Wednesday, July 15, 2009

Hello, it's 4:15AM

I'm so in love with Seether's Fxck It.
And also Remedy.
Shit, I never realised how awesome their music is.
I'm regretting not listening to them earlier.
Not swearing, that's the name of the song.

I updated my IE to IE8, I think.
Everything looks so damn weird now.
The fonts look strangely stretched out and bolded.
It'll take me awhile to get used to it.

The wrist and elbow is better now.
I was lying in bed and heard the rain and I thought "No wonder those shit joints started aching".
I, personally, LOVE rain. My joints, on the other hand, apparently don't share the same love as the less physical me.
I actually fell asleep already.. until my stomach started acting up.
I know people request for organ transplants but has anybody ever requested for a whole body transplant?
I need a new immunity system, new joints and a new stomach.
If I get those, my problems will be over.
And the word "I" was used excessively in the past six sentences, I know.

I got a message during Japanese class that made me remember all the fiasco with the band that time.
You know, I've pretty much given up on that dream.
However, there is still this one part of me that wants it.
I told myself "Screw bands" but that one message made me go "Can I?"
I haven't played the songs I used to jam with her since that fiasco.
That's because I'm trying to NOT feel that rush when I play again.
If I feel it, I know I'll get sucked back into it.
I don't have luck with bands because I never get to play with people who are on the same wavelength as I am. The one person who is on that wavelength is the reason why I'm feeling this way about it all.
I wish I could throw caution into the wind. I wish.

Speaking of that, I wonder if my brother tuned my bass back to standard tuning.
I dropped it to D for a reason, damn.

My fingers want to play Moonlight Sonata on piano now.

I just realised that I downloaded 'Totally Captivated' a long time ago but never read it.
I told my sister to read it and she came out of her room yesterday and said "Totally Captivated is totally captivating".
Yes, it is.

Rye-chan, SJ refuses to buy me Asahi.
Can you? *gives you puppy eyes* :(