Bored.

I got the green light to driving on my own today. So bow down and grovel at the feet of greatness. You're staring at a genius!

Ha~ Today at Japanese class, I was once again lying about my life. Isn't that great?? I just don't see why they (the rest a.k.a classmates) need to know about my life (we answer questions about ourselves in Japanese). And they say I lie. Abit OBVIOUS. *sigh* I don't care. I won't even tell you the real reason why I won't speak the truth. I don't know you. By the way, I'm not pissed, just so you know cause that sounded really hostile. My teacher is really cracky though and she doesn't seem to care that my times are all screwed at least I say them right. *blurgh* to you. ^^

Was watching all my Kagrra clips just now and I like the way they always end with "Kagrra deshita". So~~ I shall end my post....Ja, Vampyy deshita!! ^^ That feels so great! I shall do it all the time now. I don't care if it's not normal even for the Japanese (I think they use it, yeah?). It sounds so great!

P/S : The double Y is not a mistake.

Toshiya's birthday is tomorrow~ ^^. I think~

TGIF dinner~ Apryl's birthday

Was Apryl's birthday today. So had dinner out. At first, to be honest, I didn't really feel like going cause I've been going out for like 4 days in a row and was quite weary of any 'trouble' I'd get into if I go out again but since my sister was going to and Chris was all 'Come! Come!', I went! Had this huge sundae which left me so full of chocolate. Yum~ So, erm, who went, er, Apryl, NM, CG, sister, Chris, XL, FE. If I missed anybody, tell me~ So...pictures!

The first half -> TOILET.






Second half -> GO WILD!








Yes! Cake up the nose!

After-effects of too much molestation. Tsk tsk.




The start of madness


Attack!

And revenge!

Sorry for the long post everyone.

Whee~

Today, I went to school~ My secondary school which, by the way, I am so freaking happy I have left. The moment I stepped onto the pavilion Ms. V started hollering at us all for no reason. Gosh, am I glad I left. Anyway, talked to SE, Naj and ML and the rest after so long. ^^ Had fun~


Doesn't she look sweet? She was hiding her face
This is Mich by the way. Horny ML left before I could snap her.

Dark cause of the lights.

Yeah~ The perky smile tells you plenty. This is the captain.
And then, as if snapping pictures of them didn't traumatise them enough, I snapped pictures WITH them ^^.




After so long, I went under the sun it made me look so...sunned.

I think I'm gonna go for the sports day. I can't wait. I wanna go early and watch them prepare cause preparing for the performance is always my favourite part~ ^^Still remember them trying to put eyeliner on me last year and me blinking to prevent them -.-

P/S : I nicknamed them all cause it didn't seem fair that I put their real names here. They may not like it. I'll do that from now on~

All of you MUST WIN! Or you'll suffer my wrath. And ML, don't question the reason we go to MidValley. It's just ALWAYS been that way so shut up and follow!

Ranting on stupidity

Some people are just unbelievably stupid.

Some people are just unbelievably rude.

Happy disappointments

Do you remember? I was supposed to go to KLCC with Sj today, right? Well, she couldn't go cause her dad didn't let her and I guess it's for the better, cause halfway through today she messaged me and told me that she's working right now cause her supervisor called her to work when it was supposed to be her off day today. Imagine if she had gone to KLCC with me? She wouldn't be able to go to work when her supervisor wanted her to which could have gotten her in trouble. Abit funky right? Anyway, I then 'fell' onto my backup plan (Vincent). I know for one thing he's always available (I forgot he's working too). So I called him at around 12 last night and he said he'll call me back at 1 to tell me whether he's meeting the client or not. He called me at 1 and said he could come. That's not the point. What kind of clients does he have?? Calling at 1?? Hahaha! Just kidding, Vincent~ Anyway, to cut the stupidly long story short, I got my SHOXX. Oh, Nightmare~ No, Rye, you cannot have it! Not my poster! Grr~

I miss my lezzie buddy real bad now. I haven't seen her in weeks!! (10 days to be exact)[not exactly a week is it?] I can't meet her next week cause I will be starting college next week. Lezzie buddy!? Do you miss me?! T_T I'm feeling quite freaky out-y about starting college. I don't know why. It's just so weird~

Oh, and guess what!? I'm not going to Gentings with my parents and brother. So, I'm gonna go for Assunta's sports day. YAY~

Moi dix Mois has the best bassist ever. Although, I think the bassist who played for the song Perish is no longer in the band/solo project (?) but the beat for this song is really nice. Check it out you all~

What the hell?

What's going on with Irokui right now? I just read something about somebody leaving (Nono?) and that the new drummer is Natsuki from ZeeK(I died when I saw that ZeeK flyer saying 'FINISHED'). What the hell? These people should learn to live together~ Then again, I'm in no position to say that. I'm only a fan. ^^"

My Kagrra no Su #21 died!! Oh gosh~ I spent the whole night downloading it and now I have to start all over again. Do you know how sucky, I mean, ULTIMATELY SUCKY, SendSpace is for me? The YouSendIt link it blocked. Damn!

^^

Somebody posted pictures of Dir en grey from their NY show over at LiveJournal so I ganked! ^^ Credits to her or him. This, by the way, is Toshiya~ Ain't he hot? When I first saw this picture I nearly died cause, well, look at it. It's very different. Who cares, he's still hot anyway.

What I did today~ I cleaned up the new house more. I swear that's all I have been doing. Now I'm so freaking tired it's amazing. SHIT! I just remembered I left my magazine box open in the new house. Unattended to. Oh, my Dir en grey!!

Ah~ I'll leave you with Toshiya now~

Urgh~

I hate it when I find out my suspicions are right. I just hate it. Although, I know, this time it was revealed accidently but...I still feel so blurgh about it. Now I know where my favourite soft toy of all went. In the bin. Gee, the least they could do was tell me they were going to throw it away. I'm not going to start a protest. It's worse finding out this way.

*sigh*

Another day of packing and moving. Spent the whole day cleaning, moving, lifting and packing.
I'm so ****ing tired right now.

On the other hand, I'm really enjoying that Fairy Fore song. It's sheer geniosity.

Bored dead. College is starting next, next week. I'm not ready to give up my holidays~

Suffering from a massive bloated tummy. I should learn to eat less.

KLCC outing with SJ on Monday. Let's hope she can make it or else I can say bye bye to my SHOXX.

^______^!!!

Oh, heaven and hell! Come together and make like party people! Go wild! Wanna know why?? I finally found that Fairy Fore song I've been searching for!! Oh, joyousity! Just so you know, I've been looking for it ever since I heard it on the Sweet Trance 2001 video that I have. You know, the one where they introduce the bands? They played this song and I fell in love with it! Rye, I think you'd like it. His voice is a little like the Janne da Arc guy. Anyway, ^^. I found it! LOVE!

The song is called Body Double~

Wiped out (literally)

I'm so freaking tired! I spent the whole, repeat after me, WHOLE day packing! And, I'm not done! *dies* I have to continue tomorrow. *sigh* The lorry person is coming over tomorrow to carry over our cupboards and stuff ~yay~.

When I started, I seriously just didn't know where to start! So, I threw things away. The list of things I threw away? Magazines, N'Sync posters (Yes! All of them! I just don't like them in that way anymore), school books (Get rid of 'em, I say), tons of papers and toys. Gah~ I felt so sad to part with them all but I don't wanna carry them all the way to the new house. *sigh* Moving is sad. Although, I did get quite a few laughs. All these years (2 years), Shari, Nat, Sj and I thought that all our P.com conversations were gone. As in, all 6 seasons of them! But! Just now, while clearing out my drawers, I found season 2. Haha. I had alot of fun laughing at our silly antics. I won't quote them here cause they're a little too, er, explicit (?) for public viewing. I also found a little poem that us, P.com-ers, wrote out of our brilliant talent in rhyming!

I went to a chinese restaurant
To buy a loaf of bread, bread, bread
He wrapped it up in a paper bag
And this is what he said, said, said

My name is Elvis Presley (definitely Sj's part)
Girls are sexy (Sj, only she's so pervy)
Sitting in a taxi (Shari? Sounds like her)
Watching movies
Big fat boobies (er, me?)
This is what they get

BOOH! (it's Nat. I can confirm this. She's whacked, literally)

hugZ,
*Sj's signature*
03-********
Call me when
you're feeling
L.O.N.E.L.Y
(The entire thing here is written by Shari, definitely looks like her writing and not Sj's like I first thought)

Oh my! I just remembered something! This could be us writing our very first song for our band then, Victorious Veges! I mean, read it again! Doesn't it sound like a song? The whole 'bread, bread, bread' part. And, trust me, you don't wanna know what Victorious Veges mean.

Takumi~!

Yes. The person you see on your left in the BLUE, er, samurai outfit thing is TAKUMI! The one and only [very very cute] ex drummer of Panic Channel! ^^ Everybody's favorite death lolita. Anyway, I just found this picture very funny and cute and had to do something (to get my mind off Psycho le Cemu disbanding and all that kinda shit). Can you believe they're disbanding?! Well, I can't!

Picture taken from ->
http://www.geocities.jp/kupikupipuu/a09a2/offshot.html
It's like a flash thing so you have to wait while each and every picture loads. Remember, patience is a virtue and this virtue pays off (cute Takumi).

Fast food..Fast lunch~

Finally met Sj today after like.............a week. Okay, that's not the point. We had lunch with Nick and Patricia~ Ate Domino's but had to hurry or else her supervisor would lurk around her for the rest of the day. Damn all these moronic lurkers. Anyway, it's the first time I ate lunch in 30 minutes. Hahah. Altogether, it was kinda nice in a rushed sorta way.

Speaker #1 : Are you gonna stay on for dinner?
Speaker #2 : Yeah~
Speaker #1 : So you're gonna watch movie then come and meet me at 5?
Speaker #2 : No lar~ Not watching movie.
Speaker #1 : Then what are you gonna do?
Speaker #2 : Hang around and....think.
Speaker #3 : Wow! The kids actually thought you something!

After MidValley, I went over to the new house to check out the curtains they were installing. Whee~ My curtains are red. Dark red. Then I went for guitar class!

Teacher : Whoa. Very good. You practiced?
Student : No ^^
Teacher : Wah, so talented ar?
Student : Of course! ^^
Teacher : -_-"

Then I went for Japanese class! On the way there...

Me : Ah!! I forgot to bring my books!!
Sister : Huh? Serious?
Me : Yeah! Oh no..Oh no!
Sister : Nevermind. Take my textbook and then pass it back to me after your class.
Me : Okay...oh no! My homework is in there too!
Sister : *starts teaching me how to say 'I'll pass up next week'*

Trust my sister to conduct damage control during a crisis.

Tired and pooped.

Speaker #1 : Hey, I'm going now, kay? Oh, can somebody help me open and close the door?
Speaker #2 : Ah, okay, get *bleep* to do it
Speaker #3 (the *bleep*) : Okay! ^^ *runs to open the door*
Speaker #2 : Do you even know how to open the door?
Speaker #3 : No! ^^
Everybody : -_______-"

Washed the new house for the FOURTH FREAKING TIME today. That's all I did. I'm so freaking tired. Ah~

Sj wants me to meet her for lunch on Thursday. And we are going out to KLCC on Monday. Ah, hope I can make it for lunch. Considering I have alot of things to do on Thursday.

People can be so childish at times. Just admit you've lost interest in the person. Please don't make it seem like you are doing it out of the goodness of your heart to let the person get together with somebody else. It's really stupid considering the fact that the person has time and time again confessed his love for you. Moronic asses.

Speaker #1 : Eh, damn good wei. I just took a shit in the new house man~
Speaker #2 : Okay! Don't have to share all these things with me.
Speaker #1 : But, you know, damn uncomfortable man. Got all those echo while you're shitting.
Speaker #2 : -____-"

Comic Drug Rock 'n' Roll!!

Fatima!! (a Jrock band not a malay chick)

Aren't they hot? Hehe.

Was flipping through my pictures and came across all my Fatima pictures and my obsession emerged again. I really love them (and their songs). Sanaka..er..no..Kanoma is like the hottest guy ever. Their very obvious lack of cloth in almost every outfit really rocks me. They're like the Britney Spears of the Jrock scene or something (my opinion so shut up).

Anyway, was bored and had to do something. So I'm writing about Fatima! I'm sure everybody who has met me/talked to me as heard about Fatima or at least Sanaka~

*sigh*

I am bored. Fuh-reaking bored.
Did NOTHING today.

Sj called just now to tell me that she's managed to get Monday as her off-day next week. So we're going out! KLCC here we come~ Hehe.

Got tagged by hentai onii-chan

How many schools did I go to?
One. Sadly.

Was I the studious nerd or the last minute hero?
I'd like to say last minute hero. Whatever that means, it just sounds better than studious nerd.

Was I the class ‘taiko’ or the teacher’s pet?
Teacher's pet for ONE particular subject. And I HATED the teacher!

What was the biggest rule I broke in school?
I think it's skipping class~ Me and SJ's misadventures!

Three subjects I enjoyed.
English [except for the teachers], Art [except for the teachers] and Science [I like this teacher]

Three teachers that inspired me.
Huh? Probably only one and that's my science teacher.

People I tag.
Rye [cause I know you read my blog ^_~..at least..I hope you do]
Tokoharu a.k.a hentai onee-chan! [Hell, you just NEED to blog]

In a Past Life...

You Were: A Banished Priest. Where You Lived: Austria. How You Died: Decapitation.

Who Were You In a Past Life?

Bloated tummy~

Speaker #1 : So what's the word for 'girl'?
Speaker #2 : Onna
Speaker #3 : On ah? not off ah?
Speaker #2 : You're so lame you make me funny.

Did nothing today but loot Jinkaku Radio Mp3s off the web. I'm getting addicted.

Drove to Subang. Traffic there sucks.

Happiness

I'm currently very very happy. You wanna know why?

A few days ago, I got the..and I mean THE most dreaded message anyone can get on the computer and that's the 'You're running out of disk space so clear the **** up' and I'm all like NOOOOOOOOOOO~! *ahem*..Anyway, I tried getting stuff into my external harddrive and wouldn't you know it..something went wrong! And I lost two whole mangas. Do you know how depressed I was? Then I realised, gee much? I could have just asked my sister for help about my harddrive. So I ask her and she tells me..it could be the cable (I use this thing that connects the USB port from way behind the computer to the front, I don't know how you explain it but its like a USB wire-port, okay, forget it, I don't even get that.) So, I connect the wire straight to the back and guess what? T_T It works fine! Joyousity fills me!

247 MB -> 10.4 GB

Oh, greatness~

Despair~

I am DESPERATE!!!!!
I know very well there's at least...AT LEAST! 20 Kagrra no Sue videos out there! And I don't have ONE!

(okay, I have the pool one, the recording one, the filming on and one more)

I want the rest!!!!!

Hit me.

Car #1 : *blocks the whole road by moving turtle-style*
Car #2 : *beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep* <-horn *overtakes Car #1*
Car #1 : *looks over and...beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep*
Passenger of Car #2 : *glares* *show middle finger*

So~ On to today. Woke up this morning for church. Totally forgot about Donovan leaving until around 9 something when I messaged him bye and decided I'd be a nice friend and tell him that I'd miss him. He's leaving for 3 months! No more lame conversations! Hehehe~ Then I went on to KBU. I just realised that I'd be going for college. Do you know how freaky that is? Haha. Anyway, took a campus tour and I like the photography room. Especially the dark room. And you know what? I get a chance to use it!! *ahem* After that went to Tesco with my parents and bought a whole lot of stuff which is always the case if you go shopping with my family! We can never eat enough~

My ankle is still hurting. Remember a few weeks back I blogged about falling off my bed ladder and twisted my ankle? Well, the pain returned. It wasn't so bad yesterday, but today it feels like there's a whole hippo on it. Totally sucks.

Sj is going through what she likes to call boutique-politics. HAHA! Good luck girl~
I love these! Kaya balls~ Or so I like to call them. Call them whatever you want.

Guy's toy? Don't think so.

This...is my tribute to Toshiya's brilliant self.
He's on my desktop.
Baby blue to symbolise baby Toshiya.
I was bored.

Went to KLCC today. I lost 40 bucks. That's not the point really. On the way home, there were these two guys who had a very interesting conversation. So interesting that I just had to listen in on it. It's not eavesdropping cause they were practically shouting~

Guy #1 : Eh, bring out your Nano lar.
Guy #2 : Don't want lar, the battery is full and I am lending it to my girlfriend. After battery no more.
Guy #1 : Why are you lending it to your girlfriend? It's a guy's toy lar.
Me : >________>

That's pretty much how the conversation went. I'm not too sure about what they said. Seriously, what makes it a guy's toy? Never thought so. Moronic dumbasses. That's what I call them.

This month's Cure has Phantasmagoria on the cover. Whee~ That means I have their poster. That's great! It's also got Tara's new band. Darn, can never remember the name. Unfortunately, I'm not too interested in the bands featured in their Style Council section. Ah~ They can't all diamonds.

Heard from Nat last night that if you register with KBU by tomorrow it's only RM100 for registration fees. So, I thought I'd tell my parents but wasn't sure of how to approach it just in case I set another screaming spree. So just now at tea

Me : Oh, mum, tomorrow's the last day of KBU's open day, you know?
Mum : Really? Aiyah~ Forgot to go today ah. Go, go tomorrow. So if you register by tomorrow you get the rebate, right?
Dad : What is it?
Mum : It seems that if you register by tomorrow registration is only RM100.
Me : *hopeful that he won't scream at me for bringing up college* Normally, it's RM300.*keeps constant eye contact...hopeful eye contact*
Dad : Oh~ Go lar, take her tomorrow. Go register tomorrow.
Me : *does the Alice Nine thing mentally*

You know what that means? I get to go to college!
Damn, I gotta study hard or I can forget studying!

My perfect guy

1. Must be at least a head taller than me

2. Must have nice hair

3. Must have long, sexy fingers

4. Must entertain my obsession for Jrock!

5. NO WASHBOARD ABS. That's gross

6. Tight butt ^_~

7. Must have some hot wheels to his name

8. Must like dressing weirdly with me

9. Must not be too lovey-dovey. Dude that's just freaky

10. Must be able to draw. I don't know why. Just shut up and read

11. Must play bass! Or at least guitar~

12. Has to support my dreams of rockstardom

13. Must have no problems with playing around (ie. Screaming in public)

14. Must be independant. Or we'd be dead

15. Must have hot friends (HAHA)

16. MUST LOVE IVAN

17. Mustn't like clubbing

18. No drugs please (Smoking = fine, just don't kill me off)

That's all really. Until I find more I'd post.
TOSHIYA~ Oh. They say that those two little girls by his side are his nieces. Aren't they lovely?

He looks like the mother hen. That sucks. He's so pretty.

I also have this strange obsession for the bass on the right. The white one. Believe it or not, I don't look at Toshiya when I see this picture. I see the bass.

Brillianosity happens in my house all the time. Seriously, there's no other house as brilliant as this one. In the midst of my boredomosity, some kind of craposity happened. Somebody is suffering from some failorosity and I got the scolding for it. There's so many ways to kill one's self.

1. Starvation.
2. Poisoning.
3. Stabbing.
4. Hanging.[My all time dream of dying like hide can come true]
5. Standing in the middle of a busy highway with a drunk driver who's asleep coming at you.
6. Electrocution.
7. Jumping off a building.
8. Kill someone and beg for the death sentence.
9. Go sky diving without the parachute.
10. Burn.
11. Kill a cannibal while he is hunting with his tribe of cannibals.
12. Starve a couple of dogs for months, roll around in meat and then present yourself.

Over the past years, everytime I get some screwosity blocking my state of mental calmosity, some new way of suicide comes up. It's really cool. I should do some compiling. Help all those Japanese people who are into group suicides (they only know of monoxide poisoning). I should just kill myself cause obviously nobody really wants me around (ie. "I can lock you up in your room!" <- See what I mean? **** off). It'll save me alot of mental torture too.

People with double faces should just die. Gemini-ism is not welcomed.
Geniosity! Really. Amazing never-heard-off problemosity always happens in my life. I'd like to share. People should know what kinda fucked up shit I go through everyday.
Sometimes(all the time), I wish I wasn't born. It'll make life happier. Nobody would need to get mad at stupidosity. They'll all live happy lives. I'm not needed. Fuck it all.

Has anybody realised that when you're bawling out of frustration, taking ur frustration out on your skin really works. Skin looks good red and raw.
It's psychological but it works for me. I hate bawling! I hate crying! I'll do anything to stop myself from crying.

Pictures I've collected put here to...

...calm me down.


Doggy I found in Jusco.

Roofus.


It's not everyday you get a wire shaped like a pretzel. I get it everyday.

I was supposed to be cleaning up my mess. Unfortunately, I was in a ****ed up mood that day and tore the box open so I can lock myself up and do something I like for once and not face ****y people.

It has dawned on me [through cleaning] that I've collected quite alot of these at the Cheer'03.

I'm still unhappy. Hell, have you ever heard of somebody scolding somebody just because somebody else ****ing failed in an exam? This is the first time. I can't wait to move out of here. I'm going to move and break contact with EVERYBODY!

I hate everybody
I hate people
I hate life
I hate all the shit that happens
JUST LEAVE ME ALONE.
All those shit you've told me are all lies.
Go kill yourselves.

Quiz like thing.

1.Are u photogenic ?
All the time. This is ME you're talking about here.

2. What time do you go to bed ?
EARLY in the morning

3. What was the last thing you did before this ?
Bug my sister to play O2 Jam with me cause there are plenty of LOSERS on O2 Jam who ask you to x5 but HAVE NO ****ING IDEA ON HOW TO PLAY

4. Who's the one you always meet the most?
SJ. But now that she's working....

5. Who's the person you'll call if you need help?
My mum. She'll have an answer for anything. Well, if I ever get caught high on drugs..it'll be Sj not my mum. My mum will send me to the police.

6. What's on your mind right now ?
Donovan's 'makan thing', going out with Chris on Saturday, college and like always..TOSHIYA.

7. What do you prefer?american idol/malaysian?
American Idol. But I don't really enjoy watching it. I just like the singing. I don't like reality TV shows.

8. With whom do you wanna be with to have fun ?
Everybody close to me. But I'd ditch the 'everybody close to me' if Toshiya comes along.

9. What movie do u wanna watch now?
The Da Vinci Code. Screw May releases.

10. When was the last time you went out ?
Today. But if you're talking about out with friends than Tuesday.

11. What do you hate the most for now ?
Driving. Full stop. That's it.

12. What do you do everyday besides eat &sleep?
Er~ That's ALL I do seriously. Sad, isn't it? But if you give me Toshiya, you can add sex to that list.

13. Colors that make you happy ?
Black

14. Most fave thing in your room ?
Clothes. Soft toys. Blanket. Pillow. Books/Magazines.

15. Miss someone?
No.

16. Plan to buy something?
Yes. Found this really nice pair of pants with this skull on it. And also
that coffin chain.

17. Are you satisfied with your life now?
Yes. Well..not really. Okay..not at all.

18.Do you like seafood?
Yes. Hell, I like FOOD.

19.Breakfast or dinner?
Dinner. I don't eat breakfast.

20. Do you recycle?
When I see those colourful bins. Do they still use those colourful bins?? Anyway, how sure are you they REALLY recycle the trash that you throw into their bins anyway? They'll sell it to the trash collectors and earn more money.

21. Do you have a laptop?
No. If I do, you don't want to know what will be in it.

22. What's your favorite fast food?
Burger King. I'm sure everybody who's gone out with me knows this little bit of information.

23. Cats or dogs?
Cats and dogs. Together. Oh, what peace.

24. Salty or sweet?
Salty.

25. City or country?
WTF? Japan.

26. Is kissing normal for your age?
I'm 17. Throw Toshiya my way and I'll tell you.

27. Are you athletic?
I WAS athletic. Cheerleading really builds your stamina. Especially when you have a captain who insists you run everytime you screw a little move and then become captain YOURSELF and follow your previous captains methods of training. Yeah, very fit. All you do is run.

28.Would you want to be treated equally?
Yes. I hate the whole women do house work thinking. Screw you all.

29. Do you have your own cell phone?
Yes. I'd be lost without it.

30. What do you wear to bed?
Without Toshiya = Clothes.
With Toshiya = Nothing.

31. Ever had a crush on a teacher in high school?
OH GROSS! One look at the men teachers in my school and you'll never have another crush for as long as you live. Oh Lord! No wonder I'm single!

32. Coke or pepsi?
Coke. Pepsi tastes odd.

33. sugar or spice?
I'm everything nice.
Oh? We weren't suppose to rhyme?

33. Can you use chopsticks?
Yes. That's a stupid question. Why would you care? Are you giving me food?

34. Do you like to read for pleasure?
Read for pleasure? Are you talking about porn?? That's so wrong.

35. Do you care about getting good grades?
Yes. Unfortunately, good grades don't care about getting me.

36. Have you ever fallen asleep in class?
That's why I don't get good grades.

37. Get a job or ask your parents for money?
Ask my parents for money. It's their choice anyway. They don't let me work.

38. Is your dad strict?
Was worse when I was younger.

39. Do your parents give you enough privacy?
Yes. Thank God. I don't think they want to know what kind of bands I'm into. Well, my mum knows, my dad doesn't. He'll freak.

40. Do your parents trust you?
I think so. Then again, maybe not.

41. Would you ever wanna lose your best friends?
Nope. I can't imagine going to MidValley without Sj and playing Time Crisis.

42. Does your best friend get on your nerves?
Nope. That's a good thing.

43. Do you make friends quickly?
No. Most of the time they think I'm a total bitch until 5 months later when they have absolutely no choice but to talk to me. Then they realise I'm the friend missing from their life all this time. I'm just great.

44. Do you tell your mom everything?
MOST things. Somethings, she wouldn't want to know.

45. What do you & your parents fight about most?
My couldn't-care-less-attitude. Actually, we don't fight, they scold and I couldn't care less.

46. If u love someone & she/he rejected u wut will u do?
Say 'Fuck off bastard. I don't want to be brought down to your level anyway *flash middle finger*'. Calm and cool is my policy.

47. Can u sing or rap?
Do you really want 'The Day After Tomorrow' to come true?

48. If u have one wish , who would u make ur wife/husband for the wish?
Toshiya. Dude, seriously, this is like Obvious Question of the Century.

49. Wut do u think of this survey??
Amusingly stupid and boring.

[If you don't understand my sense of humour you won't get this.]

Help me somebody!

I need help. I find coming into my blog utterly boring and I want background music to liven it up a bit!! The song I want to put is Dir en grey's Shinsou. (Plan-turn-you-all-into-Dir-en-Grey-fans commencing - There's three Shinsou tracks and they're all different. The one I want to put is the piano Shinsou which I think is Track 16. I think it's off the Kisou album). Anyway, the one thing I suck (really suck) at is putting background music. So...any kind soul want to help me out here??

Ninja Turtles and Malaysia's stupid history textbook

They finally realised that our history textbook sucks! Was reading the newspapers today and this politician somewhere in the parliament says that they should change the textbook because he has come to realise that half, no, three quarters of it doesn't do us, Chinese and Indian people, justice. Three cheers for that dude. Heck, they realise it now that I'm OUT of school. Abit late don't you think? I spent 5 whole years learning more about religion than history. That's great. *rolls eyes*

Ninja Turtles is being shown on TV! \o\ \o/ /o/ They were my ultimate childhood heroes! [After Zorro of course, who can resist hot sword wielding men? Definitely not me and I was only 6]. I still remember how us three sisters had our own personal favorite turtle. I liked them all because they were all green but my favorite was the orange one. Eh~ Michaelangelo?? Whatever >_>. I forgot. Hahahaha! My oldest sister liked the blue one. The one with the katanas and my second sister liked Raphael (note that I forgot the blue ones name~) the red one with a temper to match hers (I'm just kidding. You know I love you to bits). Turtles in a hard shell, TURTLE POWER! (Oh, good Lord, I remember the tagline!!)

I LOVE KODOU! And I'll say it again...I LOVE KODOU! Listening to the song gets me so hyped up (it's a sad song) and I can't help but sing along (I don't know the words). It's a really lovely song. The PV rocks. I think I talked about it before. It's basically->
Guy likes girl and vice versa.
Shit happens and girl is kidnapped and...I think...raped (cool!)
Girl hangs self.
Guy finds girl.
Guy depressed. >_>
I think this is the prequel to the -saku- PV though. Cause the guys looked the same and in -saku- he kills his parents. Which could be the reason why the girl got raped anyway(the parents, not the killing). Ah~ Mou. Forget it. Watch both! *falls over*

Oh shit! It's 3:12 and I have guitar at 4!! Ciao all. Plan-turn-you-all-into-Dir-en-gry-fans will continue after my string of classes!

You think of something

12 something

Sister : Sticky! [or did you really say Lydia for once??] Sj tried calling you. You left your phone outside last night.
Me : Mmmmm *grabs phone and dumps it among my soft toys* *sleeps on*

1 something

Phone rings
Me : Hullo....................................?
Kinokuniya : Good afternoon! It's that time to lose 40 bucks again! When are you picking it up? [Okay, so he said that my April issue of Cure has arrived and not 'it's time to lose 40 bucks again]
Me : Next week.
Kinokuniya : Alright then. Have a nice day!
Me : *slams phone* Stupid perky morning calls....

2 something.

Me : Why the **** is it so bright????
*checks phone*
Me : WTF? It's already 2:30!?

Desperation and gory movies

Went to MidValley today and watched Underworld. It is like the coolest movie ever! Especially the beginning where the werewolves were being hacked by the vampires [with nice icy eyes] on horses. Unfortunately, for Sj, she couldn't watch the movie in peace cause she needed to piss. She kept going on about it and then she said something really insulting to me and I just thought I needed to pay back so I whacked her stomach [a little lower]

Sj : OOOF! Just now, I needed to piss after the movie...that whack made me want to piss NOW.
Lyd : *snicker* *glues eyes back to murdering vampires*

Being in the dark, right behind the cinema, is the best thing ever.

I bought the pair of shoes that I was eyeing forever. Hehe~ Now that I have it, I'm happy. I also bought knee-high black socks which I think are really cute. Unfortunately, nobody thinks so. Damn you all~ Since Sj needs to go to work tomorrow, we were looking around for black shirts/blouses/tops [whichever you prefer]. While looking I saw this, erm, what do you call it? Those things you hang around your jeans. Those chains that everybody [wannabe-punks] wear? Anyway, if you get it, I saw one that had coffins and this white cross on it. I was all O_O OMG! I so wanted it! It was a freaking RM34.50 and I only had about RM50 at that time. I so want it. I'll have to go back for it. Also~ at the place that I bought my shoes, they had the cutest doggy soft toy on sale! He had the whole gray-Eminem-hood-shirt thing going on. It was so adorable and it was so soft! I kept playing with it and I ended up snapping it's picture. Thank god nobody saw.

Sj's mum and Sj were having a little bedtime conversation last night.

Sj's mum : Is Lydia with *bleep*?
Sj : No, I don't think so. No more already, I think.
Sj's mum : *shoots up from sleep* YOU MEAN SHE'S SINGLE??????
Sj : Did you have to get up so fast???
Sj's mum : She doesn't like anybody?? No guys??
Sj : *trying to save herself* Well, she did like *bleep* in Form 2.
Sj's mum : *calms down* Ah~

Just in case you don't get that, her mum wants to know if we were really together. So me being single means there's this huge possiblity that we are. Sucks, isn't it? Being a friend of a total lesbian.

I'm bored so picture post

YURA-sama!

Which part of Daishi are you heading for?!

WTF?

*ahem*

Thanks~

I feel really great right now *nods*. Better than I've ever felt in my whole life, in fact!

Dad : Heard about your results. Not bad, ah?
Me : *nods* <- [I'm disappointed okay!]
Mum : Better than *bleep* [censored to protect identity]
Me : Ah~
Dad : What did *bleep* get? [Another person]
Me : 5 A's
Dad : She's still the smartest *disappointed tone*

Hey~ Like I don't know! Way to make me feel BETTER! Thanks man. *thumbs up* Keep up the good job!

Down, down, sinking, sunk

I feel like crap. Sometimes I wonder why I try [actually, I always wonder]. Everything comes up zero and nothing ever seems right when I do it. I can write a list an entire world long about things I fail at doing. Right now, I fail at exams. Haaaa~ All my hardwork for an entire year [half the year] went down the drain. I studied my ass off and all I got is ->

2 A1 [English, Accounts]
1 Extra A1 for 1119 English
4 B3 [Maths, Science, Arts, Moral]
2 B4 [BM, History]
1 D7 [Economics (was there ever any doubt?)

I'm dying and going to hell for all the wrong doings I have ever done!

I may be going out to MidValley tomorrow. Found out today that Sj got a job at MidValley and tomorrow is her last day out with me. I told her that I'd visit her and we'd go play time crisis every lunch break she gets. She's working at this shop called 'Pous' or at least that's what she told me and I have no idea how you pronounce it...I'm going with 'Poo' ^_~. I want to watch Underworld tomorrow. Maa~ I'm still pissed at Sj for not telling me she was going for an interview. Me being sick doesn't mean you don't have to tell me these sorta things, SJ!

Oh, her mum has approved of our relationship....what relationship??????
I'm beginning to feel so misunderstood.

Why I would never sleep again

Dream #1

I'm running away from something with a gypsy. I don't know why I know she's a gypsy, I just do. Freaky factor on a scale of 1-10?? Barely reaching 1.

Dream #2

I'm walking in this town near a beach, wait, I'm walking in this town IN a beach. Water's up to knees and everybody seems chilled about it. Walking, walking and this sharks pulls up next to me and swims on. And all I did was glance at it and continue walking~ I don't know why I keep dreaming of sharks these days. Freaky factor? Somewhere between 1-2.

Dream #3

I'm walking in a market. As in, the SS2 kinda markets, the wet ones. I walk up to the meat store and I see a HUGE pot of boiling water [nothing inside] and this equally HUGE shark leaned up against it. That's not the freaky part. There was a dead body leaned up next to the shark and on the table/counter there were countless human body parts. Freaky factor? 172! [Don't ask about the shark, I don't know myself]

All this shit in one night. I kept dreaming and waking up.

Gah!

Today's Sunday~12 March 2006.
Tomorrow's Monday~13 March 2006.
*falls over*
I'm dead.

Ohmmmm

I was pissed...*inhales*
I'm not pissed anymore...*exhales*
The world is a fine place...*does tai chi*
Peace of mind...*meditates*

This is getting ridiculous.

I'm talking about my boredom. It's stupid. I'm so bored that I'm bored of being bored. Do you even get that? Cause I don't.

The day has come! My dad sat in my car. Hehe. He says I drive well....and then I drove him home. He claims it was a hairy ride too. *falls over* This sucks >_>. I don't want to drive no more.

I'm so fucking bored!!! Gosh~ Somebody save me!! Maa~

I wanna go out. I can't go out cause Sj's painting right now and I'm bumming. Underworld is coming out. Sj...let's go out. SPM results is coming out too. That sucks. I don't want that. Eek~ Monday, please come and go quickly!

[New link...look out for the new name. Candy for those who can spot it~]

Rant

I wore my contacts on the wrong side just now. It's not advisable to try that.

La'Mule rocks.

SPM results this year is reportedly better than last year. So tell me why I still feel like I did badly?

It's time for a haircut.

College choices are getting the better of me~ I'm dying.

Was watching Weiss Kreuz last night with my sister. Oh, man, I miss that show.

Bored..bored..bored..bored..bored~

Maa~ Bye

>_<

Guess who?

TOSHIYA~

Adorable??

Heaven bless me

I managed to download both the part of the Dir en grey's official bootlegged DVD. I feel mean but I wouldn't have done this if I could buy it online. Unfortunately, it's only for [a knot] members and they're only limited to two per person. And because I'm not an [a knot] member and I don't have any friends who are, I can't get it. So I had to download this. Even the one for sale on ebay was going at 114 USD.>_> I'd be damned if I had that kinda money.

LiveJournal

Oh, the phlegm!! That's not the point.

Just here to tell you that I've got a LiveJournal that I will be using from now on. I'll keep this blog still so please don't remove me from your links!! Hehe. I'll switch between the two.

http://vampyy.livejournal.com

Evillvampiress just got too long.

@_@

Never play Seperated Union on O2Jam at x2. It just screws up your vision. Other than that, it's a great song!

Anyway, I did nothing today so nothing to blog about. Maa~ Just another day.

SPM results is in..eh~ 5 days! Screwy~

Amaterase is like rock mixed world music. Just realised it.

My mum thinks of Toshiya more of a daughter-in-law than a son-in-law. Too bad cause even if he was a chick, I'd still marry him.

I was beginning to wonder who actually reads all the crap I write~ Besides me of course.

Time to choose colleges. Decisions, decisions.

Who has seen the clip of MYV kissing Kai of Gazette? It's hilarious. [PSC Tour comment]

I'm blogging in sentences! Just realised.

I'm all well today thanks to the ant infested cough mixture, the foil-y generics and the magical pink pill.

Pleased...

...to annouce that I've recovered from my severe illness. Unfortunately, due to what I would like to refer to as 'sleep inertia', I slipped from my bed's ladder and twisted my ankle this morning. So, therefore, my body hasn't recovered fully.

This sucks,
Me~

Hairy-ness

Yeay! I drove! Hahaha. As in, 'I drove my mum around' kinda driving not the 'learning how to drive' kinda driving. Although, my mum claims my driving is very hairy [if you don't understand what she means by hairy ask me]. She kept screaming at me at all the junctions. Ahhh~ But! We got home safely. Now I just have to pass my second L license [my surname is Loh hence the L...a little of my dad's humour]

Amelia-jie! Stephanie-jie! Daniel! Dad! Ahma!! Look out the window!!!!!
I PARKED MY CAR GOOD!! \o/

Unfair-ness

I can't believe it!! That Wallace-Gromit-Watchamacallit show beat The Corpse Bride!! O_O Nooo!! By the way, I'm talking about the Oscars. Just in case you had absolutely no idea what I was screaming about.

Just for your information [you probably don't want to know], I'm still sick. The good side is I feel better today. Good enough to go for class and then come home sick-er than when I left the house. Isn't that great?

Urgh #2

I'm so...pissed. I'm still sick [although abit better] and I'm still aching all over. What have I ever done to deserve this? I couldn't sleep the whole night, actually, more like half the night. I kept falling asleep and then waking up again..only to fall asleep and then wake up again. Tell me, what's the point in sleeping? If that's NOT the best part, I had to wake up at 6 something this MORNING! Like, dude, half the world wasn't even awake yet~ Except for school going people and work people but, yeah, you get my point.

Urgh

My 'lil sore throat' is becoming a full fledge FLU. Yes, flu. I'm feeling so horrible right now it's amazing! I slept the moment I came home from church and then I slept the whole afternoon after lunch. This totally sucks. I feel like I'm dying anytime soon. My limbs hurt, my head hurts, my throat hurts, my back hurts...the list goes on.

MASK

Disbanding?? Maa~ Not another one! And this one is MASK! No more Sana! Well, if he joins another band then *yay*.

I hope they're not disbanding.

Today~ I registered for Japanese class. Yes! One step closer to having a conversation with Toshiya. And we all know conversations can lead to...MARRIAGE! So I hope ^_^. Hahaha. Then my sister took me to the 100 yen shop and I bought these cute envelopes. Everything in that shop is RM4.90. I love the envelopes but the only thing is...I don't write letters so how the hell am I suppose to use them?? You tell me~

I'm still sick and the MASK news isn't making it any better for me. I looked like I was sobbing when I was telling my sister about it [due to the blocked nose]. It's depressing.

Pretty, isn't it? It's flowers not fireworks. Heading off the 1Utama now. Ciao~!