Brother and I just splurged and indulged like hell in cakes and brownies.. :S
We had a chocolate brownie with ice cream, tiramisu and chocolate milkshakes.
And I had a big mac for lunch at 5PM.
All this stress building models is killing my sanity. I crave so much more now.

I've been on a break from work.. I'm kinda feeling scared that I'm slacking off.
I have to start on my AutoCAD as well as show her my 3DMax work.
I'm still considering whether I should redo my prototype or not.. I really want to but what she said about being pressed for time is kinda weighing on me.

Wedding on Sunday. Wondering which dress to wear.. :S
Wondering how to hide the newly acquired scars at my ankles :S
My Dad is right, I should start looking at where I put myself.. maybe that would avoid all the unwanted random injuries I get everyday.

Rye-chan informed me that Bon Odori is on the 19th of June..
Good, I've been wondering where to find the date for it this year.
Apparently, she has gotten a yukata. :) Can't wait to see it.

Had quite good lasagna for lunch today.. :)

Nearly suffered a minor stroke this morning because apparently, interviews for internships start today and NOBODY said anything. If it wasn't because one of our tutors announced it to Claireeey's class yesterday, I wouldn't have been prepared. Thingy struck gold today (he was one of the chosen ones) and he didn't have anything proper to wear.
I was at the edge of my sit, almost falling off, while listening to her call out the names. THANK GOD I wasn't chosen.

Came back and went out with SJ.
SUPER HOT. We were swearing AND sweating our asses off in my car.
Then I said "I wish it would rain.. it hasn't rained in awhile"
A while later, it poured cats and dogs and SJ said, "Now I'm freezing"
Unpredictable weather, we have.

My shower is killing me.
:S

I really wanna join the promotional booth design competition.
At the moment, the only other friend of mine interested is RayRay..
I don't mind working with him although, we'll be catfighting all the way to the end.. :S
I do want to attempt at it.

While I sat here, wondering how to change my essay (and trying to remember what we learned about referencing in text) I remembered SJ messaging me telling me to read my e-mail for a very funny e-mail she sent me. So I decided to give my brain a break and checked it out.
What have I learned from the experience?
Do not let SJ near Photoshop. EVER.
I swear, I didn't know whether to laugh or cry.

It was probably the most random thing I've ever experienced in my life.
To SJ: You wish you were in his car! (I did the same with a picture of Toshiya but I didn't send it to you!)

Tokujin Yoshioka's designs for Peugeot and Issey Miyake are awesome! Even his design for Swarovski Ginza... and even his chairs!
The only thing I don't like? His website is really frustrating!!!! It scrolls according to where your mouse is placed so if I'm trying to change the window and I point my mouse towards the lower end of my monitor, his site will scroll down along with my mouse. Grrrrr.

(http://www.tokujin.com/)

I really like his design for Toyota at the Tokyo Motor Show 2005.
1. It's white
2. It's for a motor show
3. His use of reflective surfaces is phenomenal! Talk about using a material to it's full advantage.

Urgh, I think it's time to go back to my essay :S

Depeche Mode's Personal Jesus = Love :)

Bah, I'm so full... :S
And I slept pretty much the whole day too.
Stupid medication.
I'm currently, frustrated because I have no idea how to make my essay more 'academic'. According to my tutor, my essay sounded like a blog post. I was about to say "Well, I can understand that cause I blogged while writing it!" but I decided against it and just said "Oh, really?" lol. She has no problem with the content.. just that she said I need to add in the referencing into the essay itself and not just leave it for the bibliography.
Not to mention I haven't started on my prototype yet. That is so shit.
*sigh*

My entire family forgot about the qualifying round of the grand prix today.
Talk about forgetful.
I wake up from my sleep and ask "Who's on pole?" and my family looks at me really sad-like and said they forgot to watch. -.-
So, I'm just waiting to be surprised tomorrow :)
It's quite exciting this season cause Ferarri and McLaren no longer hog the top spots and we see more of a mixed podium each time and not just the same few people.
(I'm still the only one rooting for Rosberg.. WHY?)

I am in love with Castlevania even more. I did not realise that I actually downloaded the Order of Ecclesia (according to the game narrator, it's pronounced ee-klee-see-uh) game before and started playing last night and holy hell! it's more fun than Dawn of Sorrow. For once, the hero is a woman! :D
Was battling these weird octopi (there were more than one octopus so it's octopi, there is no such word but that's how I like to plural-ise octopus) while Nut was doing her AutoCAD work in Starbucks after class. I was yelling at my console cause the octopi were annoying the hell outta me and I had to explain myself to Nut cause she kept looking at me like I just lost my marbles so I told her "These sotong are killing me!".
She found it funny.
When we returned to college to return me to my car she said "Thanks for accompanying me" and I said "It's okay... too bad my DS ran outta battery....." and she continued, "... or you'd be battling squids". (Which, oddly enough, sounded really funny)
Lemme clear myself up, Nut.. it was a mistake! They are octopi!!!

I am in love with this picture...
Am doing my weekly check on Guitar Girls Addiction's website http://gga.sakura.ne.jp (kochira koso~) and the latest blog entry dated 2009年04月23日(doing my referencing here... it's not right to steal someone's image) contained this picture.
Looking at this picture makes me want a Wacom. Darn.
(Have I mentioned that I love this guy's art?)
(I love anyone who can colour lips)

Today's lecture was boring as USUAL.
*sigh*
Couldn't sleep till 4/5AM last night.
The weirdest thing happened while I was awake, I was flipping channels and my remote hung on MTV (it does that very often.. not MTV all the time but it hangs all the time). MTV was having their Asian Takeaway segment and I heard an awfully familiar voice. I look up from my game and saw Alice Nine. ALICE NINE ON MTV!!! (ewwwwwwwwww). I hate it when bands that I liked/used to like make it on MTV. Then you know they're on their way to becoming a sell-out. (However, Alice Nine has sold out.. along with all the other 'VK' bands).
I messaged SJ "This may be the weirdest message I have ever sent to you... Alice Nine is on MTV".
She messaged me back after the video ended saying "I saw. Their english is still so bad! I was so confused with 'buzz love song', I didn't even notice Saga"
I didn't even see Tora.
It was a one-man Shou video (Shou being their vocalist).
Kinda like Dir en grey... It's always Kyo. I'll be happy if I can get a glimpse of Toshiya's arms or bass.

Ooooh~ My aching stomach! I forgot that I cannot take coffee and yet I sat in Starbucks drinking coffee while battling squids.
(Somehow, my stomach has extreme reactions to coffee)

I slept at 7AM this morning. I was so engrossed in my detail drawings that I forgot to sleep! I only realised when I sat back to stretch my aching shoulders..
The good news is, I have 3D-ised my detail drawings, like she told me too... so now there's depth to my display box drawings as well as my transparent table..
I'm quite proud of it..
Then I overslept and couldn't meet her today.
DARN!
I have to see her tomorrow.
Along with my 3DMax rendering.
Thank GOD tomorrow's lecture is joint with Nut's class or I will just absolutely die of boredom.
Half a year of sitting alone in that classroom is enough to break the strongest.
Questions being thrown at you ridiculously (eg. Did you know buildings use CONCRETE?) to which I usually mutter (No shit, right? :O)

Was at my guitar teacher's house.. after 30 minutes of an arm-bending Sarabande I was walking out the door when my teacher's daughter ran up and said "Mum! Lil Rounds is out!" (in reference to the American Idol contestant).
And I was gonna come home to watch it too...
Thanks *sarcasm*!
Anoop is out :(

Hanzel und Gretyl rocks.
I cannot get tired of listening to Bavarian Bierhaus Blood... Heil Hizzle Mein Nizzle is starting to get to me too.. Of course, Fukken Uber Death Party is also very good.
However, this was the cause of my headache yesterday.
I have never gotten a headache listening to Hanzel und Gretyl. I need to see someone about this.
Masayo-chan would disapprove.. lol!

Brushing up on my demonology

And discovered a few demons that I didn't know about.. here's a list of my favourite as well as their 'ranks' in hell :D

Asmodeus (Asmoday) : Head of Casinos, banished to the desert by Raphael (CASINOS?)
Bearded Demon : Remains nameless to avoid his use in search of the Philosopher's Stone (King Solomon) (I like how they don't wanna name him so they decide to describe how he looks like instead, like that will make him more anonymous)
Belial : Prince of Trickery, Demon of Sodomy
Belphegor : Demon of Ingenious discoveries and wealth
Charon : Boatman who ferries souls across the river Styx
Eurynomus : Prince who feeds on corpses (Kinda like vultures)
Leviathan : Grand Admiral: androgynous (Christian myth says he seduced both Adam and Eve)
Mephistopheles : Some versions a servant of Lucifer, others Satan himself (It's Mephisto!)
Murmur : Count, Demon of Music
Nybras : Grand Publicist of Pleasures, inferior (Publicist of Pleasures! As if pleasure needs a publicist)
Orias : Marquis, Demon of Diabolic Astrologers and Diviners (I like this cause of the word 'diabolic')
Philatanus : Demon assisting Belial in furthering sodomy and pedophile behaviors
Samael : Angel of Death, Prince of Air
Semiazas : Chief of Fallen Angels
Uphir : Demon physician
Zagan : Demon of Deceit and counterfeiting
(I believe these descriptions come from the book The Lesser Key of Solomon which is one of the first few books on demonology)

My favourite being Murmur.
Demon of Music... that is self-explanatory. (And a 'count' no less)
When I read of Murmur, the artist in my brain pictured a very sad-looking demon on a pipe organ looking down on the fires of hell.
Why? I don't know.

And I forgot where I read all that.. I just saved it.

Had dinner with Donovan at Jogoya. Claireeey~! No oysters today! :O
Bugged him to tell me his female problems till he gave in. He thought I would forget.. Pff! As if forget.
I feel a headache coming on :S
Gonna go drug myself again.
*drugged*
I tried preaching my "We should go to Tibet and fight for the Dalai Lama" nonsense (as my Dad calls it) to Donovan but I forgot what I usually say.. so I just said "We should go to Tibet and fight for the Dalai Lama". And we SHOULD! (Then we'll take a turn to Japan and visit the temples and be one with nature the Shinto way)

Planning on visiting KLCC tomorrow. Need to pick up my Keras... and SJ's Japan Nylon.

Oooh, angels! :D
(I found my angel file along with my demon file)
Favourite angels are the seven archangels.. Michael, Gabriel, Uriel, Raguel, Zerachiel, Remiel and Raphael. :D

Why isn't my picture showing up on Twitter.. :S
Shari has got Twitter :D
I'm not so lonely anymore!
Everybody should get Twitter (so I don't feel so sad on it)..
I do see why it's addictive though. Lol.

I wanna moonwalk! T_T
(I know how to in theory..)

I had the most horrible nightmare last night.
I dreamed all of us (the entire class of 2005) had to go back to secondary school!
Oh my God!!
The moment I entered the school gates, I was being rounded up for all the detention classes I avoided when I was still in secondary school.
I do not remember ditching 30 detentions!! (stupid lying dream-prefects.. even when unreal they're so annoying)
It was only 3 that I avoided!!!
(Back in secondary school, we had a marking system... 3 whitemarks to a blackmark. 3 blackmarks to a detention. 3 detentions to a suspension. 3 suspensions to an expulsion.. I believe that's how it went)
Oh my God, I avoided suspension too @_@
How the heck I did that, I would never know.
(But I still have all my blackmark slips with me... fond memories)

Urgh.. AutoCAD.

Urgh...
I'm dying from lack of sleep.
Nebusoku.
Nebusoku.
Nebusoku.

I received spam mail titled "Long Ding Dong".
It's a penile enhancement-type mail.
Seriously, is that what they're calling it now? Ding dong?
And why are they sending it to me?

Arrived for class at exactly 1PM. Lugged my huge and heavy model up to the sixth floor without taking the key cause usually, the door is always opened when I arrive (it's not being princess-y, it's true).. however, today, the door was locked. So I sat and waited for somebody else to arrive. No one did.. I got from the Subterranean Hell to The Clock Tower in Castlevania and nobody arrived. Then, my tutor arrived and said "My dear, why didn't you take the key?" and I said "'Cause usually the doors always opened".
So she said we'll have the tutorial in the lobby.
As I was the only one there.
-___-"
Anyway, on my way to the lobby, I bumped into a classmate so it wasn't so bad but my tutorial group is always late. I swear I don't see most of them every week.

My Dad is the cause of my current sore throat. I was doing such a good job at keeping it at bay but as I was eating my dinner, he took Ivan's head and held it really close to my burger which made me scream/choke and that hurt my throat.
It's bad now.
And I'm going for Jogoya tomorrow.
Nothing can happen that will hinder my eating.
ABSOLUTELY NOTHING!

Nut got Twitter!
I can follow her on Twitter.. I'm not alone in Twitterland!
Twit.
Hahhahahahahah! (SS)

What have we done to the world
Look what we've done
What about all the peace
That you pledge your only son...
What about flowering fields
Is there a time
What about all the dreams
That you said was yours and mine...
Did you ever stop to notice
All the children dead from war
Did you ever stop to notice
The crying Earth the weeping shores
-Earth Song, Michael Jackson

A little emo post because I'm rushing work..

... and my emo is not the "I can't believe I have so much work to do"-emo but more on history and our country.
I'm writing a paper on Pudu Prison's demolishment and I was reading on what the Japanese did to us, Malaysians as well as the Singaporeans (because Japanese POWs were incarcerated in Pudu). First of all, I have said this since I was old enough to understand the impact of the Japanese Occupation and I have no problems saying it again.. as much as Japan is my dream country to go to for design, I do not believe I will ever love the people as much as some of this people who dream of becoming Japanese. I may love Toshiya but I do not wish of becoming Japanese.
The things that they did to us are too horrible to read and it makes me sick to the stomach.
I may be drowning too much in the past, I know.
I'm being bitter (due to stress, I suppose)
I've always believed this and I will now say it, I believe ALL Japanese are sadists.
From their Kamikaze to their Harakiri/Seppuku, they seem to just love death and dying.
Oh well, it's their call.
But they had no right coming in here and killing innocent people all for their own selfish desires.
(Kinda like what all these other countries are doing now... don't get me started..)

Killing little children and making people grieve.
I don't want to continue talking.
I'm running out of time.

(To buddies reading this, read the whole post in my usual emo manner... not in my serious "I'm going to F you up" manner)

(If you have no idea what my emo manner is, just imagine me pounding on the table, speaking really quickly and sharply.. in an amusing way)

(Nothing amusing about this topic though... nothing amusing at all :S)

[Jogoya on Wednesday.. :D]

Another change...

I have re-opened my blog to people outside my VERY inner-circle because the storm seems to have died down :)
I never liked having my blog closed anyway.. (that's because I have no idea who reads it :S)
So it's opened... and I miss having Rye-chan around because I forgot to invite her.. or did I?

Hmm...
The only thing guys, do not type out my full name here or any personal information.
On this blog, the name's "Vampyy" or "Evill".. you know the drill.


Lately, I've been wondering how Masayo-chan is in National Service. I'm wondering if she's slapped anybody yet or has had any disciplinary problems... Knowing her.. the answer to the latter is a yes.

My sectional model isn't done.
I haven't started on my prototype.
I am doomed. Doomed I tell ya!

I did some test thing that I read about on a blog (I took the test on your blog, Sherrie :D)
Turns out my type is INTJ.
Introverted - 67%
Intuitive - 62%
Thinking - 12%
Judging - 1%

Rational Portrait of the Mastermind (INTJ)
All Rationals are good at planning operations, but Masterminds are head and shoulders above all the rest in contingency planning. Complex operations involve many steps or stages, one following another in a necessary progression, and Masterminds are naturally able to grasp how each one leads to the next, and to prepare alternatives for difficulties that are likely to arise any step of the way. Trying to anticipate every contingency, Masterminds never set off on their current project without a Plan A firmly in mind, but they are always prepared to switch to Plan B or C or D if need be.

Masterminds are rare, comprising no more than, say, one percent of the population, and they are rarely encountered outside their office, factory, school, or laboratory. Although they are highly capable leaders, Masterminds are not at all eager to take command, preferring to stay in the background until others demonstrate their inability to lead. Once they take charge, however, they are thoroughgoing pragmatists. Masterminds are certain that efficiency is indispensable in a well-run organization, and if they encounter inefficiency-any waste of human and material resources-they are quick to realign operations and reassign personnel. Masterminds do not feel bound by established rules and procedures, and traditional authority does not impress them, nor do slogans or catchwords. Only ideas that make sense to them are adopted; those that don't, aren't, no matter who thought of them. Remember, their aim is always maximum efficiency.
In their careers, Masterminds usually rise to positions of responsibility, for they work long and hard and are dedicated in their pursuit of goals, sparing neither their own time and effort nor that of their colleagues and employees. Problem-solving is highly stimulating to Masterminds, who love responding to tangled systems that require careful sorting out. Ordinarily, they verbalize the positive and avoid comments of a negative nature; they are more interested in moving an organization forward than dwelling on mistakes of the past.

Masterminds tend to be much more definite and self-confident than other Rationals, having usually developed a very strong will. Decisions come easily to them; in fact, they can hardly rest until they have things settled and decided. But before they decide anything, they must do the research. Masterminds are highly theoretical, but they insist on looking at all available data before they embrace an idea, and they are suspicious of any statement that is based on shoddy research, or that is not checked against reality.

Is that right?
I've never used the word Mastermind on myself.
If you think it sounds weird, I swear I didn't cheat on the test!

When a person has too much money to spend...

... this is what happens.

Now, I don't know who's house this is but it is HIDEOUS.
My picture does not do it's ugliness any justice.
I am speechless.
(Seen in Tropicana)
When it was first built, my Dad called it the Barbie Doll house...
Excuse me, Barbie's house was always very tasteful even though it was pink.
Now, this is pure shit.

My nails are pink :)
Surprise surprise...

I feel like painting my bunny's nails pink too.
:D
She's adorable. I do need to comb her hair though.

I am so tired.
Today was so hot.. my arms has gone a shade darker.
I believe Nut may be closer to her stalker than she believes..
VERY close LOL!
I do not want to die in my sleep :S

I started chronicling all my dreams last night. The ones that connected.
It all seemed pretty unreal.. if I wasn't the one dreaming it, I would've thought someone created it all up.

[EDIT: Dir en grey's OHP update. Toshiya.. has.. cut.. his.. hair.. again. *takes deep breathe*. This is very trippy. I'm not sure what to think. I'm not jumping up in joy or thinking up some new fantasy to go with his new look.. I'm just looking at the picture like ._. ... He does not look 31.. but I can see some really awesome arms under those sleeves :D]

I may be headed for the operation theater...

... if it turns out my random pang of pains is really appendicitis.
Lately, I've been plagued by sharp pains in my right side. Right where the pain is when you have appendicitis.
I refuse to see a doctor. What if I have to operate it? I do not wanna be put to sleep and then have people cut me open, remove a part of me, stitch me up and then let me lie down till I wake up.
I'm freaking myself out.

Hanzel und Gretyl finally downloaded.
:D
Übermensch Überfrau is awesome.
Fukken Über Death Party and Bavarian Bierhaus Blood is awesome too (Like I didn't already know that)
These guys aren't German (Thank GOD) but they sing in German.
The vocalist is a girl but she snarls and growls better than some men. I prefer her to Arch Enemy's vocalist because her vocals seem deeper and you can't tell she's a girl at all.

Why am I awake?
I am in pain.
So much pain :S

[EDIT: I am such a shit. I ruined Castlevania Dawn of Sorrow for myself. I found out Genya Arikado is the decendant of Mathias Cronqvist. That makes Genya Arikado the bad guy. I am upset. I liked Arikado... :S]

I have been watching Fashion Week videos on YouTube..

Hanzel und Gretyl is taking too long to download.
Downloading the album 2012 Zwanzig Zwolf (not sure if 2012 is part of the name but I see it written alot).
I just really want Bavarian Bierhaus Blood.

Somebody is stalking Nut! Oh Gosh! And according to him, I am the one who gave him the number. I swear I've never given Nut's number away to random people.
Nut, is somebody pranking you? :S
Or worse, could I have been tricked into giving her number away? But I really do not remember mentioning a number to anybody for whatever reason...
ARGH!

More Tadashi Shoji because I love the black dress.
Besides Tadashi Shoji's dresses, I really like Rock & Republic too. Their ass-short skirts and total sex appeal... (especially their jeans..)

(I still love Christian Dior very very much.. dreamy *.*)

Have to send my brother to school tomorrow which means I'm waking up at six something.
I better go off to sleep now :D

I know it's too late to blog about fashion but...

I am so in love with Tadashi Shoji's Fall 2009 line. (Why is it fall 2009? 2009 hasn't had fall yet, right..?)
I see stars when I see it...

You should see this dress walk down the runway... it's just pure brilliance..

I like the green and the white dress..
The pink one flows and sways very nicely but it's pink... (I actually like it, though)

Gosh! Even his Spring '08 line is sooo nice..
Everything's so tastefully done.. I love it. I'd give anything for the green dress.. I swear.

Lalalala

Bailed out of the egg hunt race thing (Sorry everybody). At first, it was merely because I did not have the mood to hang around and play games at school but as I was leaving, I got a message from my Mum and aunt saying they were looking at cheongsams and for me to go meet them.. so all the same. So I met them and the shop lady was apparently in a very good mood cause my aunt and Mum looked good in the cheongsams so she forced one over my head. She was all "Ah! Your daughter? Good good! She's tall, she'll look good in one... Here! Take the bareback one!" and I was all "No, thanks!".
Next thing I knew, I was fitting on a cheongsam.
I have never worn one before but lemme tell you, I DO look good in a cheongsam. This is not my usual big headedness but I do! And apparently, her specialty is making your waist look slim. I say it works.
I was very tempted.
Lol!
Then, after lunch, we came home and I took a quick bath (because it was so darn hot today) and ran out to Sunway to meet someone.
Came back and nearly took another bath cause the heat induced another headache.
I switched on the air conditioning and fell asleep.
Woke up at 6:30 PM.

That was my day.

Lol.

Prototype is gonna KILL ME.
Needa go buy materials tomorrow.
Think I shall go to the State one and not Classic Art because I don't know my way around Kepong.
My prototype is gonna need TONS of perspecs!
I am so dead financially now.

19 inches of pure joy!

And I'm talking about my monitor, people, let's not let our minds wander into Pervland.
It's back, it's back :D
I plugged it in, turned it on and quite literally whooped with joy upon seeing colour.

Have I mentioned, I'm in an egghunt race tomorrow? Some shit like that. Claire and the lot of them IAD Club people are organizing it and NUT had to sign me up too.
DANG.
Not my idea of a perfect after-lecture game but oh well, Happy Belated Commercialised Religious Holiday to you lot too.

(Can you imagine if a dick's 19 inches? Holy shit!)
(I'm want a 26 inch.. I really do... monitor, not dick)

All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
And their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow
And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
'Cos I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very
Mad World
Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday
Made to feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson
Look right through me, look right through me
-Mad World, Tears for Fears

You know, I do not like American Idol all that much this time. The competition is getting boring BUT Adam Lambert is awesome. He is sooo good! He sang the song above and I swear to God, it was like ecstacy. He is really good. So so good! And I always said he was hot (to which my Dad will twitch in annoyance) and my sister and I always say 'I bet he's gay'.
He's gay :)
[Which bothered my Dad more than it bothered me, I believe]
I want to know how he applies eyeliner. I could learn a thing or two. Lol.
He really reminds me of Elvis Presley.. :S

My parents are still watching The Gem of Life. I nearly got suckered in just to see this particular bitch go down.. Thank GOD her shit was revealed in the next episode or I would still be sitting there watching and bitching with them.

I need to sleep... *yawn*

Oh F!
Remind me to NEVER drop by the Alice Auaa website EVER AGAIN.
Everytime I enter, I want something :S
I want boots this time...

Forgot how much they were. Around RM500 (more or less).
But the purple lining and the leather.. everything is so awesome.
I know I say this all the time and it doesn't make sense but I need them!

People, people!!! MY MONITOR IS BACK! :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

*rushes to switch*

My parents and grandma is watching The Gem Of Life. The stupidest, most pointless TVB drama to date. Why do people obsess over it so much?

I was flipping through my old photos and I have discovered an old picture I saved of a Japanese gay porn star! :D
(He is really cute... I may have accidently seen a blowjob scene courtesy of a friend and I am possibly scared for life) [I am not sure as I yelled "OH MY GOD!!" and covered my eyes the moment I saw a dick so I possibly didn't actually see any mouth on organ action]
(dang)
Hahahahah!
But, he's really cute. No, not cute in the "I wanna do him" kinda way but cute in the "He's so cute I wanna buy him an ice-cream" kinda way (Which kinda makes his profession more disturbing)

Was out for the whole day today which means my sectional model has yet to materialise.
Looked at shoes and I tell you, oh man, I am so tempted. Nut! BAZAAR!
Helped my aunt look for a dress and she bought a very nice deep red one :)
I'll probably wear the black dress I bought for my Christmas dinner last year. I don't know what to wear :S
Almost 3 weeks to the wedding...

Oh, F, I am stuck with my essay T_T
I want my monitor back. I cannot see shit with this.
At the moment, there are a few other things I want....
Batteries for my Dad's semi-auto camera he gave me..
My two Kera magazines in Kinokuniya...
Toshiya...
Shoes...
Yeah... everyday stuff, ya know.

No lecture tomorrow! Yay :D

Nozomi update!

Hows the rabbit, you ask?
She has lost her baby-look, she's now a full grown woman and she has developed some rabbit-habits! (ie. Scratching my chest.. I'm serious)
However, she's still a natural in front of the camera :D

The last picture was funny because as she was stretching out over my lap I held up my camera and said "Nozomi! Look here!" and she looked up, stopped and only began moving when I put my camera away. Not once did her head turn away from the camera.
My baby's naturally photogenic!

ALERT: Over-joyous me

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!!!!!
I am a genius. I am Albert(a) Einstein!! I have fixed the internet connection!!! \o\ \o/ /o/!!! (as usual, those are people cheering)
After two very testing phone calls to our nation's "No.1 broadband provider" (Up yours!! Hah!) I clicked and poked my way around my computer and all of a sudden... BAM!!... I could harvest my strawberries! :D (On Farm Town... it's a virtual farm which means I would need connection to harvest.. and yeah, you get my drift)
I should be our nation's No.1 accidental internet repairwoman.
I had no idea what I was doing so don't ask me to do it again.

I do believe there is something awfully wrong with my body. Honestly. It's so strange. I woke up this morning to send my brother to school and when I came home, I got a monthly cramps-like tummy cramp and could hardly stand which means, I didn't go to class. When my brother woke me up later on to send him to tuition, I realised that my alarm has been ringing for ages. I slept pass my alarm! That has NEVER happened to me. I always wake up when my alarm rings. It happened once before only when I fell sick for a whole week. I can usually wake up even if I'm super sleepy and tired. ARGH!!
(And that meant that I didn't wake up for my 3DsMax class) Nut, teach me, teach me!

Oof! My tummy hurts again. Oh maaaaan~
And it's fine again. *sigh*... I want a tummy transplant!

In my internet-less state, I finished watching all 47 episodes of Nana.. (I thought there were 50) and all I have to say is the ending is very disappointing. Why'd they stop it at book 12? So, we see Satsuki (Hachi's kid), we know Nana is missing, Nobu still likes Hachi, Shin has grown up and bla bla... but the people who did not read the manga will not know that Reira ended up having a kid that looked like Shin and all that. It's so... cut short. It's so obvious the series didn't end there. And as SJ was getting all emo about, they would never find out that Ren got killed in a car accident (muahahahahah... SJ is emo because Ai Yazawa killed Ren and he seems to be her only motivation to read the manga). Oh well, I'm still obsessed with Mononoke. Not Princess Mononoke. Just Mononoke. Awesome. I love both the fragrance episodes. The Ruri-hime and the toudaiji. Very nice horror right there (Yes, it's somewhat horror and it's an anime.. I can almost hear Shari commenting).

Kitaro has a song called Dawn in Malaysia. Very very nice. I really like it and the fact that it's named after my country is just the icing on the cake. :)
So we have a new prime minister.... :) .... the smile means nothing.

Yes, my internet is still dead...

... I'm mooching net time off my Dad.

Nothing groundbreaking happened while I was MIA from the virtual world..
Except, Nut and I ate really bad teppanyaki and got tummy aches from it.
I may never eat teppanyaki again (Unless I am in Japan...)

So, what happened to my computer? On Saturday, lightning struck. They say lightning never strikes the same place twice, right? I'd like to know who said that so I can beat him/her up for misleading us. Lightning struck my computer and my modem.. Again!
Had to replace the motherboard and buy a new modem.
Then, just as I thought I could FINALLY get on my computer and get back to life as I know it, my monitor wasn't showing anything AND the modem's ADSL light wasn't lit up.
What the ****, I know.
So, now, my monitor is back at it's maker's place (Samsung, not heaven), and the TM guy just left after checking what was the problem and NOW, I have to go out to SS2 and buy the box-thing for the line.
As for my monitor, thank God for warranty.

The worst part about not having internet? My crops on Farm Town is dead!! I am so depressed now. I lost almost 4000+ gold!! That's alot of gold in Farm Town world. I am so upset. And I just missed it by a day.

I was listening to my New Age music (Yes, I'm still on my New Age kick) and I suddenly got this urge to become a monk (not a nun) and ship myself off to a mountain.
Why, you ask? So I can chant!

I want to dye my hair black again. The only thing holding me back from black is the heat... when I dyed black after my choppy blonde do, I swear on my shoes that my head felt hotter. I think the black hair attracts heat and keeps it in. I had to keep shaking my hair out to release the heat. I got a headache just walking across the road one day. It was bad.

So Nut, any development on the bazaar front?

Just wanted to update the growing number of vocab-subs that my brother and I always randomly create.
You guys probably already know... the sub for 'bitch' is 'beached' (the usual retort for this insult is 'whale').
Just the other day, due to a few events that took place, I told my brother "So now, we cannot say lame anymore cause it's a sensitive thing... we shall now say 'llama'.." (Said with a serious expression)
He stared at me blank and then said "That's very llama"
Yes.. so now lame is llama.
The first appropriate use of this word was when I was supposed to pick my brother up from tuition and he said he'll just walk home so I replied "Alright. Lazy to drive anyway. Walk safe (Not Play Safe). Hahahahaha! Joke of llama proportions!! :D :D".
He replied "Lol cool cool see u at home".
I was insulted. That's all I get for a home-made llama joke?!? No reaction!?
Found out later he was merely ignoring the joke.
Apparently, he read the 'not play safe' part and didn't bother reading the rest of the message. Yes, I am very respected in this house.

I was digging through all my Dir en grey media files (from 1997 - now) and I have discovered a love for R to the Core. Even Filth is beginning to sound nice to me.. although, I'm not that fond of Kyo's singing in it. Listening to my old favourites (Cage, Raison D'etre etc), I've come to realise that I really do like Kyo's shrieking/screaming/squealing/turkey gobble sounds. I do think it just seems so much more natural for him than singing. He sounded like he was trying quite a bit when he was being vocally melodious... shriekingly melodious sounds effortless for him.
And then, I decided that since I pretty much mastered my favourite Cage bass solo 3 years ago, I should learn up the rest of the song.
First of all, Toshiya, hot as he is, is a freak.
Second of all, was there a reason to play so fast? Which train was he catching up with? Which Shinkansen (bullet train)?
I play the first two bars and my fingers just give up.
So I gave up and learned up Incubus' Anna Molly. :) (I believe that's how you spell it. Not a huge fan of Incubus but I like that song)

Next up, I'm gonna be posting lyrics to a song. It isn't sung in the song but narrated by Dennis Hopper.
Fire Coming Out Of A Monkey's Head by Gorillaz :D Kick ass song.

Once upon a time at the foot of a great mountain,
there was a town where the people known as Happyfolk lived,
their very existence a mystery to the rest of the world,
obscured as it was by great clouds.
Here they played out their peaceful lives,
innocent of the litany of excess and violence that was growing in the world below.
To live in harmony with the spirit of the mountain called Monkey was enough.
Then one day Strangefolk arrived in the town.
They came in camouflage, hidden behind dark glasses, but no one noticed them: they only saw shadows.
You see, without the Truth of the Eyes, the Happyfolk were blind.

Falling out of aeroplanes and hiding out in holes
Waiting for the sunset to come, people going home
Jump out from behind them and shoot them in the head
Now everybody dancing the dance of the dead,
the dance of the dead,
the dance of the dead

In time, Strangefolk found their way into the higher reaches of the mountain,
and it was there that they found the caves of unimaginable Sincerity and Beauty.
By chance, they stumbled upon the Place Where All Good Souls Come to Rest.
The Strangefolk, they coveted the jewels in these caves above all things,
and soon they began to mine the mountain, its rich seam fueling the chaos of their own world.
Meanwhile, down in the town, the Happyfolk slept restlessly,
their dreams invaded by shadowy figures digging away at their souls.
Every day, people would wake and stare at the mountain.
Why was it bringing darkness into their lives?
And as the Strangefolk mined deeper and deeper into the mountain,
holes began to appear, bringing with them a cold and bitter wind that chilled the very soul of the monkey.
For the first time, the Happyfolk felt fearful for they knew that soon the Monkey would soon stir from its deep sleep.
And then came a sound. Distant first, it grew into castrophany so immense it could be heard far away in space.
There were no screams. There was no time.
The mountain called Monkey had spoken.
There was only fire.
And then, nothing.

O little town in U.S.A, your time has come to see
There's nothing you believe you want
But where were you when it all came down on me?
Did you call me now?

(Following image taken from Toshiya's blog post)

Seriously, I am craving strawberry shortcake now.
I may need to drag someone out for a cake tonight.
That's a nice looking cake though... if the candles weren't so off center.
And he was so brief about the celebrations too... if only he went into further detail.
It's so sad that they don't surprise the members on stage anymore.. I liked when they kept doing that during the Macabre tour. And why do the candles on the cake translate as 33?? I thought he is now 32....
I'm confused. I'm pretty sure I know his age.. :S

I really want a tattoo now. If someone had asked me last night "Let's get a tattoo" I would've said "HELL YES!" without thinking of the familial consequenses.. however, if I do get a tattoo, my Dad would throw me out on my arse before I can say "Hi".

It dawned on me the other day that I do receive alot of random news from my friends.
SJ told me that her friend read in a Japanese newspaper that Miyavi/Miyabi/MYV is now married. MARRIED? Uh...?? Apparently, his wife is pregnant too.
*doubt*

I have also come to realise that alot of girls are very stupid.
Very childish and generally do not use their brains for most matters.
The feminist-types would most likely commit homicide if they ever come across any of the girls I'm referring to at the moment. Hell, I would too.

Toshiya's hair has grown.
There is a new picture.
It's now in a... BUN?!

I don't know, I can't tell and you will never know with Toshiya.
The picture is too small. I hope that girl who's going to the concert manages to get a poster...then we'll be able to see a bigger picture.
One girl commented, "Toshiya looks like a tired housewife"
Lol.
However, he does look buffer now... *yum*... as compared to the days of Gauze and Macabre.

My connection seems really slow. It's pissing me off.

Went for a bit of a drive with Nut today.
Kota Damansara, Bandar Utama, Taman Tun Dr. Ismail, Bangsar, Damansara Utama, PJ (State).
Yes, she drove.
Also followed her to her commercial casting. Let me tell you that Nut miming folding clothes is probably the one thing that nearly made me burst my seams in laughter but I held it in. It would've been rude to laugh while the lady was trying to cast an actress.

Yesterday, SJ came over. Mucked around and then she went off for a "date".

A little while ago, Nut came up to me and said "Did you know **** is *****'s ex-boyfriend?".
And I go "Noooo! That's the **** that she told us about!" :o
I told SJ, who also knows ***** and she reminds me about something that has completely changed my opinion on ****. I will never be able to look at him without disgust written all over my face now.
**** is a college classmate now.

I've been harvesting my farm on Facebook everyday now. I am a rich farmer. Both in harvesting knowledge and gold :D