fantastically ugly.
I wonder if I would qualify to buy a musical instrument if Marilyn Manson was president XD
Am I 'fantastically ugly'?
GW: What are you guys doing for Halloween?
MANSON: We're playing in New Jersey. I guess there's nothing really exciting about that.
GW: It could be pretty frightening.
MANSON: Halloween is always weird for us. I mean, that is one of our favorite holidays. But the cliché that every day is Halloween for us is kind of true. Everywhere we go, people think that we're in costume. Sometimes it's interesting, sometimes it becomes annoying. You're just going to get something to eat and people will say "Where's the circus?" or "What show are you going to?" And you say, "I'm going to get a sandwich."
GW: What's next for Marilyn Manson?
MANSON: Big tits!
RAMIREZ: On us, he means.
Sorry, I'm really bored.
OH! Please visit www.jrockrevolution.com now.
They are playing a little snippet of X-Japan's new song.
X-JAPAN OH MY HOLY CRAB CAKES!
Although, it'll NEVER be the same without hide.
Ooh, while being bored last night, I was watching a whole lot of videos on YouTube again (Dir en grey interview in German which I understood nuts etc...) and was watching people protest against Marilyn Manson XD
I was quite amused. Seriously. These people take things SO seriously. Okay, so Manson is a member of the Church of Satan (Is he?? LOL!) Doesn't really destroy your lives does it? Let him do what he wants to do. If you're so concerned about your children's lives just because they're going to watch him than you should have had your children educated religiously. I mean, I believe that if you are strong in your faith and you really believe and love the Lord than nothing can ever waver your believe. At least that's the way with me. I've liked Marilyn Manson's music for a while now and I don't see myself rushing to get inducted into the Church of Satan.
Seriously, people are SO extreme these days. Calling Marilyn Manson(the band) homosexuals and all that.. *tsk*. If that's the case than every single Jrocker would be homosexual.
It's just their way of self-expression.
Besides all that, I LOVE the video for Tourniquet and Tainted Love... And The Beautiful People... Mostly all. They've got nice videos. :)
Every single Christian child here is probably condemning me to hell.. *sigh*. I go to church every Sunday. Lol~ Just thought I'd let you know. And I reach out to God when I'm in need. And I do fear the Lord. And all that. Just to let you know... lol.
I DO know that millions of people DO NOT understand why I like Marilyn Manson. MUSIC, people, music.
Eep, have to go get ready for class now :S And I'm broke.
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
T_T
I'm very touched by their love for each other.
And then I was reading the article 'Riding with Bonnie and Clyde' which was written by one of the guys that followed them around and the way he described how Bonnie and Clyde were around each other was very.. nice :)
And all the pictures published of the two of them were even sweeter.
And then... I do not know how but I ended up watching Marilyn Manson videos. Must have linked myself to YouTube. I've always liked Marilyn Manson (the band) but I've never really noticed the rest of the members. So, while watching, I remembered Twiggy Ramirez has left the band and I started trying to look out for him in the videos cause I never really did and don't really know what he looks like. He is the bassist :D! And he's quite adorable in a querky, weird, VERY WEIRD sort of way. Lol!
[And then there's that naked picture of him that I shall NOT talk about ._.]
I'm dying for IAC. I don't like this subject at all. Urgh.
Monday, October 22, 2007
I think I'm becoming a bat.
That's bad.
Went to church this morning with plenty of time to get ready~ I could take a long bath, choose my clothes.. I could even wear accesories :)
But then, I was falling asleep in church :S
I managed to download Haiiro no Ginka Vol.1 a couple of days ago.
Haiiro no Ginka is Dir en grey's [aKnot] newsletter of sorts. Oh, [aKnot] is their fanclub. I recently found out why it's called Haiiro no Ginka~ Dir en grey (according to Kaoru) means 'a grey coin' or something like that (I've heard somebody say it means 'to say in grey'.. 'Dir' is German, 'en' is French and 'grey' is English, Lord knows why they decided on a name with THREE languages.) Anyway, Haiiro no Ginka is 'a grey coin' in Japanese.
How brilliantly creative.
Okay, whatever.
In the first volume (this is actually the second volume, there's a Vol. 0 ._.) they had this column called 'Dear ~ Dir en grey' and the fans send in messages to the members. Stuff like 'Kaoru-kun, my prince on a white horse' (Almost literal translations of the Japanese, sorry) and alot of other very 'full of love' messages were there. It's nice to read it knowing that AT THAT POINT they had so many girls in love with them. But then I remembered the whole incident (before the release of Vulgar) when they started to change their image... and how they lost practically HALF their fans just because they no longer cross-dressed/wore leather/kissed on stage. And I just wonder how many of those message senders are still buying their albums and going to their lives.
I just thought of it because as I know, Haiiro no Ginka is now at Vol.30 over. And the fanbase they had in the first volume and thirtieth volume is almost completely different.
When I first heard of the whole fiasco with the IMAGE change, it kinda pissed me off. It's JUST their look. Okay, so Toshiya and Shinya were no longer wearing skirts, Die was no longer wearing his bondage leather outfit and Kaoru lost his purple hair... SO WHAT?! -.- They were finally focusing on their music~
I was thinking, they were reaching their mid-20's or so...
At 25, as a guy with pride, I don't think I really want to prance around in a mini skirt and kiss my bandmates. I don't see why fans go all 'I liked Dir en grey when they were VK! They were so much better then!'. If you ask me, after Vulgar, they started sounding like a real rock band. I love Missa, Gauze and Macabre just fine, but most of those songs were quite pop-ish. Anyway, with Kisou, their music was changing anyway.
Talking about that...
Lyd: I'm gonna get married in a red cheongsam at sunset :) If the groom is Toshiya, he'll wear a tux, if the groom is Syn, he'll still wear a tux.
Steph: Whatever it is, it has to be a tux, right? -.-
Lyd: Yes~ And there's gonna be four bestmen and as many bridesmaids as I want.
Steph: *speechless from this point on*
Grandma: Still to early for you to be thinking about this.
Lyd: No! It's called planning for my future. I have to plan!
Steph: *turns to grandma* She's dreaming for her future. She'll never meet SynGates or Toshiya.
Lyd: I will!! Just you wait!
Steph: Ahma's laughing at you.
Lyd: Don't laugh.
And that's about it for today's ranting. I have to go eat dinner and figure out stuff for my IAC class tomorrow.
I wanted to upload the page with their Christmas and New Year wishes (mostly because the contrast between Toshiya's cute and Kaoru's edgy message is very funny) but Blogger is being an ass at me again.
Sunday, October 21, 2007
The survey numbers are messed up but you shouldn't care.
Dumbledore is GAY!
http://entertainment.msn.com/news/article.aspx?news=280348>1=10450
O_O!
And his true love is Gellert Grindelwald!
*runs around in circles in shock*
Maybe this will put me off reading news the moment I come online. Bad habit.
I'm now listening to soothing music to calm me down after the shocking news. I never knew J.K.Rowling would make a character gay ._.
^^ She should write a book about Dumbledore and Grindelwald's fight now! :D
Listening to Maksim is very... nice.
His music makes me imagine very nice things.. :)
Especially Croatian Rhapsody. I love that song.
1. What's your opinion on sex without emotional commitment?
JUST sex.
2. Do you bite your boyfriend's/ girlfriend's nails?
Ew. Gross?
3. Are you a jealous person?
Hm, depends on the situation.
4. What are you allergic to?
Dust?
5. What books, if any, have made you cry?
Paradise Kiss. TT And that yaoi manga TT
6. Does it annoy you when someone says they'll call but never do?
I usually don't bother.
7. What is your favorite ice cream flavor?
World Class Chocolate from Baskin Robbins.
8 . If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest what would you do?
Say 'No, thank you'.
10. What song lyric, if any, is stuck in your head at the moment?
The second line to Paranoid Android. The one with the 'From all the unborn chicken voices in my head'
11. What did you dress up as for your first Halloween?
I've never dressed up.
13. What's your favorite TV show?
America's Next Top Model... Or American Chopper...:S
14. Do you get along better with the same or opposite sex?
No difference.
15. Can others make you cry easily?
Depends.
16. Who was the last person to piss you off?
:)
17. Are you picky about spelling and grammar?
YES! OH FXCK YES.
18. Do you pay attention to calories on the back of box?
Uh, no. Lame ass, much?
19. If you could be any type of fruit what would you be?
Strawberries.
20 . Last thing said out loud?
'No, thanks'.
21. What was the last thing to scare you?
Dumbledore being gay.
22. How many hours of sleep do you need to function?
12 hours. Minimum.
23. Where n when was the last time you slept on the floor?
A couple of years ago.
24. Have you ever been attracted to someone who is physically unattractive?
NO! I'm not THAT desperate.
25. Do you enjoy traveling via airplanes?
Yeah, I sorta do.
26. Would you ever date someone covered in tattoos?
Would I EVER? More like I'll ONLY. XD Kidding.
27. Do you believe that the guy should pay on the first date?
Hell yeah.
28. Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos?
Yes.
29. Which do you make: wishes or plans?
None. If you wish or plan, they'll never come true.
30. Can you speak any languages other than English?
Yeap~
31. What is your favorite salad ?
Try none. Don't eat vegetables.
32. What movies do you know every line to?
Breakfast at Tiffany's. The Nightmare Before Christmas. Transformers and many more...
And weirdly, that black and white alien invasion show. Cause there's hardly any words in it. I'm a sucker for black and whites.
33. Have you ever dated one of your best friends?
That'll make me lesbian so no.
34. Has anyone told you a secret this week?
Uh, unless you count SJ's lying to me yesterday... Stupid bummer.
35. When was the last time someone "hit on" you?
Will NOT talk about this.
36. Would you rather take the picture or be in the picture?
BE in the picture. XD
37. Last text sent?
'Dude, God's telling me shut up and go to sleep.'
38. If you could eat one meal for the rest of your life, what would it be?
STEAK and SUSHI.
39. How many siblings do you have, and where are you in the rank?
I've got two older siblings and one younger whatchamacallit. I'm third.
40. When will be your next road trip?
When I'm 25. I'm being forced to go to ROME with Chris and SJ. I STILL want to go to FRANCE, you idiots!
I had a dream last night about shoes. I was out with SJ and Chrissy and we walked into this really old looking mall and found this HAVEN for shoes, or something. And I dragged them in and found this pair of pointy heels that were like made out of netting with this nice rose pattern all over it. And the heel was transparent and I even remember the price! RM49. Which is like, considered cheap for that kind of shoe. Anyway, EVEN IN MY DREAM THEY DON'T HAVE MY FXCKING SIZE! I wonder if this is a message from the Power Above. I woke up with this look on my face>P
I think I'm suffering from post-fever. Is there such a thing? I'm aching like a fever but I'm not heating up like a fever. My body is weird.. I'm gonna die.
My Mum woke me up this morning telling me that they were gonna go already and she was feeling me up for a fever. Back rubs are awesome. Unfortunately, she couldn't stick around. :(
I WANT those pair of shoes in my dream!
I also want marshmallows.
Saturday, October 20, 2007
Want to know a problem?
How I'm on my way to the loony bin?
How I'll most likely get into jail by 22?
All the looniness has caught up on me. All the years of perpetual depression. All the years of pent up sadness.
I'm hearing voices!!
I'm not fxcking you. You can choose not to believe it if you want but I've experienced it.
The thing is, the voice doesn't sound menacing. It only comes once in awhile. And so far the only thing I could make out is 'hey' and 'squirrel'. Hardly menacing.
But that's that and a voice in my head that I don't recognise is a voice in my head that I don't recognise.
It's been bothering me and I've been really moody these past few days about the whole 'given up' thing. So those two things mixed together really isn't all that good. I only got more depressed and moody after hearing the voice the first time.
And then it will appear once a day.
Though, today it didn't appear.
I decided that I needed to tell someone so I told my Mum. She said the devil is present in me. Scientifically, I'm almost insane and religiously, the devil is in me. That's her comment.
I think I worried her a little... but I forgot to tell her 'Don't worry, I'm fine now, I'm no longer THAT moody'. I mean today is the first day in the three days that I've smiled and laughed.
I'm really over it. If people are going to push me over and treat me with no respect... well, I can't say anything to that, can I? I just need to stand up for myself more than usual and if they don't respect me, I won't respect them. They shouldn't bother much.
But back to the voices.. I think my Mum thinks that the voices is the reason why I got angry at everybody. Which isn't really true, it came after I got angry. But it may have played a part in me becoming, not angry but depressed. Oh well, I do think I'm completely healed.
I'm still hurt no doubt but I have found joy.
Wanna know why?
I found a magazine with SynGates on it!
I told you I'm a simple girl who's easily happy.
I'm not going to brag here but I do think that I'm quite okay in the fact that I get happy over the littlest things but things don't make me angry or sad that easily.
Apparently, SJ and I have MORE in common than just plain insanity! We've been talking and I really do feel great knowing that I'm the only one :S lol.
†£¥ÐĪǺ ΤӘЅћЇ¥Λ† says:
but honestly, i think i've completely come out of my depression
†£¥ÐĪǺ ΤӘЅћЇ¥Λ† says:
longest depression ever
†£¥ÐĪǺ ΤӘЅћЇ¥Λ† says:
i think the syn magazine made me really happy
†£¥ÐĪǺ ΤӘЅћЇ¥Λ† says:
LOL!
†£¥ÐĪǺ ΤӘЅћЇ¥Λ† says:
it really did
†£¥ÐĪǺ ΤӘЅћЇ¥Λ† says:
the moment i saw the magazine i felt all the unhappies leave me...
†£¥ÐĪǺ ΤӘЅћЇ¥Λ† says:
and i could actually joke with my second older sis just now
†£¥ÐĪǺ ΤӘЅћЇ¥Λ† says:
i guess...whatever it is..i still kinda enjoy it when people are laughing..whether at me or with me i wouldn't know
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
lol
†£¥ÐĪǺ ΤӘЅћЇ¥Λ† says:
but at least people aren't yelling at me
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
thats good
†£¥ÐĪǺ ΤӘЅћЇ¥Λ† says:
yay~
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
dont be depressed
†£¥ÐĪǺ ΤӘЅћЇ¥Λ† says:
i'm not la
†£¥ÐĪǺ ΤӘЅћЇ¥Λ† says:
not anymore
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
hahaha
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
thats good
†£¥ÐĪǺ ΤӘЅћЇ¥Λ† says:
i mean..i'm still hurt la over everything but i guess i can forgive
†£¥ÐĪǺ ΤӘЅћЇ¥Λ† says:
they're never going to change and if i'm going to destroy myself mentally becuz of it abit wasted right?
†£¥ÐĪǺ ΤӘЅћЇ¥Λ† says:
i'm a young healthy teenager who has YET to have sex and jam on stage
†£¥ÐĪǺ ΤӘЅћЇ¥Λ† says:
so i gotta be sane enough to do all that before saying hello to the loon doctors
Glad to know the same ol' pervy girl is back. XD
She's making me write them all down now -.-
So script #1 in my 'SJ and Lyd's Impromptu Scripts' book is the future conversation between SJ and her future college when she signs up for her business course which she's failing now in STPM.
†£¥ÐI? ?????¥?† says:
the business ppl in college will be like '*checks cert* hmm..good good... ._.? You failed business?'
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
and wat course did u say u want to do again ?
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
*checks registration form*
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
*chokes*
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
U WANT TO DO BUSINESS !?!?
†£¥ÐI? ?????¥?† says:
ahahah yes yes
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
*shows me to the door*
†£¥ÐI? ?????¥?† says:
'ms hew..here's the door..maybe ANOTHER college '
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
have a good day!
Went to Puchong for lunch. Had Dim Sum. :) I've been craving for Dim Sum for awhile now. I'm so full.
I have to go get ready for class in awhile. :S
The shower in my bathroom is spoiled so I'm currently bathing out of a pail. It's very bad, I tell you. I sit on the floor and attempt at a bath. I'm taking double the time to take a normal shower.
My Final Fantasy 7 game is downloading so slowly! Argh~! It's only at 44% after two days! It only downloads at like 3 AM in the morning. I'm not kidding you. Sucks.
I hope I'm downloading the english version. If I end up with the Japanese version, I'm going to cry. Eventhough, I most likely would be able to understand the jist of it but all those tough words they have in FF games are going to kill me. And they'll most likely be in kanji.. X( I hope it's English.
Yesterday, SJ and I had a talk about God. SJ said '...... God will ask his God' at which I said 'God has a God? But why does God need a God?'and I forgot what she said but it went on with her saying 'And this will lead to the question 'Does God's God have a God?'.
Uh, maybe SJ and I should leave the religious talks to the religious people.
Before that I told her to pray to Buddha about something for me and she said that Buddha isn't even listening to her pleas.
SJ: Even Buddha can't help me.
Lyd: But isn't Buddha omni-potent, omni-present and omni-science(???)
Lyd: He should be able to do something.
SJ: -.- Omni-scient, Lyd.
Lyd: Oh.
I thought the last one was somewhere along those lines. Couldn't decide how to spell it so I just wrote science.
Oh, have I mentioned Masayo called me the other day?
Masayo: *text messaging* Dude, call me.
Lyd: Yes? You asked me to call?
M: Yeah, I'm here.
L: Here? Where?
M: I'm in KL.
L: ._.
M: Want to go out tomorrow? :D
And she said it in a tone like it's totally normal to call your friend in the middle of the night and say 'Hey! All of a sudden, I'm in your state!'.
But we didn't end up going out and she's going back tomorrow so I don't think we're gonna meet this time around. Her guy must be very free hence, she keeps going out with him. Lol. I do wonder where she stays when she's here. Should be with her boyfriend.
And I'm gonna go bath now. Wish me luck with the pail.
Friday, October 19, 2007
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says: after all its courtney love
[[* MadHatte: this is damn funny
(*)»[+£¥ÐI? : we said the same thing differently
SJ & I in October 2006 on this day. I find this so LOL.
[[* MadHatte: if i ignore me
[[* MadHatte: i'll call u up and start singing
Sometimes I wonder what goes through her mind. I think she meant 'if U ignore me'.
Oh, noooo, wouldn't want to be 'unhappy' now, would I?
Angry?
A little too late to ask that, don't you think?
Fed-up?
Spot on.
Why?
Ask yourselves. You should know the best.
Normally, I would be 'yelling' about what I've given up on but it's over for me. No point yelling about it. I've given up trying to be nice. I've given up trying to 'treat you nicely'. I've given up trying to be patient. I've given up tolerating your lack of respect.
I've just given up and that's that.
Thursday, October 18, 2007
I would too.
I can't stand seeing happy people. I want to shoot them dead.
I can't stand people who squeal and laugh like a chipmunk. I want to strangle them.
I can't stand people a certain person who acts like you're way below her level. I'm so fed up with her I want to chop her up.
If I do end up killing one of those three people, these are my reasons.
They're all fake assholes and conformists. People with no backbone.
Can't stand these type of people the most.

Haven't blogged in awhile.
Had no mood for the past few days.
I have class in awhile :S
I'm supposed to be on holiday but I have class. Life is so sad.
Anyway, nothing much has happened. Same old crap.
I was up the whole night. Because I had no mood to sleep.
I couldn't be bothered about going to sleep.
I have a certain dislike for people who insist on having their boyfriend or girlfriend convert JUST to date them. First of all, I don't think religion has ANYTHING to do with how you feel for the other person.
Secondly, the person who agrees to convert has no backbone.
Thirdly, I think there's no reason to disown your God in any way just to date a person that's going to die in the end.
But somehow or another, most of the cases I've heard were girls making the boy convert to Christianity. Whoa, way to be a good Christian. The guy doesn't even know God personally but he would say he does just so the girl would date him. And then he'd go to church with the girl and 'pretend' to get it when he actually doesn't. So it beats the purpose. You can't call him a newly converted Christian. He hasn't heard the good news for real and accepted it. He just accepted Christ because he wants to date the girl. Spread the good news people, not force them into doing it. Sheesh.
And I have to go prepare for class now.
Will be back to continue.
*is at class [2:30-whenever]*
And I'm back. At 4:45 PM. Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaah! I have to fxcking tweak my models a little to fit into my concept. Or I have to change my concept. HELLO! Not changing my concept, definitely NOT. Sheesh.
I'm currently downloading all my favourite games!
Our first computer was a Macintosh. At that time, they were still big and grey. Anyway, we used to have these games there called Mario is Missing and Where in the World is Carmen Sandiego.
My sister has been talking about them for days on end and she says that she has tried finding them online but without result. So I searched for torrents and lo and behold.. I find them -.- .. on the first try.
So I'm downloading them along with Need for Speed [:D] and Final Fantasy 7! I'm only looking forward to my Final Fantasy 7 cause I've not finished that stupid game yet. And then my old computer died and I can't install it in this one.
Was checking out bulletins on Friendster and this ONE guy posted a survey that asked him what's his favourite car. Guess what he put... BIMMER. WHAT THE FXCK IS A BIMMER?! -.-
[I'm just gonna assume that everybody knows what he really meant cause if you don't know you oughta hit your head on a stone].
Funny-ly, I don't have a dream car but I have a dream bike. LOL. And that's coming from somebody who can't ride a bike (and most likely would never be able to due to my parents).
SJ is frustrated now cause her cousin gave her wrong directions to the kinky mall (S&M Mall - No shit. That's the name for real but they don't sell chains or leather cuffs *damn*). Her cousin said look for a grey building. LOL! That stupid try-hard Renaissance building is painted in bloody GOLD. How can you say it's grey? XD
If I ever have enough money, I'll buy over that building and bulldoze it. It's an eyesore. I got off the bus in front of it once and nearly became blind.
Monday, October 15, 2007
Lyd: Yeah, halfway gardening and then they see a hot chick in the window, huh?
SJ: And then the shower area had this marble bench. What the hell are they gonna do with a bench in the shower?
Lyd: Well, I think some people like sitting down to bathe.. sometimes.
SJ: Ah~ Now, if the owner of the house was this hot guy...
Lyd: Toshiya and I should so get one of those marble benches.
SJ: NO! I don't want to know what you're gonna do with the bench.
Lyd: No, we won't do anything with the bench. We'll do stuff ON the bench. What do you expect us to do WITH the bench?
Was so bored last night, I decided I'll watch some cheerleading videos on YouTube (was hoping to see that university from Kentucky cause they're really good). I ended up watching Bangkok University. At first, I thought it'll be quite bad (bad me bad me), but the moment they started with that pyramid... HOLY SHIT!! These people are freaking STUNTMEN not cheerleaders. They're INSANE. I'm very amazed at them. They create three storey pyramids without even climbing. All they do is leap and toss the flyers to the top. And they're so steady. I'm at a loss for words.
And then I watched these all-boys team from Japan. So cute~ XD There's something about watching all boys teams perform that tickles me funny. But their basket tosses were VERY HIGH. I still think our team in high school should have had boys in (though we were from an all girls school). Our basket tosses were SHIT.
Ah. I'm so bored now. Will go enjoy watching Ayashi no Ceres again. I swear I miss this anime. XD I don't watch anime at all now..but I Touya is hot so no problem there :)
Sunday, October 14, 2007
More displays of loonosity courtesy of SJ and I. And slight pervy-ness.
First we went to Ikano and The Curve where I got a black long sleeved top that says 'God Save The Queen'. I saw it and went 'Sex Pistols!!'. At the same time my Mum said 'Hey, the British anthem!'.
...Uh, oh yeah, right, the British anthem...
Then we caught sight of a white jacket. So I got both~ Lol~!
In another shop, I bought a tie-dyed like top which has a dagger through a heart.
Then we went over to 1Utama cause my Dad wanted to go there, and there, I found TWO pairs of shoes that I liked.
Unfortunately, they didn't have my size for both. Honestly, size 6 feet is too common. It sucks buying shoes.
Then, I took my Mum to the dress shop and I got the dress that I like! It's black with this plunging neckline and it's has a high waistline. Nice!
Then my Mum walked in while we were trying it on with her own dress. And she picked out a very nice one though she kept going on about being too old for stuff like that -___-".
My Mum really needs to stop thinking like that. Considering she looks better than half the women her age and even they are dressing way worse than that dress.
In the end all three of us, my Mum, Loofah hating sister and ME got dresses! I've not owned a dress since I was 10. And those were frocks.
I think Nat would be proud of me.
I finally bought something with a skirt.
Oh, I also bought a new pair of shades and earrings. Hehehe~
And then we came home, rested our aching feet for about two hours before going out for dinner. SUSHI! :D We had Japanese food~ It's good. Fishy fishy XD
My Dad made this really gross joke today...
Dad: The pants was so big I could put both my hands inside.
Lyd: Really? THAT big, huh?
Dad: Yeah. Actually no la, Mum can put both hands in ;)
Lyd: Oh God Dad! Refrain from making jokes like this. I'm at a very impressionable age.
Dad: Bullshit la. You're 19 already.
Lyd: Yes. See? Still young.
And then when were passing the nighties in the store
Dad: You never wear things like this anymore.
Mum: Too old for it la.
O_O! They have to refrain from doing stuff like this in front of me.
Seriously.
I may learn something.
[They DO claim I know more than my Mum knows... but I'll let that slip pass unnoticed]
†£¥ÐĪǺ ΤӘЅћЇ¥Λ† says:
oh..how was the interior magazine yesterday?
†£¥ÐĪǺ ΤӘЅћЇ¥Λ† says:
the Flaunt magazine was damn interesting XD
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
:D
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
OH
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
NICE!
†£¥ÐĪǺ ΤӘЅћЇ¥Λ† says:
love the make up spread
†£¥ÐĪǺ ΤӘЅћЇ¥Λ† says:
rly?
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
hahah
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
yeah
†£¥ÐĪǺ ΤӘЅћЇ¥Λ† says:
anything nice that we can get ideas for our house next time?
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
the bathrooms are so niceeeeee~~
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
but they're abit..open..literally
†£¥ÐĪǺ ΤӘЅћЇ¥Λ† says:
O_O
†£¥ÐĪǺ ΤӘЅћЇ¥Λ† says:
open bathrooms
†£¥ÐĪǺ ΤӘЅћЇ¥Λ† says:
sweet
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
hahahaha
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
yeah!
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
i mean
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
not open la
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
but as in
†£¥ÐĪǺ ΤӘЅћЇ¥Λ† says:
i'll move in to one of those hses with toshiya
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
they have huge ceiling-to-floor windows
†£¥ÐĪǺ ΤӘЅћЇ¥Λ† says:
who needs a door to bath when it's just the two of us
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
and the shower has like glass doors
†£¥ÐĪǺ ΤӘЅћЇ¥Λ† says:
sweet
†£¥ÐĪǺ ΤӘЅћЇ¥Λ† says:
:)
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
if u happen to be a gardener
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
WOO-HOO~~
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
hahahahaha
†£¥ÐĪǺ ΤӘЅћЇ¥Λ† says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHHAHAHAHAH
†£¥ÐĪǺ ΤӘЅћЇ¥Λ† says:
damn untung right
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
hhahahha
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
literally
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
AHAHHAHA
†£¥ÐĪǺ ΤӘЅћЇ¥Λ† says:
not unless ur boss is this fat lady
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
OHMYGOD
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
then maybe not la
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
if he was a gorgeous hunk
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
*HOHO
†£¥ÐĪǺ ΤӘЅћЇ¥Λ† says:
-_______________-"
†£¥ÐĪǺ ΤӘЅћЇ¥Λ† says:
if i'm the gardener and my boss was a hot hunk we'd be making very nice porn in those windows
†£¥ÐĪǺ ΤӘЅћЇ¥Λ† says:
i won't be gardening
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
HAHAHAHAHA
†£¥ÐĪǺ ΤӘЅћЇ¥Λ† says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAH
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
we wont be trimming bushes!!
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
god
†£¥ÐĪǺ ΤӘЅћЇ¥Λ† says:
yeah..bath time!
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
im having some pervy thoughts
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
HAHAHAHA
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
LOL
†£¥ÐĪǺ ΤӘЅћЇ¥Λ† says:
HAHAHAHAH
†£¥ÐĪǺ ΤӘЅћЇ¥Λ† says:
u damn gross!
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
-_-
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
KIDDING LA
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
sheesh
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
lol
†£¥ÐĪǺ ΤӘЅћЇ¥Λ† says:
ahah whatever
†£¥ÐĪǺ ΤӘЅћЇ¥Λ† says:
u were afterall founding member of P.com
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
i bet ur having pervy thoughts abt toshiya
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
lol
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
eh
†£¥ÐĪǺ ΤӘЅћЇ¥Λ† says:
u're entitled to having pervy thoughts
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
u were one too k
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
hahaha
†£¥ÐĪǺ ΤӘЅћЇ¥Λ† says:
we got through F2 and 3 based on being pervy
†£¥ÐĪǺ ΤӘЅћЇ¥Λ† says:
LOL
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
lol
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
GOSH
†£¥ÐĪǺ ΤӘЅћЇ¥Λ† says:
yes..i AM having pervy thoughts abt toshiya
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
dnt remind me
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
dnt let me know either!
[[* MadHatter ! *]] the Queen says:
sheesh
As one of the Four Obviously Were Very Bored founding members of P.com (you don't want to know what this means), it's safe to say that.... WE HAVEN'T LOST OUR TOUCH ;)
Oh, this is a warning.. I haven't found THE book yet. Shari is going to slice me to pieces and feed me to the yak.
And yes, I do mean it when I say 'We're the founding members of P.com, we're entitled to be pervy'. We ARE.
Victorious Veges. XDD!!!! (pronounce Veges like vegetable - vege) Believe it or not, we wanted to create a band with this name. And you don't want to know what the Veges is. A hint, though~ It's SJ and her pronunciation error due to innocence at that time.
Saturday, October 13, 2007
Woke up this morning and left for school. Met Ms. Rosidah and she chose the model that's a bitch to make and I have to improve on that. Apparently, alot of my structures were merely decorative and has no function... LOL! While doing them yesterday night, they seemed to have had a function but looking at it this morning I was wondering 'What the fxck is this thing doing here?!'. So yeah, ALOT of improvement to do.
Then I went home and surprisingly, I didn't go back to sleep.
After that I made a butter cake with my Mum. :D We have cake now! I brought some for SJ.
Lyd: Leaving now.
SJ: I'm still eating dinner.
Lyd: Eat up and leave.
SJ: Okay....... DON'T FORGET CAKE!
Lyd: Ah, okay *hangs up.
SJ: *hangs up*
SJ's Mum: Who's that? What cake?
SJ: Lydia. She made a butter cake and is bringing some for me.
SJ's Mum: She made a cake FOR YOU?! *gives you-are-so-lezzie stares*
SJ: NOooo! She baked in GENERAL and is bringing SOME for me.
And I'm too lazy to continue. Bought this magazine today called Flaunt. Another weird fashion magazine. I really love this stuff. The things they write about is whacked and crazy~ And the advertisements are very interesting. Not to mention that I love seeing pretty things on men and women.
(I found my old yearbook and I noticed that I have that really hot man-looking senior in the 2002 one. Her last year in school. SJ~ She was so hot!! I swear, she should have been born a man. Everybody I knew would gladly be lesbian if they could date her XD... SJ and I included LOL)
Friday, October 12, 2007
I mentioned this to Nat and she agrees. Clothes there should not be considered clothes.
And also, people should practice a little modesty and not go around saying that they're hot. Excuse me... -.-
Just watched the band Fatima's clip called 'The Way We Were' which was a little bit of a flashback on their past as a band (they're disbanded now, you see). From 1998 till they disbanded. It was so sad. They showed everything that Fatima is.. the weird dances, the choreographed movements, the snogging, Sanaka's thong, and my favourite of their outfits, the yutakas~ It was quite sad. I am still bummed that they disbanded. They hardly had any releases, they should have continued and made me happy lol.
And then I watched Charlotte's DVD. That band is seriously... seriously... loony. That's all I can say about them. But Touya is adorable. So is Kazuno. Ruka is quite cute in a strange, loonleader-ish way.
Had lecture today. We presented our model. I think you can tell by our model and work that it was a last minute thing. I don't care though, it's not like we're getting marks for it.
Eve of Destiny is awesome!! :D I've not heard any of the songs I downloaded ages ago. But now that I am, they're awesome. Kozi (ex. Malice Mizer) is in this band which is the only reason why I was interested in finding out what they sound like. I really love Iconoclast. It's sorta like techno-trace with a dark sound.
Ah, fxck, just listen to EVERYTHING! Ask me for it :D
You know, I have this thing called a loofah in my bathroom that I use to scrub my body when I bath... My sister apparently finds it really gross. Why? Because loofah is actually a fruit like thing that grows on a creeper and the texture of it (when the skin is peeled off) is like a really stringy sponge. It's hard to explain.. I'll take a picture of it one day. My Mum first used them as a sponge to wash the dishes and when my second sister first saw it...
Sis: *lifts up loofah in between finger and thumb* Oi, Lyd, look at this.
Lyd: Yeah, it's a loofah. Damn cute right?
Sis: No! It's damn gross la.
Lyd: Why?
Sis: It's a fruit you know? A FRUIT!
Lyd: So?
Sis: It's gross.
And then, my Mum told me I could use it as a scrub so I wanted it and she got the WHOLE thing for me, it's at least the length of my forearm.
Lyd: Look!! Loofah to bathe :D
Sis: EEYER! No way am I using that!
Lyd: But it's adorable~ And it works!
Sis: No!
So, I came home from school the other day and I was washing my face by the sink when I caught sight of my loofah just sitting there (I put it there at the sink cause my sister would be bound to see it EVERY morning *snicker*) and I thought of doing something really random and lame. I wanted to write a note saying 'Hi! I'm Loofah' and stick it unto the loofah along with some eyes. XD Just because I knew my sister would get worked up about it. Either that or she'll come out and tell me I've got too much free time. Or she'll just go 'What the fxck?'.
I didn't in the end cause I don't have that much free time to go around decorating my loofah.
And one of the reasons why I love the thing so much is because of the name. 'Loofah' sounds so funny!
When my sister goes shopping for work clothes with my Mum, I've been instructed to follow and get some clothes.
That's the best instructions you can hear from your Dad.
Oh, and the other thing about my parents that I really like when it comes to shopping is their policy.. 'If you find something you like, just buy it. It doesn't matter if you have no use for it. At least when you DO have a use for it, you'll have it'. Works fine with me.
You know how when you use MegaUpload to download stuff you always have to put in this 'verification code' of sorts? I get the FUNNIEST sort of codes. The other day I had to put in 'wtf'. Lol~ And I've had so many different words like 'gay'. Whenever I have to put in a funny code I'd pause for a few minutes to laugh and then go on. And it was even stupid-er cause I had to type in 'gay' to download a yaoi manga. :S Like they knew what I wanted. LOL!
EDIT: Oh yes and RAYA HOLIDAY STARTS NOW!! *starts partying*
Thursday, October 11, 2007
As for my IAC class... The building I chose was Istana Negara. I wanna build my presentation around the question- 'Are buildings like the Istana Negara considered an identity?'. But, honestly, what is our country's identity when it comes to buildings? Do we have an architectural identity?
I shall do more research! Lol~ My school's library is boring as death. (The only good thing is they have all those books that are so freaking expensive to buy)
Didn't blog yesterday because I had no mood.
All I did was go to school early in the morning to complete our Design Principles class group project. I was the stick-em-together-girl. While sticking, I realised that our model looked like a church sliced in half. So I called Claire telling her so. While waiting for her to come to settle the problem, RayRay and I took a lil trip to 1Utama. Window shopping with RayRay is quite stressful. The thing with RayRay is he thinks fashion is the world and everybody HAS to buy expensive clothes in order to look fashionable. Hey, you can buy a 500 buck shirt and if the design doesn't suit your body, it'll still suck and make you look like a freak anyway.
Then on the way back to school we picked Claireeey up. Got to school and stressed up. Claireeey and I decided to make a visit to the library to check out some designs. Got two spaces that are interesting. We told Alex to design a space accordingly but he designed it according to the wrong picture. And it was quite straight forward. Very straight forward. After out tutorials, I went over to Claireeey's house and we were messing around with the cut-out pieces of board when we discovered another design. Sick and tired of being stressed about it, we just went with that design.
Why was it so stressful you ask? Our model had to be done on an A5 base and we can only use 7 vertical planes and 2 horizontal planes. And these 9 planes can only come from another A5 piece of board. So freedom was VERY limited.
And because I'm so freaking bored, I'm doing what I was obsessed with doing in 2005~ I'll upload random songs and post them here for anybody who is interested. Just click on the link~ :D Rye-chan, download the Sendai Kamotsu, seriously, just do! It's the band Nightmare (you know, your Sakito) high on crack in their alter-ego form~
Dir en grey - Syoku Kurenai
Size: 6.01 MB
Note: Just download the damn song. It's awesome. The guitars are the part I love the most about this song! :D :D
Sendai Kamotsu - Chibaism ~te nugui wa nuga sanaite~
Size: 3.87 MB
Note: :D I'm just remembering the dance during that concert. LOL! And then Chiba (Yomi) takes off his pants at the end off the concert and runs off LOL LOL! I need to find that CD again. Of course the best part of the whole concert was Wong Chen Chen (Ni~Ya!). He can look hot with that stupid moustache lurking on his face.
D'espairsRay - Hai to Ame
Size: 7.24 MB
Note: I like this song because of the piano during the instrumental break. Not to mention the fact D'espairsRay is really quite an awesome band. And this is my favourite of all their songs. It's not a slow song despite having a piano in it.
Moi dix Mois - Deus ex Machina
Size: 3.54 MB
Note: It's Mana! What can be wrong? Nice heavy, sort of industrial mixed gothic sound. And I'll repeat myself.. It's Mana~ What's NOT goth-y should be the question.
Girugamesh - Volcano
Size: 11.6 MB
Note: :D <-'Nuff said. Another sort of heavy song.
Moi dix Mois - Unmoved
Size: 3.94 MB
Note: I just fell in love with this song a couple of months ago when Masayo made me listen to this whacked up band try to play this song. While the female vocalist of that band failed very badly trying to copy Moi dix Mois' vocalist, the real song itself is not bad.
Hey, this posting music thing is quite fun :D
Oh, of course there's that thing that everybody has to say... 'You are to delete this song 24 hours after downloading and buy the real thing'.
And just out of curiosity, who does?
Tuesday, October 09, 2007
First of all, my sister switched on the fan and switched off the air conditioner at 7:30 AM. Not that I have anything against the fan but the fan is situated right above my head and when it's switched on in the morning right after the air conditioning has been switched off, it kinda blows all existing cold air into my general direction and it made my nose a little block. Not to mention jolted me awake from my sleep due to shock [My fan makes this loud, shrill PEEET! noise when switched on. Go figure]
And then, I woke up feeling really bad. I had a tummy ache and a headache. I couldn't get out of bed till awhile later.
And then, as I was washing my face, I discovered a deep gash in my thumb. Why it's there, beats me. Hurts like a bitch and maybe a little more. It's very hard to do things with four fingers and a left hand when you're right handed. The moment I grab anything with my injured thumb I'm sent howling like a werewolf seeing a full moon.
And then I leave for lecture and there's this STUPID ASSHOLE BLOCKING HALF THE FXCKING UNIVERSE WITH HIS STUPID LAME TURTLE WITH A SPRAINED ANKLE DRIVING. Thank God I made it to class in time.
And then I wanted to go home but they were having group discussion so I had to stay behind a lil while more. I felt a lil guilty cause I already passed the message through a groupmate that I was gonna miss tutorial. Oh well, nothing I can do, can I? It's good that we've got the whole thing planned out (I'm referring to my group project). I'll say sorry to Claireeey, RayRay and Alex for being moody right now. Sorry~ *repeats in a few other languages*.
And then I came home to sleep. And I woke up with the hungry-est stomach known to mankind. I ate all the food I laid eyes on and then realised I overate. Go figure, again.
And now, I'm just feeling very down and out of it. My Mum is trying to get to the bottom of my moodiness.
Mum: Are you having your period?
Lyd: No~
Mum: So, what happened to that German boy?
Lyd: I don't know...
Mum: Gone home?
Lyd: I guess so~
Mum: So then, why are you so moody?
Lyd: Beats me...
Mum: Go listen to Toshiya~ That would make you happy, no?
Lyd: They don't exactly play and sing about happy things.. if anything it'll make me feel worse.
Mum: Go pop in a DVD or something. Transformers? Get your mind of whatever it is that's bothering you.
Lyd: I guess so......
Mum: Your mind musn't be idle.
Lyd: It's not idle.. I think.
Do you think my mind is not functioning the proper way a mind should?
And why she thinks I'm still emo over the 'German boy' is beyond my understanding. Even RayRay!
RayRay: Are you okay?
Lyd: Uh, no, I'm feeling sick..
RayRay: No, not that~ -.- Are you okay as in OKAY?
Lyd: I'm not understanding?
RayRay: *mouths out name*
Lyd: OH! Sheesh. I was over it after two days Ray.
RayRay: Good. *starts singing Britney song*
Aaaaaaaa~! Guess what song just came on??
Okay, none of you would be able to guess this one so forget it.
Panic*CH~ I used to love them so bad until the Three T's (Tara, Tsubasa and Takumi) left. This song is the remixed version of 829 Service. 829 is the number form of their name which in Japanese is pronounced as Panikku. Pa- 8. Ni- 2. Ku- 9. Yeah. Whatever. It's so happy and joyful XD.
I was into this band because they had two sides. One is Panic Channel and the other is Panic*CH. Panic Channel's all VK and Panic*CH is all oshare-ish. I found them so interesting.
I haven't heard this song in SO LONG!
Now I wanna listen to Love Letter~ XD
Like I've been telling SJ lately, the VK scene now is soo.. uninteresting. I mean, there are just SO FEW good bands coming out. And I mean SO FREAKING FEW in the littlest sense. They all either look like Gazette clones or D clones and they all sound the same. The good Oshare bands ended with Ayabie and Ancafe for me. And I don't like Oshare bands all that much. And all the bands that I like are either disbanded or on hiatus or they're so OVER the VK thing.
On a much happier note, Luna Sea is performing end of this year. Yay! Some 10th anniversary thing. But whatever. SUGIZO! J! :D :D Too bad it's in Japan (Budokan, I think?) and I'm in Malaysia. Sucks.
And now Plastic Tree's Tremolo came on! Whoa, my player is taking a trip down memory lane, I think. I've not heard these songs in so long!
While we're on the topic of VK.. I still remember what happened in school when I brought my magazine with Nightmare on the cover for SJ to have a look-see at her darling Sakito.
Classmate: Eh, what's that?
Lyd: Magazine.
Classmate: Band ah? WHOA! GIRL GUITARIST! Cool!
Lyd: Uh................ *points at Sakito* That's a guy.
Classmate: No la, I meant this one..*points at Ruka*
Lyd: That's the drummer. And he's a guy.
Classmate: ._. Oh.
I don't blame her. Loads of people make mistakes. I was watching Dir en grey one fine afternoon in '04 and my brother comes up behind me 'WHOA! Awesome~ Chick band! Quite hot, huh?' and I'm like '-.- They're all men'. Now he takes extra precaution and says 'Cool band instead'.
And I suddenly remembered SJ and my vandalism escapades in the library~ XD. When we spend a whole day in a place, don't expect us to be normal. If they (Chris is included here) weren't making me daydream about Toshiya, me and an empty room, we were running around and being loons.
SJ had this science revision book in front of her (taken from the shelves in the library) and we found this drawing of a supposed muscle man. And we were writing all over it 'Wimpy', 'Small biceps', 'Small *censored'-(This one being mine), and all that bullshit. And then we started writing our names on the books and we were writing 'Rocks your socks' under it. XD And then we went about trying to draw socks rocking (it actually looked like the socks were vibrating but we didn't care).
Hey, we ended up passing SPM just fine anyway. So it's all good.
When we went back to see if the books were still there... it was. We split our sides laughing for about 15 minutes.
I was a very normal child.
Monday, October 08, 2007
I just heard a sample of Dozing Green on Dir en grey's website. :D :D :D It sounds fxcking good, man! Now I can't wait :D
Did you know there's a FAKE 2????? ._.
Rye-chan~! Go do your bout of investigating and find out where I can get it! XD I'm just kidding. The drawing is a little different... hmm.. looks good anyway. :D
Was watching F1 just now. HAMILTON OUT!! I nearly died. If him being stuck wasn't bad enough those Chinese men (I'm not being racist, I'm Chinese too) took so long to attempt to get him out~ They kept standing around and pointing at Lord knows what! And the whole Ralph Schumacher thing was sad.. He spun out three times and they were only somewhat halfway through the race. I feel for the guy. I didn't watch much after that. Was too hungry and had to eat. I think Kimi won~ Lol! I shall wait for Brazil's race now! And see what happens :D And my Dad was so waiting for Hamilton to win the Driver's Championship in his rookie year. I think there's still a chance.. if I'm not mistaken but he says there isn't. I shall not be as negative as he is! :)
After that, I had to go work on my car. Clean it up, change the mats, check the oil, unclog the holes for the water thing, RainX my windscreen and all that jazz. LOL~ It's been awhile since I've done it anyway.
And my Dad is still going on about painting my car himself. Using aerosol cans! 'My car isn't a wall for graffiti', I keep telling him but he isn't letting up. That's cause my car's paint is in quite bad shape.
I found scans for Dir en grey's Dragonfly photobook :D Though I have the book itself but I think I wanna save my favourite pictures. XD
Time to start on my stupid essay~ Good thing is-I've become alot more nocturnal than before, lately so I'm most likely not gonna be able to sleep tonight. I'll use that time to do my models.
Sunday, October 07, 2007
Another survey because I'm upset because that I can't find my shoes.
I want to go party, oh my giddy God! I'm feeling so down and BORING. I haven't drank anything alcoholic in MONTHS. (cocktails do not count).
I'm also suffering from a LOT of withdrawals. Shopping, partying, laughing, snogging, camwhoring.. etc. Am I doomed to a life of 24 hour designing?
People! Please don't just send me booze over Facebook! #1 I can't drink it and #2 it ain't real, baby! Let's go get some real booze :D
L a s t
1. Person you saw: My sister and Mum.
2. Talked to on the phone: My brother.
3. Hugged: Don't really hug.
4. Texted: SJ?
5. Kissed: Yuck. Who would?
T o d a y
1. wearing: Grey skull tank top, jeans, green slippers, gold cross earrings.
2. better than yesterday: Pretty much the same, no?
T o m o r r o w
1. Is: Sunday and it's homework day.
2. Got any plans?: Pretty much full of assignments.
3. Dislikes about tomorrow: Assignments.
F a v o r i t e
1. Number: 28
2. Color: Green/Black
3. Season: Winter
C u r r e n t l y
1. Missing someone: Nobody
2. Mood: Upset
3. Wanting: My shoes
Q: First thing to do this morning?
Eat. Was so hungry.
Q: Last thing you ate:
Grape mentos.
Q: Do you have anything bothering you?
The fact that I can't find my shoes but I know I'll fall in love with another pair in a few days.
Q: What's annoying you right now?
Alot of things. I can't start. Let's try ants and shoes.
Q: Is there a person who is on your mind right now?
No. People are hardly on my mind.
Q: Where is the last place you went?
Times Square.
Q: Do you look like your mom or dad?
They said I look like my grandmother. I hope they didn't mean the old part.
Q: Do you smile often?
I don't feel comfortable smiling unless I'm amused... or high.
Q: Do you think that a person is thinking of you too?
No. Who would?
Q: Are you a friendly person?
Generally, no.
Q: What colour shirt are you wearing?
Grey.
Q: What were you doing at 9 last night?
I was at 1Utama.
Q: When is the last time you saw your mom?
5 minutes ago. In the kitchen.
Q: Do you have more guy friends or girl friends?
More girl friends. Therefore, people think I'm lesbian. Not too sure why. Losers.
Q: When was the last time you cried?
A month ago.
Q: Do you get angry easily?
Yes. Fortunately, I'm patient if I want to be.
Q: What are you about to do?
My IAC essay about the National Art Gallery. Which is soo intersting *sarcasm*
Q: What song are you listening to right now?
Ai no Kusabi's main theme. It's a gay anime (yaoi) but the theme is so nice. And the show was depressingly sad. I still feel like crying when I THINK about it.
Q: Do you ever check your phone?
I hardly even see my phone. It's missing half the time.
Q: Rate life as of right now 1-10.
2. Unfortunately.
I've just talked to the ULTIMATE loon ever known to exist!
*after a million hours with the phone ringing and NOBODY picking up*
Lyd: *exhausted from running* Hello?
Loon: ... Hello?!
Lyd: *says to self - Why the fxck is she shouting?* Yes?
Loon: ............... Sorry wrong number *hangs up*
Lyd: What the fxck?!
Wasted my fxcking energy running down the stairs. Should have left it alone like I was originally planning too.
EDIT: YUKIRYE!! You stupid bum bum!! You useless buddy!! You didn't invite me to read your 'NEWLY PRIVATISED BLOG' [whoa]. Our relationship is over until you invite me. XD
Saturday, October 06, 2007

That's a nice looking burger... *yum*
I found this nice Romanian song yesterday afternoon. It's called Alaturi de Ingeri by 3rei Sud Est. Nope, no spelling errors/typos there. Nice slow song. Pretty pretty though I don't understand a thing.
SJ isn't going for Japanese class tonight :( I have to eat dinner alone?? And we can't have our frappe date after class either. *sheesh*
Now that I think about it, I should have gone to Times Square today instead. SHIT! Tomorrow's a fxcking Saturday~ It'll be filled with people! Crap. I'll go early XD
I'm currently digging through all my old music files. All the first few JRock songs I was listening to in '04. :D There's some Dir en grey, Malice Mizer, XJapan, hide(yay!) and what others. And then there's some Gravitation too~ Sleepless Beauty, Predilection, Shining Collection, Spicy Marmalade (XD), Smashing Blue etc. I feel so happy when I listen to music I use to love. (I still love them). I was OBSESSED with Dir en grey's Deity, Myaku, Cage, Raison Detre, Hotarubi, Garden, Machiavellism, Egnirys Cymredopyh, Syoku Kurenai. Uh, basically most of their songs before Withering to Death.
I have roughly 1267 JRock songs. My God! Where do I get these shit from? T_T
Lately, everybody's been trying to get my exercise. My brother walks by and starts teaching me this new way of toning up arms and abs and then forces me to try it. He won't leave me alone till I do it. -.- And we'll be watching TV and he goes 'OK! Che, let's do 20 seconds and then finish with 10 push-ups'. He thinks I'm Superman. I'm as unfit as a..uh..an unfit thing and he wants me to push-up. I'm so tired at the end of the day, the last thing I want to do is hold myself up with my hands and toes (I'm talking about the push-up position here).
I haven't partied in awhile. I'm suffering from alot of withdrawals. *sigh*. Am I becoming boring?
Friday, October 05, 2007
I wanted to post a picture of Toshiya but decided against it cause it's for me to ogle not you :P
Astro changed their channels!! ._. I'm so lost.. I can't watch TV the way I used to.
Went to college this morning. Aaaah~ Was so sleepy (still am sleepy) but then again, when am I not sleepy? After lecture, I drove Thingy, RayRay and Nat-o to Ikano to buy the cake for Ms. Jinchi's surprise belated birthday celebration. Yet again, they brought out their unknown 'acting skills' to lure Ms. Jinchi to wherever we wanted her to be at (lol). This year it was the hall and thank goodness they thought of something better than 'Hui Shan fainted!'. So we were lurking behind the curtains in our attempt to hide and we overheard Claireeey outside and we were all 'So faaaaaaaaaake! LOL'... or rather just me. But yeah. Whatever LOL. Then Alex ran out and switched on the music and we were left being confused behind. Seriously, it was so confusing! 'Do we go out now?', 'Eh, on the lights la!', 'What the heck is going on?'-(This one being me) and so on. LOL! Finally, after million and one questions, Alex comes back in and was all 'Okay, go out now!' so we did. And that was it! :D Another surprise. I must say though, this was a LITTLE better than last years.
Argh! I can't stop thinking of that pair of shoes!! I needa go back!! I'm suffering from shoe shopping withdrawal. And also, I wanna try on that nice black dress I saw the other day~ Nat is very proud of the fact that I finally found a dress that I like.
And I got tagged by my 'lovely', 'sweet, too-free-because-she's-jobless-internship-wise (lol) sister.
5 Things in my bag:
1. Phone
2. Wallet
3. Comb (don't ask)
4. Eyeliner
5. Lipgloss
5 Things in my head:
1. 'Is this questions talking about body parts or thoughts?'
2. 'I think the eyeball is embedded in the head.'
3. 'What do Dugong babies look like?'
4. 'Ivan has such a cute bum bum'
5. 'Was J.W.W. Birch wearing a sarong when he got killed or was he in the nuddy-pants?'
(Nothing life changing in my head)
5 words I frequently use:
1. What the fuck?
2. Bloody hell!
3. Lol
4. *whine* Claireeeeeeeeeey~
5. Aaaaaaaaaah!
5 Recent smses received:
1. Okay.. Wait for me, Raymond's with me, lol... -Nat
2. Er no credit..can I horn?lol..expect me in 20 mins. -SJ
3. Hey SJ here.im coming now.i'll ring the doorbell when i reach! -SJ
4. Need you to send me to pick up the Benz from the workshop when you come home. -Mum
5. Still in KL? -Mum
5 recent things I just did:
1. Sang my lungs out to annoy neighbours.
2. Celebrated Ms. Jinchi's belated birthday.
3. Broke out in dance at my front door cause finally reaching home rocks.
4. Kissed Baby Ivan! He's so adorable!
5. Found my PlayBoy earrings :D
5 things in my wardrobe:
1. Clothes.
2. Ties/weird socks.
3. Face stuff.
4. Hair dryer.
5. Towels.
5 things I just ate:
1. Jelly cake.
2. The WORST wantan mee ever
3. Iced lemon tea.
4. Garlic bread!
5. Chocolate.
5 people I'm tagging:
1. Leo-chan
2. YukiRye-chan
3. Claireeey
4. Whoever else that reads this?
5. Refer to above #4
I'm so annoyed! See, this conversation happened the other day between my brother, mother and me.
Mum: What was the song for Tiny Toons?
Bro: Uh...... *cracks non-existant brain*
Lyd: Aaah~ I remember but I can't put it together now...
Mum: -.-
Lyd: Ah-ha! We're tiny, we're toony, we're altogether loony! *goes on*
Mum: LOL! Yeah yeah yeah!
Bro: No. YOU are loony. We're not ALL loony.
Lyd: Urgh. Now it's stuck in my head and it's annoying. *hits brainless brother*
Mum: Now you know how I feel when you kids kept watching it.
And it's still stuck in my head :(
And my brother's a bum. He has no respect for me who is four years older :( In what way does he have no respect, you ask? Well, he seems to have inherited the Loh gene for being lame so he feels this need to bombard me with lame jokes every single day (as if I don't make enough jokes on my own), he makes me take him to Starbucks for coffee and I end up not being able to sleep for the night, he calls me a camwhore when he's the one who can take a picture dead center without looking, he is a loon and he calls me a loon, he says I'm emo when he's the one with the stupid fringe, he hits Ivan, he tells Dad that I love a WOMAN named Toshiya and he goes on and on about Tiger Woods on purpose after I tell him I've absolutely no interest in every aspect of golf.
There's got to be a law against brothers like this. But because I'm such a 'loving' sister, I'll refrain from throwing him into the drain or feeding him to the snake and opt, instead, for clobbering him / throwing pillows at him / threatening his manly well-being (whatever it is he has). We do have a joint interest in music and choppers/bikes. That's all.
Thursday, October 04, 2007
I swear I should be banned from all shoe shops in the world. I found ANOTHER pair that I want!
If I did, that'll be the first sign that I've officially made it into the loon bin.
2. When was the last time you met someone new?
*raises eyebrow*.. No idea.
3. When did you last eat pizza?
Monday?
4. Do you drink beer?
That's like asking 'Do cows eat?'
5. Do you wash your own clothes?
No.
6. Are you any good at poker?
I'm good at the poker in my computer game~
7. What do you want more than anything?
Toshiya... Oh wait you asked what.. Erm, a Harley!
8. Are you tired?
Hell yeah!
9. Besides your bed, what is your favorite thing in your room?
Ivan.. but Ivan's a 'who'.. so I'll go with my darling bass.
10. Pepsi or Coke?
Coke.
11. Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you?
Oh yeah. Be with him........ and then take sweet revenge by cheating on him with someone hotter.
12. Do you enjoy piercings and tattoos?
Er, there's a limit. I'm not THAT masochistic.
13. Taco Bell or McDonald's?
McDonalds. Have never tried Taco Bell.
14. Are you restless?
Yes. I can't sit or stand still for a minute.
15. Is your computer desktop or a laptop?
Desktop.
16. How many friendster views do you have?
*raises eyebrow again*.. Uh, 106, I think. Never really look.
17. Want to be a prince/princess?
No. Unless it's that hot prince from Monaco..
18. Do you believe dreams come true?
Sometimes. Depending on the situation.
19. Last song you heard?
Gravitation - Sleepless Beauty. I'm going down memory lane, listening to all the songs I was listening to in 2004.
20. Do you like Batman?
YES!! And the sequel is coming out next year! *impatient*
21. Who is in the room with you?
Nobody.
22. What are u wearing on your foot?
Nothing.
23. What was the last thing you ate?
I drank soup for dinner.
24. What were you doing before this?
Doing my PTPTN form thing.
25. What is the closest item near you that is blue ?
My blue whale hanging off my phone.
26. In your opinion what is the weirdest thing listed on goofysicons.com?
What?
27. What instant messaging service do you use?
MSN... Or as they know call it 'Windows Live'. Whatever.
28. What is ur fav website?
http://www.direngrey.co.jp/
And that's because I keep looking out for updates on their band pictures XD
If you don't wanna accept that, it's http://www.jigzone.com/
I'm a jigsaw geek.
29 . Whose house were you at last night?
My own.
30 . What do you wear more, jeans or sweat pants?
Jeans. You can never own enough denim.
32. What are you currently listening right now?
Blood - Sweetest Disease. One of the first few Jrock songs I listened to. Hard and heavy, just the way I like it XD
33. When did you last buy a new pair of pants?
Months ago?
34. Where's your favorite place to be?
In my bed.
34. Have you ever heard of the band Our Lady Peace?
I forgot. I think so. I don't remember.
36. Where do you shop the most?
1Utama.
37. Where did you get the shirt you're wearing?
My school's 'koperasi' XD!! I'm wearing my sport shirt.
38 . Coach Purse or NFL game tickets?
Coach purse. Love their bags!
39. Where was your default pic taken?
(They're talking about Friendster!) LOL! Uh, What's my default picture again?
Why did you pick your background?
Cause I was actually in Claireeey's blog and my computer hung while I was scrolling down and it dragged all the words into lines and the result was my background. I found it interesting so I printed my screen and photoshopped it to fit.
41. Are you happy with where you are?
No. I should be in Japan preparing for my future with Toshiya. Seriously.
42. Do you believe love at first sight exists?
Bullshit! Those are for dreamers.
43. Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?
Yearly anniversaries. Not monthly ones. It makes me feel like a loser with nothing else better to do when I celebrate monthly anniversaries. Besides, I don't believe in counting the months that you've been together with a guy, it's the years that count.
44. Do you believe that you can change someone?
No. And I won't try to. Waste of my time and it's not my problem. If it's a boyfriend, I'll just screw him over and leave if I can't take his shit.
45. What are you going to do after you do this survey?
My conceptual models. XD Yes, I had to redo them cause I did them wrongly.
Tuesday, October 02, 2007

Monday, October 01, 2007

I'm being swarmed by strange puny bugs with wings. No, not mosquitoes and yes I have taken a bath. What to do what to do....~?