Pictures!

I finally...FINALLY...uploaded my phone pictures into my computer. So now I can share it with you! Yay!







These pictures remind me of those library days. Remember Sj? The amount of time we spent there 'studying'? And Chris' pink elephant? And sucky Maggi Mee? I'm never going to forget this year. It was just too eventful to forget.



See Donovan? Who says I don't post my pictures up? HuH?
This is just to show you that I DO post pictures of me up.
I'll never ever do this again!

National Service..next week? O_o

Hm, nothing happened so far. I think the only nice thing was Christina's message. See, she's leaving for National Service next week and she wants to go out this Friday to watch King Kong and have dinner. Haih, that's where my problem starts. I'm leaving for Penang on Friday night see..so I'll most probably only be able to watch the movie [or maybe only half] and I can't stay for dinner. Damn..but I wanna go, I need to give Christina her Christmas present. I bought her pink indian bangles. She doesn't need to know this. Haha. Wait till I give it to her.

I was staring at my bulk of jeans and I got this sudden urge to rip them. Can I? I just want to 'modify' them abit. Since I'm so bored and with nothing to do. Why don't rev up my mum's sewing machine and add in a few things to my old jeans? I'll probably do that..but I'm really lazy as you all know. But I really feel like adding stuff to them...and ridding stuff off them. My hands are feeling itchy.

Haha. I was thinking, the other day, about Sj and my plan about the band thing. I'm not too sure if it's still on at this rate. If this doesn't start, I'll just start another one with Sj some other time! Yeah, Sj? Remember we're suppose to take the world over by storm! I still want the ESP bass. Grr. It's still RM 1799 and I have a total of RM 5 in my wallet. So tell me how exactly am I suppose to get it? Although, if by a miraculously stroke of impossible luck, I get 6 A1's for SPM, my Dad did promise me. It'll never happen though.

I'm hungry~

I'm currently in quite a bad mood. Amazing really how one's mood can change in just 3 seconds. A mere brush of words and you're pissed. Whoa~

Nothing's been happening these days and I'm personally quite sick of it. In a few days time I'm gonna go to Penang with my sister and Leonard. Can't wait actually. Gurney Drive~ But that's not the point. I can't wait to get out of this place and actually DO something and not just laze. I'm quite sick of holidays already as amazing as it sounds and I have a whole 4 more months to go. I've always known since young that I've got a short temper.. but I think the holidays are making it even shorter. I get pissed so easily now a days that it's actually amazing. I think I should start exercising. I'm feeling abit heavy everywhere. And since everybody loves telling me I'm fat~ I think I should do something.

Was talking to Sj last night and we've decided to go to Singapore after Chinese New Year for reasons....

1. More money
2. A reason I don't think I should say

Yea, so we're gonna go to Singapore and just party our lives away before we go back to school in May.

I can't wait to go to Penang actually, although it may not show on my face. I just want to get away from this place at least for a weekend and have fun. Maybe that will bring my anger level down a notch or two.

Jingle Bells~

Ho ho ho!
It's Christmas time again!
Time of...er..giving and...er..loving?
Okay, whatever...on to the post.

I went out to KLCC yesterday with Sj after EONS. Yes Sj, I felt that way about it. Haha. Anyway, it was really fun, we finally got to walk about and really talk [besides the phone conversations and MSN messages]. Kinokuniya gave me a really great Christmas present! I was browsing the shelves to find something that may interest me [I found 4]. They had this really red SHOXX magazine and...well, it's SHOXX...so I picked it up and decided to ask the cashier to open it for me. I was flipping through when I saw Psycho le Cemu and was all like 'Huh?? Didn't they stop activities for awhile?' and their outfit was really old too. Then I flipped on and saw that interview. That Sanaka x Kamijo interview! Yeah...the blue glitter and bathrobe one. I was all O_O. In case you guys don't know..that interview is quite old. After all, Fatima has broken up. Then I turned the book around to check the date and all that and I saw the number 8 indicating that it's an August issue...and the year was 2004. O_o Like what the hell? That's more than a year old man. After all that, it was no issue in deciding which one to get man. It was Sanaka all the way. ^_^. I love Kinokuniya.

We left KLCC at around 5 cause we were going to have dinner in SS2 [where I stay!] along with Vincent. We met up with him at the Taman Jaya station. It was really easy to spot which one was him because he was sitting on the floor with a HUGE plastic bag [containing me and Sj's presents] Haha. He got me a snowman! I officially have 4 snowmans! ^_^ I'm a happy snowman-liking-freak-show. We had to RUN under the RAIN to get to Burger King by the time we were in SS2 and it wasn't a pretty sight man. I was wearing white. -_-' Thank God nobody saw anything or...O_O. We sat at Burger King talking about stuff until around 8 something when Sj remembered something about a friend telling her to call him everytime she was in SS2. We walked over to Horus to find for him. Found him and we were over to er...[what's the place again?] for a drink. Shared a Chocolate something with Sj and it was so freaking thick I couldn't drink through the straw. Sj felt crampy after awhile so I drank it all up. Haha. And I'm telling you...Horus really should change their controls for KoF. Me and Sj played a few rounds and we looked more like monkeys attempting at using a computer. We couldn't understand what we were doing and kept screaming at each other to stop attacking so that we could figure out the controls. According to Vince, the entire Horus practically paused their Dota-ing and stared at us. -_-" I'm never going back there. Then her parents came for us at 11 and they gave me a lift back. Had alot of fun yesterday. Sj! Start planning for New Year's eve.

Celebrated Christmas early this morning with a trip to church. I was sleepy as hell. The stupidest moment came when the guy said 'Lets bow our heads down in prayer' and I did bow! Just that, when they said 'amen' I didn't say amen. I went on 'praying'. I actually fell asleep and when they all stood up to sing the next song I opened my eyes and I swear I had this really dumbfounded look on my face. The last time I fell asleep in church was....ok...the last time I WENT to church..but still. Doesn't count. The speech was good though. I actually paid attention. The water trick thing was awesome. Haha.

Other than that I didn't do anything else anymore. I'm still waiting for my day to start. Should start around dinner. Oh, cause my parents were away this weekend, we didn't get a turkey. So my grandmother got a chicken instead and we're roasting THAT today.

Christmas Turkey -> Christmas Chicken

All good cause I still get to eat.

MERRY CHRISTMAS

Hello!

Whoa! How long have I not been blogging? Okay, only a few days but still..^_^. I think I'll start with Tuesday if I can still remember what went on.

On Tuesday I went out with Vincent [Sj couldn't come] to Kl. We went to KLCC, Sungai Wang, Low Yat and Times Square. As usualy in KLCC, I only went to Kinokuniya and Tower Records. Where else to go? I subscribed to the magazine..finally! I don't have to fight with other people now. Haha. This is sad. Anyway, then I dragged Vince to Times Square cause I wanted to look for my X Japan CDs. Okay, everybody, this is the sad part. The shop closed!! As in..not closed for the day kinda closed but closed FOREVER kinda closed! I even called Sj to make sure I got the right floor and the right corner. I feel so freaking depressed. They were the only ones who had the X Japan Visual Shock Vol. 1, 2, 3, 4 and 5! I've been waiting and waiting to go back there for ages and...now...I can't own it anymore. It's depressing so no laughing okay, people? Then we went to Low Yat Plaza cause..remember a few months ago..me and Sj went to the tailor to get some stuff done and she told us there's a shop in Low Yat which sells that sorta clothes? Yeah, I went to Low Yat Plaza to look for the shop and let me tell you..if the clothes in that shop is goth...I'm freaking Madonna! There wasn't even a single black top there! Everything was either gold or some other bright psychedelic colour. Vincent had a really good time laughing at it. I nearly died. -_-" Sj, we need to educate that woman on her knowledge about goth clothing. Haha! Anyway, then we went on to Sungai Wang cause we wanted to get out right in front of the Bukit Bintang station to get home and...we kinda lost our way in Sungai Wang. I swear that place is a deadly maze but we found our way out in the end. Thank God!

Hm, next is Wednesday. What did I do on Wednesday? '...' Oh yeah! I sat for my Undang exam today. It really sucked man. I was pissing my pants the whole time waiting. I only finished reading the whole 500 questions thing the night before at 2 in the morning so chances of me passing was close to....nothing! Reached the JPJ at about 8:15 a.m and met up with Mr.Lim. My number was 63 and they were only calling number 10 at that time. O_o I waited as if I was waiting for the sky to fall. Anyway, Bhara was there and I had someone to wait with me along with the other guy...er..Sam I think. They were both two numbers before me. Anyway! The whole point of the story is....I PASSED! I passed the freaking exam. My results?

Section A : 12/15
Section B : 24/25
Section C : 8/10
Total Marks : 44/50

I was freaking happy. Only 6 mistakes! Anyway, now that I've passed I have to go for the stupid mechanics talk thing tomorrow. It's supposed to be for another 6 hours but Mr.Lim said he will take me home after 3 hours. Thank God. Don't wanna stay that long there.

On Thursday [yesterday] nothing happened actually. My parents went to Ipoh along with my brother. So I was pretty much lazing around like a lazing fat pumpkin.

Today was no different either. I continued the fat pumpkin lazing. I'm about to go out to Ikano again with my sister and my grandmother. I realised that Christmas is in 2 days time and I only got a present for Sj. O_o. So I HAVE to go buy presents. I think I'll only buy presents for certain people. My budget doesn't allow generosity-overboard right at this moment. So I'll stick to my close friends ONLY!

[p/s : This post wasn't checked for spelling mistakes or gramatical mistakes like I usually do so forgive any mistakes m(_ _)m]

Screwy screwy screwy

I'm so gonna MURDER the chefs [if you can even call them chefs] of KGNS! I swear they can't cook for no freaking nuts! Give them Maggi Mee and they will screw it up for everybody. I didn't even eat much at the dinner last night, I just ate that meat thing, one bite of the butter fish thing, a mushroom and a freaking bowl of soup and I'm like this today. They just can't cook for nuts. To think that I was supposed to go to KLCC today.-_-" I had to cancel out on it last minute because of what? The STUPID chefs last night. Grr. I'll cook them!

Overall, the dinner last night was okay...I think...I mean minus the performances and dinner and speech...oh wait! That was the WHOLE freaking dinner. -_-. But for once I wasn't all alone at a church function like I usually am. Vince was there too along with Alfred. So I actually had friends. The performance part was really boring cause I didn't get it AT ALL. And they think all angels are like massive bimbos or something. I mean, the whole performance was giving me plenty of bimbo vibes. And the singing was off key. Hehe. After the dinner thing I went out with my sister to Central Point McDonalds for a lil midnight snack. I didn't snack though. Only on fries. She failed to tell me the ENTIRE youth group was going along. I felt so freaking lost. Hahaha. I mean, I could have joined them if I wanted to. But I didn't want to. Not my scene. So I stuck to talking to Vince and my sis. It was quite...okay...If I'm being nice. Anyway, we came back at around 1 something and miraculously my dad didn't say anything about it. That's good.

And...I am so totally in love with that Silver Ash song. Er, what's the name again? I forgot. Will check later. But I just love the vocals and the bass lines. Really rocks me. And that other song..er..Cry. That's really nice too. Ah! The song before was called Metamorphosis. Somehow or another when something is called Metamorphosis or anything close..It always comes out sounding nice.

Continuation~

This song is actually really cool.
He talks about raping a 14 year old girl on Christmas Eve.
Hell, Kyo knows how to celebrate.
If you flip the kanji characters around, Mitsu to Tsuba[Honey and Saliva] becomes Tsumi to Batsu [Crime and Punishment]
The PV was really innocent.
I think I'll post the Romaji for this.
The english translation is abit too...direct. ^_^"

MITSU TO TSUBA

byoukizami uchikonde mimimoto wo nametanara otose

hora motto motomete hayaku sore wo kawaeta nara hayaku
hora doku wo kobosazu namete doku wo koboshita nara....

show ~ lie ~ mad ~ sexual
1 ~ sad ~ sexually ~ 2 ~ sad ~ sexually

hora motto sakende hayaku hitomi aite miro hayaku

juunigatsu nijuuyonnichi mata hitori wana ni ochita ne
Q+II no kimi wo name tsushita nara
bara bara ni shite miyou ka

tane wo ue toridashita namida gumu akai kuchi wo kase

hora motto sakende hayaku hitomi aite miro hayaku
hora mireba miru hodo afure amai amai mitsu wo nagase

kore kara mo zutto "okashi" tsuzukeyou
kissless kept no toubu ni
mad yet kool wo kyou no nomi hoshita nara mata kimi wo "okashi" hajime

kawaii kuchi kawaii mune
kawaii koe kawaii kao
kawaii are kawaii sore
numenume gitogito dorodoro no
ibitsuna are nametsukushi nasai
soshite kimi no sore ni ire nasai

Figure it out yourselves..or visit the website.
I don't wanna post translations here.
Hahahahaha!

Am really bored!

I'm really bored so I thought I'd do something I always do when I'm bored!
DIR EN GREY LYRICS! Whee.
Like I mentioned before...Kyo is my favorite poet.
So I'll post my favorite songs. First up...
By the way, lyrics are taken from http://www.crysania.com/tattered

THE DOMESTIC FUCKER FAMILY

Mr. Fucker Show
Fucker Fucker Radical Fucker Trans Psycho Pleasure
Fucker Fucker Radical Fucker Trans Psycho Pleasure

Fucker Fucker Japanese Fucker Thrash Psycho Family
Fucker Fucker Japanese Fucker Thrash Psycho Family

Fucker Fucker Domestic Fucker Human Psycho Passion
Fucker Fucker Domestic Fucker Human Psycho Passion

System M -SEXIST-

Shall we start a thrilling game? Mr. Fucker M
Do whatever you want, say the worst you want to say, Mr. Fucker M
The real idol, illegal to broadcast, Mr. Fucker M
You're the godlike existence of a Stalinist, Mr Fucker M

Radical Fucker Japanese Fucker Domestic Fucker Family

Bored and awake

I'm actually awake at 1 something in the afternoon!

Congratulations, anyone?\^_^/

Was out at the foodcourt till 1 something last night and was not even tired. Came home and slept only at 2 something. I was totally expecting to wake up at 3 something again today but I woke up at 12 something. I remember telling my mum to wake me up early so I can go out and help her but..nothing happened. Haha. I don't know if she forgot or she DID wake me up and gave up.

This whole 'bored' feeling is really becoming more buggy lately. I don't know why but I feel really...bored. There's absolutely NOTHING to do besides bum around and rot. Anymore bumming for me and I swear you'll be able to see vegetables growing on me soon. I already feel their roots. This is horrible.

Just thought I'd tell...the bugs...are still...BITING ME!
TO HELL WITH BUGS!!! AAAAH!
Grr.

Bugging bugs

GrRrRrRrR!
I swear I'm going to kill the bugs one of these days!
I don't know why but I'm covered with buggy 'love' bites ALL over!
It's on my arm, my legs, my neck...my chest?? O_o
Pervy bugs.

Phoo~

Now that I'm done with the stupid long ass entry, I'll blog about normal things. ^_^. I woke up earlier than usual today. At around 12 something. I'm planning on making my waking-up-time earlier. I can do it, I know I can.

GARBAGE rocks. That's a song by the way. Actually my latest obsession is the whole Withering to Death album. I'm beginning to really like it. Haha. It's really cool.

I'm gonna do what I've done before...

3:36 p.m : Bold & the Beautiful playing behind me. Talking to Sj.
3:37 p.m : The door keeps swaying..grr.
3:38 p.m : Gyakujou Tannou Keloid Milk is really one hell of a song.
3:39 p.m : Nothing's happening.
3:40 p.m : Kyo sings well.*_*
3:41 p.m : It got bright all of a sudden. O_o
3:42 p.m : Isn't this getting a little boring?
3:43 p.m : I feel like watching Lareine..
3:44 p.m : Kiri to Mayu..I forgot the meaning of that.
3:45 p.m : I think I lost interest in this...

Anyway, Kiri to Mayu is really a nice song. The PV rocks too. Especially when Toshiya hangs himself, Die shoots himself..er..basically I loved the suicide parts. I'm not too sure why I like that part of all parts but the way they did it was just lovely. I just love Dir en grey and their whole concept.

Have to go class now. Blog more when I'm back. Bye!

Lately...

...everybody's been wanting to talk to me about my future and what I want to do when I'm older and all that kinda stuff. I must admit, I wouldn't mind if it was my sister's or my parents who is doing the talking but these people are my friends and honestly, if they can't accept what I want to do, what makes me happy, they shouldn't ask anyway, isn't it? They just keep asking and I tell them what I want to do and then they'll disagree with stupid things such as 'you're wasting your time'. I'm different from them. My views on life is different and therefore, what I want to do is different too. You may think going for Form 6 is wasting two years of your life. I don't.

So if I don't think I'm wasting my time, tell me, why would I be wasting my time? Okay, so taking Form 6 won't do anything for what I plan to do in college..so what? It's still an extra qualification that I have and you don't. I studied an extra 2 years more than you..how can that be a bad thing? I really don't see eye to eye with what they have to say and that's why lately, I've been getting more pissed off than usual. I'm really sorry for the other friends of mine who has been on the receiving end of my anger when they didn't say anything. I tried really hard to control my anger but really, sometimes, I just can't.

Also, people just love saying unnecessary things. If you don't have anything to say..please don't say anything at all. I like talking, yeah, but I like conversations with abit of substance in it. Not just pure childish crap talk. I like talking crap, sometimes, not childish crap. Coming online is no longer entertaining. In fact, I just get mad everytime I come online. People I thought would support me in my choices apparently don't. And here I thought 'SPM is over..so is stress!', I'm wrong. I'm still feeling a little pressured. At this rate, I think I just won't log on to MSN anymore. Putting your status as 'Away' or 'Busy' doesn't do anything to get rid of them. They still message you, poking their noses in your business. Back off man.

I'm really sorry if this post comes off as hostile to anybody who has actually said anything about my decisions in life but to those of you who I still talk to online, I'm not meaning you guys in this. Actually, the whole post is mostly about one person..or maybe two. I don't know. I don't keep track of who pisses me off.

I just want to say that me going to Form 6 is not because my friends are going to Form 6 too. I'm not following my friends in this. It's just that I'm lucky that I have friends who are going there too. The term 'ikut kawan' has NEVER been applied to any decisions of mine involving school or education. If I had 'ikut kawan' as you said, I would've just gone for the science stream because Sj is there but did I? No. I went to arts not knowing whether I had friends there or not because I wanted to do art. So I don't see why you should tell me not to 'ikut kawan'. Using this term, I'm pretty sure that YOU know who you are [if you even read my blog].

Stop asking when you already know what I'm going to do. If you ask just for the pleasure of insulting me, then I suggest you find somebody else. Don't underestimate me. Just because I have accepted your little jokes about me being brainless doesn't mean I can take it all the time. Don't go thinking I'm a dumb blonde who doesn't know anything. You don't know me so well so don't judge. If you ask me, you're the dumb one. Just because I don't go around flaunting knowledge about everyday life or general knowledge [that everybody knows] like you do, doesn't mean I don't know it.

I also think it's really rude to insult each and every thing that I like or happen to be interested in. Calling me a spoilt brat while you're at it also pisses me off beyond words. Seriously, I've just lost interest in talking to you. You can say that I'm being really sensitive about this but this is accumulated anger. You never fail to insult me everytime I'm online and I just take it in stride. Now that I'm actually really irritated and annoyed I decided to just tell you what I think of you. You're childish, you don't know when to shut up and sometimes you come off as rude. I may be wrong about you but this is what you show me. I've had enough. Go talk to other people who would appreciate people like you cause I seriously don't and I'm better off without than with.

On the first day of Christmas my true love gave to me...?

Sj and I went to MidValley today! I finally went out and I'm freaking happy about it. I was rotting at home like a century old banana. Anyway, since it was MidValley we avoided Nando's for obvious reasons and our lunch was Jusco sushi and maki. Haha. It was quite nice though. Before that we were playing Time Crisis [again] and we got past stage 2 again but didn't manage to finish stage 3. My sucky shooting is proven with this game. It was fun though [shouting and banging aside]. Then we went to MPH as usual [I'm not talking in time order ok?] and we saw this book which had this dude posing really suggestively with an arrow sticking out of his armpit! We were all like O_o? HAHAHA. Seriously, who pokes the armpit with an arrow when shooting? I don't know man. Hahaha. It really cracked us up and we were laughing like cracked up laughing loonies. Incase you didn't know what kinda arrow I'm talking about, it's, you know, the bow and arrow thing? Legolas' weapon! Yeah..that. Now tell me it's funny. Haahha. I kept poking the cats' armpit in World of Feng Shui after that. The cats were all stuffed with their hands up in the air. It would take a whole lot to stop myself. It was just too tempting. Haha. And this Sj is such an ass sometimes it's amazing. Haha. She kept singing the 12 Days of Christmas song everytime she saw something she wants while nudging me and eyeing the thing. -_-' Sometimes I wonder why she's my friend. Haha. Her bonkerosity level is at an all time high. Really bonkers that one.

I'm having lots of fun today. Somebody posted a whole lot of Dir en grey lives from the Osakajo Hall DVD thing and I managed to download what I was missing. ^_^. Although I'm still missing half the concert but..still..hehe. It's really nice. Especially the ending part where the I'll [Piano Version] came on and they were just going around throwing their stuff into the crowd. Toshiya was hot as usual and I swear Shinya has got the weirdest legs for a guy. It's soooo nice and lady like. And it's really freaky cause he's a guy but that's why I love Shinya. The part where Toshiya practically glomped Shinya to floor was so funny and then, if i'm not mistaken, Toshiya swung him after that. Really cute, then they joined hands and jumped up in the air all cutely like [I mean the entire Dir en grey and not just Toshiya and Shinya]. I noticed Die didn't let go off Shinya's hand. Those two are so cute, sometimes it's so funny.

Oh, I just wanted to tell you about my new bag. Haha. I walked into the Momoe shop today in MidValley and I saw the cutest bag ever! I just had to get it and that bag left me with RM15. Haha. Anyway, it's all black and velvety kind and it has this black straps hanging all over. It's damn cool. Haha. Now I need to think of a way to get money so that I can send Shiao Jeeng off to Johor with money for Dir en grey. Hahaha.

And, I think I just failed as a hide fan. I can't believe I forgot about his birthday yesterday! It was the 13th of December and I didn't even realise! I'm such a butt!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY hide

|.:Merry go round:.|.:Children of the Night:.|

I'm bored as usual. I woke up at 2 something when I originally planned to wake up at 9~ What's wrong with me? Anyway, I woke up and received a call from my driving instructor telling me that I can go for my 'undang' exam this Friday but he won't be there. So I'm wondering if I should. I really want to drive as soon as possible even though I have this certain fear for cars and all that involves driving. I told him that I would go and stuff but I'm not sure yet. I'll talk to my mum about it. I need to drive. It's such a pain to go out now cause I have to keep asking around for transport and bug my mum and all that kinda stuff. But even after taking the exam and passing it I need to wait a whole entire month to take my 'P' exam. That kinda sucks. After I get my licence it's driving fest for me! Sj! Road trip! Hehe...my dad will kill me if he hears about this. I don't think he likes the idea of me driving around freely. ^_^"

I'm booooored. We [sisters and me] went to Ikano last night AGAIN. Hehe. My dad claims it's our second home but I really go there for the bookstore only. I love bookstores. Anyway, this time my oldest sister went into the petshop and I followed her in and my second sister went on to the bookstore. I love the petstore! They had all kinds of stuff. They had this Korean brand of doggy treats and they came in the weirdest flavours. Stuff like Chicken and Cheese and all that. *_*. Haha. They even had a whole line of clothes for DOGS! It was sooooo cute! And after this trip I really want a rabbit. They were so damn freaking cute. Grr *pinches lil rabbit cheeks* They were sniffing around in their lil rabbit sniffing way and I was all 'Awww~*snuggles*' I couldn't snuggle though, the glass was blocking my snuggling access. Then I moved on to the bookstore and my sister saw this place where they were selling fiction books really cheap and I saw this book on vampires! Oh gosh, I just had to get it! I did, of course, along with this other book called Silent something ot another. Something with a moon and being silent. Altogether it came up to RM25. Cool~ I'm broke though cause I only had RM50.

Me and Sj may be going out tomorrow to MidValley. Yay! Can't wait. I need to go out and have some fun although MidValley is becoming a little boring for me. Sj may be going to Johor next week so I need to say bye bye to her and send her off with my money so she'll buy me Dir en Grey. Hehe. She told me they had Dir en Grey DVDs there and I need to get it. I'll totally love her if she goes. Haha. Sj! I love you! ^_~

BOOOORED!

I'm soo terribly bored! I thought holidays is supposed to be full of funosity! All I'm feeling is boredomosity.

Help!

Anyway, yesterday I went for the 'undang' lecture thing so that I can start my driving lessons and it was SUPERBLY boring. I kept falling asleep every 5 minutes! -_-" A whole 5/6 hours of nothingness! I should have brought Mr.Flurries along with me. There's nothing to write about it either cause I was too busy being asleep to notice anything else. Haha. After a whole 5/6 hours of boredom I came home only to follow my mum out to the foodcourt till 1 something in the morning. I didn't even sit at the computer the whole day yesterday. Gosh!

I can't blog about today yet cause I just woke up. Haha. So I'll talk about my new new favorite Lareine song. ^_^. It's actually almost an instrumental. The first half has a guitar solo which totally took my breath away! It's so cool! Mayu/Machi/Emiru [I cannot remember his name] is soo cool! I'm telling you he's my favorite guitarist. I love each and every one of his solos and I swear I'm gonna play just like that one day! And if the whole guitar-blowing-my-mind solo thing is not enough, a piano solo came on after that! AaAaAaH! You know how I'm a sucker for anything with piano. And Kamijo speaks through the entire piano solo thing and his voice is soo sweet...like hot honey! ^_^". Oh, by the way, the song is Rutorubaiyu no bansan. Really cool.

I need to go to KLCC! What if the issues are out already? Oh NO! I've decided that I'm most probably gonna try subscribing to the magazines that I want since I have so much problem getting it every month. -_-" I'm desperate! I heard that this month's Cure magazine has Vidoll. Does it? Or was that something else. Damn!

I forgot who I was talking with the other day and we came to the topic of my ideal guy or the kind of guy I like the best and I realised that I'm not really sure what kind of guy I like and it's really weird cause she knows exactly who. Oh! It was Christina! Hahah. Now that I think of it I was mentioning James so it has to be her. I think the #1 thing in a guy I like at the moment is more physical traits then personality. He has to have nice fingers cause I don't have that. He has to have a voice that I don't mind listening to all the time [in other words a nice sugary voice..like Kamijo!]. Must be tall! Must not be able to act, lie or sing. Cause I can't do those. Haha. Must have really nice hair to play with so I can play with his instead of mine! Must be able to play at least one instrument. I don't know why this actually but I just like it that way. ^_^" Weird eh? Come to think of it I don't prioritise looks. It's nothing really important as long as the rest of the body is in place. Hahaha. I must at least be able to look at him without puking though. I'm waiting for my perfect guy to walk past me and make me drool. Oh wait, I met someone like that yesterday. X_x I'm telling you I nearly melted when he started speaking. I don't even remember anything we talked about and my mum and sisters think I'm so useless. Hahahahah. Not my fault. The last time someone like that appeared was in church. He said excuse me and I had to turn and he looked soo cute it was amazing. With nice hair. I didn't notice fingers but his voice was cute too. I was about to throw myself at his feet and hail hotness. -_-" I wanna meet these two guys now. My life is lacking hot REAL guys. Hahahahhaha. I'm just crapping.

I'm gonna go eat now. I've not eaten anything yet and I think I'm going to die soon X_x. Will probably come back on later! ^_^ Since I have like 20 download windows open between both my sister's and my computer.

Mr. Flurries!

Just came back from Ikano. ^_^. Originally went there to look for CDs but I came home with a snowman! His name is Mr.Flurries and he's about...er...10 inches in height. OoOoOh! So CUTE! I couldn't help myself! He was practically screaming 'Buy me! Buy me!'. He's soo cute! Er, I would have posted a picture but that's not my thing to do. ^_^". Sj, I'm still waiting for that snowman you bought for me! ^_^. Now he has a lil other snowman to play with! Isn't that just freaky?

Nothing nice happened today. As in, nothing nice AT ALL. The only nice thing was the fact that I found the entire Sweet Trance 2001 concert to download. Although it's suppose to be missing a couple of performances from Plastic Tree [ NOO!] but it's still so huge! It was like 756 MB. Something like that anyway. Haha.

I'm soo bored now. My sister bought Slam Dunk just now so I think I'm gonna go read that. ^_^o

Craaaaaaaamp

0o0o0o0o0o0o0of! I'm cramping..urgh. In too much pain to blog. Will blog later. Going out now. Bye!

Ash blue..O_o

As said before [and every other day before that] I dyed my hair today. Unfortunately, things didn't turn out the way I wanted it to. My hair, instead of blue blue, is now an ash blue instead. It doesn't really matter but the fact that I have to stand under massively bright light to see it is bothering. I was quite disappointed I guess you can say. Fortunately, while I was in the bathroom just now checking out my head, I was staring intensely at my hair like this O_O and I noticed that the shade is quite nice really, just that you can't really see it under normal light. It kinda has this ash-ey hue to it. Since I bleached streaks and dyed the whole head that blue, you can only see the ash-ey in streaks but the rest of my head has this blue-ash tint and that's kinda nice. It's not obvious at all! My dad was asking me 'where's the colour!?' and I'm like ' on my head?' Haha. Joke not appreciated, but still. I guess I'm not quite as disappointed as before but I feel like going to dye it all over again! A brighter blue maybe? Sj, don't you want to dye your hair purple? Let's go together this time? I also cut my hair! I don't know how to explain it so if I meet you all then you'll see it.

Today, woke up really early, as in REALLY early, to renew my IC. Reached the department at around 7:40 a.m and the line was already reaching the street! O_o The best part is the place only opens at 8 a.m. Talk about madness. In the end we got it done. Finally! No more waiting! I think I smiled really stupidly for the picture. If I look like a total goose in the picture, I'll 'miraculously' lose my IC when I'm 22 and go apply for a new one. I think 4 years is enough to practice a good smile. Haha.

Chick band

My brother can be so funny sometimes I tell you. I was watching the Raphael Evergreen PV just now cause I was bored beyond words. Then halfway through he came up peering over my shoulder and exclaimed 'CooL~ Girl rock band!' and I'm all like 'Dude, those are dudes' and he went from O_O to -_-". Then he just walked off in shock. Haha. I can't believe after all this years of knowing me as his sister he still doesn't know what kinda guys I like. I mean Toshiya is like a fine example! Toshiya's hot so no complains in that department. I still remember the first time he saw Toshiya's picture. He really thought Toshiya was hot. Unfortunately...

Anyway, talking about yesterday. I reached MidValley at around 5 something and upon meeting Sj and Ai Leen, was immediately dragged off to play Time Crisis. I'm very proud to say we reached Stage 3 FINALLY! After like a whole year of trying. Unfortunately we spent about 5 bucks each. But still, the joy of clearing stage 2 for once was great. I think we were cheering so loudly the building was about to come down.Thanks to Ai Leen for tolerating me asking her to change money to tokens all the time. Then we went walking around until 7 : 30 p.m which was when dinner was suppose to be. At that time only half of us was there. The rest arrived 1 hour later. Talk about being fashionably late. -_-". They had loads of fun I tell you, ordering margaritas and all. Xiao Thoong, unfortunately, drank a little too much. When she stood up to walk out cause she was on the phone she knocked over the chair. The WHOLE restaurant was like O_O!! and we were all like O_o? Then she went about singing at the top of her lungs. Haha. Well, now we know for sure she had fun! Haha. Easter went home all red and she told me she wasn't drunk. Makes you wonder eh? Yinn Cher was on the receiving end of Xiao Thoong's happiness unfortunately and got pepper sprinkled on his 'Mr. Willy Wonky'. You don't wanna know..seriously! He basically got very spiced up. I also don't know what I did to have caused Yinn Cher to insist I'm a guy. O_O Which part of wearing a skirt gives you guy vibes!? And he says that now a days, men wear anything. Not a short skirt and knee length boots! Okay, so Toshiya wore something like that but that does not justify anything! Hehe. I think the whole restaurant [waiters, waitresses and patrons] was so glad when we all got up to leave. I could practically hear a sigh of relief. Haha. The bill, by the way, was RM548.04. O_O What the hell? There were so many of us so I don't think it really matters. I just found out from Ai Leen's blog that the amount paid back to the one who paid was short of RM10 and she had to pay it. Sorry Ai Leen! I didn't know about it. m(_ _)m. We all pretty much went home at around 10:30 p.m except the ones who stayed one for a movie. I had loads of fun. Great way to celebrate freedom I tell you.

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To the Organising Committee of the Assunta Prom '05

BEST OF LUCK FOR TOMORROW!

Hope everything goes as planned!

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Not forgetting. People should not assume things of other people's relationships, whether friends or not, if you don't know what's really going on. Laughing and joking does not mean love. It really means fun. So saying things behind people's back is really a bitchy way of doing things. You do realise that by doing that you could ruin the friendship? Or is that what you want to do? Whatever the reason, that was really childish of you.

PARTY!

This marks the best day of my life yet! SPM is over!!!! *runs in circles*

We had a little freedom party just now at Chilis in MidValley. Although everybody seemed to leave the table more than sitting on it, it was still fun anyway. ^_^. I think me and Sj were giving off lezzie vibes to EVERYBODY. Maybe it was partly my fault..but..still..-_-" I think Amanda's boyfriend totally thinks we're lezzie. Xiao Thoong's friend [I'm sorry I forgot your name] insists I'm a guy. As if I don't know who I am! Hahaha. It was fun. Me and Sj shared a pasta which we didn't finish and we also shared a coke. Actually, I'm too sleepy to write anything. I can barely remember the night. Tomorrow, when I'm all awake and okay again, I'll write about tonight cause I'm sure there's more to tonight than the food. Xiao Thoong was totally weird-out though. Will write about that tomorrow! G'night! It's not 2 something in the morning. So tomorrow for me is technically today.

LaSt PaPeR!

I'm gonna go for my last...yeah..LAST SPM paper at around 1 something. I can't wait for it to be over! I'm so freaking happy..! First time in days since I've pretty much been PMS-ing the whole week already. It sucks. But, no more exams no more exams! My mum allowed me to go for the dinner tonight in Chillis. According to Chris there's about 20 over people going so it's gonna be a PARTY! Well, pretty much anyway. Haha. I really have nothing else to write. I woke up at 9 thirty and my eyes are still sleepy so Bye bye y'all!

It's Roofus -_-"

Okay, so I made a mistake with his name yesterday. It's Roofus and not Rufus like I thought wrong and only found out my mistake when I read Leo-chan's blog. I also stole a lil picture of Roofus from his blog. Here it is!

Rufus! My cute little 'nephew'!

I went to Sungai Wang today to get the blue dye. I wanted to buy it myself cause I just wanted to choose the colour. I'll take that tube of dye to the hairstylist to do it for me....next week! I can't wait! ^_^ Haha. I seriously don't see the problem with everybody and my choice of hair colour. Note : jokes on 'lala-ness' NOT appreciated. Everybody keeps telling me what will happen to my hair if I dye it that colour. It's not like I'm so freaking stupid that I'll do something without finding out the consequences or something. I'm not like that and you people should know it. Only Sj seems supportive about it. Of course, my family too since they seem to find the idea interesting. Haha. Thankfully. Anyway, I found the blue that I wanted. It's quite a dark blue but will definitely look brighter after my hair is bleached. My sister [oldest] bought this BRIGHT pink. Actually, more like fuchsia. She wants Kaoru's colour and trust me..she found it! Haha. It was soo bright in the colour chart. Oh, talking about Sungai Wang. The funniest thing happened on the way there in the KL Monorail. My sister and I took out seats near the door see and this lady and her two children were standing nearby. Suddenly, this lady just sat at the edge of my sisters seat! As in like, my sister's seat was a corner seat therefore there's no place anymore on her right but this lady sat on the right and had the nerve to push my sister in too. My sister was pissed, naturally, and started hinting around that the lady had no manners in a loud voice [loud enough for her to hear anyway]. I think her kids were actually telling her what we were saying but not like I care anyway. Then the stupidest part came when we were leaving the train at our stop. See, she was stopping there too. As we were walking up, she stood up and told my sister that she was 'inconsiderate'. O_o What the **** is that? Look who's the one stealing another person's seat without an excuse me?? It was so stupid. My sister of course smiled sweetly and told her 'You too' after which, the lady told her to go home and ask her parent to teach her some manners. I was offended by this cause she indirectly kinda insulted my parents. And my sister just told her 'You too..that is..if you can afford it'. She was speechless. I don't even think she got it. Stupid old lady. Then when we reached Sungai Wang and was walking inside, I saw this very nice something in a window and as I was walking towards it this weird man appeared directly in front of me. He stopped right there and was staring at my boobs! Then he looked up at me and SMILED! pervy-like! I was like O_O? Then I really couldn't help myself so I started laughing like a loony in Loonland. I seriously met ALL kinds of people today and I just had to laugh about it. I mean, he was complimenting my boobs after all. He was staring. -_-" Then after all that we went over to Mines area to pick up Leo-chan's doggy! Ooh, it's soo cute! I nearly squealed with unheard glee when it came sliding out the door [the breeder's house has very slippery tiles] It was soo cute. He named it Rufus and it's his and my sister's baby..so therefore it's my nephew! Whee! I'm an aunty. Aunt Lyd. Sounds stupid.

Followed my second sister to Ikano just now. She wanted to go to the Cold Storage there to buy stuff for her Penang trip on Monday. As we entered I saw a shelf with like goods from Japan only and they had Ichigo Pocky! I couldn't resist myself so I bought a pack for my sister. I mean, she's the one who likes it. Haha. Then I went around the shelf and the next one had goods from Korea. I bought Korean Coke. Haha. The can was like our Milo can here. So weird, I just had to get it. Then after that followed my sister around as she picked up all kinds of other stuff. We sat down in Starbucks after that and I had my favorite Rocky Road cake. Seriously, it's the best of the best! I love love love it.

I have nothing to write anymore so I'm gonna say BYE! ^_^o

Manners and charm

I am currently watching this clip on Kagrra.It's something to do with Alice Nine and Shibuya AX. It's really cute. I'll only talk about my favorite parts. There was this one part where Shin was talking to the camera and he was kinda pouring himself a drink. I noticed he was taking one too many cups for just him. When he was done, he extended both his arms [holding the drink of course] and gave it to the two girls behind the camera! O_O How's that for manners and charm? I bet he doesn't have a problem with chicks. Haha. And he was soo cute too! Can't go talking abotu Shin without mentioning how I think he looks like my Ivan. Then came the part where Alice Nine was supposed to go on stage. I'm telling you, Hiroto [I think] has to be the MOST energetic band member I've ever seen! When they went into Kagrra's dressing room to wish them luck, he and Shou kept bowing! They were like robots with lots of noise! I swear they just kept bowing while shouting. Then when they were leaving to go on stage, they were still yelling! O_O Hahahahaha! They cracked me up like hell. And then Nao had to crack me up again! As if I wasn't laughing like a drunk loony already. He was commenting on Alice Nine and he gave the peace sign at the end. I really don't know how to explain this but you know how the peace sign is like showing 'two'? Yea, he then showed 'three', 'four' and then 'five' while smiling like a total dork. I really don't know how to explain this. Watch it for yourselves. Haahahaha. And I want to say that Kagrra should be an inspiration to us all. I can't believe they can look so calm in the face of an entire hall full of screaming people! I couldn't even hold my voice together to sing while on stage facing a school hall! O_o I needed Sj and Amanda to sing along with me. Haha. That sucks.

Today I went to search for lights with my parents. I actually woke up at 8:40 a.m today! I'm quite happy but now I'm tired as hell. After that we went to Atria to buy bathroom appliances. Yeah, I'm moving somewhere at the end of this month or early next year. Then we went to Ikea! My favorite place! My dad wanted to do the kitchen cupboards there. I'm telling you, they have the best software ever in kitchen design! Everything's just click-drag-drop. So cool. Now I know why Sj wants to work there. Anyway, they came up with two different ideas. I think they both look good although everybody else likes the first design better. I'm okay with anything! Haha. I can't wait to move actually. The only thing I hate about it is packing away all my stuff.

I ain't got anymore to write. I'm going to Sungai Wang with my sister tomorrow to buy hair dye! I'm dyeing mine blue. I think I've already told you. I'm gonna go off watching my Dir en grey clips now. Bye bye!

Forget it

To those of you on my blog last night after yesterday's post was published, pretend you didn't see it. I deleted it because I don't see why I should let you know what happened. It's really none of your business and nobody really cares anyway. I just wrote that post last night because of how I felt. Which, by the way, was like shit. I've learned to get along with it. I just won't talk anymore. That's good. I'm contemplating suicide right now. So if ever I should find the way I love best to kill myself, I'll let you all know okay?

I woke up today at around 9 something and decided to go back to sleep. Then I woke up at 11 something and just got up. Thankfully, by the time I got up, 'they' were going out and I didn't have to meet them. Although, I still have to see them tonight. Gosh, thinking about it sucks. I wanted to walk right out the door yesterday. It was such a STUPID situation and argument. Although, I didn't really argue much but it sounded as though I did. Who cares. Now I know why I hate socialising. It's just not my scene. I wasn't brought up to socialise because I'm a girl. Ah, sucks. ^_^" I actually don't care. I think now that I'm suppose to shut up, I'll be writing more in this blog. There's nothing else really.

Now, to really update you all on myself! I've got one last paper next week and that's accounts. Can't wait for it to be over. Time! Move faster! Then after that, we are gonna celebrate freedom in MidValley. According to Chris. Remember her whole Chillis dinner thing? Yea, that one. Can't wait! I'm also gonna dye my hair blue! And it won't be a dark blue either. The hairdresser told me that he's gonna bleach my hair if I dye it blue so that it would be seen in normal light and not just sunlight. I'm like 'Whatever, as long as I can see it!' Although, bleaching means I'm gonna have to really look after my hair. I think my mum will kill me if I just leave it alone. Haha. My second sister has dyed her hair red and orange. I think it looks nice. She didn't have to bleach because of the colour. All in all, I actually had fun yesterday. I'm gonna start my driving lessons next week right after SPM. Can't wait. I can finally drive! ^_^. Who's happy for me? Sj, after I can drive, we can go hang out as much as we want! Yay!

Thought I needed to tell you all this, I am a grand total of RM110 closer to getting my bass! ^_^" Nothing much I know but still. I wonder if I have any friends out there who is more than willing to sell me their bass. Haha. Just kidding! Okay, I guess I gotta go now. I've got nothing else to write. Will blog tonight about how dinner went. Will probably be another cry fest on my behalf. Gosh! I hate crying really. It's soo freaking wimpy but I can't help but cry when I'm feeling flustered or pissed. When I'm sad or depressed I don't cry. Stupid emotions. I wish I could fix it. Haha. Bye Bye!